Death Defying

by doukzor100

Rating: teen
Tags: Slice of Life, Sad, Dark
Length: 712

written for By players for players. Based off of their near death conclusion, hope you like~

My fur was standing on end.
My hooves shook unbearably, uncontrollably vibrating.
My head ached with despair.

On my computer screen, some pony was about to commit suicide. I'd attempted to help before, but this time it was different. This time, like only once before, a much closer internet friend was about to do it.

(cover art is drawn by me) I have permission to write this from By players for players (Marsara).

Published 1970-01-01 00:00:00 UTC
Last updated 2015-09-21 00:35:54 UTC

Death Defying

A smooth indigo aura wrapped around my floral designed computer mouse.

It moved the electronic tool around, as I checked around a few sites, along with hitting the replay button on the fnaf night 6 ending theme.

I clicked over to another website, adorned with only a picture- of which had been updated almost regularly.

Hitting the re-load button, I found the picture hadn't changed.

"Meh," my low female voice came out in a whisper, "I guess no more updates for today". A few cute robot like animals were on the picture, only two nightmare-ish ones actually within at least twenty cuddly creatures.

I had been awaiting them to become plush-like cuties, but it seemed the creator of them, Scott, hadn't intended to do that yet.

I flipped my mouse over to another site- Fimfiction.

It was basically my haven.

The site I went to most.

Of course though, my haven hadn't been... A haven, lately. Bronies left and right were committing suicide.

I had kept trying to help them, too.

But it wasn't working.

Lightning had been listening to us- he hadn't killed himself, thank the lord.

But other things could be said about Derpymuffin7... And Im_lost...

I tried.

I really did.

They may be alive. I don't know.

As with before, I went through my regular process- checking my notifications, and feed. That sort of thing.

No red tags hung above my notifications. But I did have one bit of feed.

"Eh, it's just one" I mumbled to myself as I clicked the small translucent globe picture.

And with that, my eyes shrunk.

An all too terrifying blog post adorned my feed page...

'Marsara posted a blog post'

Of course that wasn't terrifying. No. What was under it was.

Help...Please...

I felt my head swirl slightly. I felt a sudden rush of fear shrivel into my hands, making them vibrate a small bit.

What was wrong?

I feel like I just can't do it anymore... Everything I do seems to anger someone in real life and on here... I've thought about suicide for a while now and I'm starting to think its the best option for everyone... I know I shouldn't but I'm starting to cave in... I need help... Please... I'm scared....

My hooves began to tremble uncontrollably.

No.

NO.

NOT MARSARA.

My mind kicked into over-drive as I my magic thickened into a dark- almost black color, slamming the left mouse button on the blog.

They would NOT do this.

I felt a sudden dizziness whip into my brain, but that didn't matter. Adrenaline was pumping my ears do unhearing pulps.

I didn't bother checking the other comments. What mattered right now was changing their mind.

Change their mind.

I began to type as fast as possible- of course causing so many typos.

Tears threatened to pour down my face.

DON'T YOU

I felt rage and fear push at my skull- > FUCKING DARE!!!

NO!!!

DON'T!!!

JUST DON'T!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

My brain was crying at this point. They couldn't do it... They wouldn't.... Would they?

Please don't....

It's not a good option, it's a terrible one!!!!

You... You won't go to heaven if you do that. I think. Please. Please. Please.

I'm scared, don't do it.

Please...

Your one of my closest friends on here... Marsara Senpai... Don't...:fluttercry:

I then proceeded with opening a new tab, and rushing to the search engine.

My hooves shook so terribly.

My head was aching with a migraine... That made almost no connection in my head.

I typed something in the search bar, moved to the image section, to find myself seeing dozens of Animatronical robots hugging either a night guard or another animatronic.

My eyes raced upon the images hastily, as I flashed a new tab upon three.

The first pic was of Golden Freddy (a Golden bear like robot) hugging an OC night guard.

The next was of Markiplier... Being forcefully hugged by Bonnie the Bunny.t

The last was simply Freddy Fazbear- with the words bear hug above his open arms.

Moving back to Marsara's blog, I quickly copied and pasted each pic into place.

The