The Journal Of A World Wonderer

by MidnightMadness

Rating: teen
Tags: Adventure, Crossover, Dark, Alternate Universe, Human, Science Fiction
Length: 4471

A human gains the ability to travel the multiverse. Now he's trapped seeking a way back to his home planet.

A human forced to keep a diary by his psychiatrist starts to notice weird instances around his home planet and before he knows it he is asked by a crack in his wall if he wants adventure. He accepted it and now forced to search an infinite amount of universes to attempt to find his home. The only way he can ensure his sanity stays intact is through his diary.

Published 1970-01-01 00:00:00 UTC
Last updated 2016-12-05 20:51:58 UTC

5/11/2016

Dear Diary,

I asked for interesting I certainly got it.

I was woken up by my grandparents  asking me to fix something technological, this is not the interesting part, and after I fixed I decided to get myself some breakfast. I know what you're thinking, breakfast interesting? That's the the thing I got myself a bowl of cereal and I dropped my spoon and… Well it stayed there. What I mean is it didn't fall, I was shocked as hell but before I could say anything to anybody in  the house it then clattered to the ground.

My mum asked what happened and I described to her the strange event and she gave me a look of concern before saying that I should go outside for some air.

To be honest I shouldn't have expected for her to believe me. I am the boy who cried wolf, been lying since I could speak basically.

Actually that brings up a thought… Right I should probably describe myself. While I have no intent for this diary to be read while I breath I understand someone may be curious after my death to hear what exploits I carried out and may want to imagine me in all my splendor.

At the time of writing this I am a 18 year old Caucasian male who stands at just above 6 ft 4 inches with brunette hair. I am not a fashionable individual but I usually wear a polo with a pair of suit trousers. My eyes are somewhat unique as I have central heterochromia which means that while I have a main colour in my eyes, which is a gray blue, there is also a ring around my pupil of a different colour which is gold. I am not the most physically fit person on the planet but I wouldn't consider my weight getting into the extreme sections.

Personality wise I am considered to be eccentric, inquisitive and pessimistic.I usually have a negative outlook on life but I am curious about it as well as enjoying escaping to other realities in my mind.

Anyway now that's out of the way, I decided to go on a walk through the park to clear my head and try to think about what on earth happened. I am considered a forgetful person at times but that is partially incorrect I forget a lot of things but the things I do remember I remember in  vivid detail.

While I attempted to remember my thoughts, I continued my walk around the park feeling the cold air attempting to pierce my skin. This is when my mind is at its strongest surprisingly, I am rather childish in the way that I attempt to prove myself right  and the cold is something I enjoy immensely.

After my walk around the park I went straight to my room, My room would be something which most people won't enjoy but it is organised perfectly for me which is to say quite messily. I pick up the books I had collected throughout my childhood and the ones from my As Physics, well I was kicked out of Physics but I may have kept the books, and started reading them.

After reading them for over 3 hours and finding nothing to explain the universe glitch, I decided to go to one of the biggest archives known to mankind and that is the internet. I browsed for another seven hours attempting to find scenarios similar to this with no amount of success.

I decided to ate with my family after this and decided that I was probably too tired therefore hallucinating the encounter.

I am going to bed now I will update you tomorrow.

5/11/2016 - Night

If the spoon was a hallucination I am having a full blown delusions.

I was woken up by a huge bang in the night and I fell off the bed. I immediately looked around for the source of the noise and I see... well a thing. I am looking at it now and honestly I still can't describe it. Imagine looking at a crack on a gray wall  and inside it contained every colour but it also projected an indefinite amount of images into your mind.

It just spoke to me…

What on earth is going on?

Right, I should write down it's words. I am using purple for it.

"Step forward little one."

I… I am going to approach it.

"I understand your cautiousness but I shall bring you no harm"

The words seem weird, it is speaking English but it feels like it isn't.

" I come with a gift. I have seen your mind, I know you desire to travel and know your will to be involved in a story like your books. Just touch the crack and you will experience this."

A huge amount of emotions is what I am feeling right now. I could go on an adventure? This certainly intrigues me but can I trust it? I have a feeling that this choice will end quite quickly so I am going to do it. I will attempt to write after whatever happens but if something happens i apologize to my family for this.

I don't know!

I don't where I am. I feel like I am being ripped apart. I think I am going to die. WHY DID I TOUCH THAT CRACK?

I don't know what's happening…

I know I am alive and I know this diary  exists. Calm is what I need right now.

It feels like that helped.

I can feel something  other than pain .

My skin is coming back I didn't even notice it had gone.

Something just cracked.

My bones are forming. It's painful but a relie-

What the fuck is coming out of my back?

I can feel bones are forming.

It's getting softer.

Right, Can't think about that now.

My body is back I think, I had my clothes on just in case something bad happened

I see something. Well I see a lot of things but something is remains constant in the continuous amount of swirls.

My vision is dimming I need to get to it fast.

I am meters away I am going to stop Writing now I need to get throu-

6/11/2016

I am alive, at least I think I am.

I can tell you I am fucking confused.

Look I am going to have  to describe everything but I am having difficulties comprehending it.

First, the growth on my back. I can't even comprehend it but I have wings I look like a bloody angel except the wings are the colour of my hair which is a dark brown. One thing I got say about the things is that they are comfy to lay on.

These bloody things link into what I have to tell you next. So you know you have to be conscious to even get your arms to function? The same is with wings.You remember that colour I saw? It deposited me onto the bloody stratosphere.

My body literally fell over thirty kilometers managing to reach terminal fall velocity and was going to hit the floor very soon

Apparently I accidentally broke the sound barrier performing what this world's inhabitants called the "Sonic Rainboom."

This incidentally is what saved my life because apparently a section of the world's inhabitants can fly and managed to catch me before I hit the ground, broke my rib while doing it mind you.

I was therefore rushed into the closest hospital. My heart had also stopped after they caught me but they did manage to resuscitate me using their hooves...

Oh did I forget to mention that they are horses?

I got CPR from a horse after growing wings because I touched a crack in the wall.

And they are wondering why my heart stopped?

I woke up when I got to the hospital, freaking the fuck out may I add?

It took two of these horse to restrain me before I tried to jump out of the window and then they sedated me.

I am a calm person usually, attempting to look at situations with logic instead of emotion, but I felt a primal fear towards these beings. I wasn't making any fast movements with the sedative making me sluggish but I was still hyperventilating and keeping a stance to make sure that these things weren't getting anywhere close to me.

I kept this up for what I believe was about thirty minutes until the horses made their way out of the room and locked the door behind them.

I sat in the opposite corner, of the door, and made sure to keep my eye on it before relaxing. Logic started to come back to me then and I realized that these beings were at least sapient as well as not issuing any aggressive commands towards me. I couldn't be sure though I couldn't understand what they were saying at all, it just sounded like horses neighing to me.

One thing I was sure of is that I cannot be aggressive towards these beings if I wanted to progress and I had to attempt to get them to understand me.

I stood up and saw a mirror on one side of the room and decided that I had to check my physical condition. When I got there I noticed while I was physically fine but I then noticed the wings sprouting out of my back. I immediately put my hand backs in an attempt  to grab one and then stretching it out. I immediately knew that it was part of me as I felt the tingles shoot up my new appendage, In fears of damaging it I released it as fast.

I looked around the room and I see the huge window into the corridor with multiple of these horses appearing to be conversing to each other.  They were probably curious what on whatever planet this was  they were going to do with me. I knew I had to at least attempt to converse with them  so I waved.

I have to say even in this situation I had to take humor in the faces they gave to me. I could tell you why, a creature whom had barely seemed competent with his fears takes a few minutes and seems to have transformed into a sapient creature.

The horses discussed for about three more minutes before sending one of them into the room. The horse in question had a light yellow coat and a light pink mane. She entered my room with ease but ensuring that she didn't take any sharp moves. I had immediately understood why they had sent her in, I had interacted with animals for the majority of my life preferring their company instead of my own kind and I had learned that you approach them with caution but displaying no aggressiveness.

I displayed the palms of my hands to help show my non-aggressiveness and then said "Hello."

While this made her jump slightly she seemed to recognize that I was attempting to communicate and presumed I was greeting her.

After that she and I sit down and she would ask me simply question through props such as if I was hurt, thirsty or hungry. I managed to acknowledge her on my status and then she tilted her head slightly  and presented her hooves in a way to say 'stay calm.'

I nodded back to her and then her a crack and a weird being showed up in the room and the first thing I heard was "Ahh, Fluttershy my dear it's nice to see you again."

I spoke up before the horse replied and said "You speak English?"

The being whipped its head towards me and raised its eyebrows.

It turns out this being had a way of communicating which allowed for every species that heard it to hear it being said in their own language. This allowed for communication to open up a lot easier with the being attempting to translate communications between the three of us. They started by telling me that they had found me falling to my death and what they had to do. I, in turn, responded with my own story describing how I managed to get in the world and saying that my species don't even have wings. The being, whom I found out was called Discord, started wearing a troubled look throughout the conversation which the pony, named Fluttershy, noticed and asked what was wrong to which he replied that they should let me sleep and converse with the rest.

I don't what's going to happen but I agree with Discord I need to sleep.

I shall keep this updated although I don't why I still writing in it maybe it is because it's the only thing from my world

8/11/16

Dear Diary,

I apologies for not writing a diary entry yesterday but it turns out waking up in the middle of the night, feeling the pain of your cells being ripped apart, taking your bodies energy and growing an appendage, cracking a rib and falling from the stratosphere really takes it out of you and you sleep through a whole day. I am sure you will forgive me.

I did wake up today and therefore I can write about today.

Discord luckily visited early apparently intrigued upon how the hell I got here alive and then he explained that he can alter my vocal cord to produce a similar effect to his and therefore allow me to speak I agreed to this.

We only realized the flaw with this plan, I can't understand them still so he then altered my hearing.

Equipped with these tools I could start talking to my doctors and could start understanding  what manner of world I landed within.

I am going to write this down allow me to understand this easier.

I have apparently landed on the planet known as Equus and on the continent known as Equestria. Equestria, as the name implies, is the main area of land upon where the more concentration of ponies live and where the two main rulers of the lands live as well.

This diarchy of rulers contain the qualities of the three species of ponies and contain powers which allow them to move the sun and moon.

There are other sapient species surviving such as the changelings, Minotaur and centaurs, Discord is a draconequus which is entirely extinct except for him.

Tempted to write a bloody test.

There is also a group of 6 ponies which are known as the Bearers of Harmony, apparently they used to wield a mega-weapon  but had to return them to save some sort of tree because that then allowed for a castle to be created.

I mean there is a possibility that I could just be mad and have the most vivid imagination ever but it seems realistic

The doctors want to keep me here for a week, apparently there magic can heal my rib faster and also they are a bit scared for my heart, to which I agreed to. What I didn't agree to was this purple alicorn asking me every question possible about my planet.

You see she is the lead of that group of the bearer of harmony and apparently likes to absorb information by the metric tonne. This I don't mind I read my fair share of information but I swear she tries to come in with all manners of technology to try and analyse my brain and body, I am trying to recuperate here not be tested. Luckily some of her friends do make sure that she is restrained.

Actually talking about that, my clothes while wearable were somewhat destroyed during my journey through the crack. I really couldn't care in the least but one of them did offer to remake them for me so my honour will be saved.

I know I should be looking for a way back to my home planet and I am am inching closer to an answer but what happened. Discord apparently knows something about it but won't tell me so Fluttershy is attempting to weasel it out of him.

Unless something important happens over the next few days I see no reason for me to do another diary entry. I want to just get out of hospital and get back home.

15/11/16

Hazaa I have been released from that damned place.

Seriously, I think that the doctors wanted me to stay. They seemed to be proud that they were the first hospital to treat a new species.

I managed to walk around the town they brought me to and several things intrigued me about it. Firstly; some of the buildings standing up around town seemed entirely stupid to me from the library carved from a tree to the gingerbread house which served as a bakery. Secondly; these ponies have markings of some kind displaying their primary skill, I just want to say that this must be the most stupid system ever could you imagine if something needed to be done but no ponies of that talent were around.

Important news! I managed to get Discord talking… Look there is a problem, I found out why he didn't want to tell me.

I shall write down the summary he gave to me.

It turns out that I haven't just traveled between worlds but between universes, this is quite probably the biggest scientific discovery ever but that's not important. There is a multiverse which is filled with an infinite amount of universes, but to ensure that these universes don't just collide and destroy everything, they are held apart by rivers of pure energy which was the thing I swam through and nearly destroyed me!

Discord is a being who has traveled these waters and apparently there is about one-hundred other beings who constantly travel them to encounter these new universes. And to access the river you have to go through the dimensional rifts, the crack thing I saw.

The river is apparently partially sapient and attempts to get beings to wonder its waters so that's what talked to me.

Here's the problem, that thing I had mentioned about the infinite universes I wasn't joking and apparently markings are needed for the being to find its planet which I don't have therefore meaning that I have to look through an infinite amount of planets to find my home.

Basically I'm fucked.

Look I am trying hard because I know this can get to me and while I am tempted to give up I know that my family would be destroyed not to see me again. I can imagine that disappearing for nine days has already damaged them but I can't do anything about it.

But I know that if I do this I need more strength. Every universe will be different and I don't know if they will be able to support life and I need every strength I can get. Especially my wings but I need to sort out oxygen and heat to help my survival. The purple alicorn went to look for spells for the two and Rainbow dash is helping me with flying tomorrow.

Goodnight my book.

16/11/16

Rainbow Dash is a Psychopath.

That isn't an opinion, that is a fact.

So it turns out because I have been grafted with wings I am able to stand on clouds, yes it is terrifying.

I was brought up by Rainbow Dash to her house because apparently it's a huge mansion in the sky and all other houses would be too small for me to stand up in. So now I have to deal with the fear of falling of a sky house and I have to deal with the most stubborn horse ever.

You see I noticed a problem today which amusingly nobody had thought to think of which was the fact that I am an omnivore. I can survive on a plant based diet but I really do enjoy eating meat. These ponies are herbivores though so you can imagine the looks I get when I asked if I could have a beef burger.

I could swear I could hear the sounds of pitchforks.

So I had to deal with some terrified ponies whom now see me as a murderer and  my own house host wasn't talking to me for an hour. But luckily it was explained to the inhabitants that my species was an omnivore and could survive on plant matter only. This could be a miserable way to eat but I will survive.

But after I settled into my temporary abode Rainbow Dash decided to start giving me my "flying lessons."

Basically she had decided to have the jump off point to be from her house which meant that If I screwed up that she could catch me, hopefully, in time before the first human in Equestria became a meat pizza on the ground, maybe I could eat myself.

To the start of the lesson,we were discussing the fact that my wings are located in the same position as hers as we both have four limbs as well as the wings therefore meaning that the wing movement must at least feel similar between the two of us. We started trying to see how to move the wings by lifting the wings up with our hands and hooves and seeing the feeling in my back. I started to feel the nerves tingle through them and seeked out where the feeling was coming from.and attempted to push them them up. I felt the wings extend to their full size, which almost dwarfed my body.

Rainbow Dash insisted that I test the wings to see if I could maneuver them easily and then she started showing me the positions of the wings to allowing myself to float and to show me to ascend and descend.

I managed to memorize all the movements within a hour and I was planning to start drawing the positions when we got to the house and then I asked " okay, what's next?"

I can tell you I have never regretted a sentence uttered in my life, she just turned away from me and said "Pop quiz" and bucked me off the edge.

I told you the stupid horse was a psychopath, The amount of fear that rises in me in the free-fall towards the ground was indescribable. Just in case this book decides to judge me you have to remember this was the first time I was conscious while falling from a height which was certain to kill me therefore I froze in shock.

"Just extend your wings!" I hear shouted by the rainbow maned evil being  right next to my ear.

I fight down my frightened nerves and extend my wings to ensure that they start catching me the wind and slowing me down to a basic glide.

After I did this I started to calm down and could concentrate on the movement of my wings.

"You got that under control quite quickly, I was worried I might have to save you for a second." I hear to my left.

I replied loudly "You are a moron."

"Hey, we have to train you quickly, that is the best way to train adults to fly. They have to wing span to survive and you seem to have already built the muscles required to lift yourself so I assumed what's the worst that can happen." She replied.

I was silent after this because she had raised multiple strong points and decided to look at the view around me.

It was beyond sensational, It was a sensory overload. To see that much beauty while achieving flight by myself was just unbelievable and my mind just went blank seeing the image.

"It is quite something, isn't it?" Rainbow said to me.

"To fly by yourself is considered one of humanity's greatest dreams, to think that I am to first one to fly with wings is mindblowing. You have been spoiled Rainbow" I replied.

The rest of the day was devoted to my training and ensuring that my flight was perfect. I have been told that I have to get my flight speed higher than the average pegasus by two weeks time or I will be forced to endure more training so basically I am going to have to train extremely hard for two weeks and not really do anything else for the next two weeks. Unless something important happens I am resolved to not write anything into the diary.

I apologize for the inconvenience but I can't imagine you wanting to hear about my pain and tedious tasks.

I am signing off now.

04/11/2016

Dear Diary,

To say I am slightly annoyed would be an understatement, you see I decided to mention a fact to my psychotherapist  about myself and she insists that I should attempt to write a diary.

You see I have started noticing flaws with my memory missing days and such but I have not touched any substances that would even cause this. The woman hopes that this will help spur on my memory and it should bring some order to my mind.

I suppose I should start this damned thing.

This morning I awoke with a fair amount of grogginess at 7:00 am. I hear my mother knock on my door to make sure that I am awake and makes her way back upstairs, I reply with a groan. I get up and make my way to the shower, allowing myself to sand under the hot water and wake myself up. Afterward I walked into room and thereafter dressed myself to  a suitable standard.

I rush out of the house after this and manage by the skin of my teeth to catch the bus and luckily arrive in school on time. I get through the trivial lessons dying to get home and start reading again, I recently found this intriguing fan-fiction site. To say I am a loner at school would be incorrect and correct at the same time, you see I am entirely capable at being sociable and will be but it is usually counteracted by my desire to be by myself.

To put an end cap on the day, I made my way home with general ease and decided to cook myself spaghetti carbonara, I am eating it while writing this.

I really can't see why that woman thought this would be good for me. I mean I can understand trying to relieve mental pressure but I swear I can hear the damned book groaning for boredom.

I am reading this entree back myself and I am noticing just how boring this day really is. I beg to anything make tomorrow interesting…