The Dying Immortal

by SainTcRusade

Rating: everyone
Tags: Dark, Alternate Universe, Sad, Anthro, Romance, Tragedy
Length: 1596

Ever know how hard it is to accept yourself? Even the parts you dont want. Cuddle Heart has that very problem since her youth and struggles this very day.

We all have a reason to exist. Some for good, others for evil and some that are caught in the crossfire. Destiny is what we make but the results don't always agree. The life of young Cuddle Heart (aka Cuddleshy) was brought up with bad luck all around her and yet she will strive to find her better calling.

(Warning: Contents contain: Diapers, ABDL theme, Obsessive Cuddling and Cuteness and Squeeing)

Published 1970-01-01 00:00:00 UTC
Last updated 2015-12-09 06:22:42 UTC

A Rough Start

For all time and space, we can all agree that we cannot know everything. The events to come or the reason in it. All creations ask “who they are and what purpose they serve?” No one can truly know their future or let go of the fear that they have become something they have feared. That is where I come in. Born as a normal soul…so I thought but that wasn’t the case. It is said that the Creator from above has a plan for us all…but did he plan for me to suffer?

My name Is Cuddle Heart but I am commonly known as Cuddleshy and I was born with a curse. Daughter or the unicorn princess of the three tribes but I was not born with a horn but wings. I also had a yellowish coat and pink mane with cyan stripes. I never knew my father so I was left with not knowing who he was. Later, my mother had given birth to daughters who had horns and I began fading out. As time grew on I was treated like servant to her than a daughter. I was even beaten up for accidentally breaking one of the expensive glass bowl. When I was ten years old I still had no mark and soon was ousted out to fend for my own. I was always grounded so I never knew how to fly and I could see from other pegasi that my wings were too small for my size. All I had was hope to find a better place.

I traveled up north where I heard there was a nice village that was thriving but too get there was brutal. Going up north meant the temperature was going to fall below freezing. I tried building a fire but that didn’t work well. Knowing that if I didn’t find shelter soon, my journey would be in vain. Luckily I found a cave that had a glowing red liquid in a deep pit which I later found out to be lava. The heat could be felt from the top of the cave but if I want to stay warm I have to get out of the cold breeze. For some odd strange reason I notice stairs cut out of the cave’s floor similar to the castle I once resided in.

“H-Hello?” I stammered and hid behind a stalagmite as my voice echoed off the walls. Trembling in fear I noticed that I could see my breath. Either I would freeze up here or be brave and go down the stairs of Tartarus. Shaking my head vigorously, I slowly descended down the stair case stopping every now and then whenever I heard even the slightest sound. I noticed the warmth increasing in my body as the glow got brighter. I wish I could stay here and not continue but I don’t want to get caught if something does live here.

By the time I reached the bottom step I can tell that some pony lives here as I see potions and scrolls on a perfectly cut stalagmite that is used as a table. This table was on the left of the lava pool as the pool to center of the room and on the right was some sort of glass ball as well as a hanger filled with cloaks and weapons that looked like they would cut you just by looking at it.  Before I could analyze any further I heard hoof steps emanating from somewhere but the echo made it impossible to tell and therefore I silently went for the only cloak that was long enough to cover my hooves while staying on the rack. The steps grew louder until they sounded like thunder. I immediately cover my raspy mouth and tried to slowly breathe through my nostrils. Soon the cave went silent and I began tearing up at the silent stalemate.

Then the loud steps began moving and I noticed that it began to sound quieter and then fade off. I waited for ten minutes to make sure nothing else was making a noise. I slowly moved the cloak to the side to let my eye peak out but that was a grave mistake as the only thing I saw with that eye was another except it had a dark red eye and a scar from its lid. The color of my coat drained from me and ended on the floor as I lost control of my bladder as I screamed and tried to get away from the pony but got only a hoof’s distance before I was trapped in a levitation spell. I closed my eyes and began crying, hoping this was all a dream.

“Who are you!? Why have you intruded my domain!?” screamed the stallion in a dark demonic tone.

“P-Pwease don’t hurt me! I was cold and I’m only a foal!”  I manage to blubber out between my crying.

“You intrude my home, soiled my best cloak and can’t even speak! A foal you are now and foal you will remain as I curse you of immortality and even as you mature of age your bladder shall remain the same as a newborn and your anger shall unleash a beast of no kind!” screamed the dark horse as the intensity of the magic grew as he spoke in a different language. I screamed in pain and terror as it felt like my coat was on fire and before I knew it I was feeling nothing…only darkness.

Marching On To No Direction

The darkness seems to have subsided even though my eyes were still shut and I could start to sense that I was no longer in the lair of the dark stallion. I could feel something...crunchy underneath me. I slowly opened my eyes and saw that I was laying in the snow...and yet I didn't feel cold. 'Strange since all I am wearing is a small dress an-' my thoughts halted as I was not wearing what I was traveling with. It was a complete foal outfit. A thick and currently wet diaper, a onesie that button at the crotch and a pacifier I just notice that i was suckling on.

I sat there and waited. Praying that the curse was just a prank and that it was just  a clothes spell. My hopes were dashed as I heard a hissing noise and saw the diaper in my onesie sag lower. It was true and now I am stuck in the middle of nowhere but I cant stay here or I will die...oh wait..I can't. Anyway I gathered my bearings and decided that there could be a chance that I can get the spell broken. I looked around to see if i could recognize any landmarks. I did a lot of studying in the library since i didn't have magic and from what I can tell from my sight on nothing but snowy hills, I am no where recognizable but I am up north. I looked for an hour and still saw  nothing. Not even a sign of animal or plant life which is weird since I woke up in a crater that had some shape of a dragon or timber wolf and it could only be recent since the wind is pushing the snow to fill in the void.

Either way I had to march on, but where to march is something I do not know. I had no choice but to march in no direction and hope that I get to civilization soon. I may be immortal but that doesn't mean I cant freeze. Waddling along in the white polar desert, I only had the wind as my company and stars to guide me. For 40 suns and 40 moons I trudged the white powder with a diaper that seems to never leak. Soon, I came upon something upon the horizon. It seem to be a lake frozen over and on the other side was a village with houses made out of shiny rocks. My heart fluttered and I began running towards the village but fell instantly as soon as i set my hooves on the ice. Using my hands, I gently pushed myself up and began to slowly make my way to the village.

About twenty fallings later, I managed to make it half way there when I heard what sounded like my stomach and then I heard cracking noises which drew me in a panic as the noise was getting louder. I immediately tried to get up and run for  it. I manage to make it for two seconds before I fell into the ice water. I opened my eye to find the hole but it appears that the whole lake shattered like glass. I decided that I could swim faster under water so I began to paddle like no tomorrow despite the heavy drag from my padded rear. I can see the edge of the lake and couldn't help but smile that this would be the last of my problems...until i heard that crackling noise. I turned around and my eyes widen as i could tell that the entire lake is freezing up. I swam as  as my little legs would let me and was able to grab a  rocky edge and see the village through the water. As I try to pull up into the dry land, I wasn't able to. I turned around and saw that I was half way frozen and now...hopeless but to hope that someone will see me as my body is frozen.