Fear in the insideby Sky Sunset shimmerChaptersThere's nothing left for me...EXTRA CHAPTER 1: Mommy but what if my worst fear come true?EXTRA CHAPTER 2:"I miss you two."(Aka:The older sister poem)I just wanted all to go back to the normal...Should I ask for help?There's nothing left for me... I'm not believing in what I'm seeing! A dead Sonata is lying on the bed, a gun in her hand, and peaceful smile on her face, this scene is so shocking to me that I can't even move, there is a note by her side, that is written in that: "I'm sorry Dagi,but I told you I can't live without Aria,I need her,I'm going to find her. I'm really sorry... Sonata" "So-Sonata...stop joking with me Sonata...please tell me that it all is a stupid joke of yours...Talk to me!Wake up,I had already lost Aria, I-I can't lose you too..." With all of my forces I hugged Sonata, and cried...I cried with all of my forces...And I screamed...I screamed for all of bad that already happened in my life from when we were banished until now. I had no more reasons to live...My worst fear is true now, I had lost my sisters,my family... Am I dreaming?!if I am please make me wake up...make wake up now. I want to wake up... Please let me wake up... I open my eyes only too see that it's all real... "But why..."I start to cry. I had no reasons or forces to do anything anymore... Just what I can do now is whine while remembering all the times that I passed with my sisters...and say: "I love you two Aria and Sonata!I'll miss you two so so much..." EXTRA CHAPTER 1: Mommy but what if my worst fear come true?Ligia was taking care of her younger daughter:Sonata Dusk, when she saw her older daughter run of her room scared. "What happened,Adagio?" "Mom,it it was horrible!" Said the younger siren scared. "Aria had died of a strange sickness, and-and af-after Sonata killed herself,a-and..." Adagio started to cry. Ligia let Sonata in the ground playing with her toys and take Adagio to her lap. "Shh...Shh...It's okay...Was just a bad dream, okay?" "Bu-but it seemed so real..."Said Adagio. "It was just a nightmare,dear."Said the older siren. "But what if it happens mommy? I-I don't want to lose Sonata and Aria..." "I know Dagi, but we're immortals and if anything like that happened to any of your sisters, I know you would take care of them."Said Ligia."Now where is Aria?" "I don't know."Adagio said. "Hope she isn't in trouble,I'm going to search her, bye mom!" Ligia watched her older daughter run through the door, she knew that her was too young to know that it wasn't just a nightmare,it was the future. She looked with an sad face to her younger daughter and after to the open door. " Oh my daughters,I'm so sorry for your future had to be so bad."Ligia whined. EXTRA CHAPTER 2:"I miss you two."(Aka:The older sister poem)"I miss you two" Roses are red and And violets are blue You two were by my side and I was taking care of the both of you But one of you died And the younger sister Thinking there was nothing left to do Killed herself too And for older sister(me) Who loved them two There was nothing left to do Just cry and say: "I miss you two." By Adagio Dazzle I just wanted all to go back to the normal...Fear Fear of losing someone. This is the worst fear Cause when this someone fades away The suffering is worst. I'm lying on my bed, but, I can't sleep, I'm still hearing Sonata crying . That's not how is meant to be, I just wanted all to be normal again... I want to hear Aria's voice criticize everything... My life now is drink vodka,cry hidden from Sonata, and hear Sonata crying... I just can't live this way... And I also want to back home... I want to return to Equestria with Sonata,I miss our home. What is this liquid in my face? Oh nothing, just my tears, I'm starting to cry. Everything was going so well!I mean... We even had started to be friends with the Rainbooms. But that shit of sickness, it had to destroy it all, we...we were so happy, but now Aria is gone, and Sonata just cries all the day,she had an job,but a few days after her job started to remember her Aria,she leaved,I'm so so worried about her. She isn't the bubbly girl I met...Everything seems so wrong... Sonata had been talking of how I would react if she died too, I fake don't know why she is talking about it, but I know what she is thinking about...She wants to commit suicide. And I don't want to lose Sonata too... I hate to admit,but I have so much fear in the inside,fear of being alone, fear of losing my family. When Aria was alive I didn't showed my fears to stay strong for her and Sonata. Even when we were sirens I was insecure, I'm with so much fear of something happens to Sonata now... Just a cup of alcoholic apple cider and I'm going to sleep and forget all of this, I think, at least until tomorrow. -POW!- What was that? A gun sound?! Oh my god, Sonata,please be okay... Should I ask for help? I can't live without my sisters... I just can't... It's so unfair, that destiny... I'm drinking a bottle of cider and crying, I'm all on my own... There is already a month from Sonata's death, and two months from Aria's death. Since then, I received various calls from Sunset Shimmer, and the others Rainbooms, I didn't pick up any of the calls, they send me messages too...but I'm really not in the mood to talk or see anyone. I told Sonata one time to not hold on to hard into the past but I'm making it.. Why? They didn't deserve it... Did they do something wrong? I would give anything to hear them arguing again... "Please come back to me...Please..." I would even give my life just to bring they back... "I promise I'll be a better sister,please...." Looking at our photos in my cellphone, I see their smiles, smiles from two girls, who had a whole life to go... "Come back now,I miss you two...I need you two..." I'm calling their phones, but I know they won't answer me back. "Please..." Am I becoming obsessive? Probably.Should I ask for help?Maybe. But for now, I'm just lying on the sofa, crying and thinking my two little sisters. There's a microphone in my front,I think I'm gonna sing something , this song is for you little sisters...
There's nothing left for me... I'm not believing in what I'm seeing! A dead Sonata is lying on the bed, a gun in her hand, and peaceful smile on her face, this scene is so shocking to me that I can't even move, there is a note by her side, that is written in that: "I'm sorry Dagi,but I told you I can't live without Aria,I need her,I'm going to find her. I'm really sorry... Sonata" "So-Sonata...stop joking with me Sonata...please tell me that it all is a stupid joke of yours...Talk to me!Wake up,I had already lost Aria, I-I can't lose you too..." With all of my forces I hugged Sonata, and cried...I cried with all of my forces...And I screamed...I screamed for all of bad that already happened in my life from when we were banished until now. I had no more reasons to live...My worst fear is true now, I had lost my sisters,my family... Am I dreaming?!if I am please make me wake up...make wake up now. I want to wake up... Please let me wake up... I open my eyes only too see that it's all real... "But why..."I start to cry. I had no reasons or forces to do anything anymore... Just what I can do now is whine while remembering all the times that I passed with my sisters...and say: "I love you two Aria and Sonata!I'll miss you two so so much..."
EXTRA CHAPTER 1: Mommy but what if my worst fear come true?Ligia was taking care of her younger daughter:Sonata Dusk, when she saw her older daughter run of her room scared. "What happened,Adagio?" "Mom,it it was horrible!" Said the younger siren scared. "Aria had died of a strange sickness, and-and af-after Sonata killed herself,a-and..." Adagio started to cry. Ligia let Sonata in the ground playing with her toys and take Adagio to her lap. "Shh...Shh...It's okay...Was just a bad dream, okay?" "Bu-but it seemed so real..."Said Adagio. "It was just a nightmare,dear."Said the older siren. "But what if it happens mommy? I-I don't want to lose Sonata and Aria..." "I know Dagi, but we're immortals and if anything like that happened to any of your sisters, I know you would take care of them."Said Ligia."Now where is Aria?" "I don't know."Adagio said. "Hope she isn't in trouble,I'm going to search her, bye mom!" Ligia watched her older daughter run through the door, she knew that her was too young to know that it wasn't just a nightmare,it was the future. She looked with an sad face to her younger daughter and after to the open door. " Oh my daughters,I'm so sorry for your future had to be so bad."Ligia whined.
EXTRA CHAPTER 2:"I miss you two."(Aka:The older sister poem)"I miss you two" Roses are red and And violets are blue You two were by my side and I was taking care of the both of you But one of you died And the younger sister Thinking there was nothing left to do Killed herself too And for older sister(me) Who loved them two There was nothing left to do Just cry and say: "I miss you two." By Adagio Dazzle
I just wanted all to go back to the normal...Fear Fear of losing someone. This is the worst fear Cause when this someone fades away The suffering is worst. I'm lying on my bed, but, I can't sleep, I'm still hearing Sonata crying . That's not how is meant to be, I just wanted all to be normal again... I want to hear Aria's voice criticize everything... My life now is drink vodka,cry hidden from Sonata, and hear Sonata crying... I just can't live this way... And I also want to back home... I want to return to Equestria with Sonata,I miss our home. What is this liquid in my face? Oh nothing, just my tears, I'm starting to cry. Everything was going so well!I mean... We even had started to be friends with the Rainbooms. But that shit of sickness, it had to destroy it all, we...we were so happy, but now Aria is gone, and Sonata just cries all the day,she had an job,but a few days after her job started to remember her Aria,she leaved,I'm so so worried about her. She isn't the bubbly girl I met...Everything seems so wrong... Sonata had been talking of how I would react if she died too, I fake don't know why she is talking about it, but I know what she is thinking about...She wants to commit suicide. And I don't want to lose Sonata too... I hate to admit,but I have so much fear in the inside,fear of being alone, fear of losing my family. When Aria was alive I didn't showed my fears to stay strong for her and Sonata. Even when we were sirens I was insecure, I'm with so much fear of something happens to Sonata now... Just a cup of alcoholic apple cider and I'm going to sleep and forget all of this, I think, at least until tomorrow. -POW!- What was that? A gun sound?! Oh my god, Sonata,please be okay...
Should I ask for help? I can't live without my sisters... I just can't... It's so unfair, that destiny... I'm drinking a bottle of cider and crying, I'm all on my own... There is already a month from Sonata's death, and two months from Aria's death. Since then, I received various calls from Sunset Shimmer, and the others Rainbooms, I didn't pick up any of the calls, they send me messages too...but I'm really not in the mood to talk or see anyone. I told Sonata one time to not hold on to hard into the past but I'm making it.. Why? They didn't deserve it... Did they do something wrong? I would give anything to hear them arguing again... "Please come back to me...Please..." I would even give my life just to bring they back... "I promise I'll be a better sister,please...." Looking at our photos in my cellphone, I see their smiles, smiles from two girls, who had a whole life to go... "Come back now,I miss you two...I need you two..." I'm calling their phones, but I know they won't answer me back. "Please..." Am I becoming obsessive? Probably.Should I ask for help?Maybe. But for now, I'm just lying on the sofa, crying and thinking my two little sisters. There's a microphone in my front,I think I'm gonna sing something , this song is for you little sisters...
