A Gamer's Journal

by Michael Hudson

Desperation

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Button Mash hummed to himself as he walked along the sidewalk to his home. The day so far had been pretty easy, which nowadays seemed like an impossibility. In the morning, he saw Diamond behind the school and pecked her on the cheek. Lunch came with him and Sweetie playing a few quick games of Pokemon, and Cheerilee had passed their grades back for the last test, with him somehow managing to get a B! Now, all there was left was to walk through his front door, make dinner, and play video games.

And at first, Button got exactly what he wanted. He popped some pizza rolls into his microwave, popped open a soda, and began playing some old school Blue Bomber. Unfortunately, such actions leaves one unaware of your surroundings, such as an open door, or the popping of beers by a mare sitting at the top of your stairs.

It does let a pony be quite pleasantly surprised when that mare walks in front of their television, with a gifted to her Wonderbolt’s outfit unzipped all the way to her crotch being all she wore. Button blinked, his mind silently screaming as the cogs into his head stopped working because of the life he lost, before examining exactly what it was that had stopped him.

“S-Scootaloo?”

The pegasus smiled, her gum popping as she walked over. Her small bust jiggled ever so slightly with the sway of her hips. Her eyes stayed half closed as she smiled at him, coming closer and closer as one of her hands slipped between her thighs. Button’s hair stood on edge as she slipped a hand between her thighs, and tugged the suit down just enough to let him see her lower lips.

Scootaloo lowered herself onto his lap, her legs wrapping around his body as her crotch fell on his. He gave a small grunt as he felt her pussy grind against his growing bulge, Scootaloo’s juices moistening his pants as she pushed herself against him. Button tried to say something, but when he opened his mouth, Scootaloo forced her nipple into it. For a brief moment, he sucked on it. Button knew it should be erotic. That all of this should be the sexiest thing he might ever see, but one smell of her coat, and he knew it wasn’t.

“S-Scootaloo, get off.”

Scootaloo did the exact opposite, instead deciding to wrap her arms around his head and nibble on his ear. To this, Button responded with a shove.

The pegasus crashed to the ground, and looked up, holding her head as Button leaned over her. She flinched at him petting the side of her head, and shut her eyes when he asked, “Why are you doing this?”

“I’ll tell you after you fuck me.”

“I won’t.”

Scootaloo slammed one of her fists into the ground, her body shaking at this point. “Why not?”

Button met her gaze with cold, steely eyes. Just like over the weekend, he wasn’t about to do something like this with a dear friend when they didn’t seem to actually not want to. “Because you smell like a brewery, and I don’t want either of our first times to be while we’re drunk.”

Scootaloo’s hands dug into the carpet, her head swimming as she hissed, “And if I’m not a virgin?”

“Look me in the eyes and say you aren’t.” He waited, letting the silence sink in before Scootaloo only looked away. He then wrapped his arms around her, and asked, “Why are you here today?”

“First, tell me why you didn’t fuck me? And the truth, not your nice colt bullshit.”

Button furrowed his brow at the odd request. “I already did.”

Scootaloo clung to him tighter, her bare bosom pressing harder against him. “Don’t lie to me. You have that bitch, Diamond Tiara, hanging out with you, and how you two act… it’s fucking obvious, okay? I lost my shot at the last decent fucking guy my age.”

Button stopped at that, his mind flashing to his wish this morning. He hadn’t needed anything right then, at least to him, and in the quiet house, it only made sense to want to fill it. Could he use the increase to mares being willing to be polygamous with him to get out of this? Had that caused this? He shut his eyes and held her tighter back. “I-I’m not the only good guy.”

“You are to me.”

Button felt his heart break, even while a small part of it jumped for joy. Which part was right would be answered soon though. “Well, um, if it makes you feel better… I’m not just with Diamond Tiara.”

Scootaloo backed up at that, staring at him with tear stained cheeks before barking out, “What?”

Button swallowed hard and began to shake his head. “Wait, you don’t quite understand! Diamond knows that I want to be able to keep looking around, especially since we’re just getting to know each other. So… I’m not gone, not yet at least.”

Scootaloo looked at him for a few more moments, before wrapping her arm over her chest and blushing. “Oh, well, fuck.” She smacked herself with one hand, and Button could see tears begin to come down her cheeks. He reached over and cupped one of her cheeks as he gave her a smile.

“Umm, do you wanna maybe get changed? If you throw on a robe, we could even play some Mario Kart or something. I’ll even throw some more pizza rolls in the microwave for us.”

The tears slowed, not to a stop though, as Scootaloo tried for a smile. “Me in a skintight suit not good enough for you?”

Button blushed as he wrapped his arms back around her. “You in sweatpants and a t-shirt is enough for me.”

Scootaloo broke at that, wrapping her arms around him and bawling like a little girl, something Button would have to swear not to tell anypony about, just like the rest of the afternoon. When night rolled around, the two got ready for bed, and while it made the two nervous, letting her snuggle with him in bed was the best way he could think to make up for rejecting her earlier.

He was just drifting off with Scootaloo only in the Wonderbolts outfit sleeping on his chest, when the book buzzed, and he remembered to make his wish.


Author's Note

Nothing's gonna stop Button Mash from being a nice guy. Nothing!

Hope you all like the new cover.

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