It's been a long day, everyone sees me smiling and running home not a care in the world....but between us, I'm sad. I...have lost everything except my music, my emotions have been poured into every song and no one seems to hear it, no one feels it. I cry at home some nights, sometimes during the day when no one is looking, but it's all good...she'll come back........I'm sorry Octavia, so so sorry.