See me ,Feel me ,Hold Me,Touch me,Love me
The tale
I was just about to give up with my life. I was about to see what my fucking dad and school had done to me. My name is Cole. Even though you don’t care, just two days ago which no one fucking cared and my life’s in pieces. My parents are rich, but they dont care about me and are to busy getting drunk to care.That’s all you need to know about me; my life sucks.So yeah I was there about to just do it put my head in that loop that was hanging from the the sky and let it go. It wasn’t until there was a flash and sparkles raining down from out of nowhere, then bang, like that, there was a white flash. I fell on the hard wooden floor open my eyes and I see some white unicorn thing with wings. I scream and yell “What are you? Are you here to take me to my death?” I crouch down like a coward holding, hiding and blocking my face.
“Dont be afraid young one I’m not going to hurt you. My name is Celestia and all I want to do is make you feel better.”
“Well that's a lost cause, you pussy ass pony,Go back and flock in the forest and flock and s” I said
“I won’t my dear, because I must help you.”
I was intimidated by this thing, though she had a rainbow for hair, she was tall and her horn looked like she could stab me hard. I of course didn't want to tell her that. So I just played it cool,and try to scare her away. “Look, Pony I’m a feelin and could kill you with one blow to the jaw.
“Ooh could you?” The pony said Obviously not impressed.
“Yah so you better get fuck out because I could kill you or call the police and have them like study you” I said even more smug and tough.
“And why should I leave you?”
“Because you're breaking into my house. And I just don’t like you”
“ Why is that?”
I was stumped. I didn't know what to say. So I said “Look pony, You’re messin with the wrong kid here,I mean you’re much better off with some 4 year old girl.If you don’t go in the next 5 seconds, I’ll punch you!”
“Really you'd punch me?”
“Yah!” I said real tough. “I’ve beaten up so many people that it’s like nothing.” Which was a lie. I beat up one kid once, and then my dad ran his corvette over my hand so I wouldn’t ever do it again.
“Ohh Really? I wouldn't believe that, because I see a young kind gentlecolt, well boy, who's just mistreated.”
“You're wrong”
“Then show me and punch me then.”
“Are you sure about that?”
“Yes.”
“Okay you asked for it” I could not believe she wanted me to punch her. Unless this was a trick, afterwards, she’d beat me saying what I did was wrong, teaching me a lesson. After all, she said she wanted to help.
I punched her in the stomach real hard. She flinched and groaned. I couldn't help but punch her again.I got real angry and tears were about to come out of my eyes and I was trying to hold them back. I punched her one more time and then stopped and fell to the ground crying like a bitch. “Well, are you going to do something? Are you going to yell or hit me back?” I said with tears gushing out
Her horn glowed and there was this yellow thing around her stomach and then it healed her of her injury as she processed to say . “Why would I do that sweetie?”
“Because I punched you! I gave you pain and you should scold me!!” I yell crying even harder.
The pony walked over to me and said “So you want me to do something to punish you?”
“Yah! I’m a bad person and I deserve it.”
“Fine then” she says. She then wraps her hooves around me hugging me tight and cooing me. I really wanted to say get of of me, but I couldn't for some reason. I instead was quiet and hugged her back. She then started to rock me back and forth shushing me but in a very motherly tone. I was still crying like never before.
I think the reason i didn’t tell her to stop touching me was because I've never really had a hug before, my mom never did that stuff she was too busy buying stuff and caring more about her f ing look then anything else. But it was amazing I’ve never felt so loved and warm in my life. The pony started to say over and over again for a while “Yes my sweet boy let it all out, you’re loved.” I was like this for like 5 minutes.until she said “See honey, things are okay. Why would you want to kill yourself if there are people who care .” she says still holding me.
“No one does.”
“Don't tell yourself that.”
“Why?”
“Because there's always someone who cares.They may be right in front of you and you don’t know it.
‘Like who?”
“Someone like a teacher or a counselor”
“Yeah right they hate me. I mean they yell at me all the time”
“Its most likely because you misbehaved. But if they didn’t care they wouldn’t have been trying to help you get better. You just don’t want to do what they want you to do.”
“I guess.”
“Now sweetheart i know times are ruff for you,you just need to coperet think more positive ,and try and get out of your pickle.” the pony says.
“Yeah right”
“Look, I don’t understand what you’re going through entirely, but I do know one thing, you’re misunderstood and all you want is some love in your life.” She says lovingly.
I was starting to calm down and get tired and calm down.
“Come now honey let's get you to bed.”
“Okay, but I have trouble getting there.”
“Its fine ill help you.”
“Ow.” I said confused.
“I’ll do a old unicorn trick. Lay down and then I’ll help.”
“What are you going to do?” I asked
“You’ll see.”
I then felt myself lift in in the air surrounded by a comfy yellow thing.I started to be moved back a forth very slowly and gently.
“What are you doing?”
“Its called horn cradling. Mother unicorns use it on there young to help them sleep.It’s supposed to remind them of being in their mother's womb.”
I was very comforting and actually work. I was drowsy. She did this for about ten minutes and then laid me on my hard bed.
“Feeling better sweetie?”
“Yeah”
“Good,” she smiles. “Now I’ll stay with you till morning.” she crawls in to my bed next to me and lays her wing on me.
“Celestia, why do you half to go? I love you and I need you. I can’t go on in this world without you!” I start to cry again.
“Shush my child. You have to be strong and be happy with out me.”
“But!”
“You’ll be fine my love. All you have to do is get yourself out of this mess by telling someone and being me kind and positive”
“I can’t.”
“You must try” she starts to stroke my hair.
“Celestia?” I said very tiredly
“Yes my dear?”
“Will I ever see you again?”
“You will. I promise” And after that she pulled me closer in her wings and gives me a kiss.She counties to stroke my hair and starts to hum a peaceful lullaby.
I then fall asleep and have the most comforting sleep i ever had.
Author's Note
Heres a qick fanfic.So I something new
I wrote this because some times when i feel down i want a pony to cuddle me,But i disced to make it about a kid in a abusive resltionship because they need a pony more
Now for a random references to free to be you and me! (I know to much stuff:flutter cry:
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Also if you didn't know what the titles a references to its this
