Not Always A Happy Ending...
Not Always A Happy Ending...
RainbowsInReality
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It has been around 3 weeks since Dash had last seen her school and friends. Dash's mum, Firefly, was downstairs, talking on the phone about the carpets for the new house or something. Dash couldn't hear her well. Dash was sitting on the window ledge of her house, well, it wouldn't be her house in 2 weeks, it would be another couple's new home. Dash looked out her massive window in her bedroom as she looked at the clouds. She really did miss everyone, she was feeling down about the fact she hadn't seen anyone.
She thought that by now Soarin would have been to he her or something. But she was wrong. She knew not everyone would bother to see her, but not ever would she have thought that Soarin wouldn't. He didn't even text her.
She had been had been sitting on the window ledge for some time, when her mind and thoughts began to change the subject of the past, to the future. Dash sat there in silence looking at the sky, playing with her hair, and daydreaming. She thought about how nothing would ever be the same. She thought about the time when she was told by Fluttershy that Soarin was dating someone else called.... Wind Chaser?
She felt like nothing was right. She felt empty. And she hated it. So...
"I don't wanna life like this...." Dash looked at the phone, her phone, on the side next to her. She was listening to a song, Stolen Dance ~ Milky Chance, it was one of her favourites. She always played it when she felt calm, or lonely....
While listening to the song, Dash went onto her messages and looked at her last text to Soarin;
"Ha, Yeah! We won because we were awesome! Druh!" | Sent 05/05/2016 | 15:47 | Seen |
He didn't even text back. It broke her heart, she stayed up some nights thinking about him. She loved him. She needed him. She needed him by her. And he wasn't. But... But....
"I'm gonna change it. I'm gonna tell him."
She sat on the window ledge and thought about what she was going to write. How she was going to say it. She was so scared, but excited at the same time. Even though she knew 100% he didn't like her at all. She just needed to tell him, she had held the feelings in so much that as she wrote the message, she cried.... And laughed.... And felt relieved when she had finally wrote it all. It said:
"I just want to say that even though we, maybe, both say we will meet up... I don't think it's ever going to happen.... So, I just wanted you to know that this has been on my mind for a while. A long while. I have to tell you, I feel like I will burst if I don't tell you. I only had two good friends. You and Fluttershy. I still think that you are my best friend and I miss you soooo much. Too much. And I am so happy you are my friend, I just anted to say sorry for everything bad I have ever done to you. I am scared, though I am never scared. I trust you so much and I need to tell you this.
I trust you so much. I love you. And with the crappy life I am 'living' at the moment I need to tell you, and get my stupid, complicated feelings out. I don't care how you take it. I love you, because the way you are. You're funny, nice, cute and... Perfect, to me. It's weird feeling like this. I wish I could just run and hug you, and squeeze you. Again, and again. It's weird feeling like this and terrible. I am crying while writing this. I hate crying.
I am too strong and sometimes I need to let my guard down. I feel the urge to be so perfect for everyone else and make everyone happy. So, I end up pushing my own happiness away for them. I cramp my feeling up so much until I explode. Like now. I am crying, and smiling.... I am terrible.... Hehee....
But I love you and I need you to know. I know, you don't have love me or even like me in anyway I like you... I know I will lose contact with you or our friendship will most likely break because of my stupid feelings. I hate this. I hate myself. Also, every time you asked me to play Football, I felt so special, even though I know you choose me 'cause I could play and I lived close. I need you, man I sound creepy. I am so glad I am doing this, but I am terrified at the same time. If you want to talk again. I would love too. I really don't want this friendship to end. I sound so creepy don't I? ^^' Hehe...
Anyway.... Bye?"
She walked over to her bed and sat down.
"Oh god. What did I just do...." She whispered to herself. She wiped the tars off her face and laid down. Her smile grew, she felt lie a huge weight was lifted off her, she felt better. She felt free.
Wonder what he will text back. I mean I know he doesn't like me.... But.... What if he does? No.... H already went out with.... Wind Chaser? Ah..... He'll most likely let me down softly, with a lame excuse... Ah! I hate my feelings... Dash thought to herself.
"Dash! Dinner!" Firefly called from downstairs. She must have been done with the carpet call then.
"I'm coming!" Dash called back, she was about to bring her phone with her. But she put it down. "I can wait...."
Dash rushed downstairs, she couldn't wait for food. It would be the first dinner she would have which she would feel happy about.
Author's Note
I hope you like it. 
Yes, this is based on what I did.
And I did say there was gonna be a sequel. Maybe a third.
Also, stay tuned for the next chapter! ^^
Reality Hurts....
RainbowsInReality
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Dash ran back up stairs. She wanted to see what Soarin wrote back.
What if he doesn't write back? Dash thought the whole time going back up stairs.
As she went into her room. She quickly picked up her phone, and.... And...
"He didn't text back..." Dash looked at her hands, and sat down. "Oh, it's okay. I can wait..." Dash laid down and drifted to sleep.
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The Next Day
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"Nope, well, it's fine..."
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Day After
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"O-Okay...It's okay... I guess"
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Week After
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"O-Okay...I don't Think he-he"
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Another Week
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He didn't text back....
He didn't... Ever. The realisation hit her like a brick.
She didn't know what to do. She had no one. No one. One no. No one by her. Until...
"I'm really sorry Dash. But I just done like you that way. I hope you understand... "
That's it?
That was all he wrote. She felt sick. She cried every night. She knew he didn't like her.. But... It just shocked her the way he just wrote, ONLY that.
So, That was the end. A sad, blunt ending. That hurt more then expected. A broken heart... But will it be broken forever?
Author's Note
I admit, I rushed this. I didn't want to keep yo people waiting. I am going to write another fic soon. But, It's not soarindash.
AppleDash.
Don't care what ya think as I am in love, with a girl, that I relate to AJ.
