fallout equestria following in hoofsteps

Chapter 1

"there is a long road ahead of me"

"there is a long road ahead of everyone what makes you special"

it had been about 10 minutes since i started treking through the wasteland and let me tell ya seeing what you saw a few days months, years? it doesn't matter all that mattered was that i saw these things recently and i would have to get used to the wasteland fast otherwise i could be a fresh new corpse on the list of  poor fuckers for the wasteland to gawk at it was getting boring looking just at the ground so i decided to tilt my head a little to the side low and behold A PONY JOES they always served the best donuts out in the equestria i couldn't wait to go in and maybe scavenge myself a nice sweet donu-and there was a penis squirting cum drawn on pony joes flank the amount of what the fuck i was experiencing could not even begin to describe on how socially awkward this was for me granted the drawing looked like it was by a foal and it was faded out because hopefully they had better things to do in there lifes as i walked closer to the back door of pony joes i heard loud grunts "DO YOU THINK taking mY HYDRA is funny you fucking cunt? huh do ya? FuCkiiing bitch" "please i just didnt know where else to look i was desperate i need some hyrda" i heard a little squeak come from the quiet one they both sounded pretty psychotic i took a peek inside and oh dear there was legs hanging up on the walls everywhere i looked there was gore on the once always clean walls of pony joes they always seemed to me when i was a foal that i would never see this place go and to some extend i didnt i would of rather had anything but this my fragile mind  couldn't take it as i put my back against the wall and started to breathe heavily "My FuCKIING hydra is gone now thanks to you BITCH but atleast i can have the SLIGHTEST bit of pleasure when you take those rags off you GET THE FuCK in Here GUys" this guy sounded like he had some serious mental problem they probably did the sick fucks they where going to do something to her and i didnt know what to do but i was gonna do something i slowly put my hoofs up onto the window and pulled myself up on it i quickly dropped down and landed hoofs first onto a corpse with it i looked at the pair the pony with the tiny voice was a pink unicorn who looked dirty and ragged up her eyes where twitchy and bloodshot but she still maintained this beautiful dark blue mane that was so soft it looked like a soap commercial there where three other ponys all dressed up in attire that looked as if they had lost there minds one of them was tanish white with a brown mane his eyes where more twitchy then the pink pony hell they where actually yellow the others looked about the same except the middle one was green and the one to the left was brown i looked down at my hoofs and saw another ragged pony with a knife some sort of red needle and some of the same rags as the pink pony i quickly picked up the knife with my mouth and started creeping towards me i looked up and the pink unicorn was looking at me her mouth saying "please do something" i didn't know the situation so i just did what i knew best i kept creeping until i was close enough that i could run at the green pony with him hearing me but not enough time for him to react to me rushing in "here goes nothing" i said to myself as i dashed towards the green guy he turned around and said "FUCK OF-" without him being able to finish he's sentence i slit his throat and blood spilled out as he made this gurgling noise as little blood bubbles popped up do to him....giggling? suddenly the white pony picked up a nearby shovel and swung it at my knee's it was at this point that i was in view that i could see the pony was a unicorn as i couldn't see his horn at the time as for the shovel it hurt alot as the metal clanged against my kneecaps i felt a little jitter go  down my legs as i felt every inch of my leg was having a huge cramp as my head slammed against the wall of the pony joes the brown pony looked at me funny "well looks like we found another play thing" as he crept towards me suddenly i saw the pink unicorn move she got up slowly and was trembling as the two ponys looked at me she then walked toward the door? do you have a plan? opened it what and left why and i was left with two ponys surrounding me only the brown one made the mistake of getting close to my face as i nipped at his ear and bit it off it tasted awful and i momentarily puked in my mouth then i swallowed oh god i SWALLOWED and i got up it felt as if my legs had caught on fire as i stood up but that didn't matter right now as tears went down my face from the sheer amount of pain that i was taking i then charged at the white unicorn pinning him to "the great thing about having my legs broking right now is that i cant get off you as i pummel you" as i reached near his neck and picked up the shovel i quickly looked behind me as the green pony watched i was pretty sure he was going to attack me but he just stared and giggled at me looking at his friends throat "if you kill him i get spare meat so do it quickly please" you sick fuck i got up again the burst in my knees but right now i didn't care i charged at the brown pony and shifted my head so one of my eyes could line up the shovel with his neck as it pushed him against the wall and decapitated him as i heard him scream like a little filly i quickly looked back the white pony he looked fearful and happy at the same time probably that his friend died i took a quick moment to say something "how could you let your friend die AND BE HAPPY like that if anything how could you do this why would you do this i thought that the bright and colorful world even if irradiated at least would have some people trying to help" he just looked at me and snickered still keeping his terrified yellow eyes on me but he snickered "maybe if ponys were more willing for me to rape them i would help then again nah i probably wouldn't" i charged at him pinned him to the ground and hit him as hard as i could with my hoof he then shut up as blood slowly dripped from his mouth as his expression had gone from fearful to horrified to dead then all of a sudden it hit me i just killed these ponys brutally i was always very sensitive to gore even now i still had a little fear of it i looked at the pony and the aftermath of what i did and i curled up and cried not at what the ponys had done but at the violence i had done "i don't wanna do this hurting ponies hearing there grunts of pain its to much i want to be safe i wanna go back" suddenly the door opened as the pink pony slowly walked passed me and to the pony who had the knife i payed no attention to him as the world around had changed quite quickly but now i could see the reality of the situation and then it hit me the pink pony had left me to die either that or scavenge the fight after, littlepip always scavenged but i never imagined the corpses as innocent ponys "why didn't you help?" she didnt answer back she just took her friends or i was assuming her friends syringe and injected it into her neck "WHY DIDNT YOU HELP?" she looked at me "i didn't help you because i was scared i didn't know what would happen if you failed besides you won get over it" "that doesn't give you an excuse as to why you didn't help you know" "same can be said for alot of ponys" "but you don't have to be like alot of ponys" "i dont want to its just safer for ponys like you and me" "can you atleast help me up?" she moved towards me and put some bandages around my legs however she took the healing potion all for herself granted she did look more bruised then i was but i just wanted something more "and here is some caps you looked fresh out of a stable when i saw you walk in here" she gave me 100 caps that was alot but i.....i still wanted more "can i have some loot too there is a long road ahead of me" "there is a long road ahead of everyone what makes you so special yes you saved me but that doesn't seem like you will any more if you do it just for the loot" i looked down at my own blood stains i needed something i was scared to death right now and i needed something to make me feel safe even a teddy would work she looked at me one last time then she looked at the corpse got up and walked out of the door "why?"

i got up and walked out the door as well she was just going west away from me figures i kept heading east because what else was i gonna do? i looked to my right and saw a billboard "BEST sparkle COLA IN EQUESTRIA SO GOOD IT WOULD MAKE YA QUIT BEER!" it had a picture of twilight sparkle one of the biggest eggheads in all of the ministries standing with a bottle of sparkle cola and looking a little drunk probably was to do that advertisement either that or overly confident in the corner of the billboard it said big Macintosh modern memorial city of Reespect atleast i knew where i was going now as i turned my head away from the cringe worthy billboard and to the east