Rarity has to deal with her awful son's mental illness— made even harder by the death of her husband, Big Mac, and her discovery that she can no longer have any more children. Her son, Raspberry, has such weird, un-natural desires towards her that she doesn't know how to even begin to handle. Rarity then made a horrible mistake, but she later vowed to change things around.

I'm re-releasing this— the first fanfic that I ever wrote. I made it way back at the end of last year for use on 4chan's board /b/. I've cleaned up a lot of the writing, but overall it's still a pretty sick and nasty affair. I've also liberally borrowed from this fanfic in terms of my future stories, and so a lot of this will seem really familiar.

I've had a lot of soul-searching about this story. But, in the end, I really feel like it's better to open up one's background with one's issues with mental illness and discuss things outright, even in a fictional setting, than to simply repress it all. As well, I really want "my first fanfic" to be out there online.The very ending of this re-release is different than my past release. This fic here ends in a less realistic but more positive note. Anyways, thanks for reading.