Lonely

by GDS20162

Rating: everyone
Tags: Tragedy, Sad
Length: 949

Amanda, a lonely mare, had had a bad life. And so she thinks about it.

Amanda runs away from her parents that were bad to her, She's lost so many friends, and she's lonely. She thinks about her bad life.

Published 1970-01-01 00:00:00 UTC
Last updated 2015-06-29 20:00:24 UTC

Lonely

I'm sitting on the front porch of my house in a red rocking chair that was really old. I don't have much money so it was just something I picked up in the ever free forest. I live on the edge of equestria. My name is Amanda I ran away from home at age 14. It was hard to make that desision, but it wasen't easy living with my parents. I'll explain why later on. I can't believe this is my life.... Lonlieness. Nobody. It's not like I had anyone back home either. Besides my parents and yeah.... So maybe there's no much of a difference. It's quiet out here on the edge of equestria. That's what I like quiet. I was rather shy back home, that was one reason I had trouble making friends. At age 19 now I realize friends are so important after all. I just remember the days at school.... Lonely, walking the hallways knowing everybody had something against you. Comparing yourself to others and knowing you weren't even half a pretty as they are. It's such a sick and terrible feeling.

I remember coming home after school to my room. Bawling my eyes out. I desired comfort by my parents, instead they yelled at me they wanted me to be stronger and yelled instead. They put me to work. They had me fly to cloudsdale and make deliverys. That always was a disaster because I wasen't the best flyer ever. In fact I'm probably the worst.

You know, I wasen't always lonely like I am I did have some friends. They just abandoned me at some point, and one day I found my self with nobody. I wasen't like most teenage girls. I was odd and didn't quite fit in. I don't know if I was to quiet or to sensitive. Something I did had to of gotten on their nerves. I wasen't really lonely anymore when I moved to the edge of equestria, there were some people out here who said hello. And then there was Richer. We got married at age 17. Had a baby by 18. And then right before I turned 19 years old he left me. My daughter is now 1 years old. She really adorable.....

Something tells me my daughter will be better than me. She will grow up and be strong. Sure she WILL have moments when she cries if she's anything like me. But it won't stop her. And I hope she has amazing friends. I always pray she will. I KNOW she will. And I hope she meets someone special who treats her better than Richer treated me. I'm not going to raise her I'm sending her off to the orphanage. She needs better caring for. And she doesn't need to live in this old house. She deserves to be happy.

When I was a kid I grew up terribly. My parents didn't make much money and lived bad lifes to. Sometimes I wonder if that's why they treated me bad. Maybe they didn't wand me to have what they never got. I remember when I had friend they were so nice to me. They brought me gifts to school. Why would they just leave me. It makes no since. I probably said something so stupid. Oh goodness, there's no telling why they left.

I remember the day I got my cutie mark. It wasen't the BEST cutie mark ever. It was some little bunny ears. It was because I had a talent for taking care of bunnies. It was kinda fun to. Of course my parents wouldn't let me take them in the house so I played with the wild ones. Hanging around with bunnies made me interested in other animals so I had fun researching them and reading about there habitats.

I actually have or HAD 3 new born bunnies. A terrible storm came and killed two of them I cried for a week straight. There names were fluffy and Ginger. They were so cute. The survivor was Devil. Because HE WAS A DEVIL. But he was the survivor so I honored him with the name Angel Bunny instead. You know what, I have angel bunny and my daughter right now. I guess I'm not alone. Not right now anyway. Not until tomorrow. I'm sending angel with my daughter to the orphanage. It's quite a trip. The orphanage was in cloudsdale right over ponyville so my daughter, angel, and I have along ways to go. I better start to get ready now. My name is Amanda and that was my life.

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(Next day) 10:34pm/ Cloudsdale orphanage/ (in writers POV)

One of the mares working at the orphanage heard a knock on the door. She walked slowly toward the small stone door and opened it up. There sat a basket. "Is someone there?!" She called out to see if the parent or who ever dropped them off was around. Then she bent down toward the basket to reveal a young foal and a baby bunny. She read the name tag on the bunny 'Angel' it read. She looked over to the foal. She was beautiful. Her fur was a pale yellow, and she had a very light pink mane. Her eyes opened to reveal a green looking color. She was really beautiful. The grown mare read the foals name tag, "Fluttershy." She said aloud. "Okay, well I better get you and angel bunny inside fluttershy." They went inside away from that cold night air. Her mother was just right around the corner. "I love you Fluttershy." She said. Then started flying away from cloudsdale back home to the edge of equestria.