Why, why is my world burning, I have done everything to be nice, to be kind, hell I even started to listen to my step father. Now......................... NOW PEOPLE REALIZE MY FATHER IS A DRUNK, NOW THE GIRL I LOVE CHOOSES A MAN SHE THINKS SHE LOVES OVER ME, AND I HAVE TO LEAVE MY HOME!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! What happiness is this, I would rather feed worms then live. I stare out the window my phone going off, I know its my friend Crisy she wants to make sure I'm not mad, or hurt that she chose someone else. I'am hurt but its because I loved her and she chose some dick who only wants to fuck her, and I have to move which means I might not be able to see my friends anymore, and.................. and I can't see my father because people now realize he's a drunknwho can't handle 2 kids. As tears run down my face thoughts pop up into my head, thoughts that have poped up before about what would happen if I ended my life? who would care? Why would they? Why would anyone care about a kid who's friendly, who's careing, and kind. I know.......... no one.
After 3 texts I look at what she has been sending me, "Hey Kyle how are you, are you still mad about my choice", I lie to her and say, " No", why couldn't she see through his lies, through his deception, why... why......... WHY!!!!!!!
