One day, Rainbow Dash was in her bed thinking about her body how it was dumb and how she was fat. She sat in her bed for a few hours and thought,
'Maybe it's that everyone out there is skinny. And your just here. Depressed. Because your too fat for anything in your life you were so thin. But now that I look at myself fat. It makes me hate myself. Not that when I found out I was fat I already didn't hate myself. But I had confidence back then. You have no confidence,now. None. It's gone. Forever. Most of the girls you see are thin as heck or skinny. It makes you feel like your the only fat girl in the world.
People think your acting like this for attention. Heh well dear people I'm not I'm 21 and depressed. I shouldn't be like this. EVER. it's my fault for making myself fat. And here I am with freaking Cheetos in my hair looking at Beyoncé. She's perfect and I wonder why can't I be like her. You want to know why because,your an ugly fat woman with no purpose whatsoever. It's so lame cause' you cry about it. and it makes no sense at all. You've been called fat and heavy so much were you. Say you don't care cut later on,your crying a river. Obviously your friends DO NOT care. You fat ugly girl. Nobody likes you. Now your sitting here,weak in this damn corner,you stupid mare.
This is the reason you didn't get in the Wonderbolts. You pathetic mare.' "I hate you Rainbow Dash." It wouldn't surprise her if she was a Wonderbolt and the crowd said that. Her 'best friends' cared...NOT. They didn't even do any- What's the point of blaming them. They weren't even an important part in her life anyway. But a certain stallion did. Soarin'. Soarin' is,well WAS, an important part in her life. She was going to confess her feelings for him but she saw him and Spitfire walking out the Wonderbolts HQ holding hands so she just flew away.
Rainbow Dash felt like she didn't belong here. All that went trough Dash's mind was 'Depressed.'
Rainbow's dad always told her that she was born with a bulid. Dash has been feeling like this ever since she was 11. Rainbow Dash's mom always told her that she shouldn't be worried about her weight. Her sis get told her That she will she girls skinnier than her,but they are not strong enough to be faster than her. Rainbow already lost her virginity. But it wasn't her choice. A Wonderbolt named Fleetfoot just raped her. And Dash was devastated about it. She and Fleetfoot were good friends before. Rainbow Dash can remember it all clearly
Fleetfoot was at Dash's house,you know doing what friends do. But Fleetfoot had something on her mind. She wanted to tell Rainbow Dash how she felt. But she didn't know how so when they were having a meal together Fleetfoot said "Dash,um...I have t-to tell you something." She said a little nervously. Dash thought it was about boy business so Rainbow Dash replied with an, "Okay." Fleetfoot still was a little nervous. She got herself to things that are scary by saying in her mind 'Ride or Die.' "Dash um I like you..." Dash started laughing. Fleetfoot was confused until Rainbow said, "I like you too. We're best friends of course I'll like you,Dummy." Fleetfoot started to feel bad. She hadn't told Dash that she was a lesbian. Now she had to explain it to her "Dash as in girlfriend I like you." Rainbow Dash didn't know what to say. Fleet never told her about this,Rainbow didn't want to hurt her so she said, "Fleet,I'm flattered really ,but I like stallions. I'm really,really sorry." Dash said with an 'sorry' expression. Fleetfoot was sad at first but then anger filled her up. Fleetfoot got in Dash's face and shouted, "YOU WILL LOVE ME!" Before Dash could say something in one swift motion Fleetfoot pressed her clitors against Dash's. After a few minutes Rainbow Dash had tears streaming out her eyes and onto her cheeks Fleetfoot just realized what she had just done she tried to approach her and started saying "Dash I'm so sor-." She couldn't finish because Dash cut her off. "GET OUT!" Dash yelled at Fleetfoot. Fleet obeyed her and went home knowing that she ruined her relationship/Friendship with Dash
Rainbow Dash wished she hadn't kicked Fleet out like that. She wishes that she would come back to her home. Dash wished a lot of things, Rainbow went to her bathroom and took a lot of sleeping pills. Rainbow hopes that that would kill her. And she would wake up without a life.
[THE NEXT MORNING/i]
Dash woke up in her...Room? This wasn't right. There was only one other thing to do. And she was determined to do it. She was going to kill herself. And she will not be able to come back. Rainbow Dash went into her kitchen and got the biggest knife she had and stabed herself in the stomach multiple times and cut her throat. All Dash heard was a knock on the door before she died.
Spitfire,Soarin',and Fleetfoot were outside on Dash's porch and had good news to tell her. The door was unlocked and when they walked it was like they were in a real life horror movie. Dash was on the ground laid down with a pool of blood around her. The three Wonderbolts were so sad. Spitfire broke the silence and said, "She had to die when she was going to be a Wonderbolt...All because she thought she wasn't fit." After she said that they all let the Dam break. And cried over their dead friend.
