Today was the day. Today was when I take my leave from Princess Twilight's castle and go someplace new. I have no idea on where I am going to go but I need to get as far away from here as possible. Packing only the things I need like: a matter bottle, blanket, flashlight and some food I finally set off on my journey. As I was almost at the edge of ponyville I see my "friends" having a picnic. I try to sneak past them but fail as I see them all looking at me.
"Where are you going starlight?" I hear Twilight question as I turn my back from them. I don't answer but I do keep walking until a certain pegasus blocks my path.
"Hey were are ya going?!" the rainbow pegasus yelled as I walk past her.I know that they are only pretending to care. As I continue to walk I hear them calling for me but I ignore them as I continue my journey. I know theres more thats out there and I'll find out some day.
Life ever since taking Princess Twilights cutie mark and traveling though time has been quite interesting. So far I have managed to make amends with those who I treated poorly in my old village and I have made many new friends in Ponyville. For example I have made friends with a pegasus by the name of Derpy, two mares Lyra and Bon Bon and my favorite, Octavia and Vinyl Scratch. They have been so supportive of me and I have been very happy.
It wasn't until last night that I figured out that my friends have never actually been my friends. I was in my room when I heard voices coming from Twilight's room. I wondered why they didn't invite me over to talk so I went over to listen to what they were saying. What I heard shocked me, I thought they had been my friends, we did everything together and yet here they are talking trash about me? Have I really been this blind? I heard things like:
"She's so ugly! I can't believe she was too blind to notice that we were never her friends!" Said rarity in what seemed like a disgusted tone of voice.
Fluttershy was the next to speak,
"She may have seemed nice but now looking at her she just seems like a big bully!"
Then rainbow dash
"She is the flier pony ever! We were racing but it took her soooooooooo long to get from one cloud to the other!" She laughs in mock. What made me shocked even more was that Twilight even said something in this,
"She's also terrible at magic! I thought she was good at magic but I guess not!" I had, had enough of listening to them speak badly about me like that. I had to get out of there as soon as I could. But where could I go? I couldn't go back to 'Our Town' because I know I'm not really welcome there. You know what maybe I'll just stay here for a few days and see if they were actually talking about me, I shouldn't jump to conclusions so fast. As I am walking back to my room I hear to door open. I quickly run back to my room.
I see spike walk out of the room looking around to see if anyone was outside. Once he made sure there was no one there he went back to the room. I feel so lost and confused. I feel like a young filly wondering what her cutie mark will be when she grows up. I finally make it to my room and finally break down crying. I jump onto my bed and cry myself into a deep sleep. Tomorrow will be the day that I try to find answers.
Today is the day that I am going to find out what my "friends" were talking about last night. I woke up bright and early when Princess twilight came into my room with food. She was smiling but I could easily tell that it was fake. As soon as I said my thank you she left. Once I saw that she was no longer in my room I threw the food in the trash. I could always buy some food in the town square later. If I am going to get answers I will have to leave a note for Twilight saying that I've gone out. Once I'm done with writing my note I grab my bag place some ink, quills and some scrolls. You know just in case.
I walk out of the gigantic castle to smell the fresh air of a bright new day. I pass by many ponies who stop to say good morning or just say a quick hi. I need to fine where at least one of my "friends" are. That's when I remember that Rarity and Fluttershy are having a picnic in the fields. Since I know where that is I should have no problem in finding it. I teleport into a bush and get out the things that I brought. I hear them talking but not well enough. I pick up the bush and move it a little closer to where the two mares are sitting. When I can finally hear what they're saying I saying I jot down some notes.
"She's still here and it starting to get annoying. Can't she see that she's not welcome here and that she needs to leave?" Rarity asks Fluttershy who somehow found the ground really interesting. She doesn't say anything so I know that she won't speak. I pack my stuff up and walk to find the others. Once finally finding them I notice that they are all together with their pets. I hear them talking and there are no bushes to hide in so I teleport back to the castle and back to my room. At least I got a little bit of Information today and that's all I need. Tomorrow I will take my leave to who knows where.
