Chapters "You can live without me..."
"Just continue to be just the way you are."
A month...
A whole month...
Aria couldn't believe that she was hospitalized for so much time.
The middle sister of the sirens, who once was strong,critical and kinda brutal,now was weak,and barely had forces to being critical or brutal.
For Aria, at least,was very clear that she was going to die.
Aria, knowing that she wouldn't have the chance to see her sister again, decided to make a joke, because Sonata was eating more tacos, than usually,she knew that Sonata was only doing it cause she was worried,but,Aria wouldn't lost the chance to see her younger sister's cute reaction,after all it might be her only chance to see Sonata's face again.
"Sonata?"Called Aria with a weak voice.
"Yes, Aria?"Said Sonata.
" Stop eating so much! You're getting fat!"Aria joked.
"I'm not!"Sonata say in a joking tone.
"Are too!"
"I'm not!"
"Are too!"
"I'm not! "
"Are too!"
"I'm not!"
"Are too!"
"I'm not!"
"Are too!"
"I'm not!"
"Are too!"
The two began to laugh crazily at each other.
"Oh Ari!I love argue with you!"Sonata said in the middle of their laughs.
Aria stopped laughing, and she was barely breathing , both Sonata and Aria knew that the worst was coming:Aria was close to die,so she remembered about a conversation she had with Adagio, back in Equestria:
"You don't care about me! If I died,you and Sonata wouldn't even care!"Aria said while crying of anger.
"It is impossible, you forget?We're immortals. And if you died I would be so much sad, cause when you were born, I promised to protect you forever, as you and I had promised to protect Sonata."Said Adagio.
"I don't think so..."Said Aria.
"*sigh* Believe in what you want Aria..."Said Adagio as leave the room.
"Hey,Awia, what is dweath?"Sonata asked
"Nothing of your business, idiot."Said Aria.
"Oh, okay!I wuv you sis!"Said Sonata hugging the older Siren.
"I'm really sorry for your loss..." Sunset Shimmer said as Sonata entered into her car.
Sonata stayed quiet , looking to her feet,tears into her eyes.
They arrived at the Dazzlings house...
" You're really sure you don't want me to tell Adagio about Aria?"Asked Sunset.
"Y-yeah.Thanks for bringing me home."Sonata thanked Sunset Shimmer.
When Adagio saw Sonata's frown,she started to get very worried,her smile turned out into a frown.
"Sonata, where's Aria? "Adagio asked.
Just from hearing her middle sister's name, Sonata seemed like she was going to cry.
"S-Sonata, what happened to Aria? "Adagio said.
"Dagi, Aria is...is...gone."Sonata said crying.
Tears started to flow of Adagio's eyes, a movie passed in her head ,from the moment that Aria had born, 'til now, the good and the bad moments,she remembered the day she met her sister like was yesterday:"Mommy, let me see her?" An five years old Adagio asked.
"Of course! Meet your little sister:Aria Blaze." The older siren showed a small package, with a baby siren in it.
"Welcome to the world,little sis!I promise that I'll always protect you,even if it isn't easy,I promise..."
"You you're joking with me, right, Sonata?" Adagio said expecting it to be just a silly joke of her two younger sisters. "Aria is right behind you, right?"
"I-I wish..."Sonata said while she sobbed.
Aria and Sonata may argue, but they were very close to each other, and Adagio knew it.
Adagio already knew that Sonata would never be the same if something bad happened to Aria, unfortunately, the worst of the things happened to Aria, she died, and after that Sonata probably was going to live a very difficult life now. Adagio was trying her best to comfort her youngest sister, but she couldn't even comfort herself.
Adagio hugged Sonata, and as they cried together,Adagio whispered:
"We'll miss you so much Aria,so,so much. "
Author's Note
I cried while writing this.(Cause I killed Aria my favorite Dazzling.)I'm thinking in doing a sequel.
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There's nothing left to Adagio... (first person)
I'm not believing in what I'm seeing!"I'm sorry Dagi,but I told you I can't live without Aria,I need her,I'm going to find her. I'm really sorry...
Sonata"
"You can live without me..."
Should Adagio ask for help? (first person)
I can't live without my sisters...
I just can't...
It's so unfair, that destiny...
I'm drinking a bottle of cider and crying, I'm all on my own...
There is already a month from Sonata's death, and two months from Aria's death.
Since then, I received various calls from Sunset Shimmer, and the others Rainbooms, I didn't pick up any of the calls, they send me messages too...but I'm really not in the mood
Why?
They didn't deserve it...
Did they do something wrong?
I would give anything to hear them arguing again...
"Please come back to me...Please..."
I would even give my life just to bring they back...
"I promise I'll be a better sister,please...."
Looking at our photos in my cellphone, I see their smiles, smiles from two girls, who had a whole life to go...
"Come back now,I miss you two...I need you two..."
I'm calling their phones, but I know they won't answer me back.
"Please..."
Am I becoming obsessive? Probably.Should I ask for help?Maybe.
But for now, I'm just lying on the sofa, crying and thinking my two little sisters.
There's a microphone in my front,I think I'm gonna sing something, this song is for you little sisters.
"You can live without me..."
Meeting Winter Cloud (POV's)
Adagio's POV
Everything in that house remind me of this two,the colors of the house, Aria's old videogame,Sonata's old taco pillow.
Sometimes I enter their rooms just to remember of them,to feel their smell,I don't know, when I enter their rooms, I feel like they're still alive,I hear their voices,I remember the good times we spend together,but then I remember that they're gone,and nothing is gonna make they come back.
I need something that makes me forget about it,like,any alcoholic drink.
Oh well,all my alcoholic drinks ended,I didn't wanna get off home,but now I have to.
I'm just gonna go to the market and return as fast as possible.
In the market...
There was a time I wasn't here, since Sonata's death, just hope that I don't met any of the Rainbooms.
Even here remind me of Aria and Sonata, I used to come here with them,Sonata always begged to me to buy candy for her, like a little child, it was kinda funny.
Oh I miss them so so much.
"Hey miss,are you okay?" A boy with an light yellow almost white face, and blonde hair asks me.
"Huh?"Oh shit , I'm crying.
"Why are you crying?"
"It doesn't matter!!!" My life doesn't matter to anybody,anybody will care about me if I die.
"Wow,you don't need to be rude!"
"Yes, I do need , now get off of my way,and let me buy what I want to go home..."
"Okay, okay..."
Now that I bought my wine,vodka,cider,I think I'm gonna go home,maybe I'll visit the cemetery where they buried Sonata and Aria.
Strange,it seems like someone is following me.
Winter's POV
Wow, that girl was definitely not okay,even knowing it is wrong,I needed to follow her,she was not okay,she was crying,she was angry,and she was buying something that don't make any good for her.
Where she is going?!A cemetery?!I wonder what she's doing here.
Wait,I think I saw her somewhere before,oh yeah,she is the older sister of my favorite Youtuber, Aria Blaze,talking about Aria,she never uploaded a new video anymore, I wonder why is her sister so sad.
"Hi Aria and Sonata...life's been hard without you two..." The girl talked.
ARIA'S DEAD?!Wow,and her younger sister too.
"I miss you so so much,all of your fans are asking about you Aria,they are really nice. Sonata,in the market now there's things for making tacos.Oh girls,why can't you come back to me?!You were my only family,I'm all on my own now...I miss you two so so so so much!"She says already crying.
Oh,poor girl,she must be suffering so much,and wow that's very sad,their family was only each other,I'm gonna try be friends with this girl,and help her get over their sisters death,because I care about everyone who is suffering.
I think that she's gonna go home now.... I feel like I need to follow her some more,you know if she tries to kill herself or something like that...
Hey,what is she doing?!;why is she's going to the middle of the street?!;oh my gosh!There's a truck coming,I need to save her!!!!!
Adagio's POV
He doesn't understand,so much bad things happened in our life,since Sonata were a baby,I know that he's trying to cheer me up ,but I know that is impossible,it's not like if he's going to bring Sonata and Aria back.
"I know that you're trying to cheer me up, but it's not going to work, not without them here,but it's really sweet of you..."
"Oh my name is Winter Cloud , what's yours?"
"My name is Adagio Dazzle."
"Nice to meet you, miss Dazzle." He says kissing my hand, that's strange,I don't trust that guy.
It's not like someone I don't even met it's going to care about me,I'm not an idiot to trust him.
"It's a pleasure to meet you too,mister Cloud.Now I need to go home."
"Oh can I see where is your house?"He asks excited.
"No,I met you now,I'm not an idiot to take you to my home."
"I promise I don't have bad intentions."
He thinks I trust him,oh my gosh that guy doesn't have sense,I want him just to get off.
"No and go away!"
"Okay,okay I'm going!"He says eyerolling.
"And if you continue to follow me,I'll call the police."
Winter's POV
Oh,I'm not going to stop following her,she needs help and I'll help her...I'll make she get over her sisters death, she wanting it or not...
"You can live without me..."
EXTRA CHAPTER 1: The end of the race (Poem)
The end of the race
I'm lying On this bed, I can't even move my head, I know that is the last time I'm seeing your face, I know that it's the end of this race But it's the end for me, Not for you two, You two need to continue in the race, Thinking in who will need you. But there's still one I want to ask, Before the race of my life get in the past, Even if the race is ending for me Please don't let your race End because of me.
"You can live without me..."
EXTRA CHAPTER 2: Rain of tears (Poem)
Rain of tears
Rain of tears, River of fears, Sea of sadness, Songs of craziness, Maybe one day, Things may get better, Soon We'll get together But for now this rain That rolls down through my face Is the worst weather. By Sonata Dusk
"You can live without me..."
EXTRA CHAPTER 3: I miss you two (Poem)
"I miss you two"
Roses are red and And violets are blue You two were by my side and I was taking care of the both of you But one of you died And the younger sister Thinking there was nothing left to do Killed herself too And for older sister(me) Who loved them two There was nothing left to do Just cry and say: "I miss you two." By Adagio Dazzle
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EXTRA CHAPTER 4: But mommy, what if my nightmare come true? (Flashback)
Ligia was taking care of her younger daughter:Sonata Dusk, when she saw her older daughter run of her room scared.
"What happened,Adagio?"
"Mom,it it was horrible!" Said the younger siren scared. "Aria had died of a strange sickness, and-and af-after Sonata killed herself,a-and..." Adagio started to cry.
Ligia let Sonata in the ground playing with her toys and take Adagio to her lap.
"Shh...Shh...It's okay...Was just a bad dream, okay?"
"Bu-but it seemed so real..."Said Adagio.
"It was just a nightmare,dear."Said the older siren.
"But what if it happens mommy? I-I don't want to lose Sonata and Aria..."
"I know Dagi, but we're immortals and if anything like that happened to any of your sisters, I know you would take care of them."Said Ligia."Now where is Aria?"
"I don't know."Adagio said. "Hope she isn't in trouble,I'm going to search her, bye mom!"
Ligia watched her older daughter run through the door, she knew that her was too young to know that it wasn't just a nightmare,it was the future.
She looked with an sad face to her younger daughter and after to the open door and said:
"I'm so sorry that life had to be this bad with you..."
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Adagio's dream/awaking ( Meeting with Sonata and Aria again)
Adagio's POV
Am I dead? The place where I am there's nothing just blue and some lights,that sort of look like stars.
"Adagio?!"
This voices,I would recognize them in any place.
"Aria?Sonata?!" I say suprised and happy,I am dead after all.
They seem quite suprised to see me too.
I run to them and hug them.
"Oh,I missed you so much girls!"
"Yeah,but why you're here Adagio?!" Says Aria suprised.
"Yeah,Dagi,you're supposed to be alive."Says Sonata.
Aria gave a look to Sonata that said "like you weren't.",I laughed a little, they were still the same.
" I can't live without you girls,there's this giant whole in my heart,I'm all alone, nobody cares about me anyways." I explain to them why I am here.
"So in other words,you attempted suicide." Says Aria in her usual sarcastic voice.
"Yeah, pretty much."
"But shouldn't have, Dagi,there's the Rainbooms that care abiut you,this guy that you met an-"
"Wait,Sonata,how do you know I met Winter?"
"She just made a lucky guess?!" Says Aria looking nervous.
"Yeah,we totally didn't spy on you,since we were dead." Says Sonata smiling innocently,she's still the same.
Aria gives a light knock on Sonata's head.
"Owie!"Sonatas exclaims.
"Seriously,girls?" I say with a facepalm.
Aria walks towards me takes and look me eye to eye,she let out a sigh,and says:
"Look,Adagio, we saw how your life went down without us,and I wanted to say you that: Your life can't be just me and Sonata, you need to move your life on!!!You know that guy you met,the first time he saw you on my channel,he said he was in love with you,and the Rainbooms care so much about you,they are calling and texting you everyday,they're worried. It's time to wake up Adagio,life isn't just about we three.It's not your fault I got sick, it's not your fault Sonata commited suicide. Besides we're always with you,no matter what."
Aria never talked that serious with me,I started getting emotional and crying.
"We want you to have an awesome life, Dagi."Says Sonata while holding my hands.
"So,what you're saying..." I say while still crying.
"Is that you have a whole life to live,big sis'." Says Aria. "Now promise one thing to us?"
"Yes,anything."
" That you never gonna try to kill yourself ever again." Aria says with the most serious face she can make.
"I promise."
"Now, you need to go,after all there's two more people waiting for you." Says Sonata while showing me Winter and a Sunset in what seemed to be an hospital room.
I hug my sisters one last time.
"I love you so much girls." I give them two a kiss on their cheecks.
"We love you too." They say in unison.
Winter's POV
Finally after a month, Adagio is waking up,of course she'll take her time,but there's three days she's waking up,that's so cool....
I hug her,and when I do,I hear a swift " Thank you." coming from Adagio's mouth.
Our journeys are only just beginnin.
THE END
Author's Note
Who's ready for some romance stories?!
"You can live without me..."
Special Chapter: Aria's funeral (POV's)
Adagio's POV
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(SURPRISE) Special chapter #2: Sonata's Funeral
Adagio's POV
"You can live without me..."
"I'll never forget you, Aria..."
"Awia,what is dweath?"
In fact while she walked home her memory keep throwing good and bad moments between Aria and Sonata.
Sonata stopped with a strond, it was her stomach, she was hungry, she saw her favorite restaurant: Taco Bell, and then she entered.
While she waited on the line then-BAM!- another memory flowed into her head:
The Dazzlings were dinning at the Taco Bell,Aria and Adagio were very bored while dinning, Sonata just felt their dinner need more excitement, and then she took her Soda and throw it on Aria.
Aria take a bunch of nachos and did the same thing as Sonata, that "accidentally" hit Adagio, and then The Dazzlings started a food fight.
This memory made Sonata laugh for a few seconds, while she was eating,but after made her return to her sad mood.
She saw two little girls arguing, it also remembered Sonata of Aria, in the various times that they argue about various things, the two girls seemed to be arguing what was the best TV show:Icarly or Henry Danger ,Sonata and Aria had a discussion about TV shows before:
Sonata was watching Star vs the forces of the evil ,and then Aria changed the channel to Nicklodeon, to a cartoon show called:Teenager Mutant Ninja Turtles, or something like that."Hey! I was watching!Give me the remote control!" Cried Sonata.
"I'm sorry! But it's my turn now,Sonata!After all,TMNT is way better than Star vs. The forces of the evil!"Aria said. "Is not!" "Is too!" "Is not!" "Is too!" "Is not!" "Is too!" "How you can prove Star vs the Forces of the evil is better than TMNT?!"Asked Aria. "I-I..." Sonata tried to come up with something, but she cannot come up with something.
"I'm not hungry anymore."Sonata muttered, as she left the chair.
She paid for the food and leave the restaurant.
She pulled her hoodie up, she cried,as her sad tears mixed with the rain and her brain continue to remember of her sister, she whispered :
"Have an awesome life, crazy taco girl."
That were Aria's last words, which always were repeating in Sonata's head.
Sonata arrived home crying, which a month ago would leave Adagio very worried, but now was kinda of a routine.
"So, how was your work today?" Adagio asked, clearly trying to change her sister's mood, but she had no answer. "You're thinking about her again,aren't you?"
Sonata nodded.
"Look Sonny, I know that Aria's death was hard for both you and me, but you have to move on." Said Adagio. "Life continues..."
"I know Dagi, but it's so hard to live without her . It's like it had a giant hole in my heart, I told you, I told her, I can't live without her. " Sonata said.
Adagio, the oldest sisters of the sirens was very worried about Sonata, since Aria's death, she seemed a little out, she was always looking at Aria's old things, like her videogame, her computer,her photos. She also was always watching Aria's old videos on YouTube. She wasn't this way, even when the sirens were banished or when the sirens were defetead she was still the happiest siren/person in the world.
"Sonata you have to move on, you can't hold on that hard to the past! Aria is gone, and we have to accept it. "Adagio said in a comforting voice.
Sonata saw very " out " right now,Adagio was kinda scared now.Sonata's tears were dried and black,because of her mascara , her sad frown, slowly was transformed into a maniac smile,her hair that was once in a ponytail now was all let down.
"But...There's no need to move on without Aria, I can talk to her right now. "Sonata said in a crazy way. "I'm going to her bedroom, talk to her."
"Sonata, what do you mean?"Asked Adagio."Sonata get back here!"
Sonata knocked on Aria's bedroom door, and said:
"Aria, I know you're in there. You are alive! I know it!"She started to cry."You have to be alive, you can't be dead!If you're in here, and hearing me, I just wanted to tell you that I love you Ari, I miss you, I miss when you call me idiot and other things, I miss when we argue, I miss everything in you. Please get back, please... I miss you so much Aria! "
But Sonata knew, yes, she knew that Aria would never be back.
Then an "brilliant" idea passed on Sonata's head.
"If Aria can't talk with me or find me anymore, maybe I can find her." Thought Sonata.
" I'm really sorry Dagi, but I need to do that..."Sonata whispered as she looked at the gun beyond her bed.
She started to wrote an note to Adagio.
"You can live without me..."
Adagio's thoughts (first person)
"I'll always protect you two, no matter what...It's a promise." We were all sleeping, so I heard a huge pain scream, and it was Aria,it was her voice,I ran to see what was going on.
I turned on the lights.
"Aria what is happening?Are you okay?"I asked worried.
" AAH!"Was everything she could answer.
Her dark pink face now was pale,and she was sweating cold,she seemed to be in so much pain,and she couldn't move,she was breathing very heavily.
I took her into my lap,even if I didn't have force to get her in my lap anymore.
" Sonata,wake up!"I waked up Sonata.
" What is happening?"She asked.
"No time to explain!We need to take Aria to the hospital!"I said as I put Aria into the back bank of my car .So we took Aria to the hospital.
I can hear Sonata crying from here, that is another thing that makes me feel sad, after Aria's death, Sonata become depressed, and crazy, she talks to the walls sometimes. I feel like it's my fault, both Aria's death and Sonata's depression,I didn't protect my sisters how they deserved.
So that's my life now sit in the sofa,hearing Sonata crying, while I drink a huge bottle of vodka? I think so.
All I want now, is cry myself to sleep, but,I must stay strong, for Sonata, while Sonata is alive, I must protect her. I will protect her, that's a promise!
"You can live without me..."
I'm lying on my bed, but, I can't sleep, I'm still hearing Sonata crying . That's not how is meant to be, I just wanted all to be normal again...
She isn't the bubbly girl I met...Everything seems so wrong...
Sonata had been talking of how I would react if she died too, I fake don't know why she is talking about it, but I know what she is thinking about...She wants to commit suicide.
And I don't want to lose Sonata too... I hate to admit,but I have so much fear in the inside,fear of being alone, fear of losing my family.
When Aria was alive I didn't showed my fears to stay strong for her and Sonata.
Even when we were sirens I was insecure, I'm with so much fear of something happens to Sonata now...
Just a cup of alcoholic apple cider and I'm going to sleep and forget all of this, I think, at least until tomorrow.
-POW!-
What was that?
A gun sound?!
Oh my god, Sonata,please be okay...
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Why does Winter care so much about Adagio? (POV's)
Winter's POV Adagio's POV
Please come back to me Aria and Sonata,please...
I don't want this life...
"Come back to me girls, please, I need you,I need you now..." I say crying.
I want to cry until I dehydrate.Winter's POV After the call...
"Sunset,is me Winter Cloud."
"Oh,hey Winter how it is going?"
"I'm going well,but your friend Adagio isn't so well..."
"Oh,that's bad what happe-wait,you know her?"
"Okay,I'm coming."
"Okay, bye."
"Bye."
It's been two hours now,since we arrived at the hospital,Sunset was already waiting for us,I explained to her,but she already knew Adagio wasn't well,but she didn't know it had arrived at that point.
Adagio now is in coma,doctors said that if I didn't called an ambulance, Adagio would die,they also said that that she might take a while to wake up also.
I hope that when she wakes up,she wake up better...
