Not in that me the person behind the keyboard is dead. More in the... uh... non-literal sense. [My brain is taking a short vacation so excuse me for that.]

Its pretty apparent to anyone who has read my stories or has followed me for any amount of time that I have been pretty much stuck and not progressing my writing. I have a few reasons for it life wise, but also due to lack of ideas on where to progress my story. I have sat down to think about what to do next from time to time, but I come up short and/or life gets in my way. A sort of vicious cycle that has lead my stories more or less forgotten.

Do I want to keep writing? Without a doubt.

Do I know how to do that? Not at all.

Will I finish this story? Probably not.

Let me explain.

I've debated putting this story on hiatus because of this reason once or twice, but feel that I'd be letting people who actually are still around and want to see what comes of it.... All 11 of you.... Maybe it's just me and I don't want it to die really for selfish reasons. [Like leaving a puzzle half done cuz it was too hard for my brain-muscles] But I really do need to come to terms with the reality that I'd be writing it more for me than anyone else. Less because I want to and more because I feel I have to. [Because feeling you need to do something really gets the inspiration following like a mud pie up gravel.]

Honestly I don't know why I bothered with this post, it's not like I have a cult following of a good chunk of people. Guess it helps to tell anyone about it.

Anyways, I think I will put Crimson war on hiatus. If enough people show honest Interest. I might continue it, but not likely, just don't know what to do, and I know pushing myself to write something will make it come out badly. But If anyone wants to take the idea off my hands, you're free to it so long as you show me some love and let me know about it.

Author's Note

Boop to boop