If your reading this, you must've somehow gotten a hold of my personal journal. This is where I keep a record of my "adventures" ever since I got my cutie mark. You probably know me as stripper Lusty Heart who plays at night shows in Manehatten, but I wasn't always like that...my real name is Silver Heart. I lived in Ponyvile way back when. I used to be you average run of the mill girl. I had friends, went to school, pretty basic. For most of my life though...I didn't have a cutie mark. I was constantly made fun of for it. There was lots of name calling. "Blank Ass", "Nomark", and "Useless" were some. That all changed during my first estrus, when I turned 18.
I'm not sure if estrus is even a thing during the time your reading this, but at this time, it hits pretty hard. For one day every year, everyone over 18 had an uncontrollable need to fuck. There was lots of rape, but nobody cared. Anything to help them fix that itch of theirs. Sex was everywhere. In houses, at the park, on sidewalks, it was crazy. Most young kids were kept in their houses as their parents tried to fix their urges. This was my first time feeling the effects. The moment I woke up, I couldn't believe how hot I felt. My nethers were burning up! I immediately tried to masturbate to get myself off, yet no matter how many times I orgasmed, the heat and lust wouldn't go away. I eventually got up and went downstairs to ask my parents for help.
They ended up explaining to me how the whole heat thing works. For the whole day, my body practically NEEDS a cock inside me, be it someone I know, or a total stranger. If I went too long without sex I would start to go crazy and my animalistic instincts would override all judgement, and I'd become almost animal like as I fucked every man in sight. They told me to take two of these pills they gave me daily, and go out to try my best to work off that heat. I was a bit scared, but they promised that if I ended up getting hurt they'd find who did and make them pay. I knew they meant it. Daddy never lets people hurt his little girl. Hehe.
Anyway, when I left the house everything seemed normal as first. My vagina was dripping on the sidewalk with every step I took. It also seemed to be giving off an odd smell. I couldn't quite understand why at first, but after a while I did. Out of nowhere I felt a pair of hands on my hands on my tits. They rubbed and massaged them, as well as playing with my tits. I felt like pushing him away, but for some reason my body wouldn't let me. I just moaned and let whoever's hands these were do their magic. I have to admit, it felt amazing. I soon felt one hand go away and start playing with my pussy instead. That is when I started loosing it.
Never before had someone other than me or my doctor touched me there. It felt so wrong...yet so right at the same time. He eventually stopped playing with my breasts and cunt, and proceed to smack my ass, causing me to moan even louder. I started to turn around but he suddenly said, "Don't turn around. Just bend over. I'll show you a real good time~" I could figure what he meant by that. It may be my first time but I wasn't dumb. He wanted me to bend over show my pussy would be in display for him, and he could put his cock in there. Almost like a slave, I proceeded to bend over getting on my hands and knees.
I was a little scared at first. This was my first time with an actually stallion...and I didn't even know who it was! As I stood there, I started feeling something rub against my pussy. It wasn't his fingers, it was something else. Almost like a banana, or a sausage, or a...cock. He then suddenly thrusted into me, causing me to moan out loud with lust. He thrusted in and out or my pussy as he gripped my ass tightly. This would usually be the part where pain would be felt due to loosing my virginity...but the pleasure was too great. It felt so good! I didn't want it to stop! However I knew it eventually had too.
As he was thrusting he suddenly gripped me tighter and thrusted as deep as he could, and held his dick there. I started feeling rope after rope of his warm cum enter me. Enter my womb. He came inside. In that moment, I could only think of two things. "OMG That felt so amazing!", and, "I am so glad I took that pill." When he finally finished, he pulled out and stared at me for a few seconds. I couldn't see him, but I could tell he was admiring me. He then proceeded to give my ass a good slap before walking away, leaving me on my stomach with someone else's cum dripping from my cunt.
It took me a few minutes but I eventually got up smiling to myself. That felt amazing. And I still felt horny. As I started walking, I suddenly noticed something in a window I walked passed. On my ass, where there was once nothing...was a pink heart. I gasped and almost screamed with joy as I saw it. I didn't know it at the time but that pink heart meant one thing...it wasn't love...or fertility...it was eternal lust. This day, my estrus wasn't going to end. It would continue. But that's enough story for now...if you found this journal, you can probably find the second. I hope whoever reads these finds a way to help me before I get too deep into this...
