True Reincarnation: Shattered

I don't know about you, but I am not a morning person. I can already tell its going to be a horable day, I'm thinking to my self that never happens unless if I'm going to have a bad day, and today isn't the day for that. "Ok.... just gotta take it one step....." I look over at the clock "oh shit I'm late" for a job at my own house, there is a knock at the door, as if it is cued in

'Jesus today is going fast' I think quickly "just a minet I... Um" I grab my cloths and throw them on "just got out of the shower" `I am a terrible liar' I throw open my door of course as I predicted months in advanced, Tomy had a gun pointed at me, and belive it or not I smile at the sight of death that floated in front of me

"Hey Tomy, nice.. gun what is it a pistol of typ..." I get cut off by Tomy

"I'm sorry Jacob, I can't do it had over the meth and I don't have to hurt you" Tomy says to me his voice shaking, I told him strategically months ago that I had it, I knew it was the only way to preventing from him buying more, if he could force me to hand it over, which of corse I didn't actually have it.

Actually, my plan is for him to shoot me right here and now, Tomy here is sitting right in front of the point of no return. The point in which no amount of rehabilitation will save him. The only way from here is to show him that he is hurting, physically, the one who he cares about. Of corse he is my best friend, we have always been sense we were kids so I fit the role perfectly. My job is well, in dumbmans terms, a person that fixes addiction. It all is so clear to me how to stop certain addictions and where it is impossible to recover from.

"Tomy, you know I can't give you that drug it will kill you" he shoots me in the foot, like I had predicted....

But what I didn't predict was the second shot

I never felt the second shot enter my body but I heard it just before the world went black..... 'I failed him.'

'I failed all the other people I was helping and now... I am, wait How am I still thinking if I am dead? Wait, does God actually exist? Is this hell or...'

At that moment I got the worst migraine you could imagine, 'it feels like my brain is shattered and stuffed into another head and rebuilt'.......

"It's a girl!" I can hear a voice sounding in my state of half conscious

'why did I have to be placed in a room right next to someone giving birth... I didn't even know they put.... Wait why am I in the hospital again?'

I try to open my eyes but it feels like lifting lead with... Well your eyes, my whole body feels as numb as your arm would be after laying on it for a day to long and to top it off when I go to open my mouth to ask if someone can tell me what is going on but the second I open my mouth the baby immediately cut me off with its wining. Am I cursed?

"What would you like her name to be" I hear a voice that almost would fit a doctor in any cartoon

I hear another voice, but this one was female "her name will be... spring..."

"Yeah, I let her name this baby, I got to name the last one" another male said, but this voice sounded different than the doctor

Know what I'm just gonna try to rest, it's hopeless

Oh great they are going on about how cute I am I wish they would shush down so I can get some shut eye...

I?

Why did I say that.... ah never mind

To tired may be I can just stop wondering and rest

I find my self waking up on some thing fluffy, although right off the bat I notice that I feel much better, besides the fact that I can't remember a thing of corse.

I yawn and quickly try to stand up, but gravity had other plans as it pulled me down to the floor again.

"Gravity you have foiled me again" I quite literally say so sloppily that it more sounded like "Ga yma"

.... this is wrong I have never had a speach problem in my life

I slowly start to open my eyes and all I see is a white puffy object that I was laying on, in fact it almost looked like a cloud... Wait it is a cloud

oh... "OH MY GOD I'M ON A CLOUD..." I yell out once again in a totally incomprehensible language jumping up at least a foot off the ground and landing right back on the cloud.

... Wait what is wrong about that? I mean I can walk on it obviously, maybe it's just my head messing with me must have hit my head hard at some point to make me loose my memory and my sense of...Well everything

Actually, what am I? I mean forgetting your name is one thing but...

I proceed to look my self over

So I am a... er...

I stick my going out to my self 'I actually don't know what I am'

Very light red fur giving me a light pink color, almost white; four stubs for appendages and a short scruffy tail with a mixture of shiny brown and light green coloring... oh and wings  I honestly I don't have the slightest idea what I am.

But then again I don't know many animals... let's see there are birds...erm... am I a bird? Birds have wings, I think.

I sit up and look around, it appears that the majority of the place that I am at is made out of clouds, some areas are just more compressed than others to make it fit in with the house.

As for me, well it looks like I am trapped in a cage with no roof, so I do what any smart living thing would do.

I goto the prison bars, and cry of corse.

Seconds later a 'bird' that looks a lot like me walks in only with a diffrent tail, just pure green but the style was like and her... him? No I think it is a her, fur color is a smidge darker than mine.

She picks me up, oh yeah one small detail I forgot to mention and she is like A LOT bigger than me

"What's wrong spring?" She says in the most caring way you could imagine, or maybe it's just me

Is that my name? Spring? But why is that familiar? Oh well doesn't matter I guess

I look back at my prison, as it turns out it looks too soft to be a prison, almost more of a bed than a prison. maybe it is?

I look at her and I really just want to ask her so much like every detail about my life which I'm almost certain she knows, but I am stuck in a prison of word nonsense. So I try to say something simple some thing that is universal I say to her "ep e"

Is it even worth trying, from how she is "awwing" it seems to have made me look cute, is it really hopeless? I wonder as she carries me out of the room

Author's Note 2

hey guys, I'm writing this months, literally after I wrote my first authors note a  the start of this chapter, honestly I was planing on deleating the whole starting of the slight info to the previous life for plot sake it originally didn't make sense, but sense the character has full amnesia or as I like to call it, rebirth syndrome I decided to let the audience know a little more than the character does for the fun of it, I am hoping for some positive support on this story, and I had a great time on this first chapter sorry it's short though. Next  chapter will be up sooner or later