I just stared at my former mentor in disbelief, I couldn’t believe she was saying all this and acting the way she was.

“S-sister stop this at once!” Luna demanded, “This isn’t like you.”

“S-shut up Lulu!” Celestia shouted back, “W-why did you have to take my Duskie away from me? You should have just stayed away from him.”

“No I won’t Celly.” Luna argued back, “I did the only thing I do to help my apprentice and one of the few friends I have with out you interfering, seeing you seemed to be refusing to help him!”

“S-shut up! Shutupshutupshutup!!” Celestia shook her head and covered her ears, “Duskie is mine, minemineminemineminemineMINE!!!!”

“Stop this Celly!” Luna demanded, “Can’t you see you’re acting like a foal throwing a tantrum!” Celestia stopped, seemingly hearing her younger sister’s outcry.

“...” Celestia said nothing, “Oh by the sun...I want you so much Duskie, I need you...I love you as much as Lulu, why couldn’t you see that Duskie?”

“C-Celestia?” I looked at Celestia confused, “Y-you’ve always been like a mother to me...so I never...”

“D-do...Do you want me to be your mommy?” Celestia asked, “I-I’ll take good care of you...I’ll love you in more ways a mother could...”

“Celestia snap out of it!” I shouted, Celestia seemed to be surprised that I had actually shouted at her. Luna seemed to be just as surprised as I was.

“Oh my dear sexy Duskie...” Celestia seemed to be ignoring me again, “I should tie you up and just fuck you until you love me, and only me.” She let out a laugh, “I’ll fuck you until all you can do is think of how I fuck you, I want you to be mine and only mine.” Celestia went off in her mad train of thought again, “Mine, mine, mine, mine...all mine!”

Celestia used her magic to throw Luna on the bed beside me, and pinned us both down. She let out a low chuckle.

“Now I think it’s time I make you mine, Duskie!” Celestia grinned, “Prepare yourself!”

“Celestia please! You’re scaring me!! I don’t want this!!” I cried out, Celestia just stopped in her tracks.

“W-wha? W-where am I?” Celestia looked around confused, seemingly back to her normal self. She turned towards myself and Luna, naked on my bed and pinned down by Celestia’s magic, “Oh by the stars no what was I doing!?”

“S-sister are you alright?” Luna asked concerned, “And could you release us?” Celestia squeaked and released the spell that was binding us.

“Lulu what happened? I-I didn’t lose it again did I?” Luna sighed and nodded, “Oh by the heavens no...”

“H-has this happened before?” I asked Luna and she just nodded refusing to tell me any of the details. I decided it would be best if I didn’t press the issue any further.

“I-I’m so sorry Dusk...Twilight...” Celestia apologised, “I-I don’t know what came over me.”

“Sister was what you said true?” Luna asked, “Do you really feel that way about Dusk?” Celestia said nothing and just nodded, clearly ashamed of what she had just tried to do.

“Why Lulu...why did you have to take my student away?” Celestia asked, “Was...was it wrong of me I wanted him for myself? I love him Lulu, I love him more that you could imagine...but I always had to be the perfect princess, a shining example to ponies everywhere...”

“S-sister I didn’t know...” Luna and I looked at each other, neither of us had any idea Celestia felt this way.

“How could you?” Celestia let out a bitter laugh, “What would you have said if you found out your sister had fantasies of fucking Dusk on every possible surface available in the palace. By the sun the thought of him making me scream his name in the throne room is enough to get me wet.”

“C-Celestia?” I looked confused, did I really just hear her say that?

“I-I know I’m like a mother to you...” Celestia trailed off, “But I wanted you so badly, I craved you...I’ve lost count of how many dreams I’ve had of you just making me yours. I could fuck every single guard I have if I wanted to, have my own personal harem, but in the end I just wanted you.”

There was an awkward silence between us, neither Luna or I had anything to say about this. I never expected Celestia to act the way she did, or like this for that matter.

“When I saw the moon and stars shine in harmony, I knew what my sister did and that I had lost you.” Celestia continued, “I had nothing to fear about Macintosh...but Lulu? Something inside me just snapped.”

Luna and I looked at each other in complete confusion, honestly I was still getting over the fact my former mentor acted in such a way.

“Look at me...” Celestia averted my gaze, “You must think I’m petty, becoming so jealous of my own little sister, I lost my mind...”

“Celestia...is what you said true?” I asked her, she said nothing and nodded slowly. I sat down beside her unsure of how to put this, “I’m sorry Celestia, but I just don’t see you that way. You were always like a second mother to me and Duskie.”

“Then why forsake me as your mentor?” Celestia asked, I sighed I wasn’t sure how to answer this with out hurting her feelings.

“Do you remember what you said Celestia...about Duskie having to learn to live with what has happening to him?” I asked, Celestia nodded wondering what I was getting at, “...I...no Duskie needed your help more than anything...and you just tell him to live with it.”

“...” Celestia looked ashamed, “It’s no wonder he stopped writing to me...”

“Do you know how hard this was to explain to most of my friends? My older brother and sister-in-law?” I continued, “What about my parents? What are they going to say about this? Do you even know what all this has done to Duskie’s body?”

Luna stood there silent, as I got everything off my chest. It hurt her to see her elder sister in such a state, but it was too late and now Celestia was paying for her mistakes.

“I hope you understand that the relationship between Luna and her apprentice is an intimate one Twilight.” Celestia asked, “...You two are good for each other, and I was so foolish not to see it. I wonder how many ponies could say they have such a relationship in this day and age.”

“I still have to explain all this to my coltfriend...” I hesitated for a moment, “But given how weird our relationship is...” I didn’t bother finishing my sentence, it was just something for another time.

“I see...” Celestia said quietly, “I...I think it would be best if I go before I do something regret even more.” Without another word Celestia had vanished in a blinding flash of light, leaving Luna and I alone once more.

Celestia had returned to her own private chambers, she felt so ashamed of herself for losing control like that. Dusk loved her like a child would their mother and nothing more, but even if he didn’t say it she could tell he was angry at her for basically abandoning him when he needed her the most.

Celestia remembered exactly what she had said and tried to do, and she knew it was the truth. In one moment of jealousy she had all but destroyed Dusk’s image of her.

It would take some time, but she silently vowed that she would be there for her former student and support him as much as she could. If she couldn’t get him to love her like she loved him, then she would love him a like a mother no matter how hard that maybe.

Right now however all she wanted to do was cry...

Author's Note

Right that wraps up that little story arc.

• silent out.