"I miss you so much..."

by Sky Sunset shimmer

Rating: teen
Tags: Dark, Sad, Equestria Girls, Tragedy, Human, Drama
Length: 1304

After Aria's death, Sonata never been the same.

Sonata was sad, Sonata was broken, she knew that she never would have the chance to see her sister again.
She think in all the good and bad moments, that they had passed together.
And get a little crazy too.
And in the extra chapter: we'll see how Adagio is reacting to all of this.
(My second featured story!)

Published 1970-01-01 00:00:00 UTC
Last updated 2016-08-15 11:13:13 UTC

"I'll never forget you,Aria."

"Awia,what is dweath?"

   Sonata asked this for Aria when she was 4,back in Equestria but now she knew what was death, she knew very well.

   It had been an month since Aria's death. Sonata had never been the same after it.

   And the fact that was raining while  she was walking home from her job,wasn't helping her to get "happy".

      In fact while she walked home her memory keep throwing good and bad moments between Aria and Sonata.

      Sonata stopped with a strond, it was her stomach, she was hungry, she saw her favorite restaurant: Taco Bell, and then she entered.

       While she waited on the line then-BAM!- another memory flowed into her head:

The Dazzlings were dinning at the Taco Bell,Aria and Adagio were very bored while dinning, Sonata  just felt their dinner need more excitement, and then she took her Soda and throw it on Aria.

Aria take a bunch of nachos and did the same thing as Sonata, that "accidentally" hit Adagio, and then The Dazzlings started a food fight.

            This memory made Sonata laugh for a few seconds, while she was eating,but after made her return to her sad mood.

            She saw two little girls arguing, it also remembered Sonata of Aria, in the various times that they argue about various things, the two girls seemed to be arguing what was the best TV show:Icarly or Henry Danger ,Sonata and Aria had a discussion about TV shows before:

Sonata was watching Star vs the forces of the evil ,and then Aria changed the channel to Nicklodeon, to a cartoon show called:Teenager Mutant Ninja Turtles, or something like that.

"Hey! I was watching!Give me the remote control!" Cried Sonata.

"I'm sorry! But it's my turn now,Sonata!After all,TMNT is way better than Star vs. The forces of the evil!"Aria said.

"Is not!"

"Is too!"

"Is not!"

"Is too!"

"Is not!"

"Is too!"

"How you can prove Star vs the Forces of the evil is better than TMNT?!"Asked Aria.

"I-I..." Sonata tried to come up with something, but she cannot come up with something.

   Sonata never had won any argument with Aria, but oh how she loved argue with Aria!But now it was all gone, she would never have the chance to see her sister again.

      "I'm not hungry anymore."Sonata muttered, as she left the chair.

      She paid for the food and leave the restaurant.

     She pulled her hoodie up, she cried,as her sad tears mixed with the rain and her brain continue to remember of her sister, she whispered :

  "I'll never forget you, Aria! "

"Have an awesome life, crazy taco girl."

      That were Aria's last words, which always were repeating in Sonata's head.

      Sonata arrived home crying, which a month ago would leave Adagio very worried, but now was kinda of a routine.

     "So, how was your work today?" Adagio asked, clearly trying to change her sister's mood, but she had no answer. "You're thinking about her again,aren't you?"

      Sonata nodded.

    "Look Sonny, I know that Aria's death was hard for both you and me, but you have to move on." Said Adagio. "Life continues..."

     "I know Dagi, but it's so hard to live without her . It's like it had a giant hole in my heart, I told you, I told her, I can't live without her. " Sonata said.

     Adagio, the oldest sisters of the sirens was  very worried about Sonata, since Aria's death, she seemed a little out, she was always looking at Aria's old things, like her videogame, her computer,her photos. She also was always watching Aria's old videos on YouTube. She wasn't this way, even when the sirens were banished or when the sirens were defetead she was still the happiest siren/person in the world.

         "Sonata you have to move on, you can't hold on that hard to the past!  Aria is gone, and we have to accept it. "Adagio said in a comforting voice.

           Sonata saw very " out "  right now,Adagio was kinda scared now.Sonata's tears were dried and black,because of her mascara , her sad  frown, slowly was transformed into a maniac smile,her hair that was once in a ponytail now was all let down.

           "But...There's no need to move on without Aria, I can talk to her right now. "Sonata said in a crazy way. "I'm going to her bedroom, talk to her."

          "Sonata, what do you mean?"Asked Adagio."Sonata get back here!"

          Sonata knocked on Aria's bedroom door, and said:

          "Aria, I know you're in there. You are alive! I know it!"She started to cry."You have to be alive, you can't be dead!If you're in here, and hearing me, I just wanted to tell you that I love you Ari, I miss you, I miss when you call me idiot and other things, I miss when we argue, I miss everything in you. Please get back, please... I miss you so much Aria! "

     But Sonata knew, yes, she knew that Aria would never be back.

     Then an "brilliant" idea passed on Sonata's head.

"If Aria can't talk with me or find me anymore, maybe I can find her." Thought Sonata.

      "  I'm really sorry Dagi, but I need to do that..."Sonata whispered as she looked at the gun beyond her bed.

      She started to wrote an note to Adagio.

EXTRA CHAPTER 2:Rain of tears(Aka:The younger sister's poem.)

Rain of tears

Rain of tears,

River of fears,

Sea of sadness,

Songs of craziness,

Maybe one day,

Things may get better,

Soon

We'll get together

But for now this rain

That rolls down through my face

Is the worst weather.

By Sonata Dusk

EXTRA CHAPTER:Adagio's thoughts.(First person)

"I'll always protect you two, no matter what...It's a promise."

         My own phrase keep repeating and repeating in my head a dozen times, I tried to protect Aria and Sonata, I promised to them I would protect them, I promised to my mom I would protect them, I promised to myself I would protect them, all seemed so well, until a month ago.

   I just don't know what Aria had, I still remember the night we discovered that she were very very sick:

We were all sleeping, so I heard a huge pain scream, and it was Aria,it was her voice,I ran to see what was going on.

I turned on the lights.

"Aria what is happening?Are you okay?"I asked worried.

" AAH!"Was everything she could answer.

Her dark pink face now was pale,and she was sweating cold,she seemed to be in so much pain,and she couldn't move,she was breathing very heavily.

I took her into my lap,even if I didn't have force to get her in my lap anymore.

" Sonata,wake up!"I waked up Sonata.

" What is happening?"She asked.

"No time to explain!We need to take Aria to the hospital!"I said as I put Aria into the back bank of my car        .So we took Aria to the hospital.

   I hadn't forces to visit Aria while she was hospitalized, and that night were the last time I saw my sister alive. I didn't take care of her how I had promised.

           I can hear Sonata crying from here, that is another thing that makes me feel sad, after Aria's death, Sonata become depressed, and crazy, she talks to the walls sometimes. I feel like it's my fault, both Aria's death and Sonata's depression,I didn't protect my sisters how they deserved.

         So that's my life now sit in the sofa,hearing Sonata crying, while I drink a huge bottle of vodka? I think so.

         All I want now, is cry myself to sleep, but,I must stay strong, for Sonata, while Sonata is alive, I must protect her. I will protect her, that's a promise!