Zenith: Rockstars

'Captains log. Stardat-... No, no... that's too much. Okay. Log one. Well, here we are. This my first time doing this, so go easy on me. Well, some of my frien-... some of my fellow Rockstars have mentioned that they keep voice logs, so I decided to give this thing a whirl myself. I'm gonna be honest, I feel a little silly talking to myself, but I suppose I'll get something out of this eventually. They said that it was cathartic in some sort of way. A great way to 'clear the air with oneself' as one of them put it. So, what should I talk about? Erm, let's see... Breakfast today was pretty good. Orion's getting pretty good at making something that's edible now. I guess Milky was getting sick of eating his 'Grandcakes' too so she decided to teach him how to do it. She... is a braver pony than I, I'll say...... Ah, this is stupid. I don't know what to say... Well, one of the guys mentioned that... maybe I should talk about my dreams or what I wanna do with my life or something like that. Yeah... Yeah, I guess that'll do. It's a much more interesting topic than breakfast at least. Okay, so, what do I want. A living, mainly, Being able to survive is pretty good. Perhaps a nice stack of credits tucked away. Heh. Truth is... I don't even really feel like I want that. Truth is, I do this because... I feel like there's something here for me. Something calling out to me. Someone, maybe. Just... somet'. And I suppose I'll just keep on scavenging until the day I finally find that thing. And, I gotta admit, I've grown quite attached to those two. Whether they feel the same way, I can't say. I like to believe that they do, but... can you ever truly say what someone else thinks with one hundred percent certainty? If you could I'd certainly have a few less bad memories. -sigh-. I suppose what I'm trying to say is is that here I feel needed. That there's something here for me. Something big. Something. I know that that something will change my life. And, hey, who knows, I may even find it tod-'