Big Mac's Letter

by BlankFlankedFoal

Rating: mature
Tags: Sad, Mystery, Tragedy, Slice of Life
Length: 1246

Big Mac commits suicide and AJ has to find a way to cope with his death

Big Mac commits suicide and AJ has to find a way to cope with his death. [spoiler]contains ABDL Themes and insect references[/spoiler] Written with Symponicwriter12

Published 1970-01-01 00:00:00 UTC
Last updated 2016-09-08 17:52:57 UTC

Chapter 1

To My Dear Family

Granny Smith, Apple Bloom and Applejack

Well, I really don't know how to say this but.... I'm in love. I know what you may be thinking, oh that's great Big Mac who's the lucky gal? Well, that's the thing is not just any gal from Ponyville but, my own sister. Yep I have fallen in love with my own sister Applejack.

I know that what I feel for my sister is taboo and morally wrong but, I can't help it I mean the way she gets the apples down from the trees her cute smile and does lovely eyes and oh man that nice ass is so nicely formed and round.

You three may be wondering how all this thing for Applejack got started. Well, it was back when the bold of us wore in Canterlot High I was never interested and any of the girls in school to be honest I mean they wore all Okay  and good looking but, they did not have what I was looking for. Then one day I saw apple come out of class whether friends Rarity and Fluttershy and I could not stop staring at her the way she walked she look so beautiful and radiant in her usual cowgirl getup.

Well the weeks when by and the more I saw her the more in love I feel for her and oh man when we came home that was a when it got real bad every time she passes by me I could smell her rosemary perfume drove me nuts but, like always I hold in the urge to grab her and kiss her. but when night came that was when I went at it.  I used to go into the living room and take one of  the AJ's  pictures and started… touching myself to it in my room. I always imagine her on top of me kissing while I pounded her tight pussy.

And well the more time passed the more I wanted her there were even times when I used to peek into bathroom door when she was taking a bath and started to fap to her nude body. The more I think of her right now the more excited I get. I know that I should feel gross out and discuss for even thinking of my sister in the manner but, that's the thing for some weird reason I don't.

Well that is all my dear family. I love you all and I hope you can forgive me for this but, I have to do it so I can stop the monster that lives inside me, LUST is his name and he can only be stopped if I take my own life….

Sincerely~  with love Big Macintosh

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Right after he was done with the letter he walked to a pedestal near the barn where a rope was hanging ready to be used. An hour later AJ walked in looking for Big Mac, "Hey Big Mac,did you hear dinner is ready! It's your favorite!" She shouted.

What she saw next shocked her. "Big Mac nooo why!!!!" She quickly went to get Granny Smith. A week had passed after his funeral AJ had her brothers letter held tightly in her hand well crying and sobbing she told herself; "Why you damn fool!! Why didn't you tell me you felt like this for me we could have talked it over work things out. After finishing reading the letter AJ ripped it apart put her hands on her face and started crying incurably.

While at the funeral, Twilight walked to Applejack  as she sobbed near Big Mac's coffin, Twilight put her hand on AJ's shoulder. "I'm truly sorry for your loss Applejack. "You'll see it we'll all be alright."

"Thanks, Twi," AJ sniffled. Next there came to Dash

"You ok AJ?" "Yes thanks for asking Rainbow, so why did your brother... you know what made him do this? Did he have a reason? He did leave a note." "Rainbow!" Twilight hissed at her "Yeah he did..." "You know what I'll just shut up I can see I'm getting you upset." "N-no it's quite alright, you're just concerned that's all." The priest was almost done reading a few more words from the bible before the funeral was almost over. Applejack did not even notice everybody was already gone she was the only one left in the graveyard still crying wishing this would have never had happened.

A year had passed now since Big Mac's suicide. Even though it has been a year Applejack could not help but feel guilty for her brothers death.

She blamed herself for what he had done and every night she cried herself to sleep. It was not uncommon for Apple Bloom to come every night and then to confer her big sister, "Look big sis," said Apple bloom, "You gotta let it go it wasn't you fault. He could not control his feelings for you." "Shut up Apple Bloom!!! What do you know?!" Applejack looked down, "If only he would have told me we could have gotten rid of the problem…"

Apple Bloom had it with Applejack's self-pity party. She raised her hand and SMACK!!! she slapped Applejack on her right cheek. Wincing from the slap Applejack said, "Applebloom did y-you slap me?! Y-you lit-" Before Applejack could finish her sentence Applebloom got close to her sister and gave her a big hug. "Look, Applejack, I know you feel guilty. I know it's hard to let go but, you know you're not the only one that is suffering. Granny cries almost every day well she's cooking or doing any other work around the farm and I also start to cry every time I go into the barn to get food for the chickens." Applejack looked into Apple Bloom's eyes that wore now red and shiny and ready to  throw out a river of tears.

"You Know what Apple Bloom you're right." Applejack sniffled, "You know I am the big sis. right that instead, without them noticing Granny Smith had appeared in front of the door, what are you'll youngins doing up so late Granny Smith asked. Oh, no nothing said Apple Bloom just here talking to AJ she can't go to sleep you see so I'm helping her calm down.  Granny walked into the room and sat right next to AJ well putting an arm on AJ's shoulder Granny Smith said,  "Still feeling guilty I see," Applejack nodded. "Well like Apple Bloom said let it go AJ it wasn't your fault you know that right?" "Yeah I know but I just can't help it, umm hey Granny how do you know that I told AJ?" "I was there the whole time you gals wore talking I heard everything."  "Oh, I see." said Apple Bloom, "Well why don't you youngins go back to bed? Tomorrow is a brand new day and a brand new start and also Apple Bloom you got school tomorrow." "But Granny !" Apple Bloom whined, "No buts young lady now go you got school tomorrow!" , "Well okay then...'" said Apple Bloom with a frown on her face she headed back to her room. "Are you sure you okay now Applejack?" said Granny, "Yeah I am Granny thank you so much!" Right then Granny tucked in Applejack into bed and gave her a kiss on the forehead. "Good night Applejack." "Night Granny see you tomorrow!" Granny shut the door and Applejack drifted up to sleep.