Fluttershy sighed as she sank happily into Rainbow’s neck, leaving cooling kisses and nibbles on the smaller mare’s soft skin. It had gone so well, better than she’d expected really. Dash had enjoyed everything, and even now was holding Fluttershy tightly. Best yet, Dash didn’t just enjoy, she’d seemed to really accept the situation. Fluttershy smiled secretly into Dash’s neck. The realization that Dash would be happily participating in more of Fluttershy’s intimate moments filled her with glee.

Are you proud of yourself? Patting yourself on the back?

Fluttershy’s smile quickly turned sour. It had turned out just fine, and everybody was happy, thank you very much.

Sure. Everybody is happy you’ve raped your friend, again. And you’re supposed to be the nice one.

She squeezed Dash tightly back, forcing their bodies even closer together. It hadn’t been rape. Dash had enjoyed it, wanted it even. Dash had told her everything was fine. Heck, that was the definition of verbal consent to the tee. She was sure Mr. Rubinstein would agree with her… if he knew about that sort of thing.

Which he probably didn’t.

Don’t change the subject. You know that she only went along with it because you led her on. You don’t love her, and you can’t. You just don’t feel that way about ponies. You tricked her so she would have sex with you and Mr. Rubinstein. Even if nobody else knows what you did, you know you raped her.

Fluttershy growled. It wasn’t like that.

It was. You’re nothing but a slut, and now you’ve tainted Rainbow with your filth.

Fluttershy shook her head, ignoring Rainbow’s quiet breathless question.

“Shy?”

Slut.

No. She was trying to help.

Rainbow tried again, “Shy?”

Rapist. Whore. Skank.

The voice was wrong. Fluttershy had done what she had to do. It was the only way to show Rainbow what she’d meant. The only way Rainbow would really know what she was getting into.

“Hey, Shy? You’re squeezing me kinda tight.”

You disgusting, dirty, lying rapist. How pathetic are you? At least be honest with yourself.

Angrily, Fluttershy bit down, causing Rainbow to shriek.

“Ow! Shit! No bitey! Stop!” Rainbow panicked at first. She haphazardly attempted to push Fluttershy away, but Fluttershy stayed latched on, sinking her teeth deeper as Rainbow slowly gave up.

Rainbow stilled underneath her, sinking into the bed and letting her arms fall listlessly to her side as Fluttershy tasted something wet and metallic on her tongue. Silence filled the room as Dash slowly relaxed “Ehh, fuck it... Sure.”

Blinking, Fluttershy realized the iron taste in her mouth was blood. She quickly unlatched her teeth, and looked at the damage she’d done.

Dash had winced when Fluttershy released the bite and pulled away, but otherwise lay perfectly still with her head turned to the side. A damning red smear on her neck was displayed willingly towards Fluttershy, like some sort of sick offering. Dash’s was flushed, and her eyes had a far off look as she just lay there, blankly staring into the distance. Her hair was splayed messily around on the bed, tussled and tangled in a bizarre multicolored halo circling her head. The red smear was punctuated by two small pricks, the holes where her teeth had bit through. Fluttershy’s heart dropped, as it skipped several beats.

Dash’s eyes looked empty.

I told you. You hurt ponies. You always have and you always will. Let her go.

“Oh no. Oh no no no… I’m sorry! I didn’t mean to. Oh no…” Fluttershy didn’t know what to say. Her eyes were locked on the blood.

Dash didn’t move her head, but spoke up to interrupt in a monotone voice. “It’s fine, Shy.”

“Rainbow? It’s not fine! I hurt you!”

Dash snorted, finding the comment funny for some reason. “Right…” Then she slowly turned her head to face Fluttershy. “Hey, I said I’d do anything. If that’s your thing then it’s fine, really. Honestly, I kind of liked it. It’s the only thing that makes sense tonight.”

Fluttershy shook her head. “It’s not okay. I don’t like hurting ponies. I don’t want to hurt you.”

Rainbow frowned at Fluttershy and Fluttershy frowned back. Fluttershy had never wanted to hurt Dash. Not like this, or like the other things. She did not like hurting anything.

It’s just that hurting her was inconsequential, wasn’t it? You thought about it, you knew it would happen, and you decided that you didn’t care. You just wanted to feel her, touch her, and control her like you do Mr. Rubinstein–with complete disregard for how she felt. You wanted to use her, and you got that, didn’t you?

“Shy, I said it’s cool. Really. The only thing I gotta worry about is how to explain it tomorrow. It’s sorta nice. It feels like you left a mark on me.” Rainbow’s smile looked forced and painful.

She loves you, and you hurt her. You’ll just keep hurting her. Let her go.

Fluttershy looked at Rainbow. That was right. Rainbow had a crush on her, and she’d been plying Rainbow’s crush. Probably not as much as the voice insinuated, but maybe a little. She’d been waiving it like a little carrot in front of Rainbow’s face, like she’d do with Angel when she wanted him to do a trick.

Fluttershy began to smile as an idea grew.

Don’t you fucking dare.

“I might be able to help with that.”

Rainbow raised an eyebrow, quizzically.

“You could always tell ponies...”

Do not say it. If she means anything to you, you’ll stop right now.

Fluttershy leaned down, determined to make Rainbow’s smile real. “That your mare-friend did it.”

Rainbow’s eyes began to twinkle, but she didn’t say anything.

You irresponsible whore. You know this won’t work. You don’t love her like that!

Fluttershy ignored the voice. Of course this would work. Rainbow would get what she wanted, and Fluttershy would get what she wanted. She already did love Rainbow in a way. And she would try to make this work.

Dash’s eyes cautiously widened. “Are you sure? I didn’t think… “

“You know you’re special to me. And we’re already sleeping together. Why not tell other ponies about it?” Fluttershy grinned conspiratorially.

Dash blinked, then glanced at the stallion sleeping next to them. “What… about Ruby?”

“Well… We’d still have to do what Ruby says. But that doesn’t mean you and I can’t go on a date here and there. Or do things just for us. And we’re not even really allowed to talk about our situation, remember? We don’t have to tell other ponies about Mr. Rubinstein.” Fluttershy trailed a hand up Rainbow’s side, making Rainbow shiver underneath her.

“Shy… I really don’t like him, you know?” Dash’s voice cracked, suddenly vulnerable and sad.

Guilt washed through Fluttershy’s stomach.

You truly are a monster.

“I… Yeah.” She couldn’t even look Dash in the face when she responded, just staring guiltily at the blood on her friend’s neck..

There was silence for a moment, but then Dash slightly shook as she whispered quietly, no louder than a mouse. “It kind of makes it hot.”

When Fluttershy looked back at Dash, her blue face was flushed pink in embarrassment, and her eyes were carefully averted. Fluttershy raised an eyebrow in amusement as she gently teased her friend. “Oh my… Are you actually a pervert, Rainbow Dash?”

Dash didn’t say anything, she just turned her head to the side and smiled. “Dunno. But I might be willing to be your marefriend. I mean, you asked me out first.”

Fluttershy snuggled into the smaller mare, her guilt assuaged. She felt relieved at the answer, and strangely giddy. She’d never actually had a real relationship before, and the sudden prospect wasn’t as daunting as she’d expected.

Oddly, she was excited.

Huh…

_____

Rainbow hurt like hell. Fluttershy was still on her, happily humming to herself. Everything was so freaking weird right now. Shy had bit her neck, hard, and had then asked her out. The bite still hurt, but the throbbing was better than the slight burning she felt between her lower lips. Not to mention the occasional cramping she would get from her overworked abdominal muscles. Whatever had happened between her, Ruby, and Shy had not been sex. It had been like some kind of obscene marathon workout session that Ruby tapped out on a quarter of the way through. But Fluttershy had kept going, and going, and going. And Dash had gone with her. Her mouth was sore, her tongue felt numb, and her lips still tingled. Weirdly enough, she was okay with this.

This had been like some kind of test, and she’d passed. Fluttershy being her marefriend was an alien thought, but one Dash kind of liked. It wasn’t exactly like she’d imagined, but Shy seemed to really like her. Dash figured it must be because she’d been good at the weird sex workout they’d done. She was pretty awesome.

If marathon sex was what it took to stay by Shy’s side, that’s what Rainbow would do.

She wasn’t sure about the marefriend thing, but if Shy thought it would work, then Rainbow would happily give it a shot. They could pretend to have something normal. Well, normal enough. Rainbow never figured herself as a filly-fooler exactly, she’d just never given it much thought. Being one with Shy seemed cool.

Why not go for it?

Dash began to hum with Fluttershy, matching her tune. Dash glanced at Ruby, while she hummed, thinking through the events of the evening.

Ruby was a fucking terrible person, but something that had happened tonight had changed their relationship. Just like Shy had become Dash’s marefriend, Ruby had become… what exactly? Dash had fucked him and it had felt good. Something about him made her stomach bubble and feel loopy in a sickening way.

Now that she was worn down and wrapped in Fluttershy, she could finally think, unafraid of her own feelings. She’d been beat by Shy in every way, and that was just fine. Dash was willing to be whatever Shy needed, even a punching bag. But what the hell was she going to do about Ruby?

The way he made her feel was strange. She’d never felt quite like that, not even close. Something had torn inside her, and it had twisted her around. Maybe Ruby had felt good because he was such a dickbag? It didn’t make much sense. Then again, it had all been Fluttershy’s doing. Dash could understand and even appreciate that.

Dash had never really been interested in sex stuff. Stallion’s dicks had always seemed kind of weird and wobbly. Mares had a kind of soft and pleasing shape that she liked, but their back end was never something she much thought of. All that “tail chasing”, as her teammates put it, had just seemed like a distraction from training, or napping, or something actually fun.

But tonight had been kind of exhilarating, even if it hadn’t been “fun”. Her emotions had been in a roller-coaster all night, and now it was settled on a flat slow part.

Or maybe it felt like she’d been in a race, and now the race was over.

That thought gave her something to stand on. Did she like doing things with Ruby because he was a competitor? These weird sex things were new to her. Ruby and Shy had way more experience. Was that why she kept losing? Had she even been losing?

She thought about the first time tonight, when Ruby had tied her up and raped her. Had that been rape? She’d gotten pretty into it. She even came.

Dash shuddered.

Did mares usually cum when they were raped? Did that make it just sex?

Did that make it… okay?

She’d masturbated to his cold eyes after.

Dash squeezed Shy tightly as she stared at Ruby. She was stronger now, or just maybe too tired to care. She didn’t have to hide her thoughts.

No, she didn’t need to protect herself anymore. The fucker had definitely raped her. All the rest of that was meaningless to the cold hard fact that it had been rape. She had not wanted it, and Ruby had fucking known. But that was the rub of it, wasn’t it? That was the crux and the core of her problem. The fact that he’d raped her, the fact that he’d forced her, that she’d been utterly helpless and he’d been utterly merciless with her was the whole of it.

That, more than anything, had been what made her cum.

They weren’t playing pretend, it wasn’t role-playing or anything of the sort. It had been a real, actual fight and one she’d lost. She hadn’t just lost, Ruby had fucking won. He’d beaten her, and taken a primal private thing in the process. She’d been his prize.

He’d taken her dignity. He’d taken her security. He’d taken a bite out of her ego. A big, bloody, toothy bite like Shy had taken out of her neck. For an agonizing few moments in time, he’d taken her.

And it had been fucking awesome.

Dash felt sick, and gave Shy another squeeze.

Shy giggled. “You’re being affectionate.”

“Sure.” Dash wasn’t sure what to say. Maybe she was. She needed something that made sense, and Shy was there.

Then after the rape was dinner, then… well the three way. Ruby had been there, but it had really been Shy that had used her. Dash and Ruby had both been used by Shy. And that had been different. Weird, awkward, painful as all hell, and also fucking phenomenal.

Just like the feeling when Ruby beat her ego in, in a strange way, the physical pain made it better, too. Dash felt the throbbing reminder of Shy’s bite, and the slight burn between her legs. Maybe she’d feel them both tomorrow, a little something to remember Fluttershy’s victory by. The thought made her heart skip a beat. Was it weird to want that?

“Hey, Shy. Is it really okay?” Dash quietly asked.

“What do you mean?” Fluttershy sounded curious.

“You know. Us being mare-friends. And, uhh, everything else.” Dash blushed, unsure of how to ask the question.

Shy paused for a moment, and then answered nervously. “Dash… I… umm… Yeah. I mean, if you still want me.”

“So you don’t mind if I tell ponies, like, tomorrow?”

“No. That’s fine. It’s more than fine, even.” Shy smiled and nuzzled into Dash’s shoulder. “I… think I’d like that.”

Dash sighed. “What about… me being, you know, some kind of pervert?”

Fluttershy lifted her head, and looked down at Dash in confusion.

Rainbow frowned and turned away, embarrassed at even asking. “Never mind.”

It was stupid of her to ask. She didn’t think she could say it, at least not like she felt it. Still, out of anypony, Shy would understand.

Shy spoke up, re-affirming Rainbow’s thoughts. “Oh... That kind of thing is pretty common. I’ve got a few books you can read where the heroine is captured...and...umm...well, I think you might like them.”

Dash nervously smiled, trying to hide her embarrassment. “A few books, huh? I’ve never seen you reading before.”

Fluttershy softly kissed Dash on the neck. “With the books I read, I usually read in private. But since you’re my mare-friend now, it’s only right that I share with you.”

“Is that so? I never took you for an egg-head.”

Fluttershy hummed thoughtfully, then grinned. “You know, I think I have just the book for you. It’s about this mare called ‘Dashing Who’ and she gets in to all sorts of… trouble. The character is based off a different book series that I think you know.”

“Really? Ponies write that sort of thing?” Dash hadn’t expected that. She wasn’t quite sure what to think of it. Clearly it was about Daring Do, but the thought almost offended her.

The more she thought about it, the more it seemed that “almost” was more interesting than not.

Fluttershy nodded. “Oh yes. There’s a whole community built around it. You have to get those sorts of books through the mail or a friend, though. They’re not in regular stores and the authors don’t make any money off them. Some of the good ones might be in a few special stores in Canterlot and Manehatten though.”

Rainbow let herself sink deeper in the bed, letting the throbbing pain in her neck where Shy had bit her soak deeper into her body as she thought. “Why would they do that? Seems dumb to write something and not get paid for it.”

Fluttershy gently blew into Rainbow’s ear before she whispered her answer. “Because they’re perverts, Rainbow Dash. Just like us.”

Dash shivered, then muttered, “If you lay down with dogs, you get up with fleas,” She’d heard that before, but never thought it would mean anything to her. One more new discovery for the night.

Fluttershy softly laughed. “Woof. But if we have fleas, then I think we need to shower. Want to join me?”

Dash glanced at Ruby and frowned. Just looking at him still pissed her off and made her queasy, like a greasy snake was coiling inside of her, and wriggling just enough to make her heart beat harder. She turned away and closed her eyes, forcing the uncomfortable feeling to go away. She was going to go relax with her new mare-friend.

“Yeah.”

Author's Note

I think this is my favorite story. Maybe I'll keep working on it.

It only goes downhill from here...