Kix an Mint; Past Regrets an New Opportunitiesby KixChaptersChapter One; Arrival an Chance EncountersChapter Two; New Friends an QuestionsChapter Three; Future Chances an Past ConfessionsChapter One; Arrival an Chance Encounters The train whistle came unexpectedly, waking me from mah uncomfortable sleep, announcing our arrival ta Canterlot. Ah'll admit ah was apprehensive about this trip, being surrounded by high class fanciness fer the first time since runnin from Manehatten a couple years ago, bringin back ol' memories an emotions ah still struggle with. Mah name's Kix an mah parents were originally farmers before movin ta the big city ta be fancified, never understood why and resented them fer tryin ta get me all fancied up an snobby as well. That choice left me with some regrets an' some permanent injuries, but none o' that even comes close ta the one bright spot in mah life, lyin there right next ta me, cuddled up and snoozin without a care in the world. Gently a hoof nudges her ta semi- wakefulness, snappin whatever dreams she was havin. "Time ta wake up sleepy, we're almost there" with a yawn mah daughter stares up at me and frowns in confusion. "Is momma gonna be here?" The question, tenative and full o' hope as its asked breaks mah heart, though it isn't the first time its been asked. "Hopefully we can find her sweetheart, Ah've been told she's livin here." Mah thoughts turn back ta the mare Ah fell fer shortly after Ah left home and then left shortly after our daughter's birth, leavin me with sole custody. However the main thing bringin us ta the city is somethin totally different, a meetin with Sapphire Shores' agent, an two other ponies ta finalize a plan thats been in the works fer a year, mah first major performance, sure Ah did this sorta stuff before, but this is a whole different league Ah'm steppin into. This meeting however isn't for a couple days, an with Mint Song not startin school foranother month an a half Ah decided this would be the best time ta go searchin fer her mama. "Honey, Ah jus...... Ah know ya had yer hopes raised higher then Celestia's sun, but.... if we can't find or she doesn't wanna speak ta us...... please don' get ta upset ok." "Ah'll try daddy, Ah jus..... Ah wanna hear from her own mouth why she left us." As the words are forced out o' mah daughter's mouth softly a few glistening pools begin ta form in her normally happy green orbs. After a quick comforting hug and pat we step out onto the platform, the last ponies ta exit, givin the crowd time ta disperse. The cities's view offered from ta station musta froze Mint in her hooves, never before havin seen any buildings as tall as the ones in fronta her, with a chuckle an quick nudge we begin searchin fer our hotel, the glitz an glitter as well as ta cold attitudes of the strangers obviously shockin mah lil gal even more. "Wow Ah... Ah didn' know other ponies could be so.... uuuhhmph." The sound o' two ponies colliding abruptly reaches mah ears, quickly turning Ah give a small shake and chuckle, only ta be cut off and immediately goin inta action as the scene begins ta unfold, rapidly decelerating ta a possible conflict. "HEY, WATCH WHERE YOU'RE GOING LITTLE TROUBLEMAKER YOU ALMOST COST ME 1,000 BITS!" The stranger, a unicorn mare begins ta shout, towerin over Mint as a fancy, high fallutin dress is waved angrily in her face, causin mah daughter to cower an begin ta cry. "Calm now lady, she's jus a foal, we never been ta Canterlot before and she jus got o'erwhelmed by the sights, yer dress is still clean an in one piece, no need ta yell." Ah slowed my hurried gallop ta a walk, tryin ta stay calm as well as calm her down while steppin 'tween the mare and mah daughter. "Are you this ingrates father? You should be ashamed of yourself, letting your daughter run wild through the streets, some ponies have no sense of self- control...." mah jaws start ta clench as Ah wait fer her ta finish, noticin her uppity gaze takin in our cowboy hats, bandanas an overall untidy appearance "or fashion, I still expect some form of payment for your unruly child and the trauma she just caused." Before Ah could answer thankfully a police officer approaches, noticin the large crowd an the mare's yellin was able ta sort the mess out, sendin her along obviously still very upset while givin us a light warnin ta be a little more careful, with that we headed ta the hotel, only stoppin once Ah noticed how upset and down Mint was, headin ta her favorite chain café. "Whats wrong sweetie, still thinkin o' that mare?" Ah ask, tryin ta catch her downward gaze with as gentle a voice Ah can manage while offerin a comforting smile after takin our seats with our drinks. "Ah... Ah didn't.... Why..... is... is that how all big city ponies act?" Listenin ta her try an form a single question drops mah smile immediately as Ah slide next ta her an wrap a hoof around her shoulders, givin a soft squeeze. "Unfortunately some are like that, so full o' themselves they can't or won't think o' anypony else but themselves, its not yer fault." Givin her another squeeze Ah glance around the buildin, takin in the others sittin around either by themselves or with company, then glancin back ta Mint. "if ya want a good example jus look around, really look an watch the other ponies." With that Ah settle back, lettin her look about, watchin the different interactions goin on or the body language of those that are here alone. Her gaze finally fallin on a quartet o' friends around a booth, smilin and laughin without a single care in the world. Our revere is interrupted by the sound of the bell ringin as the door opened for a well dressed pegasus mare, mah gaze immediately falls ta Mint, noticin that her green eyes already start ta water as she follows the mint colored pegasus with a pure white mane an tail stylized eloquently, her outfit makin her look like she jus came from a ball. Before Ah could act Mint immediately starts fer the mare, a fadin picture fallin ta the floor and trampled by a pair o' hooves, mah daughter's stiffened posture an hurried gait the only clue to the inner turmoil she must be feelin, quickly steppin between the counter and the mare. Suprised by the unexpected intrusion the older mare stares at the young filly in shock while mah daughter glares daggers back into the older mare's eyes, causin the mare ta worry more, the tension of the situation immediately growin as the patrons an workers stop an watch the scene. Finally after a few minutes Mint starts to cry an shudder, her lids fully closing then shouts at the top o' her lungs. "YA.... YA DON' EVEN RECOGNIZE ME DO YA?...... AH'M.... AH'M YER....." her sniffles and a chokin sob cuttin through her train o' speech before regainin her composure. "YER MAH.... YER THE ONE WHO..... WHO GAVE.... BIRTH TA.....TA ME." Upon the final words bein issued a collective gasp goes around the buildin, the mare bein confronted obviously shakin and her colorin dulls at mah daughter's revelation as her ears become pinned tightly ta the back o' her head, her panicked gaze goin from pony ta pony, until finally settlin upon me an shrinkin till they're pinpricks surrounded by white, her voice staggered an a bare whisper, soundin drier then the desert. "K.....Kix?" Mah name, a bare whisper, full o' questions an confusion slips past her lips an hangs in the air as all eyes are on me, wonderin what is goin on an waitin fer a reply, the tension so thick not even a hundred unicorns can blast through the overwhelmin fog. Before Ah can answer she bolts immediately, the door slammin open hard in her haste, leavin me an Mint in shock as we watch. After a few seconds our gazes fall to eachother, her pools glistenin and shimmers with her anger, mah hooves wrap tight around her before we move on, leavin behind the whispered murmurs o' the others. "Wha- whats going on?" "Who are they?" Finally we make it to the hotel, her sobs and sniffles becomin uncontrollable as we enter our room, immediately she flops almost lifelessly onta the bed, tears flowing in an unendin stream onta the sheets. With care Ah approach, pullin her tight against me an tries comfortin mah gal. Her eyes reddened with the tears as she speaks, her voice weakened as hiccups interrupt the words. "She.... she hates me...... doesn't..... *sniff*..... doesn't she..... she's.... *sniff*..... she's embarrassed bah us." With that she buries her head inta mah shoulder, her sobbing renews. With that Ah curl up around her, tryin to comfort mah daughter as best Ah can, an idea already startin ta form, hopin that it works and mah little gal's heart won't get broken any more than it already is before passin out. The next mornin starts grey an gloomy, not a good omen as clouds quickly form, full o' water to drench the city. After we finish showerin an gettin ready the two o' us head out, Mint's lowered head an saddened look noticable ever since wakin further dampenin mah spirits as we stop at the shop we encountered Amethyst last night, our appearance causes a wave o' whispers an murmurs ta begin along with curious glances. Unfazed we step up ta the counter and nod ta the pony behind the counter an order our drinks. "Hey, jus curious, do ya know anythin about that mare that was here yesterday? We've been tryin ta find her fer a while." Ah ask before he steps away, after givin it some thought. "Well, I'm not sure if I should tell you, that scene your daughter caused yesterday worried me along with others, and she's pretty well respected in Canterlot." His eyes shift from me ta mah daughter one last time before he goes back ta work. "Well, if she comes back can ya tell her that we jus wanna talk, an she does owe our daughter an explanation." With that Ah leave our hotel name and room number with him an follow mah even more dejected daughter outa the shop. With a sigh an saddened glance ta Mint Ah lead her in a long windin trail that ends up passin by the orphanage. "This might be a good place ta possibly take her." Spotting the buiding the idea flashes through mah mind an eventually Ah walk inside, mah daughter lookin around the place in confusion. "Look around sweetie, ya know what this place is?" A small shake o' her head is her only answer as her curious gaze takes in the depressin sight despite the playin foals an the cheery colors an pictures. "This is a place where foals who have no parents an have nopony else ta take care of an love them come, waitin fer a new family ta take them in." Mint's eyes widen an shrink in suprise an sorrow at the revelation, then looks up at me. "Wh.... why..... why would their parents not be around? Do.... do they hate them as well?" "Mosta the ones here don' have parents cause they're dead, though there are some who were abandoned by both their parents." After givin a few seconds ta let the words sink in a hoof wraps gently around her shoulders an squeezes, at that time a social worker approaches, a tired friendly attemptin smile playin on his muzzle. "Are you looking to adopt or curious about adoption?" "Not right now, jus tryin ta get mah daughter outa her funk, would it be ok if she mingles with the others?" "Sure, right this way." With a glance back ta me Mint follows him ta the open play area where ah can keep an eye on her. "Just curious, why did you bring her here, not gonna drop her off and leave are you?" He asks, worry colorin his words as he watches me. "Nah, she's..... she's goin through a rough time.... her mother left shortly after she was born an we bumped inta her yesterday, the meetin left her depressed an with a couple o' questions." Mah gaze never leavin Mint as she opens up a little at a time, talkin an gettin ta know some o' the foals. "Ah I see, atleast she has you, I need to get back to work, just let me know if you change your mind." "Wait... Ah...Ah am somewhat curious." The question pops out as Ah notice Mint playin and chasin after a few o' the orphans. "How much an what is needed ta adopt?" "Well, it costs about 3,000 bits per foal and it requires alot of paperwork, background checks, home inspection, interviews, the whole nine yards, and afterwards we'll need to make a home visit and check up." "Ah see, well thanks fer that, and fer lettin mah daughter mingle." With a nod an hoofshake he leaves ta do his rounds as Ah settle onto the nearest couch, givin mah daughter another thirty minutes before callin her over. "Pa, this is Jewelshine an Blue Skies." A unicorn filly with a light blue coat and light lavender mane then a dark purple pegasi colt with a dark blue mane smile an nod. "Nice to meet you Sir, we enjoyed meeting you Mint." With that the two start ta trot off, only ta be stopped. "Wait, Ahm jus' curious.... if ya don't mind....." mah statement trails off as Ah start ta rethink mah question. "I know its depressing and sad to talk about...... but..... if you want to know I don't mind telling it." Blue Skies answers before Ah can finish or forget, however Jewelshine falls silent an looks down, her cheerful demeanor switched ta drepressed. "I..... I don't like..... like talking about it." Sniffles cut inta her barely whispered words. "Thats ok, ya don' have ta tell me, Ah was jus curious." With that all eyes fall to Blue Skies, givin him the floor. "It happened three years ago........ during Hearth's Warming Eve......" his voice trails off as tears pool in his eyes, the tone droppin a couple levels as he takes a deep breath an composes hisself. "They.... they were on their way home from a party....... their path took them over a bridge and..... a couple drunks came up from behind, galloping and...... and didn't notice the ice....... they..... they...... they started sliding and flailing about...... my parents.......... got hit hard and........ fell off." "Yer parents didn't have any relatives or anypony that could take care of ya?" The question is blurted out by mah daughter in a small voice. "There are some family, but..... they couldn't afford an extra or didn't have the room for me, they do visit me every day though." "Well, Ah hope things look up fer ya soon, unfortunately we gotta go, but tommorrow we can come back fer another visit." "I know I'd like that alot, thanks mister." Comes Blue's response, Jewel however doesn't seem so enthusiastic. "Bah the way, its Kix, not mister, makes me feel too important." With a partin smile an wave we take off, a noticeable difference in Mint's gait as we head towards the resturants, seein as how its bout lunch time. Chapter Two; New Friends an Questions "Yea Ah did.... jus'... jus' didn't know there were other foals tha' didn't have a family or home, Ah- Ah'm sorry Ah was so down before, thanks fer openin mah eyes and fer bein there pa." with that Ah'm wrapped up in as tight a hug as she can manage, tears streamin down her tightly shut eyes. After a few more seconds we broke apart an get our food. "Pa.... were ya..... were ya thinkin about.... adoptin one o' them?" she finally asks after a couple o' minutes, the question obvious but the courage to ask lackin. After givin a few seconds ta reflect "Possibly, Ah saw how much fun ya had with them an how well ya got along, however it is expensive an right now we don't really have our own place on top o' the bits, how would ya feel about havin one or both as siblins?" With the question turned on her Mint hesitates an glances about, unsurity clear on her face an body posture. "Ah'm.... Ah'm not...... Ah don' know..... it might be fun but......" with an arched brow Ah wait, knowin what she's sayin but wait fer her to say it. "Nevermind, jus' curious are we gonna have ta move if ya get this new gig?" "Don' go changin the subject, Ah taught ya better an ya know it, now tell me whats botherin ya." "Ah....Ah'm worried that.... that if ya do adopt that ya won't have enough time fer me, specially with this possible new opportunity." she finally reveals after a long couple minutes, still hesitant to meet mah gaze. "Ah know, but no matter what happens an what decisions are or are not made Ah'll always love ya." with that Ah give her a big hug before we resume our meal, a bit o' worry still radiatin off her, but alot less then before. "As fer yer last question we're not, Ah like our little ranch too much jus ta pack up an leave, never been one fer cities, specially big ones." "Good cause Ah don' wanna move either." She responds with a happy smile as we have dinner. After breakfast we toured about the city an even toured the castle grounds as a special treat fer Mint. Finally we wind down an get back ta the hotel after a quick stop at the orphanage ta let her play with her friends while Ah talked with the social worker, then the two foals. The next day we headed back out, our first stop bein a tailor ta get a new outfit fer mah upcoming meetin the next day, but today's plans are fer a happier event, as expressed by Mint's constant bouncing an hyperactivity, her questions rapidly firin with barely a second to breathe. "What'dyagetmewhat'dyagetmewhat'dyagetme....Ah'msoexcitedAhcan'tstanditwhat'rewegonnadotodayhuhuhuhuhuh?" A laugh escapes as Ah watch her as she continues. "Ya'll see, how 'bout we head ta the orphanage first." A knowing grin hidden from her as we notice the place is darkened an silent, Mint's happy expression fallin quickly as we enter, navigatin the inky blackness ta the main room. "SUPRISE!!!!!!" comes from all around as we stop in the middle as the lights flick on, revealin the streamers, balloons, banners an games, against the far wall is a large table supportin a large cake, punch bowl and a pile o' presents. A couple flashes from cameras take in mah daughter's shocked an open mouthed expression as she stands there for a few seconds. "Ohthankyouthankyouthankyouthankyoupa." she squeals after breakin from her trance an wraps me up in a hug before goin ta meet her friends. "Thanks fer agreein ta hold her party here, it means alot since she's made friends with a few o' the orphans." With that Ah make mah way ta the table an begin ta cut the cake inta pieces. Only three boxes wrapped up sit atop the table, catchin Mint's gaze as the cake an punch are finished, with a nod she tears inta the largest box, revealin a set o' microphones, an amp an music stand, the next box is a foal sized version o' royalty regalia, customized in Mint's favorite colors an design, includin a detachable horn made ta match her coat. The final gift is an envelope, upon withdrawin the contents its revealed ta contain a single ticket, an a picture o' the Wonderbolts. After a few stunned silent minutes she hugs me again. "Oh Pa, ya shouldn't have, thank you SSOOOO MUCH!" After the openin o' the gifts the foals begin playin the games. The creakin o' the door signaling a visitor who stays mostly in the shadows, watching the young ones play while stayin silent. Upon noticin the newcomer Ah approached with a smile which fades upon recognizin who it is. "I don't want any trouble, just.... wanted to see my little girl and give her this." A small box is pulled from her back and gently dropped at mah hooves before she turns and walks out swiftly, not givin me time ta respond. With the social worker lookin stunned Ah gather up the gift, debatin if Ah should give it ta Mint or throw it away. "That was mah ex marefriend an Mint's mother, this is the first time since Mint was born that she ever showed an interest." with a nod we both head back, the gift hidden as we rejoin the group. "havin fun sweetie?" Ah watch as Mint stumbles and staggers about blindfolded, swingin fer the hangin piñata. Eventually we say our good bys after cleanup and head back ta the hotel, droppin off the gifts and get ta bed. "Nervous Pa?" "A little Ah'll admit, but Ah'm not gonna let it get ta me." After makin sure all mah stuff is ready fer tommorrow Ah head off fer an early bedtime. The next day after gettin mahself and Mint ready we head on out, already knowing the way ta the meetin place. After a few deep breaths we step inside an head straight fer the professional lookin group o' ponies, ta include the famous Sapphire Shores, immediately causin Mint ta go gaga an fawn all over. After the round o' introductions are made we finally start. "Well, miss Shores' performance is six months from now, you have your playlist all set up" asks the first pony, the one in charge of the schedulin. "Yup, here it is." With that Ah pull out a list o' ten songs an watch as they pass the list about. "Well you only have four song slots, how about in two days we have a show and decide which four we like the most." suggests Sapphire. "Sure, now jus' curious how soon am Ah gonna be performin?" "You got two other performers ahead of you." comments the pony next ta Sapphire "Depending on how you do I'd like to sign you up for a record deal, what'dya say?" Asks the far left pony in the group, a recuiter for a major recording company. "it sounds.... temptin, Ah'd like ta talk it over a bit more later." After a couple more rounds o' questions we finally get down an sign the paperwork an shake hooves, sealin the deal, jus before leavin Sapphire asks Mint if she was any good at singin or wanted ta be a performer. With a slight blush Mint shakes her head no, followed by a shy voice. "No Ah... Ah never thought o' performin in front o' others before, but Ah do enjoy singin an had some thought o' bein a professional singer, however Ah've also had some thoughts o' possibly joinin the Wonderbolts as well" "Whats on yer mind Sapphire?" the question is asked in a mix o' curiosity an a little concern. "Well, why don't we see how good you are, why not after your dad gets done going through his songs and get them organized you put on a little show, just be me and your dad, ok?" With that me an Mint look at each other, her widened orbs filled with a mix o' unsurity and interest, with that Ah smile an nod. "Its up ta ya honey, give ya a good chance ta see what its like bein a singer." "Ah'll try it Miss Sapphire, might be fun." With a smile o' her own Mint accepts an we head on ta our hotel room. "Ya got a song in mind already, or need help?" "Well, Ah did think about writtin mah own song but, Ah'll jus' sing one o' her songs fer now." "Ya know any o' her songs?" "One, but Ah need ta brush up on it." "Well we got some time ta work on them, so lets get started." At that we get back ta the hotel an start our prep, organizin the playlists an tunin up our instruments. We spent the next two days warmin up an knockin off the rust before headin ta the meetin place. After a few minutes of settin up and makin sure everythin is in order an the playlist is handed out Ah stand up on mah back hooves, the guitar strapped across mah shoulders as Ah use mah tail ta balance and a stand mah hooves glidin across the fret board an body as the guitar is tuned, at the same time Ah go through mah vocal warm ups. Once everythin is in order Ah begin the show, startin the actual song while halfway through mah warmup, grinnin at the deception as I begin with the first song, written back when Ah was workin two low payin jobs a little after Mint was born an her momma left. One o' mah hooves gently tap out the beat ta the music as Ah begin ta sing, releasin the frustrations, pains an hardship o' those first couple years as well as the rough foalhood Ah had ta deal with mahself an the continued hardships Ah've had ta deal with. As the first song comes ta an end Ah segue ta the next song, timin the entry an endin perfectly, the strummin gets a lil harsher and speeds up some as the beat changes. As Ah begin ta sing mah voice gets a lil gravelly, rememberin a bunch o' fights Ah had with neighbors over the state o' my house, how Ah talk, mah thoughts, how Ah dressed and even how Mint was bein raised. Mah answer ta all those was simple an lead ta the current song, Ah don' care what others think o' me and how Ah do things. As the end comes Ah take off the guitar an take a few breaths while gettin a drink o' water, lettin it soothe mah roughened cords. After a couple more songs Ah start on a song written when Mint was jus startin ta learn how ta fly along with the other hardships we both dealt with while tryin ta get our hooves on steady ground. It's a song about livin life ta its fullest and havin ta chance let downs as ya struggle fer yer goals an dreams an how our perceptions o' others can be scewed. The final song played is another o' mah favorites, goin on about the freedom o' travel me an Mint had lately. The positive beat an lyrics flowin freely as the song depicts enjoyin the ride despite bein broke an with little belongins and the joy o' the experience. After the final song ends Ah stand there waitin fer the trio to mull the songs over while Ah wipe mah brow an remove mah hat, coolin down alittle as Ah flash a grin ta Mint. "Well after some discussion we really liked....." Sapphire's manager starts before rufflin through the song list again. "I'm A Survivor, What Do You Think About That, Standing Outside the Fire and Who Wouldn't Wanna be Me." "I think those four were the best ones you performed as well." Sapphire adds with a smile. As Ah start packin up she looks over at mah daughter. "Are you ready to show us what you got?" Ah chuckle a bit as Mint nervously nods and steps up onta the stage. "If singin ta them is that scary ya can turn around or try imaginin me in their place." Ah whisper ta her as we pause while passin each other, the karaoke machine gettin set up quickly. After a couple o' deep breaths Mint selects her choice of songs, hopin ta impress Sapphire by tryin out her first song. Despite a shaky start Mint starts ta relax and gets inta the groove, her voice evenin out an flowin smoothly, her accent becomin more pronounced as she continues. Finally the song winds down, leavin only the music ta peter out, givin her a chance ta regain her breath an wipe away the sheen o' sweat gathered on her forehead. "Not to badly done Mint, needs a bit of work but nothing to bad. Are you interested in being a singer when you get older?" Sapphire comments as mah daughter stands there smiling nervously. "Ta be honest Ah'm not sure Miss Shores, Ah've thought about it, but Ah also been thinkin o' tryin ta be a Wonderbolt or maybe even jus bein a weather pony." Then with a saddened gaze fixed on the ground Mint admits. "However, Ah've..... Ah've never really how ta...... fly properly." Her voice weakens a bit in shame. "Ah know sweetie, Ah'm tryin ta get ya some help." With that Sapphire adds. "I might be able to help you out some, ever visited Cloudsdale before?" "No, never had the chance or the opportunity." "Well I got an idea if your dad doesn't mind." Sapphire adds while glancin over ta me. Chapter Three; Future Chances an Past Confessions "Ah don' mind, but would like ta know what yer plannin first." With that we stroll over ta a corner and after a whispered long discussion we nod an hoofshake before returnin ta the main group. "Well it was a fun meeting but we need to get going, just curious, were you planning on perfoming all by yourself or would you like to add a band to back you up?" After some thought mah reply is simple. "Lets do a test, see how it sounds with a full band, then decide." "Sure, sounds like a plan." With that we go our seperate ways, me an Mint first goin ta the orphanage, see how Mint's friends are doin and maybe have a group picnic. "D'ya have fun?" "Yea Ah did pa, thanks fer encouragin me ta do it, maybe... ya think ya could help me write a song or two?" "Sure ya have any ideas fer what ya want the songs ta be about?" With that Mint's expression turns inta a frown as she goes silent, ponderin possible ideas. With a chuckle Ah give her a lovin noogie as we stop jus outside the buildin. "Pa, Ah've been thinkin..... it might be fun ta have a brother an sister, you know if ya do decide ta adopt the two." Mint admits befer we go inside, with a chuckle Ah give her another noogie an we head inside. "You just missed them, some of the other workers took a few of the foals out for a field trip to the castle, sorry." States the janitor as we take our first couple steps inside. "Thanks, tell those two we said hi." With that we make our way ta the park fer lunch, befer leavin a suprise visitor shows up, first stayin as far inta the shadows as possible, obviously debatin weither ta approach or not. "What does she want now?" Finally the figure steps out inta the light, revealin once again Mint's mother, her eyes obviously red an watery. "I.... I know...... its time I tell our daughter why I ran out of both of your lives." She admits with a lowered head an pinned ears. With a nod Ah back up a bit while nudgin Mint a bit closer despite her obvious attempts ta stay away. After a few silent minutes finally she speaks, voice full o' guilt an shame. "I- I know you probably hate me and........ I don't blame you..... I'll admit..... I- I did wrong by you." Takin a deep breath in a short pause she continues to gaze heavily at the ground an continues. "Its time for you to hear the truth..... *heavy sigh*..... I- I fell in love with Kix shortly after he appeared on the rodeo circuit, he was funny, cute, hard working, and attentive." Her voice getting a little depressed an softer as she describes me shortly after we met, takin me back in time as well. Ten years earlier "Was Ah a fool fer leavin mah parents?" The question bounces about inside mah skull fer what feels like the thirtieth time, mah mouth getting hot an dry as Ah force one hoof in front o' the other fer a few more shaky steps until Ah finally collapse, blearily Ah spot a couple forms in the distance approachin before passin out. "Ugh... wh.... where am Ah?" Mah voice hoarse and weak as Ah wake up in an unfamiliar room immediately revealed ta be a hospital due ta the equipment. "You're in the hospital, a couple ponies brought you here after finding you passed out." Replies a super hazy image of nurse crosses mah field o' view, her voice full o'relief an carin. "Seems like you have a few visitors, the ponies who rescued you." As mah vision starts ta clear up Ah notice the newcomers, a pretty dark mint pegasus filly and an older dark green earth stallion, both wearin cowboy hats an hankerchiefs. "Glad to see you're awake, you scared us for a bit." Begins the stallion. "My name's Steel Moon, this is Amethyst Rain." He nods ta the filly as he introduces her. After thirty seconds Ah finally reply, the delay comin from if Ah wanna give mah original name or if Ah wanna rebuild mahself under a new name. "Kix, Kix Brooks, nice ta meet ya both." Ah finally offer, them gives voice ta the mountin questions swirlin through mah brain. "Where am Ah exactly an where'd ya come from?" Ah start, controllin mah curiosity fer the time bein. "You're in Hooferton, not to far from Manehatten, as for your second question we're....." "We're rodeo performers, mostly local venues, we were headin inta town ta get supplies." The filly finishes, speakin up fer the first time. "Where were ya headin and where ya from?" She continues, barely takin a breath between. "Ah....... Ah honestly have no idea where I was headin, as fer where Ah'm from...... its .... " fast forward a couple days an Ah'm discharged, chattin with mah new friends an inquirin about performin in a rodeo. Finally we find ourselves at the rodeo encampment, after some food an drink Ah watch some o' the practicin ponies. "Enjoyin the show?" Amethyst asks, sneakin up behind me an gigglin at mah startled reaction. "It looks fun, Ah'd be interested in tryin it once." Ah reply after compossin mahself. "Well here, Ah was bout ta practice mah rope work, Ah'll teach ya, its easy." With that her smile an friendly tone draw me inta a hard life. Five months later "Kix, Ah......... Ah might be..... pregnant." The revalation comes between a round o' mornin sickness, catchin me by suprise as Ah start gettin ready fer practice. "Thats....... thats great news honey!" With that Ah carefully hug her, not wantin ta cause an damage. "Ah'm..... Ah'm scarred Kix." "Don't worry, things'll work out jus' fine, ya'll see." Ah offer ta try an comfort her befer headin off ta practice. Fast track eight months an the rodeo is in full swing, at about the halfway mark the arena is cleared an Ah head ta the center concealed by the darkness. Once Ah get lit up Ah straighten up an begin. "Amethyst, we have had a lot o' good times these past few months as well as problems but Ah wouldn't change anythin we've been through, Ah remember ya sayin that ya didn' think anypony can wrangle ya up an settle ya down, but Ah think Ah've done a good enough job, Ah love ya with my whole heart........" after a thirty second pause fer affect Ah pull out a felt box. "Ya've brightened up mah life an Ah'd be honored if ya become mah wife." With that the place closes silent, a second light shines brightly on an obviously swollen Amethyst, sweatin from the heat an weight, despite the hinderence she hurries ta me, wrappin her hooves tightly around mah neck and kissin me deeply befer lookin deeply inta mah eyes. "...........Kix........ Ah......... Ah do." With that the place errupts ta the cheers an whistles o' the crowd an other competitors as we head back ta the stands, a new shiny ring glintin from her left hoof. A couple days later Ah'm gettin ready ta go ta work, next in line fer the barrel racin event. With a deep breath Ah step up ta the line, goin through mah ritual while waitin fer the timer ta start. "Next up is Kix Brooks, an up and coming rookie competing in his first ever pro rodeo circuit, three......" As he speaks Ah close mah eyes, takin deep calmin breaths "......two......." Ah force mahself ta relax while stretchin out, blockin out all sound except the announcer. ".......one......." Ah get inta position, mah hind leg muscles tensin in preparation. "......GO!" With that Ah explode from the line, findin mah rythm in jus a few steps as mah body goes inta competition mode, eyes focused on the next move. After Ah pass the first barrel a naggin thought starts ta warn me somethin ain't right but not tellin me what exactly. As Ah near the halfway point one o' mah hooves snag on somethin, causin me ta loose balance an trip, mah speed and direction carry me full force inta the next barrel, mah eyes tightly shut as Ah anticipate the impact. A loud crackin sound explodes as mah back hits, forcin it ta bow outwards, mah eyes shootin open as Ah scream from the pain. As the dust settles Ah try ta get up, unfortunately only mah front legs are obeyin me, thats when Ah realized Ah can't feel mah hind quarters. Mah eyes dart about in panic as the medical staff hurries towards me along with Amethyst. Layin in a bed a couple days later in the local hospital Ah wake up, the light harsh and blindin as Ah take in mah first look at the new day, mah ears twitchin they pick up the sounds of somepony pacin nervously around. With a hug Amethyst begins ta cry, holdin me tight. "Ah..... Ah thought...... ya were...... ya scared me so much Kix." With that a flood o' tears coat mah neck an mane as she sobs uncontrollably, after a few seconds Ah hug her back. "Ssshhh it'll be okay, ya'll see." With that the doctor steps inside, a folder hoverin in front o' him by his magic. "Well after some exams it might take a while, hurt alot and will take alot of effort on your part but you can be able to walk again." "What about performin? Is that gonna be possible?" Befer he can answer she speaks up, nearly yellin as her voice darkens with anger an fear. "WHAT?! YA...... YA CAN' BE...... YA WON'........ YA CAN' DO IT, FIND SOMETHIN ELSE PLEASE!" She jumps up as she finishes, starin at me in worry and fear mTchin her tone. "What else am Ah gonna do hun? Next ta ya the rodeo is what keeps me goin, Ah can' see mahself doin anythin else." Ah state, mah anger startin ta get the better o' me despite tryin ta stay calm. "IF THATS HOW YA WANT IT KIX, ITS EITHER ME AN OUR FOAL OR THE RODEO AN THE FOAL, AH WON' LET YA DO SOMETHIN THAT COULD KILL YA!" She states in a tone that won' allow a debate. "Ah'm sorry ya feel that way Amethyst, but Ah can' jus quit, jus like Ah don' wanna loose ya, please don' be like this." "Sorry Kix, but Ah can't.... Ah'll allow ya ta be there fer the delivery next week if ya can be allowed ta, after that.... we're through." With that she drops the engagement ring on the table next ta me, sobbin as she walks away, head lowered an tail droppin. As she finishes her story Ah notice an unendin stream o' tears fallin from her as she sobs an takes a breath befer continuing. "What I did was wrong and selfish, I realize that now. I- I know nothing I say or do could make up for what I did and I don't deserve your forgiveness, either of yours." With a deep calmin breath she looks at Mint directly in the eye an then mine as she says the last bit, the stream o' tears continuin ta fall steadily. "I am however glad you two are happy an doing well, I love you..... both of you..... but I let my fear take over and ruin what should have been the best thing in my life, tommorrow I'm moving to Applewood, I wish you both the best in your endeavors." With that she turns an starts ta leave, head still lowered as a quiet snifflin can be heard, however her gait becomes lighter an her posture more straight. As she begins ta leave Ah begin ta realize somethin mahself. "Ah was bein selfish back then, Ah never thought how much it her hurt her goin through all that." With that thought. "Amethyst Ah'm sorry Ah put ya through what Ah did back then, seems we both made mistakes...... Ah wish ya best of luck on yer journeys." "Same to you Kix, I hope this endeavor works out for you, you always were a gifted musician and singer, its about time the world got to hear it.... I know don't have to say this, but I am, take care of our girl, I'll keep in touch more often." Amethyst offers from over her shoulder and starts walkin off. Before she can leave Mint takes ta the air in her clumsy fashion an rushes forward, screamin out as she quickly closes the distance. "Momma...... momma wait." With that Amethyst stops jus in time fer Mint ta squeeze her in a painful hug, tears decoratin her cheeks. "Ah..... Ah love ya too ma, jus..... jus didn' realize it till now, Ah was.......Ah was angry with ya cause ya left, Ah..... Ah wish ya the best as well ma." With that the two seperate an after sharin a smile they take off, each goin their own direction. " Mint, yer mother wanted me ta give this ta ya during yer birthday, Ah wasn't sure how ya'd react then but after what happened....." With that Ah stop an pull the small box from behind mah mane, handin it over ta Mint. Without a word she begins tearin hesitantly inta the wrappin, as the box is cleaned off the top is slowly opened, layin inside is a heart locket with a pair o' feathers, presumably Amethyst's, attached ta either side o' the pendant. Also layin in the box is a picture o' both me an Amethyst together, jus' after we both won first place in a small rodeo an a small envelope which contains another ticket ta a Wonderbolt show, this one includin a back stage pass.
Chapter One; Arrival an Chance Encounters The train whistle came unexpectedly, waking me from mah uncomfortable sleep, announcing our arrival ta Canterlot. Ah'll admit ah was apprehensive about this trip, being surrounded by high class fanciness fer the first time since runnin from Manehatten a couple years ago, bringin back ol' memories an emotions ah still struggle with. Mah name's Kix an mah parents were originally farmers before movin ta the big city ta be fancified, never understood why and resented them fer tryin ta get me all fancied up an snobby as well. That choice left me with some regrets an' some permanent injuries, but none o' that even comes close ta the one bright spot in mah life, lyin there right next ta me, cuddled up and snoozin without a care in the world. Gently a hoof nudges her ta semi- wakefulness, snappin whatever dreams she was havin. "Time ta wake up sleepy, we're almost there" with a yawn mah daughter stares up at me and frowns in confusion. "Is momma gonna be here?" The question, tenative and full o' hope as its asked breaks mah heart, though it isn't the first time its been asked. "Hopefully we can find her sweetheart, Ah've been told she's livin here." Mah thoughts turn back ta the mare Ah fell fer shortly after Ah left home and then left shortly after our daughter's birth, leavin me with sole custody. However the main thing bringin us ta the city is somethin totally different, a meetin with Sapphire Shores' agent, an two other ponies ta finalize a plan thats been in the works fer a year, mah first major performance, sure Ah did this sorta stuff before, but this is a whole different league Ah'm steppin into. This meeting however isn't for a couple days, an with Mint Song not startin school foranother month an a half Ah decided this would be the best time ta go searchin fer her mama. "Honey, Ah jus...... Ah know ya had yer hopes raised higher then Celestia's sun, but.... if we can't find or she doesn't wanna speak ta us...... please don' get ta upset ok." "Ah'll try daddy, Ah jus..... Ah wanna hear from her own mouth why she left us." As the words are forced out o' mah daughter's mouth softly a few glistening pools begin ta form in her normally happy green orbs. After a quick comforting hug and pat we step out onto the platform, the last ponies ta exit, givin the crowd time ta disperse. The cities's view offered from ta station musta froze Mint in her hooves, never before havin seen any buildings as tall as the ones in fronta her, with a chuckle an quick nudge we begin searchin fer our hotel, the glitz an glitter as well as ta cold attitudes of the strangers obviously shockin mah lil gal even more. "Wow Ah... Ah didn' know other ponies could be so.... uuuhhmph." The sound o' two ponies colliding abruptly reaches mah ears, quickly turning Ah give a small shake and chuckle, only ta be cut off and immediately goin inta action as the scene begins ta unfold, rapidly decelerating ta a possible conflict. "HEY, WATCH WHERE YOU'RE GOING LITTLE TROUBLEMAKER YOU ALMOST COST ME 1,000 BITS!" The stranger, a unicorn mare begins ta shout, towerin over Mint as a fancy, high fallutin dress is waved angrily in her face, causin mah daughter to cower an begin ta cry. "Calm now lady, she's jus a foal, we never been ta Canterlot before and she jus got o'erwhelmed by the sights, yer dress is still clean an in one piece, no need ta yell." Ah slowed my hurried gallop ta a walk, tryin ta stay calm as well as calm her down while steppin 'tween the mare and mah daughter. "Are you this ingrates father? You should be ashamed of yourself, letting your daughter run wild through the streets, some ponies have no sense of self- control...." mah jaws start ta clench as Ah wait fer her ta finish, noticin her uppity gaze takin in our cowboy hats, bandanas an overall untidy appearance "or fashion, I still expect some form of payment for your unruly child and the trauma she just caused." Before Ah could answer thankfully a police officer approaches, noticin the large crowd an the mare's yellin was able ta sort the mess out, sendin her along obviously still very upset while givin us a light warnin ta be a little more careful, with that we headed ta the hotel, only stoppin once Ah noticed how upset and down Mint was, headin ta her favorite chain café. "Whats wrong sweetie, still thinkin o' that mare?" Ah ask, tryin ta catch her downward gaze with as gentle a voice Ah can manage while offerin a comforting smile after takin our seats with our drinks. "Ah... Ah didn't.... Why..... is... is that how all big city ponies act?" Listenin ta her try an form a single question drops mah smile immediately as Ah slide next ta her an wrap a hoof around her shoulders, givin a soft squeeze. "Unfortunately some are like that, so full o' themselves they can't or won't think o' anypony else but themselves, its not yer fault." Givin her another squeeze Ah glance around the buildin, takin in the others sittin around either by themselves or with company, then glancin back ta Mint. "if ya want a good example jus look around, really look an watch the other ponies." With that Ah settle back, lettin her look about, watchin the different interactions goin on or the body language of those that are here alone. Her gaze finally fallin on a quartet o' friends around a booth, smilin and laughin without a single care in the world. Our revere is interrupted by the sound of the bell ringin as the door opened for a well dressed pegasus mare, mah gaze immediately falls ta Mint, noticin that her green eyes already start ta water as she follows the mint colored pegasus with a pure white mane an tail stylized eloquently, her outfit makin her look like she jus came from a ball. Before Ah could act Mint immediately starts fer the mare, a fadin picture fallin ta the floor and trampled by a pair o' hooves, mah daughter's stiffened posture an hurried gait the only clue to the inner turmoil she must be feelin, quickly steppin between the counter and the mare. Suprised by the unexpected intrusion the older mare stares at the young filly in shock while mah daughter glares daggers back into the older mare's eyes, causin the mare ta worry more, the tension of the situation immediately growin as the patrons an workers stop an watch the scene. Finally after a few minutes Mint starts to cry an shudder, her lids fully closing then shouts at the top o' her lungs. "YA.... YA DON' EVEN RECOGNIZE ME DO YA?...... AH'M.... AH'M YER....." her sniffles and a chokin sob cuttin through her train o' speech before regainin her composure. "YER MAH.... YER THE ONE WHO..... WHO GAVE.... BIRTH TA.....TA ME." Upon the final words bein issued a collective gasp goes around the buildin, the mare bein confronted obviously shakin and her colorin dulls at mah daughter's revelation as her ears become pinned tightly ta the back o' her head, her panicked gaze goin from pony ta pony, until finally settlin upon me an shrinkin till they're pinpricks surrounded by white, her voice staggered an a bare whisper, soundin drier then the desert. "K.....Kix?" Mah name, a bare whisper, full o' questions an confusion slips past her lips an hangs in the air as all eyes are on me, wonderin what is goin on an waitin fer a reply, the tension so thick not even a hundred unicorns can blast through the overwhelmin fog. Before Ah can answer she bolts immediately, the door slammin open hard in her haste, leavin me an Mint in shock as we watch. After a few seconds our gazes fall to eachother, her pools glistenin and shimmers with her anger, mah hooves wrap tight around her before we move on, leavin behind the whispered murmurs o' the others. "Wha- whats going on?" "Who are they?" Finally we make it to the hotel, her sobs and sniffles becomin uncontrollable as we enter our room, immediately she flops almost lifelessly onta the bed, tears flowing in an unendin stream onta the sheets. With care Ah approach, pullin her tight against me an tries comfortin mah gal. Her eyes reddened with the tears as she speaks, her voice weakened as hiccups interrupt the words. "She.... she hates me...... doesn't..... *sniff*..... doesn't she..... she's.... *sniff*..... she's embarrassed bah us." With that she buries her head inta mah shoulder, her sobbing renews. With that Ah curl up around her, tryin to comfort mah daughter as best Ah can, an idea already startin ta form, hopin that it works and mah little gal's heart won't get broken any more than it already is before passin out. The next mornin starts grey an gloomy, not a good omen as clouds quickly form, full o' water to drench the city. After we finish showerin an gettin ready the two o' us head out, Mint's lowered head an saddened look noticable ever since wakin further dampenin mah spirits as we stop at the shop we encountered Amethyst last night, our appearance causes a wave o' whispers an murmurs ta begin along with curious glances. Unfazed we step up ta the counter and nod ta the pony behind the counter an order our drinks. "Hey, jus curious, do ya know anythin about that mare that was here yesterday? We've been tryin ta find her fer a while." Ah ask before he steps away, after givin it some thought. "Well, I'm not sure if I should tell you, that scene your daughter caused yesterday worried me along with others, and she's pretty well respected in Canterlot." His eyes shift from me ta mah daughter one last time before he goes back ta work. "Well, if she comes back can ya tell her that we jus wanna talk, an she does owe our daughter an explanation." With that Ah leave our hotel name and room number with him an follow mah even more dejected daughter outa the shop. With a sigh an saddened glance ta Mint Ah lead her in a long windin trail that ends up passin by the orphanage. "This might be a good place ta possibly take her." Spotting the buiding the idea flashes through mah mind an eventually Ah walk inside, mah daughter lookin around the place in confusion. "Look around sweetie, ya know what this place is?" A small shake o' her head is her only answer as her curious gaze takes in the depressin sight despite the playin foals an the cheery colors an pictures. "This is a place where foals who have no parents an have nopony else ta take care of an love them come, waitin fer a new family ta take them in." Mint's eyes widen an shrink in suprise an sorrow at the revelation, then looks up at me. "Wh.... why..... why would their parents not be around? Do.... do they hate them as well?" "Mosta the ones here don' have parents cause they're dead, though there are some who were abandoned by both their parents." After givin a few seconds ta let the words sink in a hoof wraps gently around her shoulders an squeezes, at that time a social worker approaches, a tired friendly attemptin smile playin on his muzzle. "Are you looking to adopt or curious about adoption?" "Not right now, jus tryin ta get mah daughter outa her funk, would it be ok if she mingles with the others?" "Sure, right this way." With a glance back ta me Mint follows him ta the open play area where ah can keep an eye on her. "Just curious, why did you bring her here, not gonna drop her off and leave are you?" He asks, worry colorin his words as he watches me. "Nah, she's..... she's goin through a rough time.... her mother left shortly after she was born an we bumped inta her yesterday, the meetin left her depressed an with a couple o' questions." Mah gaze never leavin Mint as she opens up a little at a time, talkin an gettin ta know some o' the foals. "Ah I see, atleast she has you, I need to get back to work, just let me know if you change your mind." "Wait... Ah...Ah am somewhat curious." The question pops out as Ah notice Mint playin and chasin after a few o' the orphans. "How much an what is needed ta adopt?" "Well, it costs about 3,000 bits per foal and it requires alot of paperwork, background checks, home inspection, interviews, the whole nine yards, and afterwards we'll need to make a home visit and check up." "Ah see, well thanks fer that, and fer lettin mah daughter mingle." With a nod an hoofshake he leaves ta do his rounds as Ah settle onto the nearest couch, givin mah daughter another thirty minutes before callin her over. "Pa, this is Jewelshine an Blue Skies." A unicorn filly with a light blue coat and light lavender mane then a dark purple pegasi colt with a dark blue mane smile an nod. "Nice to meet you Sir, we enjoyed meeting you Mint." With that the two start ta trot off, only ta be stopped. "Wait, Ahm jus' curious.... if ya don't mind....." mah statement trails off as Ah start ta rethink mah question. "I know its depressing and sad to talk about...... but..... if you want to know I don't mind telling it." Blue Skies answers before Ah can finish or forget, however Jewelshine falls silent an looks down, her cheerful demeanor switched ta drepressed. "I..... I don't like..... like talking about it." Sniffles cut inta her barely whispered words. "Thats ok, ya don' have ta tell me, Ah was jus curious." With that all eyes fall to Blue Skies, givin him the floor. "It happened three years ago........ during Hearth's Warming Eve......" his voice trails off as tears pool in his eyes, the tone droppin a couple levels as he takes a deep breath an composes hisself. "They.... they were on their way home from a party....... their path took them over a bridge and..... a couple drunks came up from behind, galloping and...... and didn't notice the ice....... they..... they...... they started sliding and flailing about...... my parents.......... got hit hard and........ fell off." "Yer parents didn't have any relatives or anypony that could take care of ya?" The question is blurted out by mah daughter in a small voice. "There are some family, but..... they couldn't afford an extra or didn't have the room for me, they do visit me every day though." "Well, Ah hope things look up fer ya soon, unfortunately we gotta go, but tommorrow we can come back fer another visit." "I know I'd like that alot, thanks mister." Comes Blue's response, Jewel however doesn't seem so enthusiastic. "Bah the way, its Kix, not mister, makes me feel too important." With a partin smile an wave we take off, a noticeable difference in Mint's gait as we head towards the resturants, seein as how its bout lunch time.
Chapter Two; New Friends an Questions "Yea Ah did.... jus'... jus' didn't know there were other foals tha' didn't have a family or home, Ah- Ah'm sorry Ah was so down before, thanks fer openin mah eyes and fer bein there pa." with that Ah'm wrapped up in as tight a hug as she can manage, tears streamin down her tightly shut eyes. After a few more seconds we broke apart an get our food. "Pa.... were ya..... were ya thinkin about.... adoptin one o' them?" she finally asks after a couple o' minutes, the question obvious but the courage to ask lackin. After givin a few seconds ta reflect "Possibly, Ah saw how much fun ya had with them an how well ya got along, however it is expensive an right now we don't really have our own place on top o' the bits, how would ya feel about havin one or both as siblins?" With the question turned on her Mint hesitates an glances about, unsurity clear on her face an body posture. "Ah'm.... Ah'm not...... Ah don' know..... it might be fun but......" with an arched brow Ah wait, knowin what she's sayin but wait fer her to say it. "Nevermind, jus' curious are we gonna have ta move if ya get this new gig?" "Don' go changin the subject, Ah taught ya better an ya know it, now tell me whats botherin ya." "Ah....Ah'm worried that.... that if ya do adopt that ya won't have enough time fer me, specially with this possible new opportunity." she finally reveals after a long couple minutes, still hesitant to meet mah gaze. "Ah know, but no matter what happens an what decisions are or are not made Ah'll always love ya." with that Ah give her a big hug before we resume our meal, a bit o' worry still radiatin off her, but alot less then before. "As fer yer last question we're not, Ah like our little ranch too much jus ta pack up an leave, never been one fer cities, specially big ones." "Good cause Ah don' wanna move either." She responds with a happy smile as we have dinner. After breakfast we toured about the city an even toured the castle grounds as a special treat fer Mint. Finally we wind down an get back ta the hotel after a quick stop at the orphanage ta let her play with her friends while Ah talked with the social worker, then the two foals. The next day we headed back out, our first stop bein a tailor ta get a new outfit fer mah upcoming meetin the next day, but today's plans are fer a happier event, as expressed by Mint's constant bouncing an hyperactivity, her questions rapidly firin with barely a second to breathe. "What'dyagetmewhat'dyagetmewhat'dyagetme....Ah'msoexcitedAhcan'tstanditwhat'rewegonnadotodayhuhuhuhuhuh?" A laugh escapes as Ah watch her as she continues. "Ya'll see, how 'bout we head ta the orphanage first." A knowing grin hidden from her as we notice the place is darkened an silent, Mint's happy expression fallin quickly as we enter, navigatin the inky blackness ta the main room. "SUPRISE!!!!!!" comes from all around as we stop in the middle as the lights flick on, revealin the streamers, balloons, banners an games, against the far wall is a large table supportin a large cake, punch bowl and a pile o' presents. A couple flashes from cameras take in mah daughter's shocked an open mouthed expression as she stands there for a few seconds. "Ohthankyouthankyouthankyouthankyoupa." she squeals after breakin from her trance an wraps me up in a hug before goin ta meet her friends. "Thanks fer agreein ta hold her party here, it means alot since she's made friends with a few o' the orphans." With that Ah make mah way ta the table an begin ta cut the cake inta pieces. Only three boxes wrapped up sit atop the table, catchin Mint's gaze as the cake an punch are finished, with a nod she tears inta the largest box, revealin a set o' microphones, an amp an music stand, the next box is a foal sized version o' royalty regalia, customized in Mint's favorite colors an design, includin a detachable horn made ta match her coat. The final gift is an envelope, upon withdrawin the contents its revealed ta contain a single ticket, an a picture o' the Wonderbolts. After a few stunned silent minutes she hugs me again. "Oh Pa, ya shouldn't have, thank you SSOOOO MUCH!" After the openin o' the gifts the foals begin playin the games. The creakin o' the door signaling a visitor who stays mostly in the shadows, watching the young ones play while stayin silent. Upon noticin the newcomer Ah approached with a smile which fades upon recognizin who it is. "I don't want any trouble, just.... wanted to see my little girl and give her this." A small box is pulled from her back and gently dropped at mah hooves before she turns and walks out swiftly, not givin me time ta respond. With the social worker lookin stunned Ah gather up the gift, debatin if Ah should give it ta Mint or throw it away. "That was mah ex marefriend an Mint's mother, this is the first time since Mint was born that she ever showed an interest." with a nod we both head back, the gift hidden as we rejoin the group. "havin fun sweetie?" Ah watch as Mint stumbles and staggers about blindfolded, swingin fer the hangin piñata. Eventually we say our good bys after cleanup and head back ta the hotel, droppin off the gifts and get ta bed. "Nervous Pa?" "A little Ah'll admit, but Ah'm not gonna let it get ta me." After makin sure all mah stuff is ready fer tommorrow Ah head off fer an early bedtime. The next day after gettin mahself and Mint ready we head on out, already knowing the way ta the meetin place. After a few deep breaths we step inside an head straight fer the professional lookin group o' ponies, ta include the famous Sapphire Shores, immediately causin Mint ta go gaga an fawn all over. After the round o' introductions are made we finally start. "Well, miss Shores' performance is six months from now, you have your playlist all set up" asks the first pony, the one in charge of the schedulin. "Yup, here it is." With that Ah pull out a list o' ten songs an watch as they pass the list about. "Well you only have four song slots, how about in two days we have a show and decide which four we like the most." suggests Sapphire. "Sure, now jus' curious how soon am Ah gonna be performin?" "You got two other performers ahead of you." comments the pony next ta Sapphire "Depending on how you do I'd like to sign you up for a record deal, what'dya say?" Asks the far left pony in the group, a recuiter for a major recording company. "it sounds.... temptin, Ah'd like ta talk it over a bit more later." After a couple more rounds o' questions we finally get down an sign the paperwork an shake hooves, sealin the deal, jus before leavin Sapphire asks Mint if she was any good at singin or wanted ta be a performer. With a slight blush Mint shakes her head no, followed by a shy voice. "No Ah... Ah never thought o' performin in front o' others before, but Ah do enjoy singin an had some thought o' bein a professional singer, however Ah've also had some thoughts o' possibly joinin the Wonderbolts as well" "Whats on yer mind Sapphire?" the question is asked in a mix o' curiosity an a little concern. "Well, why don't we see how good you are, why not after your dad gets done going through his songs and get them organized you put on a little show, just be me and your dad, ok?" With that me an Mint look at each other, her widened orbs filled with a mix o' unsurity and interest, with that Ah smile an nod. "Its up ta ya honey, give ya a good chance ta see what its like bein a singer." "Ah'll try it Miss Sapphire, might be fun." With a smile o' her own Mint accepts an we head on ta our hotel room. "Ya got a song in mind already, or need help?" "Well, Ah did think about writtin mah own song but, Ah'll jus' sing one o' her songs fer now." "Ya know any o' her songs?" "One, but Ah need ta brush up on it." "Well we got some time ta work on them, so lets get started." At that we get back ta the hotel an start our prep, organizin the playlists an tunin up our instruments. We spent the next two days warmin up an knockin off the rust before headin ta the meetin place. After a few minutes of settin up and makin sure everythin is in order an the playlist is handed out Ah stand up on mah back hooves, the guitar strapped across mah shoulders as Ah use mah tail ta balance and a stand mah hooves glidin across the fret board an body as the guitar is tuned, at the same time Ah go through mah vocal warm ups. Once everythin is in order Ah begin the show, startin the actual song while halfway through mah warmup, grinnin at the deception as I begin with the first song, written back when Ah was workin two low payin jobs a little after Mint was born an her momma left. One o' mah hooves gently tap out the beat ta the music as Ah begin ta sing, releasin the frustrations, pains an hardship o' those first couple years as well as the rough foalhood Ah had ta deal with mahself an the continued hardships Ah've had ta deal with. As the first song comes ta an end Ah segue ta the next song, timin the entry an endin perfectly, the strummin gets a lil harsher and speeds up some as the beat changes. As Ah begin ta sing mah voice gets a lil gravelly, rememberin a bunch o' fights Ah had with neighbors over the state o' my house, how Ah talk, mah thoughts, how Ah dressed and even how Mint was bein raised. Mah answer ta all those was simple an lead ta the current song, Ah don' care what others think o' me and how Ah do things. As the end comes Ah take off the guitar an take a few breaths while gettin a drink o' water, lettin it soothe mah roughened cords. After a couple more songs Ah start on a song written when Mint was jus startin ta learn how ta fly along with the other hardships we both dealt with while tryin ta get our hooves on steady ground. It's a song about livin life ta its fullest and havin ta chance let downs as ya struggle fer yer goals an dreams an how our perceptions o' others can be scewed. The final song played is another o' mah favorites, goin on about the freedom o' travel me an Mint had lately. The positive beat an lyrics flowin freely as the song depicts enjoyin the ride despite bein broke an with little belongins and the joy o' the experience. After the final song ends Ah stand there waitin fer the trio to mull the songs over while Ah wipe mah brow an remove mah hat, coolin down alittle as Ah flash a grin ta Mint. "Well after some discussion we really liked....." Sapphire's manager starts before rufflin through the song list again. "I'm A Survivor, What Do You Think About That, Standing Outside the Fire and Who Wouldn't Wanna be Me." "I think those four were the best ones you performed as well." Sapphire adds with a smile. As Ah start packin up she looks over at mah daughter. "Are you ready to show us what you got?" Ah chuckle a bit as Mint nervously nods and steps up onta the stage. "If singin ta them is that scary ya can turn around or try imaginin me in their place." Ah whisper ta her as we pause while passin each other, the karaoke machine gettin set up quickly. After a couple o' deep breaths Mint selects her choice of songs, hopin ta impress Sapphire by tryin out her first song. Despite a shaky start Mint starts ta relax and gets inta the groove, her voice evenin out an flowin smoothly, her accent becomin more pronounced as she continues. Finally the song winds down, leavin only the music ta peter out, givin her a chance ta regain her breath an wipe away the sheen o' sweat gathered on her forehead. "Not to badly done Mint, needs a bit of work but nothing to bad. Are you interested in being a singer when you get older?" Sapphire comments as mah daughter stands there smiling nervously. "Ta be honest Ah'm not sure Miss Shores, Ah've thought about it, but Ah also been thinkin o' tryin ta be a Wonderbolt or maybe even jus bein a weather pony." Then with a saddened gaze fixed on the ground Mint admits. "However, Ah've..... Ah've never really how ta...... fly properly." Her voice weakens a bit in shame. "Ah know sweetie, Ah'm tryin ta get ya some help." With that Sapphire adds. "I might be able to help you out some, ever visited Cloudsdale before?" "No, never had the chance or the opportunity." "Well I got an idea if your dad doesn't mind." Sapphire adds while glancin over ta me.
Chapter Three; Future Chances an Past Confessions "Ah don' mind, but would like ta know what yer plannin first." With that we stroll over ta a corner and after a whispered long discussion we nod an hoofshake before returnin ta the main group. "Well it was a fun meeting but we need to get going, just curious, were you planning on perfoming all by yourself or would you like to add a band to back you up?" After some thought mah reply is simple. "Lets do a test, see how it sounds with a full band, then decide." "Sure, sounds like a plan." With that we go our seperate ways, me an Mint first goin ta the orphanage, see how Mint's friends are doin and maybe have a group picnic. "D'ya have fun?" "Yea Ah did pa, thanks fer encouragin me ta do it, maybe... ya think ya could help me write a song or two?" "Sure ya have any ideas fer what ya want the songs ta be about?" With that Mint's expression turns inta a frown as she goes silent, ponderin possible ideas. With a chuckle Ah give her a lovin noogie as we stop jus outside the buildin. "Pa, Ah've been thinkin..... it might be fun ta have a brother an sister, you know if ya do decide ta adopt the two." Mint admits befer we go inside, with a chuckle Ah give her another noogie an we head inside. "You just missed them, some of the other workers took a few of the foals out for a field trip to the castle, sorry." States the janitor as we take our first couple steps inside. "Thanks, tell those two we said hi." With that we make our way ta the park fer lunch, befer leavin a suprise visitor shows up, first stayin as far inta the shadows as possible, obviously debatin weither ta approach or not. "What does she want now?" Finally the figure steps out inta the light, revealin once again Mint's mother, her eyes obviously red an watery. "I.... I know...... its time I tell our daughter why I ran out of both of your lives." She admits with a lowered head an pinned ears. With a nod Ah back up a bit while nudgin Mint a bit closer despite her obvious attempts ta stay away. After a few silent minutes finally she speaks, voice full o' guilt an shame. "I- I know you probably hate me and........ I don't blame you..... I'll admit..... I- I did wrong by you." Takin a deep breath in a short pause she continues to gaze heavily at the ground an continues. "Its time for you to hear the truth..... *heavy sigh*..... I- I fell in love with Kix shortly after he appeared on the rodeo circuit, he was funny, cute, hard working, and attentive." Her voice getting a little depressed an softer as she describes me shortly after we met, takin me back in time as well. Ten years earlier "Was Ah a fool fer leavin mah parents?" The question bounces about inside mah skull fer what feels like the thirtieth time, mah mouth getting hot an dry as Ah force one hoof in front o' the other fer a few more shaky steps until Ah finally collapse, blearily Ah spot a couple forms in the distance approachin before passin out. "Ugh... wh.... where am Ah?" Mah voice hoarse and weak as Ah wake up in an unfamiliar room immediately revealed ta be a hospital due ta the equipment. "You're in the hospital, a couple ponies brought you here after finding you passed out." Replies a super hazy image of nurse crosses mah field o' view, her voice full o'relief an carin. "Seems like you have a few visitors, the ponies who rescued you." As mah vision starts ta clear up Ah notice the newcomers, a pretty dark mint pegasus filly and an older dark green earth stallion, both wearin cowboy hats an hankerchiefs. "Glad to see you're awake, you scared us for a bit." Begins the stallion. "My name's Steel Moon, this is Amethyst Rain." He nods ta the filly as he introduces her. After thirty seconds Ah finally reply, the delay comin from if Ah wanna give mah original name or if Ah wanna rebuild mahself under a new name. "Kix, Kix Brooks, nice ta meet ya both." Ah finally offer, them gives voice ta the mountin questions swirlin through mah brain. "Where am Ah exactly an where'd ya come from?" Ah start, controllin mah curiosity fer the time bein. "You're in Hooferton, not to far from Manehatten, as for your second question we're....." "We're rodeo performers, mostly local venues, we were headin inta town ta get supplies." The filly finishes, speakin up fer the first time. "Where were ya headin and where ya from?" She continues, barely takin a breath between. "Ah....... Ah honestly have no idea where I was headin, as fer where Ah'm from...... its .... " fast forward a couple days an Ah'm discharged, chattin with mah new friends an inquirin about performin in a rodeo. Finally we find ourselves at the rodeo encampment, after some food an drink Ah watch some o' the practicin ponies. "Enjoyin the show?" Amethyst asks, sneakin up behind me an gigglin at mah startled reaction. "It looks fun, Ah'd be interested in tryin it once." Ah reply after compossin mahself. "Well here, Ah was bout ta practice mah rope work, Ah'll teach ya, its easy." With that her smile an friendly tone draw me inta a hard life. Five months later "Kix, Ah......... Ah might be..... pregnant." The revalation comes between a round o' mornin sickness, catchin me by suprise as Ah start gettin ready fer practice. "Thats....... thats great news honey!" With that Ah carefully hug her, not wantin ta cause an damage. "Ah'm..... Ah'm scarred Kix." "Don't worry, things'll work out jus' fine, ya'll see." Ah offer ta try an comfort her befer headin off ta practice. Fast track eight months an the rodeo is in full swing, at about the halfway mark the arena is cleared an Ah head ta the center concealed by the darkness. Once Ah get lit up Ah straighten up an begin. "Amethyst, we have had a lot o' good times these past few months as well as problems but Ah wouldn't change anythin we've been through, Ah remember ya sayin that ya didn' think anypony can wrangle ya up an settle ya down, but Ah think Ah've done a good enough job, Ah love ya with my whole heart........" after a thirty second pause fer affect Ah pull out a felt box. "Ya've brightened up mah life an Ah'd be honored if ya become mah wife." With that the place closes silent, a second light shines brightly on an obviously swollen Amethyst, sweatin from the heat an weight, despite the hinderence she hurries ta me, wrappin her hooves tightly around mah neck and kissin me deeply befer lookin deeply inta mah eyes. "...........Kix........ Ah......... Ah do." With that the place errupts ta the cheers an whistles o' the crowd an other competitors as we head back ta the stands, a new shiny ring glintin from her left hoof. A couple days later Ah'm gettin ready ta go ta work, next in line fer the barrel racin event. With a deep breath Ah step up ta the line, goin through mah ritual while waitin fer the timer ta start. "Next up is Kix Brooks, an up and coming rookie competing in his first ever pro rodeo circuit, three......" As he speaks Ah close mah eyes, takin deep calmin breaths "......two......." Ah force mahself ta relax while stretchin out, blockin out all sound except the announcer. ".......one......." Ah get inta position, mah hind leg muscles tensin in preparation. "......GO!" With that Ah explode from the line, findin mah rythm in jus a few steps as mah body goes inta competition mode, eyes focused on the next move. After Ah pass the first barrel a naggin thought starts ta warn me somethin ain't right but not tellin me what exactly. As Ah near the halfway point one o' mah hooves snag on somethin, causin me ta loose balance an trip, mah speed and direction carry me full force inta the next barrel, mah eyes tightly shut as Ah anticipate the impact. A loud crackin sound explodes as mah back hits, forcin it ta bow outwards, mah eyes shootin open as Ah scream from the pain. As the dust settles Ah try ta get up, unfortunately only mah front legs are obeyin me, thats when Ah realized Ah can't feel mah hind quarters. Mah eyes dart about in panic as the medical staff hurries towards me along with Amethyst. Layin in a bed a couple days later in the local hospital Ah wake up, the light harsh and blindin as Ah take in mah first look at the new day, mah ears twitchin they pick up the sounds of somepony pacin nervously around. With a hug Amethyst begins ta cry, holdin me tight. "Ah..... Ah thought...... ya were...... ya scared me so much Kix." With that a flood o' tears coat mah neck an mane as she sobs uncontrollably, after a few seconds Ah hug her back. "Ssshhh it'll be okay, ya'll see." With that the doctor steps inside, a folder hoverin in front o' him by his magic. "Well after some exams it might take a while, hurt alot and will take alot of effort on your part but you can be able to walk again." "What about performin? Is that gonna be possible?" Befer he can answer she speaks up, nearly yellin as her voice darkens with anger an fear. "WHAT?! YA...... YA CAN' BE...... YA WON'........ YA CAN' DO IT, FIND SOMETHIN ELSE PLEASE!" She jumps up as she finishes, starin at me in worry and fear mTchin her tone. "What else am Ah gonna do hun? Next ta ya the rodeo is what keeps me goin, Ah can' see mahself doin anythin else." Ah state, mah anger startin ta get the better o' me despite tryin ta stay calm. "IF THATS HOW YA WANT IT KIX, ITS EITHER ME AN OUR FOAL OR THE RODEO AN THE FOAL, AH WON' LET YA DO SOMETHIN THAT COULD KILL YA!" She states in a tone that won' allow a debate. "Ah'm sorry ya feel that way Amethyst, but Ah can' jus quit, jus like Ah don' wanna loose ya, please don' be like this." "Sorry Kix, but Ah can't.... Ah'll allow ya ta be there fer the delivery next week if ya can be allowed ta, after that.... we're through." With that she drops the engagement ring on the table next ta me, sobbin as she walks away, head lowered an tail droppin. As she finishes her story Ah notice an unendin stream o' tears fallin from her as she sobs an takes a breath befer continuing. "What I did was wrong and selfish, I realize that now. I- I know nothing I say or do could make up for what I did and I don't deserve your forgiveness, either of yours." With a deep calmin breath she looks at Mint directly in the eye an then mine as she says the last bit, the stream o' tears continuin ta fall steadily. "I am however glad you two are happy an doing well, I love you..... both of you..... but I let my fear take over and ruin what should have been the best thing in my life, tommorrow I'm moving to Applewood, I wish you both the best in your endeavors." With that she turns an starts ta leave, head still lowered as a quiet snifflin can be heard, however her gait becomes lighter an her posture more straight. As she begins ta leave Ah begin ta realize somethin mahself. "Ah was bein selfish back then, Ah never thought how much it her hurt her goin through all that." With that thought. "Amethyst Ah'm sorry Ah put ya through what Ah did back then, seems we both made mistakes...... Ah wish ya best of luck on yer journeys." "Same to you Kix, I hope this endeavor works out for you, you always were a gifted musician and singer, its about time the world got to hear it.... I know don't have to say this, but I am, take care of our girl, I'll keep in touch more often." Amethyst offers from over her shoulder and starts walkin off. Before she can leave Mint takes ta the air in her clumsy fashion an rushes forward, screamin out as she quickly closes the distance. "Momma...... momma wait." With that Amethyst stops jus in time fer Mint ta squeeze her in a painful hug, tears decoratin her cheeks. "Ah..... Ah love ya too ma, jus..... jus didn' realize it till now, Ah was.......Ah was angry with ya cause ya left, Ah..... Ah wish ya the best as well ma." With that the two seperate an after sharin a smile they take off, each goin their own direction. " Mint, yer mother wanted me ta give this ta ya during yer birthday, Ah wasn't sure how ya'd react then but after what happened....." With that Ah stop an pull the small box from behind mah mane, handin it over ta Mint. Without a word she begins tearin hesitantly inta the wrappin, as the box is cleaned off the top is slowly opened, layin inside is a heart locket with a pair o' feathers, presumably Amethyst's, attached ta either side o' the pendant. Also layin in the box is a picture o' both me an Amethyst together, jus' after we both won first place in a small rodeo an a small envelope which contains another ticket ta a Wonderbolt show, this one includin a back stage pass.
