My darkness
This story will have some my little pony in it but its mainly about how this show has and still is helping me get though the rough times.
Lets start where I had first heard about My little pony. One friends had told me about the show at first I thought he was acting like a little girl but only to learn I would love the show to. But when I got home I saw my parents fighting. This happened alot they were fighting about some haircut bill if my mind is right but back to subject. This worried me because most of fights had something to do with something small. I was on the edge of breaking. I love my parents but this was going way to far. I remember coming home everyday to same thing when I had the chance to use the TV I only had it for two or three mins or less sometimes. The one TV in my room was busted because one day my dad had learned about a fast food bill my mom was in my room cleaning when my dad had walked in and started to yell my mom about it. my mom throw a phone at my dad but it had missed and hit my TV and I never was able to watch it again. Note we were a poor family. I had to run around the house to just enjoy the evening. Two months later the fighting had gotten worse mainly ending with my dad wining. me and my mom moved after one about a phone bill. I cried for a least a week I still went to the same school but nothing was the same after that. But everyday when I got home to the house it seemed peaceful only to know it was about to get worse and worse. I had finally had gotten a chance to watch my little pony I think it was the Swarm of the century. At first I was kind of liking it but at the end I loved it. After finishing the episode I felt alot better I could actually enjoy some of my life. The few months latter were filled with joy i could say but my mom had not paid the bills in a long time so we got evicted we ended up stay at my grandma's house. my mom had told me to get a job because we needed the money and needed something to do but for the next three months i went though hell on earth. I worked at wall-mart it was a living hell everyday my boss had something yell at me for one day I just snapped and punched him right in the mouth I was put under house arrest for three months everyday i regret doing that but I had alot of pressure on me at the moment everyday i would watch My little pony intill my sentence was up I loved the show alot most of day was in front of the TV watching it. After i could walk outside again I went to find a job I end up getting a job at toy's ur us. The first day i got there I noticed they were selling My little pony toys. And my job was to restock these toys again and again was not as easy has you think but I did it. One day when I came home my dad was at the door with baseball bat knocking on the door. I went up and asked him what he was doing here. he just looked at me and started to swing the bat I was lucky to duck. I ran back to car got in locked the door my dad started hitting the hood of my car. I started the car and drove out of there after that I called my mom and asked her where she was she was at work I drove there to tell her what happened but when I did my mom broke out crying. she clam down by the time I called 911 To go to grandma"s when they did get there my dad was not there but it felt like it after that I started to have some weird dreams. some where really bad I would wake up sweating but I would turn the channel to the hub and watch my little pony it seemed to keep me in the real world sometimes it would be the only reason i was awake. Two months later my dad had died from a massive hart attack when we went to funereal my brother was there we talk for a couple hours before the event started my mom crying the whole time even after all that fucker do is fuck up are day . But when the funereal was over I just felt sad my brother had to live with me he didn't mind me watching the show but he kind of liked it but back to subject. The dreams was getting worse again my little pony was the only reason or would be work was the only reason i would be awake I went back to work one day to find out we selling a new pony princess celestia but she was pink for some reason i got one out of the bag and looked at it it looked funny so I put it up before I got in trouble but I keep remembering my dad again and fell back into that depressed state when nothing matters this happened for 4 months in a row and the only thing keeping me form going crazy was my little pony and now where at the part where I end the story because I cached up with the present. Thank you brony community and My little pony for helping me though the rough times - Jrodkoola Well this the part where I write random things because this not 1000 words so....APPLE JACK IS BEST PONY :)