Sweetie Belle's Been Abducted

by NightmareTRXY32

Diary of a Mad Mare

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Canterlot Hospital for the Criminally Insane

1..2.. Pinkamena's coming for you
3..4.. Better lock the doors
5..6.. Time to stay up late
7..8.. Never sleep again

Go away, she said in her dream. But the pony only stared back at her, with those empty hollow eyes piercing through Rainbow Dash's soul.

"It's time to begin,", The pink mare chimed. She was so happy and yet there was a part of her that wanted her to stop this nonsense. This was their friend after all. She could feel it in her bones. She wanted to end it right now if she could.

"Please, Pinkie, you can't do this, I'm your friend." Rainbow pled with her. She was literally crying as Pinkie prepared to cut off one of her wings before cutting her stomach open.

"Sorry, Dashie but I don't make the rules, your number just happened to come up," the Pink mare sang.

"Bye Dash, It was nice knowing you!", she had sung loudly. Dash began to scream as Pinkie brought the butcher's knife down onto Rainbow's left wing. Dash felt a shock go through her system like a shot of adrenaline.

"NOOOOOOOOOOOOOO!", and with that Rainbow Dash bolted upright in her hospital chair. She had fallen asleep next to Twilight.

That Dream again, That Celestia forsaken dream came to her again, and she blamed this place for it more then she blamed Pinkie Pie. Or course it didn't help any that Pinkie was in Dire Straits at the moment.
It was the same nightmare every time this past week. Rainbow Dash couldn't sleep knowing that Pinkie had that kind of monster in her. Twilight had told her that she was going to visit Pinkie at the Hospital and that she should come with her.She made it to the emergency doors of the hospital, but after that Dash declined. She didn't want to go anywhere near her friend right now, not if after what she had been told by Twilight and the Princesses was true. Not to mention she couldn't get that damn rhyme out of her head now. She told Twilight she'd need time before she felt like visiting Pinkie Pie at all.

To be honest the pegasus wanted to be nowhere near Pinkie Pie, or even be within 100 yards of her. Her dreams were still fresh in her mind, and the panic she had felt that night was lingering in her mind like a bad penny. There was something else that was bugging her on top of all of this.

Something that she could not shake.

Why of all the mare's in the world did this have to haunt her every night, and why couldn't Dash shake the feeling that it this nightmare wasn't going away anytime soon. After what they all had been told, Rainbow could not bring herself to be near Pinkie in the condition she was currently in, at least not right now. She felt sick to her stomach just thinking about what Pinkie was going through right now. They pink mare apparently tried to kill one of the orderlies at the hospital as they tried to give her a sedative so she'd sleep. All she wanted was for that cursed voice to go away and stop plaguing her.

She had kept screaming about the voice in her head. How it constantly laughed at her every time she looked in the mirror.

Pinkie's Journal Entry # 1

Day 1

Sometimes its a bitch convincing others your not crazy, and its worse trying to convince them to let you go home. I told them i wouldn't hurt anypony, not even my friends, i just wanted to go home. My heart feels dead inside right now. It's not like I'd bury someone pony alive or give them poisoned cake or something. That was the past, I'm a different mare now. why-why why won't they let me go? It was Pinkamena that did those things before and after she possessed me, not me Pinkie Pie. Why can't they ever tell the difference? I was just a filly when I first learned the truth from her, though. Why did my parents and sisters hide this from me?

Twilight came to see me today. She said she wasn't sure when they'd let me go, but did hope it was soon. Everypony was worried about me. I told her missed the rest of our friends. She promised Dashie would come visit, but she never did. Maybe she heard about what had happened and was scared of me. Why, she's my friend, she shouldn't be scared of me. This jacket they put me in isn't gonna hurt her. They were forced to place me in a Straitjacket for fear of me harming myself or others around me. :(

I want her gone. I want Pinkamena out of me so i can go back to my friends. ON a bright note though, Dashie finally came to see me. I could tell right away she didn't want to be here. It kind of made me sad on the inside. I'd never harm her. But she keeps giving me such a pensive look like she's afraid I'd harm her or something. :(

Why won't they let me go! This is just silly, Like I'd harm anypony.

Day 2

My friends came by to visit me yesterday. They said they missed me. That they missed my wild parties, i know their just trying to protect me from the truth though. I'm never getting out of here because of them, because of 'her'. Their afraid of what she might do if she ever regained control of my body. I'm speaking of course of my alter ego Pinkamena. She refuses to leave me alone. I can hear her psychotic laughter in my head. I just want to go home. Home to my friends, to my room above Sugar Cube Corner. To Gummy. I.. I'm so alone here.

Day 3

Will you shut up! i keep telling her. Her laughter is keeping me from falling asleep again. The doctors tried to up the dosage on the tranquilizers but its not enough to keep her quiet. I can just feel my self-caving from the inside. Over and over like a broken record she keeps taunting me. I had a surprise visitor today though, Princess Celestia. I could tell she still felt bad about not being able to help me more than she could. I tried to tell her she did the best she could. That seemed to lift her spirits a bit. She told me that she could perform a spell that could separate Pinkamena from myself. In theory, she'd have her own body, which would mean they could arrest and sentence her instead of me.

There was a drawback though, if it didn't work she'd be permanently bound to me. I told her I'd give it some thought. She seemed to accept that. I just want her gone. Let her and my aunt rot in Tartarus for every crime they've committed.

Pinkamena: You can't get rid of me Pinkie, everything I've done was to ensure my, no, our survival. I'd never hurt your friends, cause their my friends as well. All the fun us and Rainbow Dash had when we went out pranking. OR the fact that I"M the one that made the first overture of love to her when you were asleep? That's right dearie, i took control of your body and professed my, our, love for that pegasus. She was a bit surprised at first, but after that first passionate kiss, she'd finally succumb to our loving embrace.

Pinkie: NO. you.. you're lying about that. Dashie would never be into a freak like you. Dashie's my friend and only my friend.

Pinkamena: Do you really think that? Your just hiding your feelings for her, but i know the truth Pinkie. This is not a dream my dear Pinkie, you wont be rid of me so easily. When i get out of here, Dash will be mine , Forever. She'll know my taste and only my taste for the rest of our lives. They'll never be able to separate us. My love will drive her to acts she couldn't be capable of thinking of.

Dashie is mine.

Pinkie Pie couldn't contain the nightmare she was having. She could see Pinkamena and Dashie standing over somepony's withered and dead husk of a body. Their twisted laughter echoing in the night. She could see the two share a twisted and passionate kiss before running off into the blackness that was the night. All she could think of was that dream, that nightmare. The more she thought about it, the more Celestia's offer frightened her more than anything else. What it by giving Pinkamena her own body, she still managed to convince Dashie that she was Pinkie and that she had romantic feelings for her. Pinkie thought for a moment and realized as sick it was to think of, Her alternate self was right. She had denied her true feelings for Rainbow Dash for all those years.

Or was this just another one of Pinkamena's sick and twisted mind games. Pinkie understood that Rainbow Dash and Twilight had been dating for the longest time. They had even talked possibly getting the knot tied when all of this mess had started.

If only Pinkie knew that somewhere in the multiverse she was living a much happier life then right at that moment. She could only stare at the mirror that was nailed to the cell she was in and frown. For a split second she swore she saw Pinkamena in the mirror laughing at her. She wanted to rip the mirror off the wall and shatter it into a thousand pieces.

Of course if she tried that, the doctors might think she was trying to harm herself.

Pinkie couldnt take it anymore, she wanted to throw herself from the highest rampart of Canterlot Castle if it meant an end to this horrible nightmare she was constantly having. Her life would of been better off if her damned aunt have never shown her face in Ponyville that night. Her dreams were haunted by the screams of their victims again and again all those years ago. She was still thinking of Princess Celestia's offer to separate her and Pinkamena into two different bodies. It still lingered in her mind what Pinkamena had said about Dashie. There was no way in Tartarus that Rainbow Dash could ever fall in love with a mad mare like her counterpart. It disgusted her to think of it any further.

She did however admit to herself that she, Pinkie Pie, did love Dashie. She had just blocked it out for the longest time. It wasn't something that she had ever wanted to consider. She had always thought she'd find a nice stallion and settle down. But, apparently this wasn't going to be the case at all. It wasn't like she didn't know that her other friends were that way. She thought it was nice that Rainbow Dash and Twilight had been in that kind of relationship, but she herself had never thought of her friend that way. She didn't want to be the kind of mare that stole another's special somepony. The more she thought about it , the more she wondered if Pinkamena was out right lying to her when she had said that her and Dash had shared a kiss. Wouldn't Twilight of noticed or been suspicious if it had been true that Rainbow was sleeping with another mare behind her back?

What exactly is it that makes a pony tick? Is it love, passion, anger, jealousy? All of those words could used to describe Pinkie at times. The last two also described her alter ego. Pinkamena was passionate and yet could also be quick to anger after bonding with Pinkie Pie. IT was like a Jekyll and Hyde situation. Now one couldn't survive without the other. And it was only a matter of time before something unnatural split them apart again. And Pinkie would be glad for that day. She prayed that a day like that would grace her any day now. It was one of the few times she held out hope for something happy these days.

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