Unfashionable Closet

by wingedalpha

Rating: teen
Tags: Romance, Rarity, Fluttershy, Human, Sunset Shimmer, Main 6, Slice of Life, My Little Pony: Friendship is Magic
Length: 3279

Rarity and Fluttershy start dating, but Rarity is still closeted. Can they make their relationship work under these conditions? Can Rarity get over her fears?

Rarity and Fluttershy start dating, but Rarity is still closeted. Can they make their relationship work under these conditions? Can Rarity get over her fears?

This story is a sequel, but reading the first one is not necessary to understand or enjoy this one.

Published 2015-10-16 00:30:02 UTC
Last updated 2015-10-16 00:30:02 UTC

Secrets

The next day, Rarity sat at the lunch table with all her friends. She looked over at Fluttershy who seemed ready to burst with happiness. As Fluttershy opened her mouth to speak, Rarity’s stomach dropped. “I have great news everyone,” Fluttershy said.

Everyone turned to look at her. Before she could say anything, Rarity quickly said, “They’re having an adoption sale at the shelter!”

Fluttershy frowned at Rarity. “They are?” Sunset asked. “Maybe I should go. I’ve been thinking of getting a pet.”

“You should definitely go,” Fluttershy replied. “But-”

“Fluttershy, darling, could I speak to you for a moment?” Rarity interrupted.

“Um, sure,” Fluttershy said.

The two girls got up and walked to a quiet area of the cafeteria. “What is it, Rarity?” Fluttershy asked.

“I was just hoping we could keep this… thing between us a secret for a little while,” Rarity replied.

“You don’t want to tell our friends?” Fluttershy inquired.

“Not just yet,” Rarity answered.

“I guess that’s okay,” Fluttershy said. “I just don’t want to wait too long.”

“Thank you, Fluttershy,” Rarity said.

Fluttershy nodded and moved to hug Rarity. Rarity quickly stepped back and looked around to make sure no one had seen. When she looked back at Fluttershy, she could see the pain on the other girl’s face. Hugs were common enough in their group. It would have been seen as platonic anyway. She shouldn’t have pulled away. “Are-are you ashamed of me?” Fluttershy asked in a shaky voice.

“No!” Rarity answered quickly.

“Then why…”

“I suppose I’m ashamed of myself. A high society lady is not supposed to like other women.”

“But, when I told you I was gay, you said there was nothing wrong with it. And you seemed really happy for Sunset and Twilight.”

“I stand by that! It’s just, others don’t see it the same way.”

“Everyone always tells me I shouldn’t worry about what others think. Even you!”

“Yes, well, I’m a hypocrite! I’m sorry!”

“I, just, I don’t understand.”

“I’ve always known I’m bisexual, but I’ve spent years pushing down any feelings for girls.”

“Then why did you tell me that you like me?”

“Because I do! I want to be with you, Fluttershy, you have no idea how badly. It’s just, the thought of someone finding out terrifies me!”

Fluttershy took a deep breath and a cautious smile graced her face. “I do know something about getting over things that terrify you,” she said. “It’s all about baby steps.”

Rarity returned the smile. “Yes,” she replied. “Baby steps. What do you suggest first?”

Fluttershy seemed to think about it. “Well, first we should probably tell our friends,” Fluttershy answered.

“Now?” Rarity squeaked.

“No,” Fluttershy said. “You need some time to prepare, but not too much or you’ll work yourself into a frenzy. Maybe at band practice.”

Rarity was still nervous, but she nodded. She would do this. For Fluttershy!

A Day at the Shelter

Rarity was shocked at how busy the animal shelter was. She was helping people choose pets left and right. As frazzled as Rarity felt, Fluttershy was clearly in her element. She was so happy to be helping animals, she seemed to be glowing. When Rarity got a moment to breathe, she slipped over to Fluttershy. “You’re so beautiful,” Rarity whispered in Fluttershy’s ear.

Fluttershy blushed. Before she could reply, however, Sunset and Twilight walked in. Fluttershy and Rarity walked over to them. “You came!” Fluttershy exclaimed.

“Of course,” said Sunset. “I told you I want a pet.”

“What kind of pet were you thinking?” Fluttershy asked.

“I’m not really sure,” Sunset replied.

“That’s okay,” Fluttershy said. “Well, most people get dogs.”

“I told her she should get a dog,” Twilight piped in. “But she said she didn’t want one.”

“What about a cat?” Rarity suggested. “Cats are wonderful pets.”

“I don’t know. I can’t really see myself with a cat either,” Sunset responded.

“How about a bunny?” Fluttershy offered.

“They can help you feel better,” Twilight added.

“A bunny? Really?” Sunset laughed. “I may not be a bad girl anymore, but I do still have a reputation to maintain.”

“You’re not making this easy, darling,” Rarity complained.

“I know,” Sunset sighed. “Sorry.”

Fluttershy seemed deep in thought. “What about a parrot?” she asked.

“A parrot?” Sunset repeated.

“Yeah,” Fluttershy replied. “We have this beautiful scarlet macaw that I think would be perfect for you. Do you want to meet him?”

“Sure,” Sunset answered.

The four of them went to a back room. Fluttershy left to get the macaw and quickly returned with the bird on her arm. “Wow,” Sunset said. “He’s pretty.”

“Pretty birdy! Pretty birdy!” the bird squawked.

“And he talks!” Sunset added in surprise.

“Uh-huh,” Fluttershy said. “This is Garnet. He doesn’t know a lot of words, but he loves to talk. Here, hold out your arm.”

Sunset did as she was told. Fluttershy coaxed Garnet onto Sunset’s arm. Sunset marveled at him for a few minutes. He nipped at her hair affectionately. “He’s perfect!” Sunset exclaimed.

Fluttershy smiled brightly. “Great!” she said. “I’ll go get the paperwork.”

Fluttershy hurried out of the room. Sunset smirked at Rarity. “I know you and Fluttershy are keeping this under wraps, but you can kiss her when she comes back. It’s only us right now,” Sunset told her.

“W-what?” Rarity stuttered.

“Please, Rarity. You’ve been staring at her since we came in. I’ll bet you’ve wanted to kiss her all day,” sunset said. “Not that I can blame you. With a smile that cute, I’d kiss her myself if I wasn’t taken.”

Twilight playfully glared at her and Sunset laughed. Rarity shifted nervously. If it was obvious to Sunset, was it obvious to everyone else? She certainly hoped not. Rarity began to feel sick.

Fluttershy walked back into the room with the papers. “Here we are,” Fluttershy announced. Then she looked at Rarity. “Rarity, are you all right? You look pale.”

“Actually, darling, I’m not feeling well all of a sudden,” Rarity replied.

The other three girls frowned. Fluttershy put her hand to Rarity’s head. “You don’t feel like you have a fever,” Fluttershy said. “Still, maybe you should go home and lie down.”

“I’m sure that’s not necessary,” Rarity replied.

“No, I insist,” Fluttershy pressed. “You’ve done plenty already. Go take care of yourself.”

Rarity nodded. “Very well, Fluttershy,” she said. “I’ll see you all later.”

Rarity left the shelter feeling terrible. Sunset’s words had really shaken her. It was certain, this secret would be the death of her.

Stress

It had been a week since Rarity had gone on a date with Fluttershy. Rarity could tell the secret was already taking a toll on Fluttershy. If she was honest, it was hard for her, too. She wished they could be like Sunset and Twilight, but she was too scared.

She made her way to the usual lunch table. She was surprised to see Fluttershy wasn’t there yet. Rarity sat down with the other girls. She didn’t even get a chance to greet them.

“Okay, what’s going on between you and Fluttershy?” Rainbow Dash snapped. “She’s seemed upset since you two got together.”

Rarity scowled. “I hardly think that is any of your business,” Rarity said curtly.

“Like hell it isn’t!” Rainbow exclaimed. “Fluttershy’s like a sister to me, and if you’re hurting her, that’s my business.”

Applejack put a hand on Rainbow’s shoulder. “Calm down, Rainbow Dash,” she said. She turned to Rarity. “Honestly, both ya’ll have seemed off lately. We’re all just worried ’bout ya, Sugarcube.”

Pinkie, Sunset, and Twilight nodded. Rarity softened at their concern. “Very well. The truth is that keeping our relationship a secret is hard on both of us,” Rarity explained.

“Then why don’t you just tell everyone?” Pinkie asked.

“It’s not the simple,” Rarity defended. “I mean… it’s… Sunset, you know what it’s like trying to maintain a reputation.”

“I do,” Sunset agreed. “But I also know that your reputation isn’t worth sacrificing your happiness.”

“Are you kidding me?” Rainbow demanded. “You’re choosing your reputation over Fluttershy?”

“Rainbow Dash!” a voice admonished. They all turned to see Fluttershy. “How could you say something like that? Rarity’s not like that!”

“But, that’s like, exactly what she just said!” Rainbow exclaimed.

“I highly doubt that,” Fluttershy replied. “Besides, you’ve only ever liked boys. You don’t know what it’s like to come out.”

“But it’s hurting both of you!” Rainbow responded.

“Yes, but rushing the process can hurt, too,” Fluttershy shot back.

Rarity could hardly believe Fluttershy was defending her on this. She didn’t deserve such an amazing girlfriend.

The table was silent as Fluttershy sat down. No one seemed to know what to say. Rarity looked around to make sure no one was watching. She grabbed Fluttershy’s hand and gave it a quick squeeze. Fluttershy squeezed back and smiled at her. Just like that, she knew Fluttershy understood all the affection and gratitude she’d been trying to convey.

Rarity resolved to get over her fear. After all, Fluttershy deserved the best.

Secret's Out

It had been a normal Monday at school. Rarity sighed as she walked to her locker. She wished she had improved in the last few days, but she hadn’t. As she rounded the corner, Rarity stopped short at what she saw. Gilda had Fluttershy pinned to a locker. “You’re such a dweeb,” Gilda spat.

Rarity felt her blood boil. “Unhand her this instant!” she shouted.

Gilda looked at Rarity. “Get lost prissy girl,” Gilda said.

“I said leave her alone!” Rarity snapped.

“Or what?” Gilda demanded. Rarity hesitated, unsure of what to say. Gilda laughed. “That’s what I thought. Now get lost before I mess up that pretty face of yours.”

“I won’t let you hurt her!” Rarity exclaimed.

“I’ve had just about enough of you,” Gilda said, advancing on Rarity. Before Rarity could even process what was going on, a fist connected squarely with her eye. She was knocked off her feet.

From the ground, Rarity watched as Gilda approached Fluttershy. Gathering her strength, Rarity got up and tackled Gilda from behind. “What the-” Gilda cried out.

The two started grappling on the floor. “I won’t let you hurt my girlfriend!” Rarity yelled, not really thinking about what she was saying.

“You’re girlfriend?” Gilda questioned.

Rarity’s eyes widened and she froze. Gilda took the opportunity to throw Rarity off her. “You losers aren’t worth the effort!” Gilda shouted and ran off.

Fluttershy ran over to Rarity. “Are you okay?” she asked.

“I…” Rarity said. It was over. Their secret was out. Rarity put her head in her hands. She began to cry.

Fluttershy put her arms around Rarity and held her close. She rocked them gently back and forth as she repeatedly whispered, “It’s okay.”
Rarity wasn’t sure how long they stayed like that, but in Fluttershy’s arms she began to believe it really would be okay.

Epilogue

The next day, Rarity and Fluttershy walked into school hand in hand. They already knew they were being gossiped about. Why deny it any longer?

For once, Rarity hated the attention she was getting. Fluttershy squeezed her hand tighter. Rarity looked at her and saw a reassuring smile. Rarity smiled back. “This isn’t quite as hard as I thought it’d be,” Rarity said.

“Really?” Fluttershy asked.

“Really,” Rarity replied. “It’s still nerve-wracking, but I can do it as long as you’re by my side.”

Fluttershy gave her a quick peck. “Then that’s where I’ll stay. Promise.”

Rarity gave Fluttershy her most winning smile. Yes, so long as she had Fluttershy by her side, she could do anything.

Author's Note

Coming out is hard, but being yourself is a huge weight off your shoulders. If any of you are struggling with your sexuality or gender identity and need someone to talk to, feel free to message me.

Crush

Rarity stood back to examine the dress as Fluttershy twirled for her. The dress was utter perfection. Rarity smiled. “I think this dress is ready, Fluttershy,” Rarity said. “You may change back now.”

Fluttershy nodded and went to the fitting room. She came out a minute later in her normal clothes and handed the dress to Rarity. “Thank you ever so much for being my model,” Rarity said. “It’s impossible to see the movement of a dress on a mannequin.”

“It’s no trouble at all,” Fluttershy replied.

“Would you like some tea?” Rarity asked. “It feels like such a long time since the two of us had a nice chat.”

“I’d love some!” Fluttershy responded with an excited smile.

Rarity’s heart fluttered at that smile, but she pushed it down. She could not date Fluttershy. It didn’t matter how strong her feelings were.
She quickly put the kettle on the stove and found some biscuits to put on a plate. When everything was ready, she sat down with Fluttershy.
The two happily sipped their tea and ate the biscuits. “So, Fluttershy, how are things at the shelter?” Rarity asked.

“They’re great!” Fluttershy replied enthusiastically. “We’re having a special adoption sale this weekend and we expect a lot of animals to find good homes.”

“That sounds wonderful, darling.”

“It is. I’ll be very busy, but it will be worth it.”

“Yes. I find life gets rather dull when one is not busy.”

Fluttershy nodded. “So, um, I was wondering if there was anyone you liked,” she said.

Rarity’s mind raced. There was no way she could tell the truth. It would ruin her. “I can’t say that there is,” Rarity lied.

“Oh, well, um, Rarity, th-there’s something I-I’ve been wanting to t-tell you,” Fluttershy stammered.

“What is it, darling?” Rarity asked.

“I-I like you!” Fluttershy blurted out.

Rarity’s eyes widened. The girl she couldn’t get out of her head liked her back. But she couldn’t date Fluttershy, she just couldn’t! And yet, she wouldn’t be able to live with herself if she didn’t try. “I-I may not have been entirely truthful earlier,” Rarity said slowly. “There is someone I like, and it’s you.”

Fluttershy’s face lit up in a way that made Rarity smile. “You really mean that?” Fluttershy asked.

“Of course, darling,” Rarity replied.

Fluttershy threw her arms around Rarity and pecked her on the cheek. Rarity returned the embrace and gave Fluttershy a quick kiss on the lips. Inside Rarity rejoiced, but a part of her began to panic.

Confession

Rarity and Fluttershy stood outside the music room. “Are you ready for this?” Fluttershy asked.

“No,” Rarity replied. “But if we wait for me to be ready, we’ll never tell them.”

Fluttershy nodded in understanding and opened the door. Pinkie Pie, Applejack, and Rainbow Dash were doing checks on their instruments. Sunset was showing Twilight some chords on the guitar. “Um, everyone,” Fluttershy said. “Rarity and I have an announcement.”

They all turned to look at them. Rarity felt sick. She looked at Fluttershy, but Fluttershy was staring at her. She realized Fluttershy was giving her the option to back out. Sweet, sweet Fluttershy! How could Rarity disappoint her now. Rarity cleared her throat. “Fluttershy and I are an item,” she announced.

“Really? That’s great!” “Awesome!” “I’m happy for you!”

Rarity was bolstered somewhat by her friends’ response. “We’ll have to have a big party!” Pinkie yelled.

“No!” Rarity cried. She felt panic begin to well up inside her again. Fluttershy gripped her hand, grounding her.

The others looked confused at Rarity’s outburst. “You don’t want to celebrate?” Pinkie asked.

“You loved the party she threw for me and Sunset,” Twilight added, pushing up her glasses.

“Well, yes, but…” Rarity started. She looked helplessly at Fluttershy.

“We just want to keep this between all of us right now,” Fluttershy explained. “Is that okay?”

“’Course it is, Sugarcube,” Applejack said.

The others nodded. “I’ll throw a small party, then,” Pinkie said. “It’ll just be us.”

If Rarity was honest, even that made her feel nervous, but she agreed anyway.

Band practice went on normally after that. When it was over, Fluttershy and Rarity walked out together. “That wasn’t so bad, right?” Fluttershy asked.

“I suppose not,” Rarity replied. “I do believe that was the easiest part though.”

“Conquering your fears isn’t easy,” Fluttershy said firmly. “But it’s worth it.”

“I know, darling,” Rarity replied. “Though I do think it’s easier with you at my side.”

Fluttershy smiled brightly. “Does that mean we could try going on a date?” she asked.

Rarity paled. “I-in public? That’s quite a big step, don’t you think?”

“Not if we’re the only ones who know it’s a date. You know I don’t like drawing a lot of attention to myself. I just think it would be nice to go out to dinner.”

“It would be nice…”

“We won’t dress up and it will look like two friends enjoying each other’s company.”

“But, Fluttershy, a lady should always look her best for a date!”

“I’m sure we’ll have plenty of dates. You can dress up when you feel more comfortable about other people knowing.”

“I suppose.”

“Great! I’ll meet you on Friday at six, if that’s okay with you.”

“It sounds wonderful darling.”

The two parted ways, smiling in excitement.

Date

Fluttershy took them to a nice Italian restaurant. Rarity had heard great things about it, but had never been there before. They were seated in a booth near the back of the restaurant. “This place is lovely, Fluttershy,” Rarity said.

“I’d hoped you’d like it,” Fluttershy responded.

The two smiled at each other. Rarity reached out and clasped Fluttershy’s hand under the table. They stared into each other’s eyes. The moment was broken by their waiter. “Hello, ladies. I will be your server tonight. May I get you something to drink?” he asked.

Rarity jumped and let go of Fluttershy’s hand even though he couldn’t see. She saw pain flash through Fluttershy’s eyes, but it soon passed. They ordered and their waiter left. “I’m sorry,” Rarity said.

“It’s okay,” Fluttershy assured her. “You’re still getting used to this.”

Rarity nodded. She searched for something to make up for pulling away. “Have I told you yet how beautiful you look?” she asked.

Fluttershy blushed. “You look beautiful, too,” Fluttershy replied.

“Thank you,” Rarity said.

Just then, the waiter came back with their drinks. “Are you ladies ready to order?” he asked.

The two quickly ordered and were left alone again. “You’re still planning to help at the animal shelter tomorrow, right?” Fluttershy inquired.

“Of course,” Rarity replied. “ I wouldn’t miss out on something so important to you for the world.”

Fluttershy beamed. “I’m glad to hear you say that,” Fluttershy said.

Their meals came quickly. They ate in companionable silence. That was one of the things Rarity liked about Fluttershy. The two could just be without having to fill the space with words.

When the check came, Rarity reached for her purse. “No,” Fluttershy said. “I’m paying.”

“Are you sure?” Rarity asked. She knew Fluttershy’s only income was a rather sad allowance. This place was pretty pricey. She wasn’t sure Fluttershy could afford it.

Fluttershy only nodded. The two left the restaurant. The chill in the air allowed them to move closer together. When they reached the area where they had to part ways, Fluttershy looked around. Rarity did the same and soon realized no one was around. Fluttershy must have discovered the same thing because she leaned in to kiss her. Rarity returned the kiss passionately. When they parted, both were smiling.
“I enjoyed out date,” Fluttershy said.

“So did I,” Rarity replied.

Reluctantly, they pulled away from each other. Thoughts of Fluttershy kept Rarity warm all the way home.