Twilights crush

Monday

Dear Dairy,

Today i went over to my friend, Dan to say sorry for my behavior yesterday. He forgave me... luckily!

I saw somepony in front of my door, it was my old friend: Colgate! she told me and my friends about her crush on Moondancer and i just couldn't stop thinking about the feelings she described: love! it was like my feelings. I was sunken deep into my thoughts, Colgate made me awake with a question: "Can i ask Rainbow a question?"

"ofcourse!" i stated

"What do you have against GAYs?"

"Guess!"

"They think you are?"

"No, i am Gay!"

I couldn't believe my ears: i had a chance?!

"Are you JOKING?!"

"Nope" unfortunately she walked over to AJ and gave her a kiss.

My heart was broken, but i kept strong, maybe it was just to prove her point, and she had nothing with AJ. I was in panic, for somepony to find out the feelings i had for Rainbow. Rarity took Colgate somewhere and i was freaking out. i wanted to scream it, i did scream it: "But i love Rainbow!"

Everyone stared at me, including Dashpai. I felt so embarrassed, i couldn't even face them. i ran, to my room.

I heard Pinkie trying to follow me slowly, i saw it: her face! she had the same rejected face as i did. "Are you okay Pinkie?"

"Yeah, I'm fine..."

"No you're not, come with me!"

Pinkie remained quiet for a couple of minutes. From nowhere she said: "I like him..."

"Who? Who?" i kept asking, she got back into silentness.

i stopped and got some tea for us 2, my friends and Spike where gone... luckily! when i got back, there was a picture on the floor, i looked at it. "him" Pinkie's normally cheering voice sounded darker than the last time she spoke. i knew who the guy was, he was as crazy and chaotic as Pinkie herself: Discord! I shipped them, so much! "Doesn't he like you?" i asked all the sudden.

"He, Celestia. Me, loneliness,"

it remained silent while we drank our tea.

"what did you see?" i asked of curiosity.

"I heard it, it hurted me... they say ' the ship has sailed' "

After a few more hours of non-stop crying, it was time to eat. "wanna eat s-something-ng P-pinks?"

"yeah"

We ate our pizza and watched horror movies the rest of the evening.

*note*:

Pinkie makes the strawberry queen ice cream Sundays from the ice cream shop, she had a full bucket of it with her.