I Am Human, And That's All I Want To Be

by LordOctavianStark

Rating: teen
Tags: Sad, Other, Princess Luna, Second Person, Tragedy, Princess Celestia, Human, Main 6, My Little Pony: Friendship is Magic, Dark
Length: 1371

You have been in Equestria for sometime now, and even though most hate you, you find peace with the princess. Until Celestia proposes something you must refuse.

Edit: Good HiE list approved

A/N Hi guys, this is just a short story I wrote in about an hour, HOPE YOU ENJOY! (I'd like to thank everyone who likes this, thanks for getting it featured)

A/N audio reading can be found here. Read by our very own The Mysterious Fluttershy Fan. Be sure to show your support to his channel if you like it!

You have lived in Equestria for some time now, around five or so years. You never meant to come here it just kinda happened. The first few months were a living hell for you, you were attacked because most thought you were a monster. This continued until you were captured by the Royal Guard and brought to meet Celestia and Luna. You explained your situation and over time you became friends, but that didn't stop the fact that you were ridiculed and attacked whenever you left the castle, and so in time you became content with staying within the confines of the castle. But one day guards showed up to your room and put you in chains...

Published 2015-10-12 12:30:01 UTC
Last updated 2015-10-12 12:30:01 UTC

I Am Human.

There you stand, chains and all. You walk down one of the many corridors of the Canterlot Castle. You are worried, in the five years you have been in Equestria you’ve only been in chains twice. Now today marks the third, you are trying to think of any reason to why you were arrested, but your mind draws blank after blank.

You are so deep in concentration that you don't see the wall you walked into. It bloodens your nose but other than that you are fine. The guards then push you in the right direction, rather forcefully you note. Whenever you try to make eye contact with the guards they turn away, What can I expect, I’ve been here years and never once has anypony treated me with respect other than the princesses.

You soon find your bearings, the corridor in which you walk within is the one that leads to the throne room. Maybe this is just an audience? No I’ve been here plenty of times and the last time I was here in chains was… What? Four years ago? You think to yourself as the doors begin to open, inside stands Celestia, Luna, Cadence, Twilight, Rarity, Applejack, Fluttershy, Rainbow Dash, and Pinkie Pie. They are your only ‘friends’ in this world. You smile at them but then you remember your current situation.

You glance over all of them, most stare back. But Luna, your greatest friend and companion turns away to break eye contact, just like the guards. This worries you deeply, you then turn to Celestia as she rises from her throne. Her white fur glistening from the Sun’s rays, and her ethereal mane still flowing in the non existence breeze. “Hello Anon. I am deeply sorry about the… Restraints, but they are just a precaution.” She spoke.

“A ‘precaution’? What would warrant such a thing?” You spoke, your voice sounded of both anger and concern. You deepen your gaze at the rest of the group. “Celestia, you’ve known me years. Have I ever once proven to be a danger in situation that were not self defence?”

“No Anon you hav-” You cut her sentence short.

“Then why the chains!? I am not an animal, I am a Human Being!” You shouted, almost everyone in the room retracted due to the outburst. All but Celestia who maintained her stoic look.

“Since you have lived here Anon, you have been subject to ridicule and disdain. I would like to think that Pony Kind is above that, but sadly we are not. I want to protect you Anon, I don't want you to spend the remainder of your life cooped up in here. But if I were to let you out the world would know of your existence, countries would do their best to capture you for the information you possess, then when that is done you will most likely be experimented on until death. I refuse to let that happen so I had Princess Twilight develop a spell.” Her voice calms your anger, you begin to feel at ease.

“What is this spell?” You ask, your voice clear of all anger and distraught. Twilight steps forward she prepares to speak, but was prevented to by Celestia.

“In order to… Protect you from the world, Twilight has developed a spell that will allow you to become a member of Ponykind.” She says, you are concerned by her hesitation in wording. She acts as if the spell will kill me…

“What, I’ll be able to turn into a pony whenever I want?” You ask, concern lurks in your voice.

“No Anon, the spell is permanent. It will wipe all Humanity from you.” Celestia says, the guards then step closer to you as if they assumed you were going to retaliate at the words. But you didn't retaliate, instead you stood there, unable to process the words Celestia had just spoken moments ago. She was going to rid you of all and any humanity, the species you were so proud of, the species that since the day you were born you were told was the greatest to ever exist.

You dropped to your knees, unable to talk or think. The guards on your side began to grab your chains to hold you in place, you glance to Luna with eyes that had just lost all will to live. When you make eye contact with Luna you can see in her eyes the sadness that this has caused her, the rest of the group looks away in shame.

Celestia began to walk down the stairs that led to the thrones of the Royal Sisters. Luna never moved from her spot, instead she just stared at her hooves. When Celestia was almost upon you, you panicked. You flailed and thrashed your body around, hoping that Celestia would change your mind. She stopped when she was no more than two feet away, she began to tilt her horn down to aim it upon you.

That’s when you reacted, you did a violent jerk of your body, freeing you from the grip of the guard on your left. You flung yourself behind the guard that still had your chain in his mouth. You grabbed the dagger the guard possessed and pointed it to his throat. “Unlock the chains.” You said in monotoned voice. Celestia stood unfaltering. “I said, unlock the chains.” You pressed the blade harder against the neck of the guard, causing a small trail of blood to leak.

Celestia complied with a small nod, as one of the many guards in the room began to unlock your cuffs. Once free, you stood up still keeping an arm around the guard's throat and the dagger to his neck. “When I leave this room, I want you to close the door and lock it. Understood?” Celestia once again only nodded in response.

When you left the throne room you waited until the doors began to close. When they shut fully you took the pommel of the dagger and struck it over the guard's head successfully knocking him unconscious. You then turned in some random direction and ran.

Your head start didn't do much as Rainbow dash was hot on your tail. Every turn you made only bought you a small amount of time before the cyan pegasus was upon you again. As you continued to run you began hearing the sound of beating hooves agianst a marbe surface, your mind began to fear the worse after your last turn lead you to the dead end. You turned to face your followers. It was the Elements, Celestia and her contingent of guards, you noted that Luna was absent from the party.

You continued to back up until you reached the balcony. You glanced behind you to see the fourteen story drop, you turned back the the growing group of ponies, then you repeated, each time taking the fall as a better end than being a horse. You climb over the rails, but making sure you are well balanced and grounded.

“S-stay back, I’ll jump. I swear I will.” Your body begging your mind to reconsider the idea as your legs become shaky.

Celestia began to speak once more. “Why? Is this truly worth it?” She sounded hurt, as if you had broke her heart.

“Why?” You ask, contemplating the meaning to the question yourself. “Because this is my life and I only get one! Let me have my life!”

Celestia for the first time in a very long time was taken back. “This is for your own good, I can not-” You cut her short once more.

“Then allow this to be the last choice I make!” You then let go of the railing. The fall seemed prolonged, maybe you had misjudged the height? You turn to see Rainbow Dash on your side, she tries to grab you but you push her away. She stared at you and said something, you couldn't hear her due to the wind, but you can only assume it was along the line of 'why'.

"Because I am human, and that's all I want to be." She followed you down until veering off at the last second...