(DA) David's Journal

Chapters

(DA1:II) - The First Night
(DA1:III-A) - Day 1 - Mistakes (v2)
(DA1:IV-A) - Day 2 - Thoughts and Feelings* (new)
(DA1:IV-B) - Day 3 - Surprise Meeting* (new)
(DA1:V) - Day 4 - The Last Night Alone* (new)
(DA1:X) - Day 5 - Freedom and More

(DA1:II) - The First Night

Author's Note

Archivist’s Note: This is an excerpt from David Marshall’s private journal, provided to the Archives as a record of David’s time in Equestria. Journal entries were dictated by David, then transcribed by David’s Archivist. Any errors contained within are attributed to the transcription process and should not reflect back upon the original author.

Timeline: This entry was made during the events described in Act I-B of “(DA1) First There Were None. Then He Arrived”.

*Publishing Note: This entry is also contained whole/in-part in Act I-B of “(DA1) First There Were None. Then He Arrived”.

A sample of this journal entry is available on DeviantArt.

(DA1:II) - The First Night

Journal of David Marshall
Saturday, The First Night in Equestria, Evening
Current mood: Excited, confused, scared

Writing. Okay, I can do this. Forgive my handwriting; this isn't what I expected, and yet, I guess it was. I can't believe I'm actually writing with a feather quill! That's not important, though. There's so much to say, so much to write! I have to get it all down on paper, or I think it'll all just disappear. I'll start with the important parts. It's not much of a beginning, but here goes.

***

First off, I’m not exactly sure what happened. I went to the store early Saturday night just as it was starting to get a bit stormy outside. While I was shopping, the storm grew in strength and forced everyone to huddle inside, not one of them daring to go out. After I finished shopping and the storm looked to be letting up, a massive thunderclap roared, and there was a large blackout. For some reason, even with all of this going on, the worst of it seemed to have blown over to me, so I decided to go home.

That’s when it got weird. I was in the parking lot when a flash of lightning blinded me for a moment, and when I opened my eyes, something was in front of me. Actually, it was more like something that wasn't there. It was a void: a gloomy, foreboding mass of nothingness just hanging there in front of me. I was terrified! I dropped everything and tried to get away, but slipped and fell. That was the end for me. The blackness seemed to grow and reach out for me. It grabbed my foot. Attempting to pull away did nothing, and my trapped foot and leg had become numb. I looked back at the store, but no one was coming to help. I was alone, and so I closed my eyes.

When I opened them again, I was in an unfamiliar place. From what I could tell, I was in the middle of a grassy field at night, and the storm was still raging. I looked around but couldn't see much in the darkness. I remember looking up, and a flash of lightning revealed one thing was the same… the void loomed high above me. Again, I tried to get away; anywhere was better than near that thing.

Luckily, I wasn't hurt or numb, just sore, tired and wet. I got up, and just as I was moving away, there was an odd flash of lightning, and then I heard two voices from above. One was harsh and yelling, the other mild and concerned. I couldn't see them, but I called out for help anyway. Luckily, the heavenly voices turned against the void and destroyed it with a bright light, saving me in the process. The light showed me a vision, one that I could not believe. In the end, what I saw in that illuminated sky was too much for my mind to handle and I blacked out.

***

The field, the void, the voices. Nothing really makes sense. I’m no longer at home. I’m not even on Earth. This place, though, I recognise it, but even that still feels somewhat impossible. The place I woke up in is from a TV show. Specifically, My Little Pony: Friendship is Magic.

No, I don’t think I’m crazy or dreaming. At least not anymore. I’ve met them. I’ve talked with them, I’ve even felt their touch. For all that craziness can do, I doubt ‘crazy’ is this real.

Right now, I’m in a room at Canterlot Castle, temporarily quarantined for safety reasons. I’ve even met the two royal sisters, Princess Celestia and Princess Luna. They were the ones that saved me in the field, and they’re exactly like I saw in the show, for what I’ve seen.

Okay, exactly isn’t right. Their colors are richer, their proportions are more defined, they have a real sense and a warmth to them. They are definitely not cartoons, and I am not imagining this.

The proof of that came suddenly. When I woke up in the castle after being rescued and realized where I was and who I was with, I honestly started to lose it for a while. I thought I was sick or dreaming, or worse. Princess Luna saw that, ran up to me, and pressed her forehead to mine, staring into my eyes. When she touched me, it shook my soul and brought me back to reality. Her fur, her breath, her warmth, and those eyes… She is real.

After that realization, I calmed down and regained my manners. The princesses dismissed their guards, and we talked amicably for a while until the initial adrenaline rush had worn off and I needed to rest. They then made sure I was taken care of and bid me goodnight. With very little strength left in me, I went straight to sleep.

***

As I write this, it’s still very late at night. I’ve just woken up after that nap due to a series of bad dreams, only to find that Princess Luna has visited while I slept. She returned my clothes, brought me supplies and even left a note. I couldn’t read it, but it showed me someone cared and that actually helped a lot.

My mind must be going through leaps and bounds to make this all feel okay. I suppose I’m still in shock, really. Either that or something changed in me when I came here because I feel more comfortable than I should. I have no idea how to get home, or even where home is. It seems plausible that if this place exists, home is somewhere entirely different. That thought does scare me. Somehow, the princesses don’t seem to be that concerned. They said they’d help find a way for me to go home, even though I suggested I was from another dimension. Let’s hope their positivity rubs off on me.

Right now, I’ve got to stay calm. The princesses are friendly, and I’m being taken care of. I’m in a safe place… so far. I need to learn, though. Is this really the world I watched while babysitting? Can I trust my thoughts and feelings? I hope so.

(DA1:III-A) - Day 1 - Mistakes (v2)

Author's Note

Timeline: This entry was made during the events described in Act III-A of “(DA1) First There Were None. Then He Arrived”.

(DA1:III-A) - Day 1 - Mistakes (v2)

Journal of David Marshall
Sunday, Day One in Equestria, Afternoon
Current mood: Angry, self-loathing

Well, shit. After the initial shock had worn off, I realized how screwed I felt. I’m not sure what went wrong—just everything. Sure, the princesses seemed to be understanding, but I can’t help but remember how Princess Celestia looked at me like I was a threat. Princess Luna too, couldn’t help but have hurt show through her tender blue eyes; now unsure about the thing she protected so vehemently against her sister’s unfounded suspicions. And who could blame her? Not me, no. I’m not exactly sure what’s going on or even if I’m at fault. I mean, I know I didn’t actively do anything, but that doesn’t mean that it didn’t come from me. I’m the alien here—the unknown. Maybe I should just concentrate on what I know.

***

Last night, my first night in Equestria, was odd.

Just after I had finished writing my first journal entry, Princess Luna came to visit, sensing I was awake. I appreciated it, as after the shock of waking in the castle had worn off, I didn’t want to be alone.

We ended up sharing quite a bit of time talking together, and I was surprised at how natural it felt. Princess Luna is extremely witty and funny at times, knowing just when to take a jab or tell a joke to make me smile. I told her a bit about my life and what it was like back home, and she opened up to me about her own experiences. After we had reached a certain point and she was more comfortable, even her diction changed and became more relaxed and less formal.

Soon, we had talked for forever, and it really seemed that we were starting to become real friends. I know that doesn’t make sense, but she really opened up to me, and I didn’t hold back either.

However, the visit didn’t end there—though if it did, I probably wouldn’t feel as uneasy as I do now.

In that new relaxed state, both of us took steps past proper etiquette and ventured into waters just a bit more risque than I would’ve imagined, especially concerning I was with a princess.

It all started innocently enough. You see… she said she was ‘curious.’ That one word should have put me more on guard than it did, but instead, it flew by my defenses with only a cursory glance. That was my first mistake.

Her curiosity turned out to be a fascination with my body. To her, I was an enigma, and she was going to learn what she could. She asked to see my hands again. No problem there, right? I reached out towards her to let her look. I remember that when I offered up my hand, she pulled back a bit. I thought then that it was a bit cute when she reacted in such a way; as if it showed a hidden vulnerable side her.

Anyway, that was just the beginning.

She examined my hand closely, really closely, but that apparently wasn’t all she wanted. Just as I was getting tired of holding my arm up, she pushed forward and rested her forehead against my palm… That was unexpected. She was warm, soft, and I could feel her brows furrow as she pressed into the palm of my hand. It was strange, like being wrapped in a hug even though we only had one point of contact. I don’t know how to describe it. It was… good.

When she finally pulled away, I made another mistake. Really, it could have happened to anyone. If you feel something you like, when it goes away, you want it back, right? Well, just as she parted, I reached up and touched her mane. It was amazing. Inside that billowing cloud of stars is the softest, flossy hair I have ever felt. It gave way at the slightest touch and just enveloped my hand until I bottomed out and found her neck. She froze at my invasion, but quickly forgave me.

She then straightened up and laid her soul bare to me. Surely, I wasn’t worthy of such private thoughts, but I’m a practiced listener, so that’s what I did.

She basically said that when she touched me, the feeling was ‘more enjoyable’ than almost all of her previous experiences, and she wanted to investigate why. That meant experimentation, however.

Ready for mistake number three?

I let her get close, way too close. She told me to touch her, and when I didn't obey her command, she made contact all by herself. She snuggled up to me in a way I had never imagined before and pressed her body against mine.

After the initial shock of her advance, I relaxed and offered the touch she had requested. I stroked her head, mane, and neck. She practically melted under my touch and it reminded me of times long past at home: comforting friends, or even holding lovers.

I can’t lie, it was pretty great, but she decided to take it a few steps further…

First, she took off her royal trappings. After disrobing, she snuggled back into my embrace, but it apparently wasn’t what she was looking for.

In the boldest and most outrageous event in the night, she said my clothes were in the way and asked me to take them off. She quickly amended her request, letting me retain my boxers and offering a clarification that this was 'not a proposition.' That may have helped preserve a shred of dignity and morality for the situation, but it all still left me reeling. That aside, I’m sorry to say that I complied with her unreasonable request.

Then we met again, this time with flesh to fur and nothing in between. It was an experience I will never forget or be able to properly describe with words…

Soothing comfort, spreading pleasure, all-encompassing warmth. These are a few words that come to mind, and that is just my side of the equation.

As she lay next to me, she seemed quite comfortable and snuggled up to meet me at every spot we touched. I resumed stroking her and soon she stilled all movement.

As for myself, I was lost in my own thoughts as to how my life had turned out this way and then committed the most damning mistake of all… I slept.

***

This morning provided a rude awakening, courtesy of a quite upset Princess Celestia.

Luckily when she stormed in, I was not found embracing her younger sister, as Princess Luna was standing alongside her, but that was apparently the least of my worries.

First, she questioned if I had placed a spell on Princess Luna, something about mind control.

That got me confused.

Princess Celestia then made it obvious that my time with Princess Luna had been exposed, and she was not pleased. Her questions eventually backed me into a corner, and I was trapped between lying outright to protect Princess Luna or breaking my promise to not to tell her sister.

It didn’t come to that. Princess Luna took control at that point. She crawled up on my bed and made a protective barrier between her sister and me. She did her best to explain, professing that she was not being controlled, that instead, we had formed a ‘bond.’ However, her reasoning was not good enough to convince the elder monarch, and Princess Celestia suggested keeping us separated.

Princess Luna didn’t take that well at all. She turned from her sister, then darted towards me, leaving us nose-to-nose. Within her gaze, I first saw a fire in her eyes, then a wistful longing. A moment later brought something I never would’ve expected. She kissed me.

I was surprised, sure, but I also kissed her back.

Now, I won’t go and say that’s a mistake. When a beautiful…anyone…comes up and kisses you, the most you can commit there is a sin, but there was no mistake.

Anyway, it wasn’t perfect; it was awkward and uncoordinated, but it also felt good. It’s also left me with more questions than I can get answers for.

That kiss, however, also brought about a catastrophe.

While still lip-locked, Princess Celestia released an agonizing cry and pulled Princess Luna away from me with her magic.

That caught both of our attention. Apparently, when we kissed, Princess Celestia felt her sister’s magic being pulled through her protective barrier and into me!

I had no idea what was going on but reported honestly that I didn’t do anything intentionally.

That seemed to relax Princess Luna, but she was quick to follow it up with fact. She used her magic to examine me but didn’t like the results. She found that there was a connection between us, much more than a friendly bond, but now one that was pulling her magic out and giving it to me. Her saying, ‘It may be a small amount,’ hardly made me feel better. I felt terrible.

My remorseful state coupled with Princess Luna’s and my agreement to follow Princess Celestia’s orders somehow turned things around. The final verdict was that we were to be separated and that I would be held under house arrest until it could be proven that I was not a danger to anyone else.

I guess it could’ve been worse.

Princess Celestia then put on a direct, yet comforting tone and spelled out the terms of my confinement and asked Princess Luna if she would agree, which she did. Having wrapped up the situation, she asked if I required any accommodations to make me comfortable, then they both left.

I mulled around a bit, honestly a bit numb to it all. I was totally on autopilot. After a delivery of some basic goods, I cleaned up, made my bed, and then eventually went back to sleep. I didn’t want to think or be awake, just sleep. So I did.

That’s all I know, and how I arrived at this moment.

(DA1:IV-A) - Day 2 - Thoughts and Feelings* (new)

Author's Note

Timeline: This entry was made during the events described in Act IV-A of “(DA1) First There Were None. Then He Arrived”.

*Publishing Note: This entry is also contained whole/in-part in Act IV-A of “(DA1) First There Were None. Then He Arrived”.

(DA1:IV-A) - Day 2 - Thoughts and Feelings* (new)

Journal of David Marshall
Monday, Day Two in Equestria, Morning
Current mood: Conflicted

It’s the morning of the second day.

I’ve just received my breakfast from the guards, and though I’m hungry, I couldn’t care less about eating. My stomach is tied in knots, most likely from stress. It doesn’t help that neither Princess Cadance or Twilight Sparkle came to visit me yesterday. I want to hope that doesn’t mean anything, but I almost have to assume that it does.

I have to say, being in shock sucks. My brain seemed to avoid thinking about anything, as I wasn’t awake much yesterday. Pretty much all I did was write and sleep. Though I’ve already written what has happened, I still have yet to figure out my feelings.

I can easily accept that I’m under a safety quarantine and house arrest for stealing magic and suspicion of mind control. That’s just about the only part that makes sense. But something’s started between Princess Luna and me and I need to figure it out. Okay, let’s take a look at it again.

***

So, I had woken up in the middle of that first night, stressed out. Princess Luna noticed and came to visit. We talked, shared jokes and stories, and somehow became friends.

No. That isn’t right. It shouldn’t be right. Princesses don’t just talk to and ‘become friends’ with strange beings that mysteriously appear in their kingdom. It’s not rational. However, I’m not sure how rational this place is. So far, it matches up with television way too much: a place concocted of lessons, morals, and an almost unrealistic idealism. In that world, I suppose princesses do act this way. But this place and Princess Luna are real. They get mad, they argue, they lie. This is not just the world on TV, it’s more.

So, maybe the princess and I really have become friends. Well, that’s not entirely accurate either. We’re friends, but there’s a bit more to it. She’s said and even shown as much yesterday morning. As for me, I’m not quite sure. Even considering everything that’s happened, I still feel a bit giddy when I think about her. I know that feeling, but it’s been such a long time…

…

I hope— Actually, I don’t know what I hope. Part of me wants to think I was stressed and vulnerable. That having anyone pay attention to me would’ve had a similar effect. Another part of me wants answers; it’s confused. It wants to know what I find so interesting or relatable in a miniature, magical, talking horse. Lastly, there’s the part of me that says “to hell with thinking; it’s nice to feel again.” The short of the matter is, all of those parts are valid.

And talking to Princess Luna was fun, I can’t deny that. We even have a few things in common, like how she loves wordplay and mind games and how we both felt a bit out of touch growing up. It… it just felt so natural, I can’t explain it. What really made an impact, though, was when I noticed her relaxing and enjoying her time with me. That’s proof enough to me that we made a connection.

But at some point, it all changed… it grew. It’s not like it’s either of our faults or even a bad thing, but when did it start?

…

The break. That was it for me. It was such a small moment in time, but I remember when Princess Luna left the room I was thinking about her. Those few minutes let my mind wander and soon I felt a bit nervous, even anxious about her return. Then she spoke, and it was like a trap had been sprung. The surprise made my heart stop, and from then on, I was a deer caught in the headlights. I remember her asking a question, but with my heart beating rapidly in my chest and my mind racing, I don’t remember exactly what I said. It must have been okay, though, as she casually climbed back up on the bed to make herself at home, wearing a smile. I couldn’t help but stare as she pranced around, trying to find the perfect spot. Then our eyes met, and the awkward tension forced me to turn away. I think it was then, that I really started thinking of her as a woman.

Let’s see… After that, well, it gets hard to decipher and remember my thoughts. I quickly became a confused, mixed bag of emotions. Part of me tried to be chivalrous and respectful, another part was a bit anxious and scared. I remember more of how it felt, how she felt, rather than what I thought.

The next thing I knew, I had awoken to a nightmare. Being stared down by Princess Celestia will wake you up fast, I guarantee it. The saving grace at that moment was the look on Princess Luna’s face. Though it only said “sorry” it instantly calmed me down.

After a bit of back and forth with Princess Celestia, Princess Luna jumped in. I remember how my heart jumped when she crawled onto the bed. Her eyes spoke to me as much as her words. Then she went to war for me. It was kind of exciting, seeing her argue on my behalf against her sister, but Princess Celestia easily overpowered her.

What came next was a surprise. Having lost the battle of words, Princess Luna’s last resort was to take action. I vaguely remember the look in her eyes, but then everything was washed away by that kiss.

After that, it just cascaded out of control. I barely remember the words, let alone how I felt. Talk of stealing magic and being forbidden to meet, that’s what I got out of it.

***

So, have I come to any conclusions? Yes.

What’s plain to me is that I’m attracted to Princess Luna. I think I’m okay with that. I think she’s interested in me too, but after what happened I can’t be sure. As for Princess Celestia, I have no idea or frame of reference on what she thinks of me. I just know she’s scary when she’s mad.

The end result is that yesterday was horrible, I’m alone, and I don’t have any more answers. I hope today is better.

(DA1:IV-B) - Day 3 - Surprise Meeting* (new)

Author's Note

Timeline: This entry was made during the events described in Act IV-B of “(DA1) First There Were None. Then He Arrived”.

*Publishing Note: This entry is also contained whole/in-part in Act IV-B of “(DA1) First There Were None. Then He Arrived”.

(DA1:IV-B) - Day 3 - Surprise Meeting* (new)

Journal of David Marshall
Tuesday, Day Three in Equestria, Morning
Current mood: Happy, but confused

Well, that was an interesting encounter.

I was just finishing up breakfast when none other than Princess Celestia stopped by on her way to court to talk. Whether she intended to or not, she really has a way of putting some fear into me, that’s for sure. When she knocked, I was expecting another conversation with the door again, similar to last night. However, she had different plans. She simply opened the door and walked right up to the bed to face me! ‘Unnerving’ is the word I would use.

That aside, she made quick use of her time, though it seems that in her rush, she let some info slip out. To her credit, she didn’t try to deny it, but instead just apologised and ran with it.

So, apparently, my meeting with Princess Luna last night was not a party of two, but three. Princess Cadance was there as well, acting as some kind of chaperone-investigator in the shadows. Princess Luna knew that as well, but according to her sister, she wasn’t allowed to talk about it. I don’t hold that against her, but now that the cat is out of the bag, I’ll ask more about it tonight, if I think it’s necessary.

Princess Celestia’s visit was pretty direct; she only was interested in two things: do I still plead innocent, and finding out more about last night. The first was easy. I know I’m not guilty of purposely taking Princess Luna’s magic, and I’m definitely not controlling her mind, though perhaps someone should ask the same of her effect on me… but that’s a different story.

So I told the Princess the truth, that I’m not doing anything, and I would never want to hurt her sister. That much she seemed to accept. When I was asked, or rather directed to tell what happened last night, though… I couldn’t do it. What Princess Luna and I shared, even in the company of Princess Cadance, was private. I have no idea what Princess Celestia might have heard so far, but I wasn’t going to cross that line until she’s talked with Princess Luna, or at least until I have.

Somehow, that was okay. Princess Celestia didn’t press me any further and even complimented me on respecting her sister’s privacy. What I did say was kind of risky, though. I framed Princess Luna’s and my meeting last night as one between two friends, which is true, but we are also now more. While there aren’t exactly labels being used yet, I know she and I are pursuing something more than a platonic relationship. I can only hope that if Princess Celestia already knows, she won’t interpret what I said as me lying to her.

(DA1:V) - Day 4 - The Last Night Alone* (new)

Author's Note

Timeline: This entry was made during the events described in Act V of “(DA1) First There Were None. Then He Arrived”.

*Publishing Note: This entry is also contained whole/in-part in Act V of “(DA1) First There Were None. Then He Arrived”.

(DA1:V) - Day 4 - The Last Night Alone* (new)

Journal of David Marshall
Wednesday, Day Four in Equestria, Late afternoon
Current mood: Anxious, excited

Anxious. That’s a good word. I could barely sleep last night, thinking about what might come today. Even though both Princess Luna and Princess Celestia met with me yesterday and reassured me, I can’t help but wait impatiently and wonder. The last three days have been a rollercoaster of emotions and unusual situations. Actually, outside of my anxiety, I think I’m starting to see this all as normal. Perhaps that is what I should be worried about. Let’s put it all aside for now; I can’t do anything more to help my situation.

***

Since Princess Luna left me last night, I’ve been trying to distract myself. It hasn’t been easy. I resorted to pretty much the only thing I can do here… writing.

When I couldn’t sleep, I spent the time awake trying to write down what I could remember of Equestria and the ponies from the TV show, as I promised the princesses. Finally, I got some rest. However, when I woke up, I was the same excited mess, so I did the same thing.

It has helped, though, and at least I’ve made some progress. So far, I’ve finished creating character bios for the mane six and the princesses, as well as outlined the basic plot of several episodes I can remember, which seem to be mostly the season premieres and finales. And even though I never really bought into the show, and only saw it when taking care of my friends’ children that were into it, I was surprised by the detail in my memory. Thinking back on it now, and how I’ve started feeling about Princess Luna, actually I wish I would have paid more attention.

That brings up an interesting detail. This morning while writing, I remembered something. I’ve been focusing on what I know about the TV show, but I’ve also heard there were comics and movies as well. Unfortunately, I know very little about either. Thinking back to my talks with Princess Luna, though, even with what little I do know, the comics and movies might be completely unrelated to the real Equestria. There is no knowledge of humans or a portal to another world, and I know that Princess Luna doesn’t have a pet. But like I said, I know very little, so even after I get out of here, I’m not sure I’d be able to confirm my suspicion.

As far as the show is concerned, I’ve just finished writing about my two favorite episodes in detail, “Lesson Zero” and “Luna Eclipsed.” I admit, I’m pretty sure I blushed the whole while trying to remember and write about what happened in Princess Luna’s episode. While I was reminiscing, I really felt like I was connecting even more with her. I know now that she embodies a lot of the same qualities her character did and that she’s really lived the events I’ve seen. I have to remember, that even though the show’s timeline and events actually match her life, the show is still just a depiction, not reality. The Princess Luna I want to know is real; I can see, talk to, and touch her now. She has shown me the reality of this world, and the warmth in the hearts (and bodies) of those I have met. She’s so much more than just a kid’s show.

***

Just reading those last few words is a little jarring, though. It’s shocking, really, how little attention I’ve paid to how normal this all feels. I’m here in a land of magic and ponies, filled with mystical creatures and previously-fictional characters, and I don’t seem to mind at all. Even more so, I feel quite attracted to one of them, and our differences—man and pony—seem to matter very little at this stage. I can’t wrap my mind around it.

But… Maybe it’s best not to think too much about it. This is the adventure of a lifetime, and I have even been given a primer for what to expect. I’ve only seen a small fraction of what this world has to offer, but I think I’ve started off on the right foot. I just need to be true to myself and not let what I know ruin things or take over.

(DA1:X) - Day 5 - Freedom and More

Author's Note

Timeline: This entry was made during the events described in Act X of “(DA1) First There Were None. Then He Arrived”.

(DA1:X) - Day 5 - Freedom and More

Journal of David Marshall
Thursday, Day 5 in Equestria, Afternoon
Current mood: Relieved

Wow. A lot of stuff has happened since yesterday.

First, an update from the princesses.

Yesterday, late in the afternoon, I received some more-than-welcome visitors: Princess Celestia and Princess Luna.

They came to deliver the news from the “Princess Council,” as I’ve started calling it, and just Princess Celestia and Princess Luna predicted, the council agreed to set me free and absolved me from any wrongdoing on the part of stealing Luna’s magic.

And, let me tell you, freedom has never felt so good.

But the news wasn’t what really got me going, it was finally seeing the face of one of my visitors again.

And that brings me to another major change in my life… Luna. That’s right, we’re on a first-name basis!

Now, not only was I internally jumping for joy for being finally released, but when I saw Luna walking through my door again my heart almost exploded. I feel like a teenager again— it’s so weird.

I think Luna felt the same. After giving me the good news, Princess Celestia left us alone and like the awkward pair that we were, we stumbled to find our pace. However, after we talked a bit and finally confirmed our feelings for each other, there was no holding back. And with the formality put aside, I finally kissed my new girlfriend for the first time. It was glorious.

Again, I’m quite surprised at how little form matters in all things. Sure, Luna almost knocked me over when she reared back and tackled me for that kiss, and we don’t exactly fit in all places, but somehow, love finds a way.

We spent a few glorious minutes kissing and exploring our feelings, but since we still had a dinner to attend, I broke it off for the time being. That I was acting so responsible surprised me; I somehow thought Luna would’ve stopped first. Anyway, after breaking apart, she left me there with a mutual promise to see each other at dinner, then ran off out of my room.

***

Next, I had to handle dinner.

Even though I was still a bit giddy, I think I managed okay. The dinner itself was a bit formal, but in all, I had fun. A bit of fanfare, a great hall, wonderful food, and not two, but three princesses. That’s right, three. Princess Celestia, Luna and I were having a good time—Luna maybe a bit more than the rest—but when Luna professed that we were dating, Princess Cadance popped up from a corner, cheering. It took a while, but things did settle down after that. We all talked about magic, had an incredible dinner and a huge slice of carrot cake for dessert. Apparently, it’s Princess Celestia’s favorite.

***

After dinner, though, that’s when life threw me a curveball.

Princess Cadance retired, Luna left for court, but Princess Celestia didn’t leave at all. Instead, she took me aside in my room and interviewed me like a protective parent dating her daughter. She made sure to put the fear of a pony goddess into me but somehow was still gracious and kind after I passed her challenge. Again, Princess Celestia knows exactly how to scare the pants off of me.

After having been brought low by her speech, I started thinking more about home and couldn’t help but be a bit depressed. Surprisingly, Princess Celestia agreed to talk with me for a while until I felt better. That alone did wonders for me.

However, as choices go, I should’ve retired. Another mistake. Instead, Princess Celestia teleported me to her chambers. There, we spent quite a long time talking. She was very curious about everything I had to say: the show, my home, technology, history, you name it. It continued far later than it should’ve. You’d think I’d have learned this lesson already, but I hadn’t.

Eventually, Princess Celestia fell asleep. Thankfully, she was in her bed, and a was on a couch. That didn’t save me, though; I was still in the bedroom of the Princess Celestia and had no way out. After a few pitiful attempts at waking her, I decided my best course of action was sleep. I was wrong.

***

My morning came abruptly with the shouts of my new girlfriend yelling at her sister.

Sometime during the night after court, Luna came looking for me. After a panicked run around the castle, she found me in one of the places she didn’t want, her sister’s bedroom. Now, nothing went on, but Luna was still steamed—and rightfully so, I think.

Princess Celestia did her best to explain, but Luna didn’t have an ounce of patience for either of us. I suppose I can understand; the last few days have been pretty stressful.

After Luna had left, Princess Celestia suggested wisely to give her some time, then took me to my new bedroom which Luna had prepared as a cover for me going missing last night. She invited me to breakfast, then left me alone with my thoughts.

***

After a good shower, everything felt better. I actually felt pretty normal going into breakfast, and in all, it was calm and enjoyable for the most part.

Luna didn’t attend, as was expected, but I’m almost glad she didn’t. I don’t know what I would’ve said to her at that point. However, even though she didn’t show, that wasn’t the only awkwardness I would face.

Princess Celestia introduced me to the head chef, Cherry Topping. I had seen her before last night but hadn’t been introduced until now. Still a bit dazed from my wake-up call, I made a bit of a mistake. Apparently, kissing a hoof is not quite the same as kissing the handle of a noble lady back home. Sure, it’s outdated, but I thought it might be appropriate, considering the castle and all. Anyway, that act is a bit more private here; something Princess Celestia was kind enough to point out after Cherry went dashing back into the kitchen. Luckily, I was able to make up for that later.

After my slip up, breakfast itself went fine. We talked quite a bit more about my home and humans in general, and I learned a lot about Equestria as well. But time passed and soon Princess Celestia had to go to work.

Before she left, though, she asked me to come over to her chair. I think she could sense my tension; mostly it was about the situation with Luna, though I played it off as homesickness. After I had approached, she wrapped me in her wing and pulled me close for one of the most comforting hugs I’ve ever received. I now see how Luna spoke of her sister-time so highly. She eventually let me go and had to leave, but her act of kindness pulled me out of the dumps; I really appreciated it.

***

More? Yes, there’s more.

Now alone in the dining room, I decided to put my new-found energy to use. Foolishly, I decided to go against Princess Celestia’s words and wanted to clean up after breakfast. Luckily, through a bit of cunning, I was able to get Ms. Cherry Topping to open the door, then forced my way into the kitchen.

Well, it wasn’t a kitchen, actually. The magical door that delivers treats leads to a fully-stocked prep room, and in there, I was granted permission to help Cherry clean up. Granted, I didn’t give her much of a choice. As I said: first I tricked her into opening the door, then I muscled my way in towards the sink. She didn’t stand a chance.

Cherry, though, is a super nice pony. She’s young, funny, sarcastic, and tough. I can match wits with that just fine, so I gave her a challenge. Apparently, that went over a bit too well, though, as she admitted that if I wasn’t dating Luna that she’d be interested in trying. Great. Somehow, we became friends instead, and I’m glad for it. I may not have gotten a peek at it yet, but there was another set of doors in that prep room; a set of double swinging doors that surely have a royalty-worthy kitchen behind them. Someday, thanks to my new friend Cherry, I’m going to get to cook in it too.

***

Now, for the most important part of my day so far. Luna.

After breakfast, I settled in to rest, and I needed it too. However, just a few short hours later I received a visitor; it was Luna.

Luna woke up feeling terrible about her actions this morning. She was sure she had ruined everything, yet still had the courage to come see me. Let me tell you now, I’m extremely lucky to have someone like her.

It took some coaxing to get her to come in, and even after that, she was so sure that I was angry with her that she wouldn’t even look up at me.

Now, I wasn’t angry; I was confused at best. I’ve had several people blow up at me in my life, and the thing I’ve learned from each situation is that those people are usually hurting so much that they can’t be rational. Taking that into consideration, I’ve decided that it’s best just not to be angry with them at all. It takes a lot of patience and practice, but if I see someone out of control, I try not to hold it against them.

That was where I was at with Luna. Confused, concerned, but caring. When I finally got her to raise her head to look at me, she knew in an instant that I forgave her.

I’m so glad I was able to give her that peace. I think I’m really starting to fall for her.

***

After we had made up for our little incident, I have to say things got a little heated. Passionate. Sexy.

Makeup sex is fine, but that wasn’t the case here. Instead, Luna became interested in me. She explored my body, learning quite a bit about me, mainly that I’m definitely different than what she’s seen before. That didn’t bother her, though, she took her time and recorded every bit of me she could through sight, touch, and sometimes smell.

Things kept progressing from there, and I learned a lot more too. Luna’s actions taught me some about how pony customs, psychology, and biology work. I’ve found that horns and wings are especially sensitive if touched in the right way, and that the latter have a mind of their own. I also was proven correct that “love will find a way” where we were concerned. We don’t exactly fit together like two humans would, but we will make do.

I won’t get into any details, but Luna and I were able to enjoy our time together. I have to say, though, that when magic is involved, magical protection is also important otherwise I think things could get dangerous. Now, I don’t know anything about magic, but luckily, my girlfriend seems to be an expert and seems to be on top of those kinds of things.

All spent and enjoying the afterglow, we snuggled tightly together and slept the afternoon away.

***

It’s now late in the afternoon.

I say this from previous experience, but it holds true here as well: the best part of any day is waking up next to someone you have feelings for.

Being with Luna was no different. She was huddled up tightly against my chest and woke me by licking my fingers. I’m not quite sure why she did it, but it looked really cute and sexy. It was a great feeling to have her there; I don’t think I would’ve handled it well if she had left.

The fun times were not to last, though, as though she had awoken more than my mind, she made it clear that I was to get ready for my afternoon appointment. Honestly, if she hadn’t I would’ve gladly skipped it, but she did, so here I am.

So, just a short while ago Luna and I were still cuddling in this bed, but now I’m alone, waiting to meet the fourth and final princess… Twilight Sparkle. I can’t help but wonder what she’s like, but at the same time, it feels like I know her already. Really, it probably doesn’t matter, all I can think about is when I get to see Luna again.

***