Worthlessly Sweet

by sweetiebelle101

Rating: everyone
Tags: Slice of Life, Sad, Drama, Romance
Length: 1022

Sweetie Belle blocks out everything around her, though she is drenched in tears.

Somepony…please…prove my worth to me. How will I define my purpose in this world if I have no legacy to leave? It's best if you go… if everyone goes…Diamond Tiara was right, Rarity, and mom and Dad were right I'm Worthless.

Published 1970-01-01 00:00:00 UTC
Last updated 2016-05-10 08:17:19 UTC

Tommorow.....

Who am I to think anypony would ever like me? Who am I to think I can walk down these cruel hallways without being judged? I am a nopony. Nopony stands up for the helpless in this world. Only very few ponies have kind enough hearts.

My older sister, Rarity trotted into my room. Celestia I HATE when this happens.

She tore my earbuds out of my ears, I wish I didn't have to live with this perfectionist.

All she cares about is herself, which irritates the crap out of me.

" Sweetie Belle you must get outside and exercise!" she said, her sapphire eyes beaming with concern.

I laughed spitefully " Why should I?! " I was startled at the change of tone in my voice.

" You have been in here for almost a week now, at this point you might as well be dead!! "

I wouldn't deny it. Everything she said was true. I shook off the fact she WAS right and used her knowledge against her.

I gave her a depressed unhappy look. " Might as well be dead?!" I exclaimed.

My usually high and squeaky voice was low and scratchy.

" I technically am dead, I have no social life and I'm worthless!" I shouted.

" What about the crusaders?" Rarity asked.

" Obviously they ditched me. "I said with a more mellow tone.

After I received my cutie mark in singing they ditched me.

My quote is "Tomorrow is another day."

The moonlight gleamed through my window. I let my face dig deep into my pillow.

I fought my urge to scream, although it was no use.

Who am I to think I could be useful? Who am I to think that I could fit in?

I don't. But I hope I will.

Ignorance

I linger by my forgotten locker. Diamond Tiara passes by yelling something making my face turn red with rage.

" Hey! Dumb Belle!" she yelled. I heard ponies snickering quietly but focused my attention on my book.

Diamond slapped the book straight from my hooves. " Whatcha reading doofus? " I hung my head downward and  kept walking. She followed me till we got to the classroom. I kept looking forward. She hit me in the back of my head. " That'll teach you not to ignore Diamond Tiara. I turned around my face glowing red. I came face to face with my enemy Diamond Tiara. " Well what else was I suposed to do?!" I screeched, immediately regreting it. "Oooooooh!" "Look who went to Dumb Belle to Squeaky Belle in 2.5 seconds."  I tried using my magic but that failed miserably. I fell to the ground, feeling the pain of being trampled by Diamond Tiara. I saw a little blood but no severe injuries luckily. The bell rang. I felt a bunch of hooves clamp on top of me until I couldn't feel. The world went dark.

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I woke up. My face coolened by an ice pack. I looked up painfully to see Button mash aiding me so selflessly, when he could be out with other colts playing. " You really should rest. Diamond hurt you pretty bad." Buttons suggested. " Why are you helping me? " I asked.

" I dunno. " He shrugged blushing. I am in an bizzare place. A couch, a blanket gently placed over me. A mare stood by the couch with a concerned look upon her face. She noticed I was awake and told me what happened. Every part of me hurt. I didn't dare move knowing every move I made would cause so much pain. The mare asked me where i lived. I told her to take me to the Carisoul Boutique.

" I am safer there than anywhere else."

Why should anypony care?

My face reddened when I saw Button Mash the next day. His hooves tapping his gameboy ever so gently. Diamond Tiara decided to come torment me again, so I gave her a piece of advice she won't forget. " My sis will sue you for everything you got." I said whispering. Diamond slapped me so I fell out of my chair. I cried out in pain, loud enough for Miss Cheerilee to hear. " Omc, Sweetie! Are you okay?!" Cheerilee looked at me as if I had three eyes. " Diamond Tiara! This is unacceptable! PRINCIPAL"S OFFICE...NOW!!" Miss Cheerilee hissed. She escorted me to the nurse. Rarity came to pick me up. " Ugh! Sweetie Belle! You need to stop this nonsense!" Rarity shouted. " TELL THAT TO DIAMOND TIARA!!" I screamed. I dashed away. I didn't know where I was going and I didn't really care. An orange figure caught me by surprise. It grabbed me by the tail. I schreeched to a stop. I turned a different direction, Rarity was there. " Sweetie Belle! Don't run off like that!! " Rarity said while trying to catch her breath. There was no use running anymore. I fell crying. " YOU KNOW WHAT RARITY?! I'M SICK OF YOU!! GET OUT OF MY LIFE!!" I yelled. I have to admit it felt good saying that. Rarity was about to cry. " FINE!! WHO NEEDS YOU?! YOU'RE JUST A WORTHLESS PILE OF CRAP!!" Rarity yelled. My eyes stung with tears. Rarity's were too. But I wasn't gonna feel any sympathy for her. Now every part of me hurt. "Celestia kill me now." I pleaded. I ran home and plopped onto my bed misserably. Tomorrrow I'm gonna rock show and tell!!

" Sweetie Belle. You're late for school." Rarity said. I stayed silent. I grabbed my saddle bag and rushed out the door.

" Hello Sweetie Belle! " Miss Cheerilee said enthusiastically. "Hello Miss Cheerilee! May I go first for show and tell?" I asked. " Sure!" She replied.

" Attention! "

" Hi I'm  Sweetie Belle" I am going to sing a song for you!"

( SIngs sad song)

( Applaud)

I ran home. I felt like I had worth for once in a lifetime.

Who am I to think I have worth?? I am me.