Edit: 11/14/16) Before you down vote, wait and give the story a full chance! I don't have the luxury of being vague anymore!

You are Cobalt Fabric and Cobalt Fabric is the perfect pony.

Now this cannot be true, obviously, there is no such thing as perfection. However, you are the perfect pony in this faux reality free from logical thought.
In this faux reality, you are the smartest, the fastest, the strongest, and the most beloved pony in the world.
Blissfully ignorant no longer, you're becoming aware of your fallacies and the two realities you recognize - the one that you refused to accept and the one you created to escape the other.
We both know the reality you chose is fantasy, let's dwell into this twisted perspective until the perfect pony is forced to wake up to the world you refused to accept.