Sitting here all Alone...
Twilight Sparkle's crown that I stole lands in my hands.
"Finally!" I take a look at the crown. "More power than I could ever imagine!"
And then all of a sudden, blue magic lifts me high into the air, and a burning sensation runs through my body, the pain is so unbearable that I start to cry. The tears dissolve before I can feel them run down my cheeks. I am temporarily blinded, and when my vision return, I look at myself. My skin is now red, and I look like a demon. I hear my peers screaming in terror at the sight of me. I look back at them, full of rage and anger.
"I had to jump through so many hoops to get this crown, and it should've been mine all along!" I ball my hand into a fist, and a magical orb appears. "I am your princess now!" I destroy the front of the school. "And you will be loyal!" I fly into the school, and I hypnotize all of the students.
I look over at Twilight and her 5 friends.
"You know, I was just bluffing when I said I was going to destroy the portal. I don't want to rule this pathetic little high school, I want to rule Equestria! And I have my own little personal army to help me get it!"
"No, you're not!" the former purple alicorn remarks.
"Oh, really?" I laugh a little. "What are you going to do to stop me? I have magic, and you have nothing!"
"She has us!" I look back, seeing the 5 girls standing together.
I laugh again, amused at the thought of them thinking they could beat me. "Gee, the gang's really all back together again!"
I form magic in between my hands.
"Step back, Twilight has interfered with my plans one too many times!" I then throw the ball of energy at her.
I woke up, not being able to breathe, tears streaming down my face. My pajamas and bed sheets are soaked from my sweat. I suddenly have the urge to vomit, and I run to the bathroom and puke, crying all the while.
Who am I exactly?
'I' is Sunset Shimmer, the former popular girl that turned into a demon and destroyed the front of the school., and was defeated by 5 girls and a magical pony princess from another world.
I decide to go take a shower. I don't even decide to check the time, I'm not ever going back to that school again. All those fake friends, and those peers who love to whisper things about me when I walk by them in the hallway.
I'm so sick of it. So sick of all the lies from people- or ponies that I trusted. I abandoned my studies, and left my mentor 2 years ago. I miss her sometimes, but she lied to me and broke promises. She told me I had potential, but yet she put more time and effort toward another unicorn. She promised me I would become a powerful and smart unicorn, but it never happened. She paid less and less attention to me. She stopped showing the motherly love toward me. I started seeing her less and less, so I decided to leave. I didn't bother writing a note, she wouldn't have read it anyway. I didn't even know who this unicorn was until a year ago. And that unicorn- well, now an alicorn, was the one who defeated me when I turned into a demon.
I'm so sick of all the rumors. Every whisper I hear about me in the hallway, and anytime I try to help someone, they get a terrified look on their face, and say no. There's even rumors that I'm planning on attacking the school again. I'm not invited to any party or after-school activity. They're still scared of me.
And I know that they fake it. 'They' are the girls who defeated me. Rainbow Dash, Fluttershy, Pinkie Pie, Applejack, and Rarity. I drove them apart their freshmen year so I could get the crown in Equestria. Somehow, Twilight got them together, and they all became friends again. They represented the Elements of Harmony , and they defeated me. Twilight told me that they would help me to learn friendship. I know that they didn't want to. They just acted like they wanted to, and they decided to be nice to me.
I just realized that I've been sitting in the shower bawling my eyes out, so I decide to step out of the shower, and grab a towel to dry off. I put a clean pair of pajamas on, and sit back on my bed, and take a knife out of my bedside table drawer. I pull up my sleeves , revealing scars from earlier times. I pick up the knife, and hold it close to my skin.
All the lies.
'I will always be here for you, Sunset Shimmer,'
I cut into my skin, and I feel the blood coming down my arm.
All the rumors.
'She's lying, she's still a horrible monster.'
I cut into my skin again, and I feel a burning sensation on where I cut.
'I heard she's planning on attacking the school again, not surprised.'
I cut my arm again, and I feel blood slowly coming down my arm.
All the nightmares.
'And what are you going to do to stop me?'
'I don't want this pathetic little high school, I want Equestria!'
I feel the burning sensation that I felt when I turned into a demon. I cut my wrist again, and I feel the blood on my hands.
I lay there, my vision blurry from crying. I put the knife back in the drawer, and fall asleep.
Author's Note
I know this is a little bit on the depressing side, but I hope you still like the story. I am still working on the first chapter of my other story, but I wanted to write this story because this idea has been in my mind for a while, so I wrote the story! Remember, all feedback is appreciated. I also wanted to say that if you ever have thoughts of self-harming or committing suicide, please talk to someone, even me. I love each and every one of you, and I will always be there if you need me, I'm just a message away. 
