Chapters Through the Looking Glass (revised edition)
Author's Note
This is a rewrite of my story "Through the looking glass." I have changed a lot of things yet mostly kept the same tone that I am going for. Please enjoy this first chapter and if you'd like to read the original one you can check it out here . Thank you.
Those in Glass Houses
Sunset Shimmer: the name used to bring fear to those who heard or spoke it, now it's just something to laugh at or to mock in one way or another. Things change so fast nowadays that it can be mind boggling. Hearing the sixth period bell go off I turn my eyes towards the window that my desk was next to as the corners of my mouth pull down into a frown. As every other student left the room my gaze stayed on the dark gray clouds approaching slowly from the east. Just great. I thought to myself as I placed my chin in one of my hands resting the elbow on the desk. Of all days that I had to walk home it just had to start raining.
Sighing to myself, I gathered my belongings and proceeded to exit the classroom doing my best to try and not make eye contact with anyone. When I did all they would do is glare at me or make snide remarks under their breath. It didn't take me long to get to my locker and put my things away for the last class of my day was gym. As I placed the last of my books into the locker my hand hovered over the book that Princess Celestia gave me a while back as I hesitated for a moment before shutting the locker and heading down towards the girls locker room.
As I made my way down the hallway I overheard some students talking and I recognized one voice that was louder than the rest. Stopping at the corner to another hallway that spread off to the left I took a peak around the wall to see what was going on. It didn't really surprise me that some of the other girls were once again picking on her as my breath caught in my throat as I laid my eyes on her.
"Why do you even talk like that?" One of the girls teased.
"Yeah, like, it totally is sooo annoying." Another one agreed with the first.
"Trixie believes that you'll never understand so Trixie has nothing to say to you." She was doing her best to hold her composure but from the look in her eyes I could tell that if they keep it up she will crack. A bell went off and I spotted one of the clocks in the hallway and growled quietly to myself as I turned and bolted for the gym. Thoughts of wanting to go back to help Trixie with those bullies floated through my brain as I made my way into the locker room just in the nick of time as the second bell went off.
Forty minutes of agonizing failure and laughs for I was not very good at this volleyball thing. As I changed back into my clothes in the locker room I once again over heard some of the girls talking about Trixie and picking fun at her. Clenching my teeth I grabbed my bag and made my way over to them and stood in front the two girls.
"What?" One of them said as she gave me a nasty look.
"Why do you always pick on her?" I demanded as I stared into her eyes.
"What's it to you? Not like you're friends with her." She smirked.
"Not like you have any friends here anyways." Her friend added as they gave each other a look of "you tell her".
"So what if we are not friends. You shouldn't pick on people that are different."
"Oh please. Like you have room to talk, Ms. She-devil." The girls laughed as I balled my hand into a fist and decided to leave before my temper got the best of me. Making my way back towards the locker I noticed Trixie leaving the school in a rush and wondered if everything was okay. Opening the locker I sighed to myself, grabbing the books I needed for the weekend and as I took Celestia's book in my hands my thoughts took a different turn. Turning to the last page I just shook my head as I stared at the emptiness that it brought.
"It's alright, Sunset. She's probably just busy with being a princess and will write back soon." I told myself as I slid the book into my bag before shutting my locker. I better hurry up... I thought as I headed out of the school and looked up at the ever darkening sky. Hopefully I could make it home before it started to rain as I walked along the streets, going over some notes in my head as every so often my thoughts would drift to the book in my bag. "Stop worrying about her." I told myself once again as I made a left down a dirt path. It was a short cut through the park that I often took to get home quicker. Speed was the key here.
A crack of thunder made me jump back almost ten feet as it shattered my thoughts and brought me back to reality. Wow that sounded close, I thought as I clutched my chest while trying to get my breathing under control, noticing the dark clouds moving rapidly over me. I really needed to hurry now so I picked up the pace along the trail but it wasn't long before I stopped once more, turning my head slightly to the left. I heard a soft sound like a small animal crying for help and it perked my curiosity.
I waited a few minutes and moved towards the direction that I thought it could be coming from slowly for I did not want to scare whatever was making that sound. As I drew closer the sounds became more clearer and I would recognize it as someone crying softly which I thought was strange but nevertheless my curiosity got the better of me and I pushed forward. Just then the first few drops of rain began their beautiful melody upon the earth.
Great. Just great... I thought as I stood there for a moment and sighed in utter disappointment. As the rain started to get heavier I pushed forward through the trees to where I thought I heard the sound coming from for I could not hear it anymore due to the rainfall. Reaching a small clearing I noticed someone sitting on their knees in the dirt which was rapidly turning into mud. Some of their things were scattered about around them as they remained mostly still.
I wasn't sure as what to do in this case for I really had no experience with dealing with other peoples problems or comforting them in any way. I was best at just using people to get whatever I wanted. Taking a deep breath I figured that now was a good time as any and stepped from around the tree.
"Umm, are you okay?" I called out as I took a few steps closer to them. It was still a bit unclear who it was but from the shape of the clothes I assumed it was a girl. I was right as she turned her head looking over her shoulder towards me for a brief moment before turning back with her reply.
"Did you come to torment the Great and Powerful Trixie as well?" she asked almost accusingly. It was her voice that caught me off guard and I stopped in mid step as my body froze up. Oh my gosh it's her! Umm what do I do? What do I say? Oh ohh. Think Sunset think! The thoughts ran through my head as my heart started to beat faster and faster with each second that passed by while the thoughts continued to swirl around my head a million miles an hour and it wasn't until she moved slightly reaching for some of her things that brought me back down to earth.
"No, of course not." I said softly as I stepped closer to her my nerves getting to me as I trembled slightly. This was the first time we've actually ever talked to each other and I did not want to screw it up. It's not like I liked Trixie, well that's not true. There's this certain fascination about her that I couldn't explain which would draw me towards her but I never pursued it, always pushing myself away from those feelings.
I started picking up her scattered things trying to untangle my thoughts as the rain continued to pour down on the two of us it's constant drumming giving the scene some slight background music. Taking up her bag I started to place her stuff back into it as she spoke to me once more.
"The Great and Powerful Trixie doesn't need any help." She stated as I placed her bag in front of her and squatted down to face her directly. Her eyes were red and she didn't move much as she looked back at me still with that determination in her eyes even though I could see the pain clearly as she did her best to hide it.
"Are you okay? Is there anything I can do for you?" I offered as she turned away from me her eyes drifting towards her rain soaked bag.
"Trixie said she doesn't need any help. Trixie is....Trixie is...." And then she broke down, placing her hands over her face as she cried. It broke my heart to see her like this. Trixie was always so boastful and charismatic with her head always held up high that seeing her like this you could not pity her. Do something! Now's your chance! I told myself as I hesitated just watching her cry before me.
"Come here..." I told her as I moved a bit closer and that's when she threw her arms around my neck and held me tight, still crying from whatever happened to her. A strange feeling bubbled up inside of me and I could feel my face heat up as I wrapped my arms around her bringing her closer to me.
"What happened?" I asked as we sat there in the rain and mud, not really caring about any of it. I was just really glad that it wasn't cold out.
"I was on my way back to school for I forgot my notes to study for the test when these girls decided to block my path." She was sniffing between every other word as I let her continue. "They wouldn't let me pass through and then started to make fun of me and the way I talk." I could feel her press against me as she related the events. "So I tried to push my way through and that's when they stopped me and yanked my bag away from me. They dumped everything out before knocking me to the ground and kicking me."
It hurt me to hear her tale and I held her as close as I could as she continued to let it all out. I noticed a slight bruise forming on her leg and it made me grit my teeth as I tried to figure out which one of those girls would do something like this to her. Another crack of thunder sounded like a thousand drums boomed over head and my back stiffened as I gave a slight squeak. Trixie pulled back slightly, a soft smile appearing on the corner of her lips.
"What?" I asked her, then added, "thunder is a bit...scary..." I trailed off, turning away from her. A quiet giggle was heard as I turned to face her again. She was blushing, which was another rare sight to see and it made those butterflies in my stomach flutter uncontrollably. I placed my left hand on her right cheek and brushed away the tears/rain water as she closed her eyes and leaned into the palm of my hand. Trixie reached up and placed her right hand on top of mine and I just smiled.
It seemed to calm my thoughts and I was a bit more level headed now than I was not so long ago. She sat there for a moment taking comfort in my touch and I could tell that she wasn't crying anymore. Good job! Now to get out of this rain. I thought as I slowly got up holding my hand down towards her with a smile upon my face. Trixie had a gentle touch as she placed her hand in mine and I helped her up. I grabbed her bag as she hobbled for a moment before I placed her arm around my shoulders.
"How's that leg of yours?" I asked her as we slowly started walking back towards the path.
"It hurts but it'll be fine. Don't think it's broken or anything like that." She said as both of us made it to the path.
"Well I don't live far from here and it'd be best to get out of this rain as soon as possible before we get sick. Would you like to come over till the rain stops at least?" I offered.
"That sounds great. Plus I don't think I would be able to make it home on this leg." The way back home was pretty quiet, save for the continuous song and dance of the rain falling on us. About half way there I felt her lean her head against my shoulder and I tried to keep most of her weight on me as we slowly walked towards my apartment. She's probably exhausted...poor girl. I told myself as we neared the complex. It made me really glad that I lived downstairs. Unlocking the door I helped her inside and sat her down in one of the chairs at the table before closing the door and setting our bags down by it. I turned on a few lights and got her a towel while she smile towards me as she started to dry herself off.
"Go ahead and jump in the shower. I'll get ya something to wear while our clothes are drying." I told her as I headed into the bedroom.
"Alright. Where is it?" She asked as I heard her slowly get up with a slight moan.
"First door on the left." I called back as I dug through my dresser and closest. "What does she even like to wear...?" I asked myself as I tossed a few things on the bed. I heard the door close and a few moments later the running water as I sat on the bed and sighed to myself. Getting up just as quickly I realized that I was still in my wet clothes and started to undress as quickly as possible throwing on some pj shorts and a shirt. I grabbed her my other pair of shorts and a tank top that I hoped fit her before heading to the bathroom.
Knocking on the door I heard her say, "Come in." and I cracked open the door to speak to her.
"Hey Trixie, I found some clothes for you and brought you another towel."
"Can you put them on the sink for me?" she asked and I gulped before opening the door and quickly setting the things where she wanted them and picking up her wet clothes.
"I'll toss these into the dryer for you." I said quickly as I made my way back to the door.
"Umm, Sunset...?" She said getting my attention which made me stop, my hand on the handle.
"Yes?"
"Trixie..." she paused for a moment before continuing, "I...just wanted to thank you." I smiled and my face was flushed but I replied with a no problem and told her to take her time. Closing the door I gathered up my wet things as well and threw everything into the dryer and started it. I started some coffee in the coffee pot and went over to our bags taking everything out to let it all dry off. Luckily the book from Celestia is protected by powerful magic and no water damage was done to it.
Taking the book back to the table with me while I waited for the coffee to get done, I sat down and started going through the pages, reading all my old messages to Princess Celestia and then to the more recent ones to Princess Twilight. Reaching the page with the last message on it I sighed to myself and decided to write Twilight, even if she doesn't respond at least I know she's reading them.
As soon as I finished writing and closed the book I heard the sound of the water turn off. Getting up I could smell the fresh coffee and grabbed two mugs from the cupboard while calling out to Trixie. "Trixie would you like some coffee?" It was only a few moments before she came out of the bathroom dressed and drying her hair off with the towel before she replied.
"Sure. I like mine with a bit of milk and some sugar please." I had to turn from her before she could see how red my face was as I poured the coffee into the mugs for us. Trixie came and sat down at the table while I placed the mug before her and retook my seat before taking a sip from the mug enjoying the taste of fresh coffee.
"How are you feeling?" I asked her as I placed the mug on the table.
"Much better, thanks." she said as she picked up hers and took a sip from it. "This is pretty good."
"Thank you. It's my favorite kind." She smiled and took another sip as I noticed the book still on the table and picked it up before getting up and taking it back to my room. I returned with my brush and offered it to her.
"Thanks." Trixie said as she placed the towel in her lap and started to brush her long hair.
"I'm not sure this rain is going to let up..." I said disappointed.
"That's okay. I can just stay here till it lets up." Trixie said as she continued to brush out her hair. I was flabbergasted. My mind felt as numb as my body as i just watched her before she looked over at me, stopped brushing and said, "Is that okay?" I must have had some kind of look on my face before I shook it off and replied.
"O-of course you can." I recovered. Relax girl...just be yourself. I told myself as she went back to brushing her hair. I finished off my cup and placed it in the sink before adding, "Oh I took out all of our things to let the dry off."
"Good idea. I'm sorry to put you through all this trouble...." she said as she stopped brushing and was looking down at her leg. The hot water from the shower has made the bruise show up even more now and it probably looked a lot more worse than how it felt but it still tore at my heart. I made my way back over to her and placed a hand on her shoulder and smiled when she looked up at me.
"It'll be okay." Trixie did her best to smile as she handed the brush back. I also took the towel from her and placed it near the dryer. She finished off her coffee and I helped her up and over to the couch. "You wanna watch a movie?" I offered.
"Sure. Something funny would be nice." I nodded and started to dig through my DVDs before finding one of my favorite comedies and putting it in. I sat down next to her and started it up and it wasn't long before we were both laughing and having a good time. About halfway through the movie I noticed she slowly laid her head on my shoulder and wasn't laughing anymore at certain parts. Looking down at her I smiled softly for Trixie had fallen asleep on me.
"You must have been really exhausted." I said quietly as I slowly got up being careful not to wake her as I laid her down gently on one of the couch pillows. I went to my room and returned shortly with a blanket and covered her as she moved slightly before going still once more. I turned off the movie and the lights leaving a dimmed one on in case she woke up and didn't remember where she was.
"Good night Trixie." I said as those butterflies shifted around in my stomach as I slowly made my way to my room. I kept the door open just in case as I crawled under the covers and just laid there silently, thoughts of the day's earlier events running through my mind as I smiled to myself. This is the start of something beautiful and new. Good job on taking the first step! I thought as I closed my eyes and slowly drifted off to sleep.
Through the Looking Glass (revised edition)
"Please, don't do this!" I cried with an outstretched arm towards Twilight.
"It's all your fault. You did this to yourself." she stated as she glared down at me.
"But I can change. I want to be friends!"
"You will never have any friends!" Twilight yelled as she raised her arms above her head gathering magical energy between her hands.
"Twilight! Please! Help me!" The tears flowing down my cheeks as all I could do is watch her cast her spell before releasing every bit of magic towards me. The last thing I saw was the menacing look in her eyes before bolting straight up the darkness of the room making everything feel very surreal. I sat in my bed trying to get my breathing under control as I clenched my chest, my heart beating a thousand times a second.
It was just a dream... I told myself as I looked over at the clock. It was only a little after five in the morning as I sighed to myself still sitting there in my bed and just as soon as I got my breathing back to normal I noticed some quick flashes outside the window. Hastily throwing the covers over my head and placing my hands over my ears, I waited for the scary sounds to go away. I could still hear the thunder but it wasn't so bad as I hid underneath the covers.
After a few moments passed I got out of bed and started to make my way out of my room towards the kitchen turning on a small light when I got there. Emptying out the coffee pot I added some more water and ground coffee as I started the timer before my eyes fell on the couch and the girl who was sleeping there. A soft smile spread across my lips as I moved from around the counter and gazed at her for a moment.
Trixie was sleeping soundly, not one to be bothered by a little bit of thunder. Lucky girl. Wish I could sleep through anything. It was then that I noticed the sound of rain still hitting the sliding glass door and I went over to look out the blinds. It was still dark out for the clouds were covering the sky blocking the morning sun.
"Well it doesn't look like it's going to let up anytime soon." I sighed to myself as I went back to the kitchen for the timer went off and the fresh pot of coffee was ready. Pouring myself a cup and mixing in some creamer I inhaled deeply, closing my eyes at the wonderful aroma it produced.
"Trixie would like a cup of that." I heard from the couch which made me giggle softly as I reached for an empty mug and poured her some. I heard her sit up and yawn as I fixed it just like I did the previous night and brought it over to her.
"Here ya go. Sleep okay?"
"Thanks. Trixie slept just fine." she replied as she took a sip of the hot liquid. Grabbing my own cup I brought it back over to the couch and sat down next to her.
"That's good..." She must of picked up on the way I said that.
"What's wrong, Sunset?"
"Oh nothing really..." I stared into my cup before continuing. "I just had a bad dream this morning and this weather isn't helping any." Trixie leaned over and slightly bumped her shoulder into mine which made me turn and look at her.
"Cheer up. At least you have some company. It's not like Trixie could go anywhere with it still raining outside." she said with a smile which made my face heat up a bit and brought back those butterflies in my stomach. I did my best to try and hide my face as I took another sip from my cup as she went on. "So what shall we do today?"
"Ummm..." I trailed off as I thought about it. What ARE we going to do today? I asked myself as a few ideas ran though my mind. It wasn't until Trixie spoke that broke my chain of thought.
"Trixie's never seen a book like that before. Where did you get it?" Trixie asked.
"Hmm? What book?" It took me a second to realize what she was talking about and I tried to cover it up as quickly as I could. "Oh you mean the one that was on the table last night? An old friend gave that to me a long time ago."
"A long time ago? Oh come on, you're not that old." she poked at me.
"Thanks." I said sarcastically as I gave her a look. If you only knew how old I actually am...
"Trixie thinks it's some kind of diary and it has all your secrets!" she grinned at me over the top of her cup as she took another sip.
"Well you're half right..."
"Will you show Trixie?" she asked curiously as I just blinked at her.
"Seriously?"
"Yes, Trixie would really like to read through it." she said as she set her cup down on the coffee table. Great...what do I do now? If I show her some of the things in there it would give away where I'm actually from and things about Celestia... I sighed as I looked away from her and back into my cup. I felt her move closer to me and she placed her hand softly on my shoulder which made me turn towards her and the look in her eyes told me that she was really serious about it.
Placing my cup down on the coffee table I turned to Trixie and looked her straight in the eyes. "Fine but on two conditions."
"Okay name them."
"First you have to promise me that whatever you see in there you have to keep it a secret and second..." I hesitated for a moment.
"And that is....?" she questioned.
"I really would like to know why you always talk in the third person." Trixie sat back and glared at me and I quickly started to back pedal. "Well I mean you don't have to...if you don't want to." The look in her eyes softened a little bit as she shook her head in reply.
"No it's fine. I guess that's okay. Everyone wonders why I talk like that and that's one of the biggest things they tease me about." she looked down, slightly saddened by that fact.
"All right then. I'll be right back with the book." I told her as I got up and headed into my room. It didn't take me long to find it for it was resting on top of my dresser where I usually keep it at home. Picking it up I gazed at it for a few moments before wrapping my arms around it and bringing it back into the living room. I noticed it was going on seven o'clock and it was a bit brighter out but the rain still sang it's relentless song outside without missing a beat.
Taking a seat next to her I placed the book in my lap and sat there for a minute in silence before looking up at Trixie. "So this book," I started to explain but stopped before finding the right words, "this book is like an inter-dimensional two way communication device." Trixie kind of gave me an odd look and blinked a few times. "I can send and receive messages like how you can send texts on our phones."
"Oh, I see. But who are you sending messages to? And who's writing back to you?" Trixie asked curiously.
"Well when I first came here I was writing Princess Celestia befo-"
"You mean Principal Celestia, right?" Trixie interrupted.
"Ummm, no." I took a deep breath and steady my nerves for I was about to explain everything to her when the only ones that actually knew where I was from were Twilight and her friends. Trixie just sat there as she waited for me to continue. "Trixie I am from a place called Equestria and I am actually a pony with magical powers."
She didn't really flinch at the explanation but seemed to need more of it. "You see when I couldn't get what I wanted there I left that world and came here through a portal, the same portal that Twilight came through and then defeated me after I turned into that whole she-devil thing and took control over everyone in the school to use as my own personal army to take over Equestria." She was giving me another strange look as I drew her attention back to the book.
"Anyways that's not the point. The point is that this book was a way for me to communicate with Celestia and then Princess Twilight when she helped me see what I was doing was wrong and showed me the good in people." I looked down at the book and slid my hand gently across the cover with my cutie mark on it. "Here, see for yourself." I told her as I handed it to her. Trixie took the book and slowly opened it reading the small writing on the inside cover.
To my favorite student Sunset Shimmer,
Turning another page she read some of the first few entries I wrote oh so long ago and the replies I received back from Celestia. A few more pages of silent reading went by and I watched her face, studied it to see if there was any kind of negative reaction from her. She skipped quite a few pages to more of the most recent ones and about the things I was writing to Twilight about. When she finished the last one that I wrote she looked up at me and I could tell she probably had a few questions.
"So you're saying that you write to ponies in another world?"
"That is correct."
"And Twilight hasn't written you back recently?"
"Also correct..." Trixie went back to the book and I had a feeling that she didn't believe or want to believe any of this was true but just then on that blank page the book started to vibrate and right in front of her words started to appear in that emptiness.
"W-what's going on?" Trixie was stunned as she watched the words form from nothing as I quickly grabbed the book from her and read the message out loud.
Dear Sunset Shimmer, I'm sorry I haven't gotten back to you sooner but things have been really hectic here recently and I have been doing my best to find some time to write to you. Please don't hate me. How are things going with you? Have you been trying those friendship lessons out that I gave you? I do hope all is well and please let me know if there's anything else I can do for you. Your friend, Twilight Sparkle
I squeed with joy as I hugged the book to me with the biggest smile on my face. Trixie just sat there next to me still with a look of shock upon her face as I set the book down on the coffee table and faced her. "She finally got back to me!" Trixie seemed to partially recover as she took my hands and squeezed them gently and gave me a soft smile.
"I guess you were telling the truth after all."
"I have no intention to lie to you, Trixie." I told her.
"I believe you, Sunset..." Trixie looked away from me and towards the open book.
"What's wrong?" I asked her as I still held her hands. They were soft and warm and I really didn't want to let them go as I could feel my heart racing a bit faster as I eagerly awaited her answer.
"It's just...nobody knows about my past and it's hard on me to remember it..." I noticed pain and sadness form in her eyes as she spoke.
"If it helps I promise not to tell anyone else." I tried to reassure her. Another loud crack of thunder rang over head which made me jump and tighten my grip on her hands as I shut my eyes trying to push it out of my mind. When I reopened them I noticed she had a small smirk on her lips. "Sorry." I said quietly as I started to let go of her hands.
"It's alright, I don't mind." Trixie stated as she didn't let me go. "It all started when I was a young girl." she started off. This is it, Sunset. Pay attention now and learn everything you can about her! I told myself as Trixie continued. "I used to love magic tricks and just adored their charismatic personality on stage. It made me want to grow up and be just like them, making people be in awe in what they do and just have that drive and attention they get." Her tone shifted suddenly as she went on.
"But then one day when my mom was taking me to go see one of the local magicians in town she had a heart attack and ended up crashing into another car. I don't remember much after that but when I woke in the hospital they explained everything to me as best as they could, probably thinking that I wouldn't understand any of it. The change started a few years after that when I saw one of the younger girls getting picked on at school and I decided to step in. It happened so naturally that I can't really explain it." I didn't interrupt her for I really did not know what to say as I just let her continue.
"I just started acting like they did. I put on a brave face, stood up to those kids and started saying "Trixie" instead of I, or me, or anything else like that. It just felt so comfortable to refer myself in the third person, like I really wasn't there anymore and perhaps all the pain I felt would just vanish away. It became such a staple in my life that I didn't have to think twice about it really and only in times of extreme stress or pain that I actually revert back to my old self again." That's something I have noticed a few times now. I felt her hands tighten around mine as she told her story and I just sat there listening to every word she said.
"So every day I put on this mask of "Trixie" and play the part of the "Great and Powerful" and deal with things as they come. Honestly I'm not as strong as I seem to be, it's all nothing but an act." I could hear her voice quivering slightly as she said that and that's when I finally spoke up.
"No you're wrong. You are the bravest person I know." I told her. "To be that confident in yourself without letting anyone tell you otherwise is true strength. You're a lot stronger than me, that's for sure." Trixie gave me a weak smile as she looked into my eyes. "And besides, I like that side of you. There's just something about it that draws me towards you when you act like that, even if it is just an act."
"Thank you, Sunset." I wrapped my arms around her and gave her a hug as she hugged me back.
"Anytime. Just keep being yourself, okay?"
"Okay. Trixie will be Trixie." she said softly which made me giggle right before another crack of thunder boomed outside and I squeaked, shuttering slightly. She held me close and I could tell she was trying real hard not to laugh at me but as contagious as it is I couldn't help myself and started laughing which made her start and we just sat there on the couch enjoying a good laugh. Who knew being afraid of thunder would be so funny?
Through the Looking Glass (revised edition)
Monday. I'm not sure why most people hate Mondays but they don't seem to bother me to much. Sometimes they seem like the fastest day during the week compared to some other days. Trixie left yesterday and I offered to escort her home but she seemed very adamant about her going alone. Seemed a bit strange to me but I did not press the issue and make her upset or mad at me after such a great time we had this weekend.
As I gathered my things and headed out the door I had a smile upon my face as I locked it and started down the street towards school. I was a bit early this morning so I decided to swing by a nearby coffee shop and get myself something warm to drink for it was a bit chilly out today. A nice caramel-vanilla mocha warmed my insides as I took a sip before continuing down the sidewalk towards Canterlot High. I saw a familiar face as I rounded the corner and stopped to wait for her to cross the street to join her.
"Good morning, Rarity!" I said as she made her way over and we started back up.
"Good morning, dear. How are you doing?"
"Wonderful. Thanks for asking!" I replied with a smile.
"Oh really, now?" Rarity quirked an eyebrow as she looked at me. "Did something special happen this weekend?"
"You could say that." I giggled and blushed slightly as I tried to hide it by taking another sip.
"Ohhh! You have to tell me everything!" Rarity's eye brightened up as she wrapped her arm around one of mine as we continued to head towards school. So I told her all that transpired over those two days I spent with Trixie. Rarity listened to every word I said and not once interrupted me as I rambled on and on and before we knew it we walked past the giant statue in front of the school and my eyes drifted towards where the portal was and I ended up trailing off in mid sentence.
"What is it, darling?" Rarity asked as she let go of my arm.
"Sometimes I wish she would just come through and visit us..." I sighed as I tore my gaze away from the statue and started heading for the entrance with her in tow. "I'll catch ya later, Rarity." I told her as I headed for my locker as she replied with a smile. It took me a few tries to get my combination correct and get my locker open as I just stood there for a moment staring off into it wondering what's wrong with me today.
Get it together, Sunset... I told myself as I put my books away, the special one from Celestia last as I held onto it for a few moments before shaking my head and putting it away. First period was always the most uninteresting to me for it was my math class and I pretty much knew much more than the teacher so I never really studied for it. I grabbed the corresponding book and closed my locker before turning around and blinking a few times as I was now staring Trixie in the face as she was only standing two feet away from me.
"H-hello Trixie..." I said surprisingly not expecting her to just come out of nowhere like that. Pull yourself together! my head yelled at me.
"Trixie just wanted to say good morning, nothing else." she said before she stood there for a moment then turned and walked off leaving me confused and slightly mystified as I watched her walk away and disappear around a corner before face palming and letting out a breath I didn't realize I was holding.
"Great, Sunset. Just great." I told myself as I turned and headed towards the first class of my day. Luckily for me I had a seat by the window and would usually spend this time staring off into the distance thinking about Equestria, Princess Twilight, or other ways of taking over the world! Just kidding on that last one as I took my seat and gave a soft giggle as the other students piled into their chairs and the teacher began their lecture like usual. Half the day went by without me thinking about it and when the lunch bell rang it took me a second to realize what time it actually was. Approaching the cafeteria doors I ran into Rainbow Dash as we walked in together, a smug look upon her face.
"What's with the look?" I asked as we stepped into line for our food.
"I just broke the school record for getting twenty-five goals in under a minute!" Rainbow said proudly.
"Wow! Congratulations!"
"Thanks. But it wasn't that hard." she seemed to wave it off as she grabbed a tray as I followed in suit.
"That's still something though." I complimented her with a smile.
"I guess." Rainbow shrugged as she got her food and headed for their usual table. I arrived shortly after and sat down next to Fluttershy. "Hey Fluttershy."
"Oh, hello, Sunset. How are you?" she asked.
"I'm okay, I guess." I answered reluctantly as I picked at the food on my tray.
"Is everything okay?"
"Well..." as I started to explain, or try to at least, when my eyes caught some movement close by and it was Trixie making her way over to the counter and getting something to eat before taking a seat at an empty table. "Never mind. It's nothing." I told her as she just gave me a small smile in response.
I just sat there listening to them talk about things that are going on, the up coming plans they are making and just general gossip that is floating around the school. My eyes would drift towards Trixie every now and again as I would try to make it seem as conspicuous as possible hoping I wouldn't get caught by anyone. She wasn't doing much, just keeping mostly to herself and I felt bad for her. I really wanted to go over and sit with her, talk with her, but I didn't want to seem like I was being invasive or to overly attached.
The same monotonous bell rings ending our lunch time. Always that same tone we hear a dozen times a day, five days a week, day in and day out. Sighing to myself I get up, grab my tray, and as I made my way towards the trash can I noticed that Trixie was already gone. Next time go and sit with her. I told myself as i walked out of the cafeteria and off to my next class. Nothing else excited happened throughout the day as I went from class to class.
After another fruitless gym class I slowly walked my way back to my locker and leaned against it slightly, being one of the few students left in the school. There were some after school clubs that happen but they usually take place off campus so there weren't many people around even though they don't lock the doors till around five in the evening. Opening my locker I grabbed what I needed not really thinking about the rest of the day as I once again grabbed the book Celestia gave me and placed it in my bag.
I have not seen Trixie since lunch time and I was a bit worried about her, hoping everything is alright. My thoughts drifted towards this last weekend and how much fun I had with her as I walked slowly home. I wasn't feeling to well today, maybe it's true about Mondays after all. I just chuckled to myself at the thought as I rounded the corner and noticed someone sitting against my door across the street which made me pause as I couldn't quite see who it was.
I waited for a few minutes watching the figure but it seemed to not move all that much so I decided to carefully cross the street and confront this person and ask them what they are doing in front of my door. Stepping closer to the apartments it still wasn't clear to me who it was untill I got within ten feet of them that I noticed it was her! My first thought was Oh my gosh! Is she okay? before a hundred others flooded my head before I regained myself and moved closer to her.
"Trixie? What are you doing here? Is everything okay?" She didn't respond but looked up at me and the first thing I noticed was how red her eyes were and the wetness on the sleeve of her hoodie. Has she been crying this whole time...? I thought as I knelt down in front of her as my eyes softened and held my hand out to her. She didn't hesitate to take it as I helped her up and she threw her arms around me which to me felt like she just needed to be held.
"I don't want to go home..." Trixie said quietly as she started crying again as I just held her close for a few moments before unlocking the door and leading her inside, tossing my bag aside, closing the door behind her before leading her over to the couch.
"You don't have to." I told her with a smile as I wiped her cheek with the back of my hand as she leaned into it like she did before when I found her a few days ago. "Would you like something to drink?" I asked as she just gave me a nod for an answer and I smiled heading into the kitchen to make her some of that coffee that she really liked, hoping it would cheer her up some. Stay calm and let her bring it up. Don't mess up. I kept telling myself as I tingled with pleasure for I get to spend more time with her once again.
Through the Looking Glass (revised edition)
I took a deep breath to calm myself a bit as I stood in front of the coffee maker waiting for it to finish. It wasn't to long before it went through it's usual cycle, filling the pot with a pleasant aroma. As the last few drops fell into the pot I took it off it's stand and poured two cups for us. Preparing hers just the way she likes it as well as the way I like mine, I brought both the cups over and set them on the coffee table sitting down next to her.
Trixie kept her eyes on her lap as I just watched her for a few moments waiting for her to reach out and take her cup but she never did. The silence was starting to get to me as I picked up my cup and took a few sips before setting it back down and turning towards her. I took this time to look closely over her, from her posture to how messy her hair looked to her worn out, puffy eyes. It broke my heart to see her like this and my first thoughts went straight to which one of those girls messed with her again.
"Umm, hey! I got this new book, would you like to see it?" I asked as I got up trying to lighten the mood. It was then that as I started to step away I felt a tug on my sleeve which made me stop and look down at her.
"Don't leave me..." she said with a whimper and without looking up at me.
"I'm not going to leave you silly," I told her with a smile. Her grip tightened on my sleeve and that's when I finally noticed it. She was trembling slightly as she held onto it. I sat back down next to her as she continued to hold onto my sleeve as I noticed her other hand was balled into a fist resting on her lap. "Trixie, what's the matter?"
"Don't leave me, Sunset, please..." Trixie repeated as her voice cracked slightly.
"I won't. I promise!" I said softly as I placed a hand on her leg as she flinched slightly which made me quickly remove it and apologize. "I'm so sorry, did I hurt you?" Trixie just shook her head and released her grasp on my sleeve before interlocking her fingers together in a tight grip upon her lap. There's definitely something wrong with her. I thought to myself as I tried desperately to try and find the right words to say to her.
"What happened?" I asked kindly hoping I could get her to open up to me without her shutting down. I started to get scared that I might have pushed her away for she was quiet for a few moments and right when I was about to say that it's okay and she doesn't have to talk about it if she didn't want to, she spoke.
"It's my damn father!" Trixie said through clenched teeth. I was taken aback slightly for I've never heard her swear before but I just let her continue. "He's so condescending and makes me so mad yet there's nothing I can do about it!" Her tone was absolute but there was something underlining it that I picked up on.
"Did he do something to you?" I asked cautiously. She was quiet once again and I really thought I crossed the line this time but once again she surprised me by only taking a few moments to probably gather her thoughts before answering but that wasn't the case. She unzipped her hoodie and took it off and it confused me for a moment until she lifted up her shirt just enough to show me a few fresh bruises on her side. I couldn't believe what I was seeing and my eyes widened as they shifted from her side to her face, which was still facing downwards, back to her side.
"Oh Trixie, I'm so sorry..." There was really nothing I could actually say to her. I mean who could do something like that especially to their own daughter? My thoughts became more and more tangled up as anger started to flow through me. It wasn't until she spoke again that broke my concentration and brought my attention back to her.
"When he drinks he..." she paused for a moment as she slowly lowered her shirt and I could tell that it was painful for her, "he gets like this and does things..." Trixie trailed off as my concern for her grew ever more.
"What does he do?" I was afraid to ask her but at the same time I needed to know more.
"He's always yelling at me, telling me I'm no good and that it's my fault mom died. Then when I try and stand up for myself he gets ever more angry and hits me." Trixie was visible shaking now and once again on the verge of breaking down. That's when I finally acted as gently wrapped her arms around her as I brought her close to me, holding her comfortingly. Like before, I really had nothing to say to her that could possible make her feel better so I just thought that my actions could speak for themselves.
"I don't want to go home, Sunset. I don't ever want to go back there again!" Trixie cried in my arms as she trembled. I couldn't help it as my eyes started to water with a mixture of sorrow, pain, and anger. "It's not my fault! It's not my fault she died..." she kept saying over and over as she continued to cry. What should I do? I don't want to say anything that'll make her more upset. Just when I finally thought of something to say her phone went off.
Reaching into the pocket of her hoodie she brought out her phone and we both looked at it as the screen showed that it was her dad calling her. Trixie sat up and threw the cell down the hall as I heard it break into a few pieces. That was a nice phone. Hope it's not to busted up. Ohhh focus Sunset! I told myself as I turned back to her as she was glaring down the hall at her phone. I blushed slightly for she looked kind of cute as mad as she was but I didn't let it get to me as I got her attention.
"You're safe here, Trixie, and you can stay here for as long as you'd like to," I said with a soft smile on my lips. Trixie turned and faced me as the look in her eyes softened up and it looked like she was about to cry once again. "It's alright," I told her as I took her hands into mine and squeezed them gently. "And if it matters at all I could go back to your place with you to get some of your things so you can stay here. That's if you'd want to."
Trixie just smiled as she wiped her eyes as she leaned in and gave me a gentle hug and a quiet thank you before sitting back and taking a deep breath, closing her eyes for a few moments. I watched her with a pleasant look upon my face knowing that things will look up not only for her but for the both of us. Trixie opened her eyes and saw me staring at her and I quickly turned away reaching for my mug and hastily taking a sip of it pulling a weird face.
"Ugh! Coffee doesn't taste very good after it's gone cold." Trixie just giggled softly then flinched as she took a slow breath which made me frown slightly before she gave me a smile reassuring me it's okay. "I'm going to make some new coffee, would you like some more?" Trixie nodded as she finally noticed her mug on the table that was not touched this entire time.
"I'm sorry," she said rather disappointingly.
"No it's fine. I have plenty still left," I replied as I took up the mugs and dumped them into the sink, rising them out and preparing a new pot. I didn't realize it was this bad. Poor girl, my life seems like a fairy tale compared to hers. I thought as I poured water into the coffee maker and started it up.
"Sunset?" I heard her call from the couch as I turned my head and looked over the counter towards her.
"What's up?"
"You're the first friend that's ever cared for me like this. Umm, I'm not sure how to say these things..."
"You don't have to say anything," I cut her off. Like you sometimes I don't know how to express myself either.
"Thank you." Trixie turned and tried to smile but it looked like she was forcing herself. I knew she was feeling miserable and it just broke my heart to see her like this as she turned back to stare at her lap once more. I turned back to the coffee machine for the timer went off and refilled our mugs, fixing them just the way we like it, and returned to the couch holding hers out to Trixie.
"Here ya go, with milk and just a little bit of sugar," Trixie's face softened up and she gave me a genuine smile as she took the mug and took a small sip, enjoying the hot liquid.
"You make some pretty good coffee," she complimented which made me blush slightly and take a sip from my own mug trying to hide my face from her. I heard her giggle as we just sat there for a good few minutes just enjoying the coffee and each others company. It made me really happy that she was here again and if anyone could see me now they would swear that I was glowing.
"Hey, Sunset? Would it be okay if we went there tomorrow after school?" Trixie asked as she stared into her now half empty mug.
"Sure, Trixie. We can head there anytime that you'd like to."
"I don't want to see him so soon but it's better to get it over with soon than later."
"Can I ask you something, Trixie?"
"Of course."
"Did you start living with him after your mom died?" Trixie took another sip from her mug followed by a long sigh. Perhaps you shouldn't have asked that, Sunset. I thought as I watched her expression change.
"No, not really. I was placed in an orphan house until about the age of ten. After that I stayed at a few foster houses before they finally found him and told me that I had to go live with him because he was my only living relative. Ever since then my life has been pretty much a living hell."
"I'm sorry, I shouldn't have asked."
"It's alright. I trust you, Sunset and when I talk to you it makes me feel better," Trixie told me with a comforting smile. "Thanks for being a true, true friend," she placed a hand on mine which made those butterflies in my stomach return and give me goose bumps. I placed my mug on the coffee table and gave her a smile in return. Way to go, Sunset! Now just focus on cheering her up. I told myself as we locked eyes for a moment before she finally spoke.
"What?"
"Oh, it's nothing," I giggled.
"Suuuure," Trixie rolled her eyes and smirked.
"Hey where did you get that hair pin?"
"This one?" she asked as she pulled the star out of her hair and handed it to me.
"It's pretty. Did you get it at the mall or something?"
"No. It was my mother's. She gave it to me for my 5th birthday."
"Oh I'm sorry..."
"It's fine, Sunset. No need to apologize. It's the only real thing I have left to remind me of her so I cherish it greatly," she told me as I handed it back to her. I watched her replace it back into her hair with a smile as I smiled along with her.
"Well I like it and I think it suits you just fine!" Trixie blushed slightly at my compliment and gave me a bright smile. "I'm so glad you're feeling better."
"Well it's all thank to you, Sunset."
"What are friends for?" I grinned feeling very pleased with myself at the moment. We finished our coffee, watched a bit of television and then I got her a pillow and the extra blanket I used last time for it was getting late and we had a big day tomorrow. She thanked me once again as I told her good night and headed off into my room leaving the door slightly open just in case she needed anything. As I crawled under the covers and gave a quiet yawn I closed my eyes and slowly started to drift off to sleep for it was quite the emotional day. As my conscious faded from my grasp I wondered what tomorrow had in store for us and the unknown fears that lie in wait just around the corner.
Through the Looking Glass (revised edition)
Bzzzt. Bzzzt. Bzzzt. went the alarm clock and I reached over lazily not wanting to get out from the warm covers. Taking a quick peak I noticed it was a quarter after five, the usual time I wake up during the week to get ready for school. Mumbling something incoherent into my pillow I slowly rolled over wanting just a few more minutes of sleep when I noticed that I was now face to face with another sleeping form. The sudden realization swept over me and I quickly freaked out and scooted backwards falling out of the bed and onto the cold floor.
"Ughhh..." I laid there for a few moments rubbing my head before sitting up and looking at the sleeping figure that still lay under the warm blanket. A soft smile formed on my lips as I placed my arms on the side of the bed and gazed at her for a few moments till my legs started to get cold and I shivered slightly. I got up and sat on the edge of the bed as I gently shook her.
"Time to get up, Trixie," I said softly.
"What time is it...?" she asks as she curls up into a ball. Awww, how cute! I thought as I giggled quietly.
"It's a little after five and time to get up to get ready." Trixie mumbled something about it being so early and hid underneath the covers. I shook her once more and told her that I would get some coffee started and would have some ready for her. Heading into the kitchen I noticed it was still dark outside as I turned on a light then stepped quietly over to the sliding glass door to look out the blinds. It was cloudy outside but they didn't look like rain clouds to me.
I grabbed my cell phone from the charger as I made my way back to the kitchen while checking the weather forecast for the day. Well there's no chance of rain, so that's good I guess. I thought as I prepared the coffee like I do almost every morning. It was only a few minutes before movement out of the corner of my eye that brought me back down to earth as I turned and smiled to Trixie while she walked into the kitchen rubbing the sleep from her eyes.
"Well good morning, sleepy head!" I teased as she leaned against the counter.
"How can you wake up so early?" she asked while yawning.
"I always get up at this time. I just can't sleep in all that much," I told her with a shrug. "Plus when I was younger I would wake up minutes before Celestia would raise the sun and I would just sit there with starry eyed wonder as I watched the warm dawn come up over the horizon." I explained as I took the pot off the maker and poured out two cups, fixing them just the way we like it. Turning around I handed one out to her and noticed that she was almost fully asleep just standing there which made me smile once more before I got her attention.
"Here ya go, Trixie."
"Thank," she stretched and yawned once more, "you." Trixie received her cup and took a small sip from it as I watched her close her eyes and the corners of her mouth turn up into the slightest of smiles.
"You're welcome!" I couldn't help but grin at her expression as I took a sip from my own cup. "It's going to be a little bit chilly today than it was yesterday. I just hope it doesn't rain again..." I trailed off staring into the steaming liquid.
"Well Trixie will keep you nice and warm," she had a small smile and a soft look in her eyes as I looked up into them which made my heart skip a beat and I could feel my face warm up and I quickly took another sip trying to hide myself in the coffee. I heard a quiet giggle as I replaced my eyes on her face and she was slightly flushed herself which calmed me a bit as she placed her cup on the counter and headed down the hall, returning once more with her phone, broken into a few pieces as she set them next to her cup.
"Sorry about your phone," I apologized.
"It's okay. Trixie didn't really like this one," she told me as she played with the pieces before picking up her cup and taking a few sips before sitting it back down. Didn't like it? That's one of the newest ones out! I thought in shock as she moved out of the kitchen and over to her bag before she started going through her things.
"Well I'm going to go take a quick shower before we leave for school. You going to be okay?" I asked as I finished off my coffee and placed the cup into the sink.
"Yeah I'll be okay," I heard her reply as she seemed to be looking for something. I nodded and knew she couldn't see me as I made my way back into my room to pick out what I would wear today. Grabbing the clothes I walked into the bathroom and started up the water before staring at my reflection. Geez girl, what a mess! Let's get you cleaned up. I thought as I smiled watching the same image smile back before undressing and jumping into the hot water.
I didn't spend to much time in the shower for I did not want her to be alone that long. I wasn't worried about her, I just loved being around her and seeing her smile and right now she could use all the cheering up that I could possibly do. Turning off the water I stepped out and started to dry myself off. I wiped off the steam from the mirror and spent a moment looking at myself before letting out a soft sigh and got myself dressed.
"Feel better?" I heard her say as I opened the door and started towards my room.
"Yeah. The hot water always feels great," I called back from the room as I dried my hair off and then started brushing it out. Throwing it back into a pony tail I walked into the living room and she was sitting on the couch with her bag next to her. I guess maybe she found whatever she was looking for? I thought as I took a seat next to her slipping on a pair of socks followed by my shoes.
"That's good. Here," she said as she handed me a small piece of paper.
"What's this?"
"I'm not going to school today, so could you meet me here when you get out?"
"Yeah sure," I replied as I opened it up. There was a phone number and an address written on it and I recognized the place she had written down. "Are you sure?" I asked as I looked back up to her. Trixie just nodded and I quickly added, "I could stay with you. I mean it wouldn't hurt if I missed one day."
"No, it's okay. Please just meet me there after school."
"Alright."
"Thank you," Trixie said as she looked up at me with a smile. Standing up she headed over to the door and slipped on her boots as I got up following her over there. She wrapped her arms around me and held me close as she hugged me while I held her just the same, a bright smile on my lips. She left was a look back and a small wave before I watched her disappear around the corner before closing the door and finishing getting ready for school.
It was another average day at Canterlot High. I went to my classes, saw my friends at lunch, and pretty much waited anxiously for the day to get over with. My thoughts were the only thing that really kept me preoccupied throughout the day. They were entirely focused on Trixie and I hoped that she was doing alright. It was curious that she wanted to meet me at one of my favorite book stores but I promised her I would be there as soon as school was over.
Stepping quickly from the gym I made my way over to my locker, grabbing what I needed before shutting my locker. Zipping my bag up and turning around I was surprised to see Rarity standing right behind me which startled me slightly and I pushed my back against the metal lockers.
"Ahh! Rarity! You scared me."
"I do apologize, darling, but I couldn't help noticing that you were a bit distracted today."
"Yeah, just a bit," I replied as I stepped around her walking my way towards the front doors. "Something's come up and it's kind of personal. I'm sorry I can't go into more detail with you," I explained as she walked along side me out of the school and across the court yard.
"It is alright, Sunset. But please remember that we are hear for you too," she said with a smile as she stopped near the statue.
"Thank you. I must get going though. I'll see you tomorrow?" I called back as I headed down the side walk.
"See you tomorrow!" She called with a wave. It wasn't that long of a walk, maybe ten or fifteen minutes from the school, to the book store. As I waited to cross the street I noticed Trixie slowly walking down the other side of the street heading towards the rendezvous point which brought a soft smile to my face. It seemed like it took forever for the light to change as I quickly made my way across the street and over to her.
"Hey you!" I called out as I noticed a small spark in her eyes when she saw me.
"Hello. How was school today?" Trixie asked as we stood there.
"Ehh, it was school," I giggled.
"Trixie doesn't miss it." She shrugged as she took my arm and turned around heading back down the sidewalk from where she came.
"So what's the plan?" I asked not really knowing what she has in mind.
"Trixie and Sunset will go to Trixie's house and get some of her things. Trixie's father shouldn't be home at this time but we need to be quick about it." She never let go of my arm as she lead me down a few streets towards her house. We were now in a pretty nice neighborhood where all the houses looked fancy and at least two stories big while some were three. I couldn't help but stare at some of the yards that we passed by until she stopped in front of one of these fancy houses.
"Wow!" I said as I turned and looked up at the building standing tall before us. I just head her sigh as she opened the gate and lead me through the yard to the front door. I watched Trixie pull out her keys and unlock the door as we both stepped over the thresh hold. It was awfully quiet in the big house as she lead me upstairs to her room. Her room was pretty ordinary save for all the magic tricks and book laying around that I noticed.
Trixie grabbed a small duffle bag and began to just throw some of her clothes and other things into it. I offered to help but she declined and said that she just needed to hurry up. I took this time to take a closer look around her room for it might be the only time I get to see it. She had a few posters on the walls of some magicians that I did not recognize, the few books I saw were about how to do certain tricks from simple card ones to difficult illusions. I also noticed a guitar sitting in the corner of her room and I wondered if she still plays it.
"You ready?" Trixie asked as she brought my attention back to her.
"Yep. You got everything you need?"
"I think so," she replied as we headed back down stairs. Stopping suddenly at the bottom she hands me her bag and turns around going back up as she called out, "almost forgot my charger. Be right back."
"But I thought your phone was broken," I called back as she disappeared into her room.
"Trixie has another one," I heard her say and right as I was about to reply I heard a voice coming from behind me.
"Trixie, are you ho-" I quickly turned at the sound of a man's voice as I clutched her bag close to me. "Who are you? What are you doing in my house?" His tone was firm and demanding as he slowly stepped towards me. I heard Trixie rush out of her room and down the stairs as she stepped in front of me at the same time handing me her phone charger as I quickly stuffed it into her bag.
"Come on, we need to go, now!" She told me as she grabbed my arm once more and started walking towards the door.
"Where do you think you're going now?" He blocked our way as he stepped closer to us. He had an unpleasing odor as he swayed slightly, a look in his eyes that did not look very kind.
"It doesn't matter does it?" she growled back as she stood there looking up at him.
"Yes, it does. Now go take your friend back to your room and make me something for dinner."
"No. Trixie has more important things to do right now," she told him as she tried to step around him. I saw him grab her arm and push her back making me take a step back so she didn't trip over me.
"Stop it. Let Trixie leave."
"Oh you stop it. Stop talking like that. What's wrong with you?"
"There's nothing wrong with Trixie!" she yelled back at him. I could hear her voice quivering slightly. He just laughed at her as he leaned closer to her as he still held onto her arm. "Ow! Let me go!" Trixie tried to pull herself free but his grip was to strong for her.
"You're not going anywhere!" He told her as he pushed her against the wall.
"Hey, stop that! Let her go!" I called out as I tried to step between them.
"Oh look! One of her little so called friends is trying to talk back to me." His eyes glowed with excitement as he knocked Trixie to the ground. "Now go back up stairs where you belong," he commanded as he towered over her. I now understood why she wanted to leave and it was tearing me apart to see her like this.
"I said go to your room!" He growled as he picked her up by her arm and I could tell it was hurting her.
"Leave her alone!" I yelled as I dropped her bag and tried to pull him off of her.
"And what the hell do you think you're doing?" He turned to me and pushed me to the ground. I watched him pin Trixie against the wall and continue to yell at her as the fear grew in her eyes and I could see her legs shaking slightly. Getting up I gritted my teeth and stepped back over to him wrapping my arms around his trying my best to get him off of her.
"I said, LET. HER. GO!" The next thing I heard was him laughing before the room spun and I found myself staring at the floor the left side of my face burning like a thousand suns. It was deafly quiet for a few moments as I sat there on hands and knees before I heard her voice calling me.
"Sunset! Are you okay? I'm so sorry!" There was sadness in her voice as I slowly got up to my feet, placing a hand on the wall to steady myself. I heard laughter as I looked up at him a raging fire burning in my eyes as Trixie was trying to hold him back as he stepped towards me. I saw him push her hard to the ground before he stopped right in front of me as everything seemed to move in slow motion. Trixie reached out to me from the floor her face painted with fear as I watched him raise an arm as he said only four words to me.
"Not in my house!" As blackness over came me I heard Trixie call out to me as the giant figure faded from my view and before Trixie crawled over to me, the tears flowing from her eyes as the sound of her voice carried me into the unconscious. What have I gotten myself into...? What are you going to do now Sunset? where my final thoughts as everything fell silent around me.
Through the Looking Glass (revised edition)
The darkness that surrounded me was head boggling and pressured me on all sides yet there was no escape from it. I tried calling out to everyone I knew but not a single reply was received. It was then in that despair I heard two voices. Soft, like a gentle breeze at first, then growing louder and louder with each passing moment. What were they talking about? I heard my name being shouted as if they were crying from a distance before the feeling of being weightless filled my whole being.
It was then that I awoke and opened my eyes before sharp pains flooded my sight and I quickly closed them, moaning slightly. Where am I? And why is it so bright in here? Were my first thoughts as a familiar voice gently floated to my ears.
"Sunset?" I recognized it as Trixie's and immediately my thoughts calmed themselves as I felt her warm hand on top of mine. I slowly opened my eyes and found her staring worriedly at me from the side of the bed before I took a moment to look around the room that I was in. Why was I in a hospital room? How did I get here? More questions started to flood my head before Trixie's voice brought my gaze back to her.
"Oh I'm so glad you're awake. I was so scared..." I heard a slight quiver in her voice as she continued to stare at me. I tried to give her a smile the best I could but I felt pretty weak, even though I felt lighter than air at the moment.
"What happened?" I asked as my voice crackled from lack of water. Trixie noticed that and went to get me a glass of water before coming back and helped me to take a few drinks. The cold liquid felt great on my throat as she placed a few pillows against my lower back to help me sit up more comfortably.
"What's the last thing you remember?" It took me a few moments to collect my thoughts as I tried to think back on what happened.
"From what I can remember you were fighting with your dad and then I tried to help before everything went really fuzzy and then dark." As I explained it was then that I noticed I was talking a bit funny, like when you go to the dentist and they put gauze in your mouth. I slowly reached up and felt the left side of my face and even though it did not hurt I could tell that it was swollen and probably looked really bad.
"I'm so sorry, Sunset..." Trixie said as she looked away, tears rolling down her cheeks. "It's all my fault you were hurt and there's nothing I can do to change that. I'm so so sorry. I did not mean for this to happen..." I felt her hand tighten around mine as she apologized and I faced her gripping her hand with mine before pulling her to me and wrapping my arms around her and she started to let it all out.
"It's alright, Trixie. Please don't be so hard on yourself." I told her as she wrapped her arms around my waist holding me tightly as she continued to cry repeating that she was sorry over and over. Once she was done I sat her up and wiped her cheeks dry and gave her the biggest smile I could muster hoping it would cheer her up slightly. Now that my senses mostly cleared up I took a good look over her and she seemed to be in one piece.
"I'm really glad that you are alright and nothing terrible happened to you."
"After you fell to the ground I rushed over and covered you before he could do any more harm. He got bored with us and left the house and that's when I called 911 and they brought you here because you wouldn't wake up and I didn't know what else to do." Her words still held a bit of fear to them as Trixie told me what happened. Not a moment later a doctor walked into the room and picked up the chart at the end of the bed before coming around to the opposite side to look at me.
"Well Ms. Shimmer how are we feeling? Glad to see you're finally awake." he asked as he checked my eyes with a small light and then looked over the left side of my face.
"Okay I guess." I answered even though I really didn't have an answer for him.
"Any pain?"
"Not at the moment."
"You've suffered a pretty bad concussion and we had to put a few stitches in. We will also be keeping you here over night to keep an eye on you. You'll be able to go home tomorrow." He explained as he wrote a few things on the chart before setting it back down at the end of the bed.
"Okay. Thank you," I said as I turned back to Trixie.
"Are you two together?" He asked before leaving the room. "If not she will have to leave for visiting hours are ending." It was then that I had to make a quick decision and in that moment those butterflies returned to my stomach as my thoughts shifted to us being together. It was the doctor this time who broke my concentration as he asked once more. "Well Ms. Shimmer?"
"Yes! Trixie and I are together," I just suddenly blurted out as he just nodded and walked out, closing the door behind him. I quickly covered my mouth and turned to look at Trixie as she had a look of surprise on her face yet at the same time she was blushing slightly. The silence was awkward as we just stared at each other for a moment which seemed like an eternity. Trixie was the first one to break the silence.
"Sunset...?" Well there's no going back now, dummy. Just tell her how you feel. I told myself as I took a deep breath and tried my hardest to clear my head before speaking.
"Trixie," I started out but the words were getting caught in my throat. "I...I like you. Well I just don't like you," I stumbled as I continued. "I really like you. I always have and all this time we have been spending together has made me realize how much I enjoy being around you." I couldn't look at her as I told her how I felt for some reason it was really embarrassing.
"Sunset, I-"
"I'm sorry! It was just so sudden and if you don't like me too then I completely understand." I cut her off as I quickly tried to back pedal. No! What are you doing? I screamed inwardly as she reached up and placed a hand on my cheek turning my head gently so I would look at her.
"Sunset, you have been such a great friend when no one else was to me. You've stopped to take care of me when others just ignored me and walked passed," she told me with such a kindness in her voice that made just stare into those violet eyes of her. "And yes, all this time we've been spending together has made me think of you as more than a friend." My heart was beating a thousand times a minute and I was pretty sure it was going to pop out of my chest at any moment. Is this all real? Did she really like me the same way as I did her? More unanswered questions floated through my head as she went on.
"What I am trying to say is that I really like you too, Sunset Shimmer." Trixie then gave me the sweetest smile I have ever seen and my mind just went blank. I couldn't think of a single thing to say as she just giggled softly while she slid her fingers in between mine as she curled up next to me on the bed. "Get some rest, Sunset. We can talk about this more when we go home tomorrow."
"Okay," I replied as I made some more room for her as she snuggled up against me. I couldn't explain this feeling that was growing rapidly inside of me but it felt warm and brought joy to my heart. It didn't take long for me to drift back off to sleep for I was still a bit weak but now I had something to hold close to me as a small smile spread across my lips.
I spent the next day at home resting while Trixie went to school to get my books and whatever homework that I have recently missed due to that unexpected surprise. I woke up about an hour before she would be back and slowly got out of bed and headed into the bathroom. My body felt stiff from lack of movement and I still felt a bit light headed as I turned on the light before suddenly stopping when I saw my reflection in the mirror.
"Wow, Sunset, you look horrible..." I said as I gently touched my face. Most of the pain has already subsided but my eye was black and my cheek was still swollen quite a bit. The doctor gave me some pain killers in case I needed them but I rarely took them for it did not hurt that bad. The stitches on my forehead stood out the most though for there was a total of 7 of them that ran in a slight angle. "I hope that doesn't leave a scar," I sighed as I started to carefully brush my hair out before leaving the bathroom.
Heading into the kitchen I started to prepare some of my favorite coffee for I knew that would cheer me up some and goodness knows I could use a bit of that at the moment. When the coffee was done I took my cup over to the table and was about to sit down when I noticed a small piece of paper on the counter that caught my eye. Taking a small sip I changed direction to see what was written on it.
Hey Sunset I hope you slept well and I'll be home as soon as I can after school. Oh by the way I will be making a quick stop to pick you up a little surprise. See you soon!
A smile appeared on the corners of my lips as I read the note before replacing it back on the counter. How sweet of her. I hope I'm not worrying her to much though... I thought as I made my way over to the couch instead of the table and sat down letting out a quiet sigh. A flashback of the other night flooded my mind and I cringed a bit before shaking my head ridding it of my thoughts. I took another sip and let the aroma of the hot coffee calm my head as I did my best to enjoy the quietness of my home.
I felt someone softly shaking me before Trixie's quiet voice floated to my ears. "Sunset? Hey, I'm back." I gave a small yawn before slowly sitting up and rubbing my eyes. Trixie sat down next to me and gave me a hug as I turned to her and gave her a smile.
"Sorry, I must have fallen asleep. How was your day?" I asked as I hugged her back.
"Trixie's day was okay. I brought your books and whatever assignments you need to go over." She told me as she pointed to my bag laying next to hers by the door. "Is there any left?" Trixie asked as she got up and headed for the kitchen. I knew what she was asking and seeing how I only had a single cup there should be plenty.
"Yeah, but you might have to reheat it. Thanks for bringing my stuff home." I got up and went over to my bag, dug through it until I found the papers I was looking for and gave a slight moan. "Ugggh."
"Something wrong?" I heard her call from the kitchen as she waited for the coffee to heat up.
"No, not really. Just a bunch of work to make up. Nothing I can't really handle," I called back as I put the papers away and made my way towards the kitchen. "You going home tonight?"
"What? No!" Trixie turned and looked at me. "Trixie's NOT going back to that place ever again." The fire in her eyes was intense and the seriousness in her voice was absolute that I could feel the emotions vibrate through the air.
"Oh...where will you go then?" I asked almost reluctantly.
"Trixie thought that she might stay here with you," Trixie paused for a brief moment before continuing, "well that's if you wanted me to." My heart sped up slightly and I felt very happy as I threw my arms around her and hugged her close.
"Of course you can stay here with me!" Trixie hugged me back as I giggled slightly before the ding of the coffee pot went off and I let her go so she could pour her cup. "You'll always have a place here and you never will have to ask to stay, alright?"
"Got it!" Trixie responded with a bright smile as she finished making her cup and took a few sips from it looking very satisfied. It made me laugh and she gave me a weird look before joining in and giving a small laugh herself. The rest of the night went by smoothly as she told me about how my friends asked where I was and if anything happened to me. Trixie told them that I just had a little accident and that I should be back to school tomorrow. Everyone seemed a bit worried but she told them that I was alright and will talk to them when I got back.
Tomorrow, huh? What will it bring? Well when you hit the bottom the only way to go is up and right now my sights are set on the stars above and things will be better. For the both of us. As the night wore on my only thoughts were of Trixie and the future that we will be sharing together from here on out. The past is not today and the future is only a moment away!
Through the Looking Glass (revised edition)
I woke to the annoying buzz of the alarm going off and reached over to shut it off but for some reason I couldn't move that far. Something heavy was against my right side and it took me a few moments after opening my eyes to realize that it was Trixie. She was curled up next to me, one leg across mine with the fingers of her right hand intertwined with my own. It took a few tries to get her to roll over and let go of my hand so I can shut off that insufferable sound.
"Finally," I said quietly as I took a quick look at the time. 5:45AM. The usual time I get up in the morning to get ready for school. Groaning slightly I sat up and placed my feet on the soft carpet as I stretched my arms above my head before wiping the sleep from my eyes. I looked back over my shoulder and smiled once more at the sleeping girl still wrapped up underneath the covers. I stood and proceeded into the bathroom to brush my hair and look over myself once more.
I sighed to myself as I gently touched the stitches in my forehead. "Well at least it looks worse than it feels."
"Trixie still thinks you're pretty," I heard her say as she hugged me from behind. I just smiled to her in the mirror as she rests her chin on my shoulder. "I'll go get the coffee started," Trixie added as she let go and headed out towards the kitchen. I brushed my hair out and tried to style it a bit different so it would cover the stitches the best I could before giving up and walked out of the bathroom.
"That smells good," I commented as I watched her pour out two cups and fix them the way we like it. Trixie handed me my mug and I took a sip enjoying the hot liquid as I closed my eyes and let the aroma completely surround me. When I opened my eyes the first thing I noticed was Trixie holding a small white box in her hands out to me. "What's that?" I asked as I set the mug down on the counter by the sink.
"Just a small token of appreciation," Trixie replied, her cheeks going slightly red. I smiled and took the small box, opening it gently, placing the lid next to the mug. It was filled with some black silk and laying on top of it sparkled a small silvery bracelet. I carefully picked it up and set the now empty box down next to it's lid as I stared at the tiny charms attached to the chain. There is a crescent shaped moon, a sun and a couple of stars sat between and around them.
"It's beautiful!" I said breathlessly as I continued to stare at the charms turning it slowly around in the kitchen light.
"Here," Trixie said as she held out her hand to me. I placed the bracelet on her palm and she then took it with both hands, opening the almost invisible clasp that held it together. "Give Trixie your wrist," she added as she held it open for me. I reached out with my left arm and she wrapped it around my wrist, closing it gently, her hands holding softly onto mine a bit longer than necessary which brought heat to my face as I just continued to stare at my wrist.
"Thank you," I said quietly before wrapping my arms around her neck and bringing her in for a hug. I felt her arms wrap around my waist while her hands rest against the middle of my back, holding me just as close. I let her go and mentioned we should start getting ready for school. Trixie agreed and proceeded to head into the bedroom to change while I finished up my coffee before it got to cold. After rinsing out my mug and placing it in the sink, I also headed towards my room to find something to wear for the day.
Being slightly distracted with my own thoughts I walked into the room to see Trixie in just her bra and underwear as she rifled through the closet where she hung up her clothes. I made some room for her the other day so she would have some place to set her things. She was wearing a matching set of light pink and white under garments and it took me a few moments to realize I was staring at her.
"Like what you see?" I heard her tease as heat flooded my face as our eyes met.
"S-sorry!" I stuttered as I quickly turned around. I heard her grab something from the closest and step back over to me, placing a hand on my arm, gently turning me around. My eyes stayed glued to the carpet in the room before I heard a soft giggle and a gentle touch underneath my chin rose my eyes to once again meet hers. Trixie just smiled and told me to get dressed before stepping out of the room, leaving me there with my thoughts.
After getting dressed myself, and feeling quite silly about the whole thing, I walked out of my room, passing by the bathroom where the sound of running water could be heard. I stopped for a moment and just listened, my thoughts going down a path that made me blush once more before I shook my head clear of them. Heading over to the couch I planted myself right in the middle and turned on the television to check today's weather.
The sound of the bathroom door opening caught my attention as I watched Trixie exit in a cloud of steam which made me giggle. "What a dramatic entrance you have there." Trixie replied with a grin as she walked over, taking a seat next to me as she continued to dry her hair. It didn't take us to much longer to finally get everything in order as we stepped out into the warm light of the sun. It's supposed to be a fairly nice day today with a high around 85. At least that is what the weather reporter said on the television. Locking the door I turned to her with a smile as I shouldered my bag ready for another day at school with my friends.
Rarity saw us from across the street as we waited to cross and gave us a wave. We returned the wave as the signal changed and we hurriedly crossed the street meeting up with her at the corner. "Good morning, you two," she said with a smile.
"Good morning, Rarity," I replied as we all started walking down the cement path towards Canterlot High.
"How are you feeling, darling?"
"I'm alright. Still a bit sore but at least I'm talking normally again," I gave her a slight smile.
"It does look a bit dreadful."
"Yeah but at least it only looks worse than it feels. I'm fine, really."
"Very well. My, that's beautiful!" Rarity exclaimed as she reached out towards my left wrist. I held it up for her so she could get a better look at it. She always had an keen eye when it came to fashion and accessories. "Where did you get it?"
"Umm..." I hesitated for a moment then told her. "Trixie got it for me. I'm not sure where she got it from though." I explained as I could feel the heat rising in my cheeks. Rarity flashed a bright smile as she looked from the charm bracelet to Trixie as she let go of my wrist.
"Very nice choice."
"Thanks," Trixie said.
"And thank you for letting us know what has befallen our poor little Sunset. We were all quite worried when she didn't show up for school the other day."
"Sure. Trixie thought it would be best if her friends knew what happened."
"And how are you doing?" Rarity's question held an underlying tone of worry to it.
"Trixie is fine," her answer was short but to the point. I caught her take a quick look at me out of the corner of my eye before her eyes went back to Rarity. The rest of the walk was pretty normal, well as normal as it could be. Rarity filled me in on what all was happening around the school the last few days, the projects she was working on and the carnival that was coming into town this weekend. An idea sprung into my head as I heard that and I took a mental note to ask Trixie if she would like to go later today.
Ahh, high school. A youth's most favorite past time. Well I guess for some it actually is but for the rest of us, well let's just say that some of the things taught here could use a major overhaul. I sat at my desk in the middle of History class half listening to the teacher drone on about something or another. It wasn't that the lecture was uninteresting or that her monotone voice would put people to sleep, it's just that most of the things she talked about I had no clue to what she was saying. Being from an alternate world has that effect on you. The bell rang which quickly brought me back from the day dream and I rushed out of the class excited for lunch. I was more excited about the fact that I get to spend a little more time with Trixie.
Following a few of the other students into the cafeteria my eyes instantly went to her usual table at which she always sat at. A smile was brought to my lips as I made my way over to her wondering how she gets to places so quickly sometimes. "Hey you," I called out to her as I took a seat across from her.
"Hi," Trixie replied as she played with a small sandwich that came from one of the vending machines they keep in here.
"Want to join me with my friends?" Trixie looked up at me then behind me at the table across the room where Apple Jack, Rainbow Dash and Fluttershy are sitting. She went back to fumbling with the sealed container as she answered my question.
"I'm not sure if they'd like me sitting with them."
"Why would you say that?" My question held a soft tone to it. She just shrugged as she continued to attempt to open her lunch. I reached over and took the container from her and pulled it open from one side. "Come on. It'll be fine," I reassured her as I stood up, holding a hand out to her. I saw her let out a sigh as she reached up and took it, letting me help her to her feet. Smiling I led her over to my usual table with the other girls, not letting go of her hand the whole way.
"Hey girls," I said as I sat down, Trixie sitting down next to me as I handed her opened sandwich back to her.
"Sunset, you're back!" Fluttershy said as she smiled to me. "How are you feeling?"
"I'm doing alright. It just looks worse than it feels."
"Yeah, it looks pretty bad."
"Rainbow!" Apple Jack scolded her.
"What? It does." Rainbow Dash shrugged.
"It's okay, AJ," I said.
"How many are there?" Rainbow asked as she pointed to my forehead. I tried to brush some of my hair over it to hide it better but gave up a moment later.
"Seven."
"Geez! No wonder you were in the hospital," Rainbow said as she came over to get a better look at them. Rarity and Pinkie Pie showed up and were greeted by the girls as they sat down. Rarity handed me a juice box and I thanked her as Pinkie addressed the new comer to their table.
"Well look who's finally decided to join us. It's about time Sunset shared you with us." All eyes then turned upon Trixie as she sat there next to me as she looked to each of them.
"Pinkie, be nice," I told her. I could feel Trixie shift slightly on the bench and I moved a bit closer to her.
"Whaaaaat? I am being nice," she pouted and stuck her bottom lip out. I just shook my head and looked over at Trixie who quickly regained her composure.
"Pinkie is right. Trixie should have joined you sooner," she said as she smiled at Pinkie.
"Trixie..." I said softly.
"It's okay, Sunset." She told me as she placed her hand on my leg. Everyone's attention was then directed to Rarity as she spoke up.
"We are all grateful for letting us know what happened to our friend, Trixie." Rarity smiled as my eyes flickered from her to Trixie and back again. "You are welcomed to join us any time." The rest of the girls all agreed and I could feel some of the tension be released from her as her hand relaxed on my leg. The rest of lunch period went by smoothly after that. I explained what had happen and what the doctors said. I also told them my confession to Trixie and her response and that she was staying with me. Even though I rushed it out it still didn't make me feel any less embarrassed about it.
As the bell rang we all started to go our separate ways but I pulled Trixie aside for a moment. "Hey, Trixie?"
"Yes?"
I nervously played with my fingers, hesitating to ask her as she just stood there watching me. What are you doing? Just ask her already! I told myself. "I'm pretty sure you already know about the carnival that's coming into town this weekend and I was just wondering if you'd like to go with me. It's okay if you don't want to, we could always do something else."
"Sure. Trixie loves playing the games and trying to win various items." YES! I cheered inwardly as I smiled to her.
"Great! We can head down there Saturday night then." She smiled in reply as the bell rang once more. Groaning slightly I rushed to my next class but not without taking a quick look back at her before disappearing around a corner. The rest of the school day seemed to go by in a blur. My mind was occupied with other thoughts as gym class ended and I headed for the locker room to change before heading to the front of the school where I knew Trixie would be waiting. It didn't take me long to get out of my gym clothes and get dressed as I grabbed my bag, stopped by my locker to make sure I had what I needed and half ran to the main entrance.
Trixie was leaning up against one of the open doors as students walked out passing her along the way. She straightened herself and smiled when she saw me approach and I reached my hand out towards her. She placed hers in mine and began to walk along side me as we exited the school. I could feel the warmth of her hand in mine as we held onto each other before her fingers interlaced with mine. Saturday was only two days away and technically it would be our first actual date and I would try my hardest to make it the best night possible.
We stopped by a few places on the way home, picked up a movie to watch as well as got something for dinner. My head was throbbing a bit so we didn't stay out to long for I just wanted to get back home and enjoy the rest of night with her. We ate while watching the movie then cuddled til it was over and I found myself yawning a few times. Must be more tired than I thought. Or it's just my body telling me to get some more rest. If only I still had my magic, I could just cast a healing spell and be done with these injuries... I sighed and Trixie shifted slightly to look down at me.
"What's up?"
"Oh nothing. I was just thinking to myself," I told her as I sat up bit and stretched, yawning once again. "I'm going to go lay down."
"Okay. I'll clean up here and come join you." I smiled and stood heading for the bedroom. Changing into my usual tank top and shorts that I wear for bed, I climbed under the covers and curled up, letting the soft sheet and warm blanket envelop me. It must have been only minutes before sleep started to over take me. I was rudely awoken when a felt some movement next to me and a soft touch against my cheek brushing some of my hair away from my face. Slowly opening my eyes I smiled gently as Trixie lay on her side facing me smiling back at me. There was a look in her eyes that I couldn't place yet for some reason it made me blush once more that day.
I scooted towards her as she rolled onto her back letting me rest my head upon her shoulder, her right arm wrapping around my back as I snuggled up against her warm body. There was much comfort in her touch and in that silent darkness as sleep started to over come me once more.
"Sunset?" Trixie called out to me from a distance.
"Yeah...?" I said, my voice sounding like an echo in a cave.
"I love you." I wanted to return those words back to her but sleep weighed down my tongue as my breathing slowed and I fell into that place where only dreams and nightmares become reality.
Saturday could not have come any quicker. Friday came and went so fast that I barely even remembered what took place that day. Sitting at the small table in the living room, I sipped my coffee as I flipped through the pages of the book that Princess Celestia gave me. Trixie left about an hour ago saying she had something to take care of and would be back this afternoon to get ready for the carnival. I stopped at a few of my favorite passages from Celestia as I slowly turned from page to page. When I got to the messages from Princess Twilight I allowed myself a small smile as I continued to read through the book. Reaching the page with the last one that I have received I stopped and read it aloud to myself.
"Dear Sunset Shimmer, I'm sorry I haven't gotten back to you sooner but things have been really hectic here recently and I have been doing my best to find some time to write to you. Please don't hate me. How are things going with you? Have you been trying those friendship lessons out that I gave you? I do hope all is well and please let me know if there's anything else I can do for you. Your friend, Twilight Sparkle ."
I left the book open while I get up to make myself another cup of coffee. I frowned as I felt the pot for it was cold and I would have to make a whole new batch just for one more cup. Sighing I replaced the pot on the coffee maker, rinsed out my cup and proceeded back into my room to find something to wear for tonight. After what spent like an eternity I decided to just go buy something new for her and threw on my shoes before leaving the apartment locking the door behind me.
I spent all morning and part of the afternoon at the mall looking for something to wear and I had to eventually call Rarity to come give me a hand. Luckily she wasn't to busy and was able to meet up with me within a half an hour. I bought her some lunch in thanks as I sat the bags down next to me at the small table in the food court.
"Do you think she'll like it?" I asked her as I poked at my salad.
"Of course, darling. It looks wonderful on you."
"I hope so," I said as I felt my phone vibrate in my pocket. It was a text from Trixie saying she'll be home in about an hour. Home...she called it home. I couldn't help but smile to myself as I sent a quick reply and put my phone away.
"Penny for your thoughts," Rarity said with a look in her eyes.
Shaking my head I returned my gaze to the food sitting in front of me. "Thanks again for helping out today."
"Anytime. I'm happy to help out when any of my friends need it," she told me. We finished our lunch and went our separate ways after a quick hug. When I got home I placed the bags in my room and checked the time. Trixie should be back here real soon and I wanted to be ready for her. Pulling the items from the bags I placed them on the bed and took a step back to take a look at them once more. An icy blue button up blouse with short sleeves, a matching blue and white mini skirt, long white socks that come up to my thighs and a pair of pale blue sneakers to top it all off. Rarity offered to do my hair as well but I told her that would be asking to much from her.
"Well let's put all this on," I told myself as I started to undress, tossing my clothes on the floor. I put on the shirt, buttoning it up leaving only the top two unbuttoned. The skirt came next and even though it was a bit shorter than what I liked it fit well around my waist. The socks came next and once they were in place I walked over to the full sized mirror in the corner of the room to take a good look at myself. I spun around slowly taking a long look at myself before returning to the original position. I spun side to side watching the skirt flare out slightly before I stopped, placing my hands on my hips.
"Everything looks good. Just gotta make sure not to spin around to quickly or I might show everypo-... one what I'm wearing underneath it."
"I wouldn't mind taking a look," I heard a familiar voice tease from the bedroom door way. Forgetting what I just told myself I spun around quickly, the skirt flaring up once more showing a bit of lavender before settling back into place.
"Trixie!"
"You look amazing," she said as she walked over to me, making a slow circle around me to get a closer look at the new outfit. It felt as if my face was on fire and I just wanted to hide as she reappeared in front of me with a grin. "Trixie likes it." It was then that I noticed she was wearing something new as well as she stepped back and held out her arms so I could take a look. She was wearing a white and pink dress that had a rose embedded design around her waist. It had long sleeves which came to the middle of her forearms and a high collar which was also surrounded by pink roses.
"Wow," was the only thing that I could think of as she slowly spun around for me. Her long hair was loosely tired behind her back and formed into a french braid. At the small of her back was is a giant pink rose. I've usually seen ribbons or bows there but never a design of a flower before. As she returned to face me again I could see the sparkle in her eyes as I stepped over to her and took her hands into mine.
"You look so beautiful in that dress. I'm pretty sure Rarity would have said the same thing." Trixie blushed, slightly turning away from me for a moment before she met my eyes once more. "Where did you get it?"
"It was custom made a while back by my father," disgust flashed behind her eyes when she mentioned him, "and I was just notified today that it was completed. I'm just happy that I have a reason to wear it now." I felt her hands tighten around mine as I gave her a bright smile.
"Are we ready to have a wonderful time?" I giggled as I slipped on the sneakers before following her out into the living room. Trixie gave me a thumbs up which made me laugh as I grabbed a small shoulder purse, tossed my phone and some money into it. Locking the door behind us I noticed it was late afternoon and the sun was low in the sky. It was still warm outside as we walked to the nearest bus stop, hand in hand. Unfortunately the carnival was in an empty field on the other side of town only about a twenty minute bus ride. The ride itself was peaceful enough even though we got a few looks here and there from some of the other passengers.
The lights of the various rides and attractions sparkled in the fading light as we both stared wide eyed through the window. Pressing the button to signal the driver to make the next stop, I couldn't help myself and I smiled like a young filly on her birthday. As the bus slowed to a stop we both got off and made our way down the side walk to the entrance of the carnival. Bright lights, loud noises, greasy food, everything seemed to tingle the senses as Trixie and I took hands once more and joined the many others that are here for a night of excitement.
The first thing we did was take a slow walk around the entire area getting to know where things were at. The various rides were scattered about here and there with those mini games strategically placed between them. The food stalls were on the Eastern side of the field but every now and then I would spot a popcorn or cotton candy stand.
As we made our way back towards where we have started I turned to Trixie with stars in my eyes. "Well? What do you want to do first?"
"Trixie thinks we should go on a few rides," she gave me a grin as we made our way to one of the ticket booths. She got us a few tickets to a couple of rides and I just let her choose which ones she wanted to go on. The first one she chose was something called the Zipper . Small cages attached to a large moving mechanism which rapidly spun them around and around. I stopped and stared at the thing as we waited in line.
"Is that safe???" I questioned her.
"Yes, it's safe. Does it scare you?" Trixie asked. I gave her a nod, my eyes still glued to the thing as the ride attendant opened the small cages letting people out. I didn't realize that we were only a few groups back from the entrance as the attendant started to seat those that were waiting in line. When it was our turn he escorted us to our cage and Trixie got in first still holding my hand, waiting for me to enter. My eyes flickered from her to the attendant to the cage and back to her as she gently tugged on my hand leading me inside. Sitting next to her on the small metal seat I heard him lock the door and call out to the next group to load up.
"Trixie...?" I said in a small voice as I heard the hum of the engine start up my hand gripping hers.
"Trixie?" I squeaked as we started to rise upwards the cage slightly swaying back and forth.
"Here we go!" She called out as I gripped her other hand with mine, eyes wide with fear as we swung around the top, picking up speed as the world seems to just pass by in a blur.
"TRIXIE!!!"
I couldn't take any more rides after we got off something called the Zero Gravity . The world just continued to spin and Trixie had to help me sit at a nearby bench until everything stopped moving. Magic and the effects it can have I understood completely. But nothing can prepare you for something like that. After a few minutes, with a few attempts to catch my breath, I turned to Trixie and gave her the best smile I could muster.
"Umm, that was interesting..." I tried to see if I could stand for my legs were still shaking a bit. Trixie helped me up wrapping her arm around mine.
"I'm glad you really enjoyed them!" She said happily as we started to walk around once more, slowly at first until I could get the full use of my legs back.
"Want to try and win some prizes?" I offered as we stepped up to one of the stands. It was a simple game: all you had to do is knock all the three blocks off the table. They were stacked directly on top of each other in the center of the circular platform.
"Hello there ladies. Would you like to give it a go?" The man behind the counter asked as he approached us. We looked to each other then gave him a nod as I placed some money on the counter.
"Two tries each, please," I told him as he handed both of us two small bean bags.
"Good luck!" he said as he took the money and stepped over to some others that wanted to try. Trixie went first and her first bag hit it dead center but only knocked off two of the blocks. The man reset the game and after a moment of studying it she threw her second bag this time just grazing the blocks making them spin but only one of them fell off. I saw her pout and it made me giggle as I turned and got ready to throw my first bag. It hit the blocks at a slight angle knocking off the bottom two blocks. Once the game was reset I took a moment and did some mental calculations before throwing the second bag. It hit the middle block on the left edge which put it into a spin while the other two were flung off the platform.
"We have a winner!" He called out as he handed me a cute stuffed bear in a sitting position holding a heart. It was a decent sized toy and soft to the touch. Turning I held it out to Trixie who looked a bit confused at the gesture.
"Here!" I said with a smile.
"Don't you want it?"
"I won it for you." She took it gratefully and hugged it to herself for a moment before we started up again. Through out the night we played some more games, winning a few smaller items and ended up sharing some funnel cake while taking a break from everything. The night was going extremely well for the both of us and I thought it just couldn't get any better. Trixie excused herself for a moment to go the to restroom and I told her I would be here waiting for her return.
As I scanned the crowd of people that walked by something, or should I say someone, caught my eye and before I could quickly look away he proceeded to head in my direction. I knew who it was and really didn't want to speak to him yet there was no where for me to go for I didn't want to leave the area.
"Hiya, Sunset."
"Hi, Flash. What do you want?" I asked without looking up at him.
"Is that how you treat a friend?" He asked. There was something in his tone that I just couldn't make out.
"No, seriously, what do you want?" I was starting to get annoyed but I wasn't going to let one bad encounter ruin my night.
"Hey, I just wanted to see how you were doing. I heard what had happened the other day."
"Well I'm doing just fine. Thank you for checking up on me."
"Come on, Sunset. Talk to me," Flash stepped closer and I got out of my chair to face him.
"I have nothing to say to you, Flash. It's been over between us."
"Don't be like that Sunset. You know I still love you," He tried to reach out to me but I took a step back.
"Listen. I don't know what you have in that little, delusional mind of yours, but I'm with Trixie now, alright? So back off." I was getting pissed now and I really didn't need this. It was then that I saw her, standing behind Flash in the distance, staring at the both of us. Damn it! I cursed inwardly as I tried to step around him.
"Don't walk away from me!" Flash said as he grabbed my arm.
"Trixie! Wait!" I called out to her as I watched her turn and run off into the crowd of people. The look that I saw in her eyes hurt and brought anger to my own as I turned on him.
"Back off!" I growled as I pulled my arm from his grasp. "If you ever come near me again I will not be responsible for what happens to you, got it?" Something must have flared behind my eyes which made Flash Sentry believe that I was telling the truth and he started to back off.
"Fine. Enjoy being freaks together." I turned and hurriedly pushed my way through the sea of moving bodies as I went towards the direction I last saw Trixie disappear to. Maybe she went home... I thought as I spent the better part of an hour looking for her. Hope was fleeting fast and I was beginning to think I might have lost her now as I sat down at a nearby bench feeling a mixture of emotions run through me. I couldn't tell if I wanted to cry, punch something, or just walk away from everything. I was so absorbed into my own thoughts that I never even noticed a figure standing in front of me.
As she sat down I looked up and saw Trixie, still holding the bear I won for her earlier in the night in her lap, both arms wrapped around it. Her dress had some dirt stains on it but it didn't seem to bother her very much as we sat there in silence. I wanted to reach out and touch her but I wasn't sure how she would react so I did nothing and returned my gaze to my own hands resting in my lap.
"I'm sorry," I heard her say which made me look back over to her.
"Why? I'm the one who should be apologizing to you."
Trixie shook her head as she spoke, "I shouldn't have run off like that. I don't know what I was thinking and I just let my emotions control me."
"Trixie..." I said softly as I reached out this time and placed a hand on her arm. She was trembling and holding the stuffed animal close to her. It was then that I noticed she was silently crying as wet droplets ran down her cheek. "Oh, Trixie. You have nothing to be sorry for. Believe me."
"I felt so jealous that I didn't know what to do so I ran away," she told me as I wiped her cheek dry. "Please don't leave me..." I heard her add quietly as she brought the bear closer to her chest, hugging it tightly.
"I'm not going any where, I promise you," I told her truthfully as I turned her face so she could look into my eyes. "He will not bother me anymore. I've made sure of that," Tell her Sunset. Just say the words. I told myself as I took a deep breath and let it out slowly. "Trixie..." I paused for a moment before continuing, "Trixie, I love you." It was then that I did something that I've been longing to do ever since she came to see me in the hospital. I leaned forward and kissed her. It was a gentle kiss but filled with the truth of those three little words. Leaning back I could feel my heart beat a thousand times a minute as Trixie's eyes sparkled like the stars high up in the night sky. Her face was flushed and the redness in her cheeks made a good contrast to her eyes.
Trixie leaned into me returning the kiss with one of her own, holding it a bit longer than the last before pulling only an inch away to whisper her reply, the words softly flowing into my mouth. "I love you too."
The night was coming to a close as we waited for the bus to arrive. Hand in hand we chatted about all the fun we had, neither one of us mentioning the horrible thing that happened earlier. Her free arm was still wrapped around the stuffed bear as the bus stopped to let us board, taking us back home. It was a night of fun, of passion, of emotion but all in all it was one of the best nights I have had in a very long time. I believe that after tonight it will only get better and we will only continue to grow closer to each other as we constantly learn and evolve, teaching each other how to be a better person.
