Changing Desires

Trixie and Spike's Discussion

After Starlight and Twilight left all Trixie could do was sigh. She headed to the library to find something to study, which was something that she was no fan of. She was in there banging her head against a book case when a book fell in front of her. It was a book on fertility spells. She looked down and said, "Hmm...interesting! Trixie could always find out a way to make her dream of having a foal come true!"

Trixie began to read the book very intently. While the book had a lot of information about how fertility spells would work, it provided no actual spells. Trixie screamed, "Ugh, how is Trixie supposed to cast a fertility spell if it doesn't give any actual spells." She began stomping around and continued her scream, "How is The Great and Powerful Trixie supposed to have a foal if Trixie can't cast a spell? How is Trixie supposed to get Starlight pregnant if she can't cast a spell?"

Her screams had woke Spike up and caused him to head to the library to see what was going on. What he saw was something that he did not expect to see, Trixie in there alone. He asked, "Trixie, what are you doing in here alone?"

Trixie replied, "Well Twilight went to see her friends but because of something that Twilight saw Starlight and Trixie doing this morning she made Trixie stay home and study."

Spike sighed, "I thought Twilight ordered you to not speak like that."

Trixie replied, "Well that is only when she is around. It is perfectly ok for Trixie to speak like this when she is not around."

Spike said, "Alright." He then remembered her yelling about casting a fertility spell. He continued, "Trixie, I heard you yelling about fertility spells and getting Starlight pregnant. What is all that about?"

Trixie replied, "Well, as you know Trixie and Starlight love each other very much and the ultimate form of love a couple can share is by having a foal together."

Spike sighed, "Does Starlight know you want to do this? Does Starlight know you want a foal."

Trixie replied, "Well no...."

Spike interrupted, "And I highly doubt Starlight is going to want to be pregnant. While Starlight does love you, if she were to know what you are contemplating, she'd probably dump you."

Trixie hung her head in defeat, "Oh you're probably right." Trixie's ears perked up as another idea crossed her mind, "Trixie knows, what if Trixie let Starlight get her pregnant!"

Spike planted his hand over his face and continued, "Trixie, I don't even know how that would happen. How could two mares do that anyway?"

Trixie giggled, "Well she could cast a spell that would allow her to shoot sperm out of her horn!"

Spike knew of Trixie's nature. He honestly didn't think that Trixie was the motherly type nor did he think she really desired a foal. He asked, "Trixie, be honest with me. Do you really want a foal or do you just want a way to keep Starlight close?"

Besides Spike being Twilight's assistant, Trixie also knew of how good of friends that Spike and Starlight had become. Trixie asked, "Spike, can Trixie tell you something and you promise you won't say anything?"

Spike replied, "You can tell me something but I'm not going to promise anything."

Trixie knew that she had probably not say anything further given Spike's attitude but hoped he wouldn't say anything about their discussion. She asked, "Spike, could you please not say anything about what Trixie told you?"

Spike sighed, "Oh alright." He yawned and continued, "Now I'm going to try to get some more sleep. Just drop this whole fertility spell thing. If you study that both Twilight and Starlight will know something is up."

Trixie nodded but she continued to look through the book. While she wouldn't admit this to anypony, she had been having nightmares about Twilight sending Starlight away to end their relationship. She felt that if she could either get Starlight pregnant or get Starlight to get her pregnant, that they would be together forever.

Starlight and Rarity's Discussion

After Rarity and Starlight left Sugarcube Corner they began to talk. Rarity asked, "So Starlight, how are your friendship studies going."

Starlight sighed, "Oh they're going."

Rarity asked, "Whatever is wrong darling? You seem like something is wrong."

Starlight asked, "Will you promise not to tell Twilight what I'm going to tell you."

Rarity replied, "Yeah I promise."

Starlight began, "Ok, well while I know I still have some to learn about friendship and I still have a bad temper, I wish I had more. I wish I could contribute to society, I wish I could share my knowledge of advanced magic with ponies and I really wish that Trixie and I could just cling together like we used to. I always felt so good when we did that."

Rarity laughed, "I know. Twilight told me about how you two couldn't function without literally clinging together and how that led to you nearly ruining her future."

Starlight sighed, "I know, I know. You don't have to keep reminding me of that."

Once they arrived at the Carousel Boutique and fewer ponies could hear them, Starlight continued, "Rarity, can I tell you something and you won't tell Trixie or anypony else?"

Rarity replied, "Sure."

Starlight began, "Well you know how Trixie and I are marefriends? I hope one day that we can be more than that, I hope that we can be married." She only became more excited as she continued, "I wish that her and I could spend every moment together. I wish that we could always be clinging together, always be physically touching. I love her with all my heart Rarity. There aren't enough words to describe my love for her."

Rarity was not quite sure how to react to this as the main Starlight that still lingered in her mind was the Starlight that oppressed that town, the Starlight that nearly ruined everypony's destiny and the Starlight that Twilight told her about that nearly stopped her from hatching Spike. She asked, "Really? I know about your past and what if Trixie were to do something that made you mad? Would you use that time travel spell of yours to make sure she never became everything like you almost did with Twilight?"

Starlight replied, "No, I wouldn't. I've been working on my temper. Yeah I still have the time travel spell...."

Rarity interrupted, "Yes which Twilight told me you enchanted so I don't know how Trixie can trust you and I certainly wouldn't trust you to go out and share your knowledge."

Starlight replied, "Regarding me sharing my knowledge, I would never share my knowledge regarding time travel with anypony under any circumstances and Trixie knows I would never do anything to prevent our love from happening....well now anyway."

Rarity saw Hoity Toity coming in and said, "Well we better stop talking about this, we need to get you ready."

Starlight nodded and they began to get her ready to model dresses. While Starlight could see where Rarity was coming from regarding her spell, she would never admit that if the situation warranted it, she would use her spell and have no regrets.