Blue

I was back at my house, laying on my bed calmly.

I had to be clam, I had to go thought this.

It's okay.

Closing my eyes, I think about life again.

"So I'll be leaving, bye Moony Blue!!"

"See you later!"

argh, she just left me, alone. Maybe I could use this time to think, she did stop it.

So...

I can end my life right now and here.

or I can live with this colour blindness, unable to see colour...including BLUE.

I think it's best if I chose the first one.

It seems to be the easiest and best.

But I can't.

I NEED to do the second one.

I will, I WILL.

I

WILL

Hopefully...

NOT HOPEFULLY YES!

Hopefully...

NOO MIND!

I will do this.

Anyways, It's nearly Chirstmas, I need to be jolly!

Or you can go after it...

NEVER!

I may be colour blind, but I will be the best.

I am normal.

There's nothing wrong with me.

Sighing, I when to my garden, Were I started to plant my plants. This always helped me when I was bored or I was re-thinking about life, wanting to kill myself or other things. This just helped me, before. My thoughts was still on before. Maybe planting wasn't working.

I went out side to do one of my favourite things, helping ponies out.

It was dark outside, about to rain. I quickly ran over to Rarity's place. Knocking on the door.

"Oh Hello Moony! I see that's it dark outside. Come in."

I walked inside, "Hey you need help with anything?"

"No, I do need to do some shopping!"

"Oh...I can go shopping for you...or with you!!!!!"

"Sure."

Off we went.