Looking Pink, Feeling Blue

Twilight sat at her desk. The folder lay before her, but she was too nervous to open it. Maybe my friends were right, Twilight thought. If Pinkie wants to tell me this...maybe I should just wait.

Finally, she opened it.

Dear Diary,

Marble returned my letter. She said Limestone finally figured out which FlimFlam brother was the father of her son, and Maud hasn't given birth yet. Cheese keeps telling me how nervous he is. I wonder who Marble will meet.

Twilight and I are still dating. It's been two years, and I don't know if it's time to propose. Maybe Twilight will. Is it too early? I really love her but...I just don't know.

The doctor said the depression isn't getting better, but I think the anxiety is going away. Last night I had another nightmare. Thank Celestia the crying didn't wake Twilight up. I've been thinking about seeing Luna, but she might already know. If she's keeping it a secret for me, I need to repay her.

Anyway, in happier news, Pound and Pumpkin love telling me about everything that happens at preschool. The Cakes let me foalsit them a lot still, even though I live with Twilight now. Twilight took me to Canterlot yesterday for a date, and it was super romantic. I loved it when she was so happy to show me around.

That's all for today.

Twilight sat at her desk for a moment. A movie ran through her head as she remembered that night. She was so excited that she had barely payed attention to Pinkie. Suddenly, she snapped out of it.

Depression? Anxiety? She thought. A weight of guilt was lifted onto her shoulders. I had no idea...