Everyday, the same thing. I get up, go to school, go home, do homework and chores, play my videogames and go to sleep. Its the DAMN same thing everyday and I hate it. I'll admit I have it better than a lot of people in my world. I have a family who cares about me, a warm home to live in and all the things I have ever wanted. And yet… I feel empty. I guess its because I live the life I actually wanted. Or that I have no real sense in purpose in life. Or maybe its just I can't stand myself and the people who call themselves "human". I hate my own race who say we are "God's children" or we are superior species and yet we rip each other apart from mugging someone poor person in the street to committing mass genocide for their twisted religious or ideology they believe in. I hate myself for making mistakes whether its intentional or not. I just feel like everything is just a big joke. I want to leave this house… no… this WORLD in fact. I want to escape what I am and those "people" out there. That's why I isolate myself from everyone and be on my computer or TV to escape this reality. I pray at least I can live in the better world than this one. And I have a feeling its going to happen soon. Maybe its just my imagination…