Thoughts Left Unsaid...

by RainbowsInReality

Rating: teen
Tags: Slice of Life, Alternate Universe, Sad, Romance, Drama, Rainbow Dash, Equestria Girls, Sex
Length: 1009

Dash Moved Schools, She Has New Friends, Better Friends. Rarity, Pinkie Pie, Twilight and AppleJack. AppleJack. The Most Wonnderful Person Rainbow Dash Has Met. Dashs' Feelings Are Mixed. She Loves Her Best Friend.

Rainbow Dash is a girl of which you could describe with many words. And she had many feelings, but lately, she had had a strong desire. For someone. Someone = Applejack.

Rainbow Dash thinks about all the stuff she would say... But would never say...

Sex Tag for only mild references.

Based on my feeling for my Best Friend. But it is stuff I would Never Say.

Published 2016-07-09 13:10:01 UTC
Last updated 2016-07-09 13:10:01 UTC

I Want To Kiss Her

I Want To Kiss Her
RainbowsInReality

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Rainbow Dash was sitting in the cafeteria with her friends. There was a conversation going so about something to do with the new boy bad that just got super popular. Rarity was going on and on about it while Apple Jack complained that they were a ripoff. Pinkie was saying how she had never heard of them. Dash didn't really want to get into the conversation, so she looked at her food and began to eat. After about 2 minutes, Dash looked at all her friends. Then Apple Jack. Dash smiled, at her and Apple Jack looked at her.

"Hey, Dash what yo-" but Apple Jack was cut off when the bell rang. "Awe, shucks. Just have to ask ya tomorrow. Bye, girls."

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It was the beginning of History and the class was watching a Documentary on the Romans or something. Dash was getting bored of the rambling so she took out a pen and paper and wrote down the first thing that came to her head.

"A letter... Oh well... It has to do with the History of My feelings for AJ I guess...?"
Dash thought to her self as she put the pen on the paper and began to write, making sure the teacher couldn't see her and make her read it out in front of the hole class, as someone Special was in Dash's class as well.

Dear AJ,
Just a little bit of your heart. That is all I want. That is all I need. I never tell you how I really feel. When you say "Rarity is just the best at everything..."

I tell you, "You are way better then her in every way. You are the best!"

But you point out that she has a nicer body and she can sing and dance and get anything she wants.

I want to tell you that your eyes are like diamonds and your hair... Your hair is so soft and curly when it isn't tired up. No one has ever seen but me. That is what makes me feel special. You say I am the best. You say you love me, but... Not that way.

But I do. I try everyday not to kiss you. I have been planning at the end of the year I will kiss you. But even I, Rainbow Dash, isn't mentally strong enough too.

I want to tell you that you are awesome, loyal, honest, cute, funny... And you listen. You have so much talent that I am jealous. You can control a hole farm, you can play guitar, and I have even seen you play Piano; better then Rarity. You are the best. You are the best person I have ever met! I love you. I wish I could say that, but it would most likely ruin our friendship.

You always say that "Rarity is better, she is smarter, a charmer.... And beautiful." You make me want to scream at you when you say that. I just want to say that you are so smart! You make me feel so special when it is just you and me. So you are a charmer... To me. And... You are SO beautiful. You are the most beautiful girl ever. Your lush red lips... I want to kiss them. I try my hardest everyday to not just around you and hug you and kiss you... But the truth is... You don't even likes girls. Your straight. You are the only person that knows that I am Bisexual at CHSFG and ironically the crush that made me realise that I was, but I never told you. We are all leaving in a week. Going separate ways.

You asked me how I knew I was Bi. I couldn't tell you I liked you. So, I lied. You asked me if there is anyone in the classes that I like. Yes, it's you. But I don't tell you. I want to love you with you loving me as well. I need to kiss you, I need to love you, I want your body, I want you. You say your body is terrible. That you are flat chested and you have no ass. Well, I don't care. Why do you? Your hips are the perfect pair. Your small chest is cute. And your ass is cute as well. I want to hold you. I can't. Man, I love anyone that doesn't love me, don't I?

Sometimes I hope that you would just come out as gay or Bi or Pan or something. Just not straight. Then maybe I could win you. You do say I am the only who understands you and that I am awesome and the best person you have met. Maybe you like me. But i know you don't. Last time I liked my best friend they didn't like me and I never spoke to them again...

I don't want that for us... I don't want that. But whatever I do it doesn't matter, we are all leaving next week. So what is the point?

You are my everything. The thought of you leaving me or is parting and going our separate ways makes my eyes water...

I could kiss you and then it would be done. I would have kissed the one I love and it would be my first kiss. But it would be one that you didn't want...

Ring! Ring! Ring!

The bell went.

Wow, the time went quick. Also, why would I write a letter, if I am me set going to give it to her...? Ha, give it to her... Wow, great dirty Joke dash! Dash thought to her self as she packed away everything. Well, almost everything.

As Dash walked out of her class, the paper slipped out of her pocket. Luckily no one read it. Or did someone...?