Formless. Mindless. Careless. That's what i was, floating around without any care in the world, going back and forth in an spaceless tunnel of unhearable thoughts, ideals, interests, hates, i didn't know what was happening i just knew that i existed but also didn't...

"gree....s..ittle..ne"

"welcom..t..the.he..."

"Mikael!"

Suddenly i started hearing whispers, at first they were undecipherable, but then i realized that they were somehow calling my name, i could hear them but i couldn't reach or find from where they were coming...

I stopped floating for a second an felt my entire body re-materializing in an glowing fashionate way, and then i saw vivids and grassy landscapes form before my eyes, such glourious view could crush any soldier's apathetic vision on the world and fill him with happy tears. Out of the sudden i felt the urge to jump on that beautiful paradise, it sorta felt like...Home?

In the distance i saw a circle of greek columns followed by an welcoming breeze that vanished the small flower garden that lies in front of the pillars, i could sense the presence of an destroying amount of heat in the columns that made me fall down to my knees, i was nearly on the brink of crying when from the intense amout of pain crawling through my body when the heat suddenly stopped, i looked up confused and almost screamed of shock from what i saw.

"Greeting, my little pony...", the giant white winged figure greeted me.

"W-what?", i shook a little at my response, from not knowing what was happening and what should i do.

"Oh it seems that you're still a little disoriented after your conversion", the figure shook her head with concern after looking at me.

I somehow knew this creature, my friends kept talking about her and she appeared on TV once. "Oh, you must be the Celestia goddess- wait did you just said CONVERSION?", i yelled trying to get on my feet just to realize that i was still on my knees.

"Yes, you must be here because you choosed to become a newfoal"

"No, no, no! This must be a mistake! I didn't even get to drink the potion, how did i got converted?'', i answered in an worrysome tone still trying to get up.
Suddenly i finally had a punch of sudden realization on my mind, the serum, the box! It all makes sense now! Someone must had sneaked in on the party last night and tried to convert people stealthly, and they got me on the backfire.

"I'm so reckless! Damnit, damnit!!! Damnit, damnit, damnit, damnit, damnit...", i thought in anguish passing a few minutes in the same place...

I was frozen, not a word coming through my panicked and frowned mouth,in my face was stamped an surprised and also horrified vision.

Panic... I was in panic. Not the panic that you feel when you're chased down by a murder, not the panic of having a monster behing your bed, not the panic that you feel when you lose your parents, when you are being bullied, when your favorite hero dies or when your team loses, no... I felt the panicking of dying.

The simplest thought of going away in the point of no return, saying goodbye to this world, to your friends, saying farewell to what you are, i felt dying because i could lose my feelings about the world, change completely my personality, my essence, my mind, what i actually am, what made me pretty much myself... Who am i anyway? Would the world miss me? Would my own friends miss the "old me"? What if i change completely, start from the scrach, completely forget about the old mikael?

I started sobbing slowly, paralysed, not moving once, my eyes twitching while trying to hold some tears... All in vain... I shifted to a more comfortable position and started crying.

I knew clearly what was happening, i knew what was coming, i was forced to change without choice, and probably forever, they converted me without my consent, i dont want this! I don't want to die! I-

"Here, it's okay..."

Something that i didn't expected happened, something that brought me disgust and now pain was actually trying to bring me back joy... Celestia was hugging me...

I was an alchoholic, crazy loonatic, party-man and an hater and she was an interdimensional god princess, and still, she wanted to calm me down and receive me into her kind.

"I'm sorry if we caused you harm, it wasn't my intention, i don't know who converted you but i'm sure he doesn't understand truly our ideals..."

"Feel better?", i slowly lifted my tear stained face and nodded, i could see that the bright smile that she gave me in that moment was really sincere, she was letting me go when i reached out for her wing and grabbed it.

"What about me? The human part of me, am i going to be the same?", i looked at her with an frightened frown.

"I'll make sure your conscience doesn't change what you are and what defines you but you must know that the laws of ponydom will reach you, you're a pony now, be bright, be gentle, and welcome as many friends on your life as you can!"
I almost wanted to puke at what she said, it was like watching one of those episodes of the show but live, but i needed to face that, because is what my life resumes as now, even if i try to hide, those traits still gonna try to get me, might as well live with it...

I felt an tremor below my feet and an tingling sensation of dissapearing, my dream started to become hallucinations again, i was waking up!

"Wait, before you go...", she lifted her wings around me in an fashion and welcoming way, almost like a hug

"Welcome To The Herd!"

That yell was the last thing i could remember before everything faded to white...

Author's Note

So yeah, this is my first fanfiction ever, the first chapter was pretty crappy but i improved to give ya the second, sorry about the gramar errors though, i might be good in english pronunciation but i suck at writing ( i'm a brazilian) so thanks for reading