Tunnel Vision

Many a nights, I stay up reliving the day. My life is like a tunnel. I have much in my life, but it's so focused and condensed that I cannot enjoy it. The tunnel represents my rigid lifestyle, raised into and held against leaving despite my attempts to break free. I have tried endlessly to change my life. Sometimes, it works. These are represented by the one path out, onto a clear strip. I get a bit of time to relax, and live life, before it all comes crashing back down. I look to a life at the end of a tunnel, with a family. It will never happen. Every time I get close enough, it's dashed away. I wrote this for the purpose of expressing my concern, and hoping that others that share my fate may find peace in my words.

Some people may come and go, ignoring the title, photo, or first bit of text. They don't get drawn in as certain ones do. I bid them, good luck. To those that do read this, please take the time to comment. Share your thoughts, and maybe together, we can find a way out of this tunneled life. I have tried and to no avail.