//-------------------------------------------------------// The War of Me -by Doctor Roulette- //-------------------------------------------------------// //-------------------------------------------------------// Chapter One - The Beginning //-------------------------------------------------------// Chapter One - The Beginning The glass shattered into a million pieces. "I hope you're happy of what you wished for." Tuesday, September 23, 2014 - 3:27 PM "Shut up and leave me alone," I said crying hard. "I wanted him and you to grow up together, but now-" "SHUT THE HELL UP AND LEAVE!!!!" I screamed as loud as I can to my mother. "Ok, but for the whole 27 years you wished and never stopped." As she walked out the door. That day was the funeral of my brother. I for years we would fight since we were six years old, we would fight physically, emotionally, and mentally most of that stuff I did. He would just hurt me physically but, I didn't care. He would hate me now, be happy I am hurt, inside and out. Now I am empty something was full but now empty.... I look at the pictures down the hallway seeing us in pictures and pictures. I wish he was not dead. Now I have nothing left to live for.... Friday, November 13, 2020  - 2:45 AM It was raining, "Ah, what the?" The lighting strikes, more rain pours, harder and harder than lightning striking enough light to see a shadow of a man. I was hanging from a bar if I let go I die. It was a deep drop like but I said it would kill me. "HELP ME!!!" I shouted getting his attention. He walked towards me then crouching going to lift me up. Then another lightning strikes near us blinding me for five seconds but I saw my brother smiling at me getting up then kicking me at face then him breaking the bar off I was falling to my death... The thunder was loud enough to wake me, I was breathing hard on my bed sitting. But something inside me wanted to get out of my bed and get something. I dunno what that was feeling was but it was strong enough to make me get out of my bed to open my door to my room and go into the hallways I feel I have been awake for a long time. Then a deep laugh with the lightning showing light outside to see a shadow on the wall running as if the person was the shadow I followed it. It kept calling me, as I walked towards the hallways I fell coughing out blood, the hallway then started to tilt and seemed to get longer. What was this feeling? I kept crawling and crawling.... And cra256079707 and 57345807850860768507689037658906864567-67489-7658976845768304658349563780456349056307347493043846334836479358967895637894567839026572348065786564564666 Princess Luna walked towards Princess Celestia. "Sister, I have this dark feeling inside me." Said Princess Luna. "What kind of dark feeling sister? You were Nightmare Moon do you share that feeling?" "No, I don't." Thunder was loud enough to +for the whole castle to hear. Princess Celestia was a bit worried. "I'll get Rainbow Dash. Some760thing09 i9s wr4343on69g.340"655646653459365789691658690-894576589043765890768907890789076023896078056234058701758340925748905268906780567806890326578234605764705620374560234 Me coughing, my soul breaking. I wished it stopped. But yet again I keep crawling then the shadow came out of the walk got its foot and kicked me hard in the stomach making me lay down on my back then grabbed me by the neck then punching me as hard as he can but on the fourth punch I got my hand and stopped his punch throw his arm away from me then punch him in the face as hard as I can. Then I was in the crawl position again he got up ran to me going to kick me but I got556h45953i7685s86454foo5654659t4544503m563876867a5354 k535450375h50304573i453745m053475903s45606l7568740l0475i406p76 "Yeah, what happened?" Rainbow Dash asked. "No, what happened to Cloudsdale?" Princess Celestia said correcting Rainbow Dash. All three ponies we going to the tallest point to the castle then finally to the little balcony. "That," Said Princess Luna said. "I dunno, if that was on schedule I would had known and tell you before," Said Rainbow Dash. "But this is bigger than any storm we could even make!" She said as she saw the blackest biggest cloud filled with lightning going straight to Ponyville. "Go to the citizens of Ponyville and tell them about the storm!" Princess Luna demanding Rainbow Dash. Rainbow Dash did a solute then flew as fast as she can go straight to Ponyville. "You didn't have to tell her like that." As Princess Celestia put a hoof on Princess Luna. "Iam5345worr0705ied60604358403si5345s6789475465te45786r4559739.5658539"345345635966269652965926459624956495649567 5475347758963478996278945689325629676489562389564793562738956278956478956723495624895679458562789346592346. But I got his foot making him slip, hitting his back with a thump then I got back up as hard as I can and punched him as hard and as much as I can he launched me with his foot making me stand up with my feet sliding on the floor he got up standing too. Now with me fists ready to kill him. I was ready, but the question was how can a shadow be physical and why would it hurt me? So many questions unanswered... But I was ready, he came to me ready to tackle me then I started to run at him with at the last second I jump and use my arm's and body's force to punch him in the face. And the person fell down, then a force picked him up pulling him with his arm behind his trying to touch me then the lightning appeared showing color me brother. But what memory was thi- Three flashes of the memory appeared to me making me close my eyes to the bright flash. Then opened them seeing my twelve old self at the mirror. "What the-" I look around seeing everything in place a birthday, but it looks like time has been killed itself with not a second going by but I could walk I look around the scenery with the cake destroyed bits and pieces in mid-air everyone looking at my brother with my young mother taking him with a few looking at me. I close my eyes saying I'm sorry to my brother... I find myself on the floor to where I jumped on my brother and did that super-punch. The Sun shining on my face seeing that it is 9:00 AM. I get up to wipe the blood of the floor. Thursday, September 4, 2025 - 1:16 PM I feel okay still, feel shitty waking up to find no brother. Hell, it was been five years since the dream... I don't even know anymore... 10:00 PM I need to go to bed my head hurts and I don't feel good like I've taken away, faded. As usual, I turn off everything and head to bed and go to sleep. 2:00 AM The door opens with a creak and letting someone in the door with a Drew is sleeping peacefully with his dead brother Adam in. Adam gets his watch pressing the activation button letting it warm up but it was loud enough for Drew to hear... Ah, I waking up seeing my brother and his watch glowing orange. "Adam?" I said in shock. "You still remember me, you're 32 and I'm 29 we getting old aren't we Drew?" He grabbed my neck squeezing it as hard as he could making me pass out, but in a blurred sound. "You will know," As he and I fade away... Friday, September 5, 2025 - 9:00 AM I was breathing heavily and rapidly as if I haven't been breathing the whole time I was covered in sweat , the Sun shining down me but brighter than usual. "Where Am I?" I was in a dark stoned place I wore different clothes a tan long sleeve T-Shirt with some jeans and shoes I roll up my sleeves and look where so I can adjust myself my T-Shirt was unbuttoned but I didn't care. I look at my foot seeing that it is hanged by a rope. I was upside down. The steel door connecting this room opened showing a dark creature, but of all of that shit that is happening now, I pretty terrified. "Oh, God." But when the Sun hit the creature's face it was a- wait, what the hell? "For five years, I and my sister have been worried of the storms," Said the creature as she was walking around me. "But since we have you, the storms have stopped. Who are you?" As she put her hoof? On chest. "Ouch! That hurts!" I said. She looked at me tilting her head knowing that I know her language and she knows my language. "Look, I been through a lot of crap alright and I don't even know anymore," I said but pretty confused too. "Come," the creature said. "We will show you." She used her horn as it lit up in purple to cut and untie the rope for me as I fell down then she used her horn to lift me and turn upside up back on my feet, I feel more spacious considering that the fact was I was upside down and feel better with my body restarting. She opened the door revealing a golden castle with crepuscular rays everywhere. Now with my sight, it took me awhile to get used to the Sun. The creature appeared to be a dark pony. What is happening to me? There were guards everywhere looking at me I suppose she was a Queen or Princess. "What is your name?" I asked. "Oh, Princess Luna!" She said. "Nice to meet you, Princess Luna." As we walk down the hallway there are pictures of six ponies using some kind of gem. "Who are those six um, ponies?" I ask. "Princess Twilight Sparkle and her friends," Princess Luna explained as she stopped pointing at one of the few pictures that I mentioned. "Rainbow Dash, Fluttershy, Rarity, Pinkie Pie, and Applejack." "Oh, what did they do?" I ask as we start walking again. "So much stuff that I wouldn't be here if they failed." She said. Now as we start heading up the stairs, I ask her "Is there any more princesses?" Well, yes, there is Princess Mi Amore Cadenza," "That's a long name," I say. "You can call her Princess Cadance," As she giggles, "My sister Princess Celestia and Princess Twilight Sparkle." "Oh," "Talking about Princess Celestia, here she is." As Princess Luna points to her sister Princess Celestia. "Nice, to meet you," As she gives out her hoof." What's your name?" As I shake her hoof I say, "Drew, the names Drew." "Well, hello Drew." As she says, there is telescope and a little balcony connecting the staircase possibility the highest point of the whole castle. "Can you tell us about this storm?" She points to the sky with a large cloud. God, how high was I? "I don't really know it's not me then has to me my brot-" Three flashes of me on Earth was the thing I remembered. "You're who?" Princess Celestia asks. "My brother." I was there just trying to calm down. My sweat was drying up already but now am in shock. I look down the telescope adjusting it to look at the small village. I look around the village with the scope then there were the six ponies that I asked Princess Luna, Princess Twilight I think was with the five ponies then looked at a green pony who look shocked then Princess Cadence flew down to Twilight talked then all eight ponies started running. I look out the telescope and see then running the path to the castle. "Oh man,"