Different Kinds of Love

Swap liked to think she was a good body double. After all, her Queen had trusted her with an extremely important, highly sensitive mission of pretending to be a purple unicorn and she took the job eagerly. But it was getting more and more complicated to hold her form of the diaper-lover Twilight Sparkle as the day dragged on. Not due to exertion or anything like that. Swap was having a hard time because it was so mind-numbingly boring.

The dragon child--Spike, she had to get used to calling him that--seemed thoroughly convinced that Twilight had wanted to spend this entire day reading magic textbooks. One in and of itself would have been boring, but every time Swap closed one book, Spike seemed to have another one waiting for her. It was exhaustingly boring to have to sit around and do nothing but pretend to skim words and turn pages. If this persisted, she'd fall asleep right at the desk and her disguise would fall off. She shut the current book and yawned.

"You doing okay, Twilight?" Spike asked, leaning in to switch out the books for her.

"Hwuah... I'm fine," Swap managed. She did smile, feeling the familial love Spike had for Twilight swell a little each time he did a job for her. It was sweet, in more ways than one. Didn't really help with the boredom though.

"Really? Cause it looks like you could use a break."

"I can take breaks?!" Swap practically shouted. When Spike flinched, she caught herself and changed tones. "Uhm... yes, I think I could use a break."

Spike smiled. "Cool. If you want, I think the girls were going to have a picnic soon. I can hold down the fort if you want to head out."

"Uh... sure. I shall go to 'the girls'." Swap paused. She knew that Twilight had a close group of friends, whom she assumed were 'the girls', but assuming was probably a bad thing to do for such a delicate job. Though, if she asked for clarification that might be suspicious. Best to just head out and see if she bumped into one of her 'friends'. "Be back later, Spike."

Swap trotted to the door and opened it, revealing the world of Ponyville that lied beyond. Her gut dropped with nervousness for what she was about to do, but it was either this or study some more. Putting on a brave face, she trotted outside to mingle.

Twilight placed an orange block at the base of the miniature structure she'd been building over the past few minutes. She sat back, rocking on her diaper slightly, as she admired her hoofwork. Sitting before was a finished--albeit not to scale, and admittedly not the best--replica of her library. It had taken her over half-an hour just to complete, just because of her perfectionist nature. Her previous works, including Canterlot Castle, Sugarcube Corner, and others, had allowed quite a bit of practice. And chewed up quite a bit of time.

Looking around, she didn't see a timepiece of any kind. Without a clock in the room, Twilight didn't really know how long she'd been sitting quietly in the playpen, playing with foal toys. While it had been a fun experience, and a relaxing one as well, it made her feel too docile. Here she was, hours of time alone, and escape had barely crossed her mind the entire time.

She turned her head back to her block-library. Though, looking at it now only seemed to remind her of home. Spike, her friends, all her books...

Tugging Smarty Pants closer, she allowed herself a small smile and a longing sigh. She missed it all. Even though playing a foal was fun--among other things--it couldn't be her entire life now. Could it? She loved it, but she loved her old life too.

No! Not my old life. My life. She shook her head, biting down on the pacifier in anger. Was she really becoming that complacent?

Twilight looked down at her bootie-covered hooves, the onesie, her diaper. How much of a fight had she really put up when it came to any of it?

Not very much, apparently.

Twilight flopped on her back, letting Smarty Pants loose from her grasp. She was all kinds of confused and stressed right now. She couldn't think straight, especially with the diaper rubbing it's plush insides against her marehood... making her distracted... and horny.

Without even really thinking about it, Twilight let her hoof drift downward. It made contact with her diapered crotch seconds later, gently nudging the padding against herself.

"Uooh!" She bit down on her pacifier, body shaking with anticipation.

I... I guess I can't really think straight like this. Maybe a quick...activity couldn't hurt. I'll focus on escaping once I finish.

She rubbed her hoof slowly against her diaper, igniting a fire of passion that had been waiting for release for a long time. "Hmmm..." Twilight suckled on her pacifier, her hindlegs shivering with delight. Closing her eyes, she continued rubbing her diaper, keeping it slow at first and then gradually increasing the speed.

Twilight didn't know how long she laid there, masturbating, but it was probably a solid few minutes. Pleasure heightened the harder and more furiously she dug the padding into her marehood, which quivered in delight. So engrossed in her own decadence, Twilight couldn't keep a series of grunts and moans from escaping her lips. She could feel her climax approaching, her body tingling with sheer delight.

Moments before she could, her eyes halfway opened to reveal a tall, black figure watching her from outside the playpen. Twilight froze completely, then tore her hoof away from her diaper, despite her libido pleading otherwise.

Chrysalis blinked in curiosity as Twilight wormed to the back of the playpen, her face exploding in a blush. They stared at each other for a moment, Twilight panting heavily from her little 'exercise', neither speaking. It was Chrysalis who eventually broke the silence.

"Why did you stop?" she asked. "You were loving it."

Twilight took a few more deep breaths, biting down on her pacifier as her heart raced. "W-woo were watching me!"

Chrysalis tilted her head. "...And?"

Her face burned. "And it's embawwassing!"

Chrysalis blinked again, though it looked like she was close to understanding. "Is that what you ponies call 'masturbating'?"

"Y-yes..." Twilight stammered.

Smiling Chrysalis leaned down to be near eye-level with her. "Aww, well there's no need for you to be embarrassed, Twily. You looked really cute doing it."

That just made Twilight blush harder. At this rate she'd boil her face off. "J-Just... what are woo doing hewe?"

Still smiling, Chrysalis lifted Twilight out of the playpen with her magic. She sat down, and placed Twilight on her lap. Too embarrassed to struggle, Twilight merely allowed it all to happen. Chrysalis laid a hoof on her shoulder. A green aura appeared between them, and Twilight saw a familiar bottle float between them. Her stomach growled, and she realized it must have been close to dinner time. Without complaint, her lips latched onto the amber nipple and she downed the milk in mere moments.

Chrysalis smiled as she pulled the empty bottle away. "You know, dinner wasn't my only reason for coming."

Twilight's eyebrow rose as her pacifier was returned to her mouth. She suckled unconsciously as she waited for Chrysalis to finish her thought.

"I was actually coming up here to thank you."

Confused, Twilight blinked rapidly and leaned back. "Huh?"

Chrysalis giggled and booped her on the nose. "Yep. You may not know it, but your love has made a huge impact on the hive. Yesterday changelings were starving, but today they've all feasted like royalty. Every last one of them is happy and healthy, and it's all thanks to you." Chrysalis wrapped her hooves around her and brought her in for a tight hug. "Thank you, Twilight."

For a moment, she was stunned. Chrysalis' hug just felt so... warm. So genuine. Twilight almost felt herself hug back. Almost. She was lucky enough to realize what Chrysalis was saying before she did.

"No!" Twilight squirmed, trying her best to break free.

"No?" Chrysalis blinked, frowning in confusion.

"I no wanna hewp woo!" Twilight spat her pacifier free, still attempting to push away from the hug. "I don't want to help you! Or the changelings. You're... you're evil! You're whole race is! You--"

Chrysalis placed her hoof to Twilight's lips, silencing her. Twilight swallowed, afraid she'd made her captor mad, but didn't regret what she said. She looked up, expecting Chrysalis's face to be one of rage.

It wasn't.

The Queen of the Changelings didn't looked angry in the slightest. Instead she looked... sad.

"I know what you must think of me, given the wedding and... recent events... but please, don't be mad at them." She pulled her hoof away from Twilight's lips and rested it on her cheek. "Everything they've done was because I ordered them too. If you must hate someone, hate me. Please. I organized the invasion, I kidnapped you, I am the one to blame."

Twilight pressed her lips together. Was there truth to what Chrysalis said? She'd always just considered the changelings evil to the core, wanting to invade Canterlot and attack its citizens, but at the same time... some of them could have had reservations. That didn't make what they'd done any better, but maybe it should be taken into account?

Unsure, Twilight looked away, finding herself unable to meet Chrysalis' eyes. She felt the Queen stroke her cheek.

"You taste conflicted," Chrysalis noted.

"..."

She sighed. "I know you already have a deep hatred for me. I can taste it whenever I feed from you. You hate me, yet love what I'm doing to you, in a way. I can imagine it's very confusing."

"It is," Twilight admitted.

Chrysalis patted her back. "I hope you become less confused as time goes on. You probably don't believe this, but I want you to be happy with your new life."

"You want me to be complacent," Twilight spat. "Docile. Unwillingly to fight back."

"...Yes." Chrysalis nodded. "I suppose I do. But at the same time, I find myself wanting you to be okay with all of this. I want you to accept you new life. So you can be happy." She sighed. "So you won't hate me so much."

"You just want an infinite food source," Twilight grumbled. "That way, you'll grow strong enough to attack Canterlot again, and beat Celestia and Luna. And with me here, the Elements won't be able to stop you, right?"

"The thought hadn't even crossed my mind."

Twilight's eyes widened. While she couldn't be sure, it sounded like Chrysalis was stating the truth. She desperately hoped she hadn't given the Changeling Queen a new invasion strategy.

"Don't be so alarmed." Chrysalis patted her back reassuringly. "I only wanted Canterlot before for the love. But now I have you and you're enough to sustain the hive for now."

Frowning, Twilight stared at the floor. She tried to squeeze her legs together, but the poofiness of her diaper kept her knees from touching. It made her feel helpless; something she loved and detested simultaneously.

"You still want to escape."

"What did you think?" Twilight asked heatedly. "That I'd submit after just one day? I miss my home, Chrysalis. I miss Spike, and my friends. I miss reading books all day and writing friendship reports to Celestia and magic and... and..." She sniffled, the weight of just how much was gone now bearing down on her. After trying to ignore it all day, convincing herself escape was possible, it just wasn't possible anymore. As much as she loved living out this fantasy of hers, she loved her life more.

Hot tears ran down her face and she buried her muzzle into the nearest surface, which just so happened to be Chrysalis' chest. She felt her captor rub her back as she sobbed deeply.

"I wanna go home!" Twilight cried, the words catching in the back of her throat.

She continued crying for a while longer, not caring that she was showing weakness to her kidnapper. That line had been crossed long ago anyways.

Chrysalis was patient, waiting for her sobbing to slow down as she continued stroking her mane. "I'm sorry, but I just can't give you up."

The words sent Twilight into another downward spiral of sobbing. It lasted longer this time, her wailing going on for longer than a few minutes. She was coming to grips with the fact that she wouldn't be leaving and it terrified her.

Eventually, her crying stopped. Her eyes were still misty and she shook with the aftershock of sadness, but her caterwauling was finally behind her. Chrysalis smiled warmly as she held Twilight in her hug. "I was going to give you something special tonight as a thank you present, but I can see that it should wait till tomorrow. If you like, we can just cuddle for now."

Twilight wanted to say no, but then she felt how tightly her hooves were wrapped around Chrysalis. "O-okay."

Chrysalis smiled brighter. With her magic, she brought Twilight's pacifier up and let it slide back into her mouth. Twilight didn't complain, and accepted the rubber nipple with eager suckling, wanting every comfort she was allowed.

She felt Chrysalis stand and start flying. Curious, Twilight looked over her shoulder and saw that they were headed for her crib. Surprise soon followed as Chrysalis lowered the both of them down. While the Changeling Queen had a bit of a tight fit, she still managed to get in the crib along with Twilight, who was snuggly pressed against her.

Twilight looked to her. "Woo mean, woo wanna sweep wiff me?"

Chrysalis nodded. Her magic tugged the covers of the crib over the two of them, before flicking the light's off and fading away. Chrysalis nuzzled the top of Twilight's head and closed her eyes. Even though she was still trapped and still upset, Twilight managed a soft smile before her eyes fluttered shut. It had been a long day.