how things first went down hill
while akumokagetsu was acting funny itsumi still spoke to him until one night she was awfully tired. she was in and out of sleep. and akumokagetsu tried to call her, but she was asleep and woke up only seconds after. that was her one chance to hear his voice.. and she had lost it. itsumi blew up his messages fear and disappointment in herself coursing through her body. she loved him so deeply and wanted nothing more than to hear his voice to associate with his words. akumokagetsu disappeared shortly after this leaving itsumi to cry... she cried to jocelyn but jocelyn didnt feel bad for itsumi to be frank... jocelyn was angry. itsumi had self harmed and cried herself to sleep by 2 am each day. Her world was disintegrating before her as she stood on the one solid platform to watch in terror.
itsumi sat waiting to read more of akumokagetsu's words,, to her they were like an addicting drug and she was hooked, his words gave her butterflies as he filled the air with flattery. jocelyn had seen that she had immensely screwed herself over, for itsumi was falling for akumokagetsu. akumokagetsu kept himself secret and hidden behind his worlds and roleplay. itsumi would loose so much time speaking to him. she loved every moment of it... she would always cherish memories of akumokagetsu and resent ever knowing jocelyn. as days turn to weeks and those weeks turn to what felt like eons akumokagetsu started to act kind of strange out of himself in a way. of course itsumi worried for him and knowing that jocelyn and him knew each other, she went and asked jocelyn why he was acting strange. jocelyn seemed secluded and just didnt want to speak so itsumi went away fearing that she had bothered jocelyn. jocelyns lack of stating what needs to be said and standing up for herself was going to cause itsumi very many months of pain.
