Sorrow...

Looking back I think that I am the one to blame, you see, we got in this huge fight about  Suntile who claims that he likes us both and we both like him. Well, liked. Here's how I started the argument.

*FLASHBACK*

Me: Hey

Star Hearts: Wassup?

Me: I think Suntile has a crush on me!

Star Hearts: WHAT?! HOW?! He told ME that he likes me!

Me: Wait WHAT?! I thought-

Suntile: Hey, what's with all the shouting?

Me: Suntile, who do you like the best? *bats eyelashes*

Suntile: Why, I like both of you the best!

Star Hearts: But you told me that you like me the best!

Suntile: Really? I did?

Star Hearts: Well duh, no. OF COURSE YOU TOLD ME THAT YOU LIKE ME THE BEST! *storms off*

Me:... Wow she has a temper.

*END FLASHBACK*

Now that I think of it, I was pretty mean, why did I do that?! I'm the one to blame. The only one to blame.

LATER

I just had an appointment with Twilight, she told me to just move past it, but how am I supposed to do that?! I remember how I broke down as soon as I heard that Star Hearts went missing. I remember it as clear as rain. Everyone I ask what to do, they just say to move on with life!!! I can't do that, especially now that I figured out that I am to blame! Even Fluttershy says to, she can be so insensitive sometimes... Rainbow Dash says to just forget it, easy for her to say! She's never lost any of her most important friends! Well, I guess I just need to calm down a little, but still, I can't stop thinking of her for one second. Ever since she disappeared, I've been getting horrible grades on, well, Everything!!! Oh, what am I supposed to do?