Good Night, Luna

by tursi

Rating: everyone
Tags: My Little Pony: Friendship is Magic, Sad, Princess Luna
Length: 1008

Princess Luna receives a visitor after a long time alone.

An ancient Luna reflects back on her very long life...

This is just something that came to mind... I don't consider it any kind of canon. I wanted to write it as vague as was reasonable, honestly, but I had to tie in a few things. It's another tiny short one-shot.

Published 2016-07-17 01:40:01 UTC
Last updated 2016-07-17 01:40:01 UTC

Not Quite Dawn

Hello... I did not hear you come in. It has been a very long time since I have had a visitor. You must forgive my fatigue, I've been awake all night. Won't you sit?

My name? I've had many names.

When I was young and jealous, I was The Mare in the Moon. I made myself dark and powerful. I tried to destroy this land and my sister, all over a foalish need to be noticed. I was captured, punished with exile to the moon for a thousand years. I was beautiful and feared. On my return, I was redeemed.

By who? The Guardians of Harmony. We always had somepony... at first just my sister and myself, but later we found others who could share the burden and protect the land far better than we could. When one would fall, another would stand up, stronger than the last by the bonds that tied them.

After that, I was The Princess of the Night. I guarded the land at night whilst my sister guarded the day. Nighttime is my affinity, you see, I have a talent for all things related to the night. I not only guarded the land while our citizens slept, I treated their worst fears by entering their dreams and guiding them to their destinies. I was beautiful and loved. It was a good life.

Improper dreams? Haha... yes, sometimes. But I was never there to judge. It was my duty and my privilege to guide. The secret to dream-walking is to hint and let the dreamer find their own path. You can never tell them what to dream, only suggest what they might want to dream.

In the Great Wars, I was Commander of Intelligence. I used those same dream powers to penetrate the secrets of our enemies and lead them to their worst fears. I did not show mercy. It was an ugly time, but it was necessary. I grew much older during these difficult times.

Yes... yes it bothers me still, sometimes. But I hope that I saved lives in the long term. I did the best that I could and I did not wish harm on anypony. Fear can be much more powerful. Still... I was grateful never to have to repeat those nights.

After that came the Great Peace. Then as now, I was just Luna. Those who looked to us for guidance in the past began to question why they needed us to lead. They formed governments and sought to lead themselves. But we did not resist, we stepped away. In truth we were grateful for a chance to rest. Soon they began to forget about us, to call us myths and legends. We were grateful for this as well. It was a quiet time.

Family? Yes, I've had family. I'm not the only eternal... my older sister was one as well. But she faded... I lost her a thousand years ago. She was the last one I knew. It's funny, everything happens here in thousand year cycles. After that, I withdrew to here, where I could sit on the edge of civilization. We know there were other eternals, but... they were in other worlds, and other realms. I wonder how many of them remain...

The others? Yes, there were other alicorns here, of course. They were not true eternals, they were ascended from the common pony tribes, but they were family all the same. Cadance, Twilight Sparkle, Winter Gleam... they were some of the first and most loved. I remember them all. My sister and I knew how to guide them, how to raise the most talented ones up until they could create the new magic needed to ascend them. It was our way of trying to share the loneliness. But they could only hold onto a few millennia. After a while... it hurt too much to work with another, only to lose her again.

Now I am alone. Our citizens are still out there, but they do not know that I am here. This is why I am surprised that you have found me. It is much easier this way, and it takes me so long to gather up the magic they expect of me. I can hear them when I really listen, and I like to see their progress. It is amazing what they have accomplished. But they do not need magic anymore. They are doing fine without my help, and I am tired.

Was it worth it? What a curious question... I should need to think for a moment.

Yes... yes, I am content. It was worth it. Every win and every loss as well. Every love and every hurt. I would not give any of it up. It was worth it.

You want me to go with you? I have not left this cave for a very long time. I'm not certain that I should. What would we see?

Something new, you say. That would be impressive. I have lived for a very, very long time and I have seen so many things already.

How long? I have lost track of the centuries. I have seen so much come and go, sometimes it blurs together. But not all of it is blurred. I was there when we founded this land - that memory will never fade. I remember strongly every time we fought for freedom and won. I remember reconciliations and ponies achieving their dreams and the excitement of discovery. And I will never forget every one we lost.

They're waiting for me? Who...? Well, how unexpected... I should not want to disappoint. It has been so very long since I've been expected anywhere. But... I am not up to travel right now. I really must lay down. I have been up all night, you see, and I am so very tired.

Perhaps I will take a nap, and then I can go with you. You don't mind waiting, do you?

Let me just rest my eyes.

Just for a minute.