Endings are just a chance for better things

by Matthewthawes

Rating: everyone
Tags: Alternate Universe, Doctor Whooves, Science Fiction, Rarity, Tragedy, Discord, Sweetie Belle, Twilight Sparkle, Slice of Life, My Little Pony: Friendship is Magic
Length: 18838

"Why why her it should've been me ill never forgive myself" rarity please don't be that way it's not your fault there's nothing you could've done. Sweetie bot the tragic start.

(Why is it that the ones we love are taken from us?)
(Why isn't there a way to take back turn back the hooves of fiat?)
(What if there was a way we could be with those we care for when they can no longer be?)

This is an experimental multiple view story style it is also my fifth ever in my life creative criticism is appreciated and if you thumbs down a reason is appreciated I cant fix it if you don't state it.

the story takes place season 4 a few months after episode 19 in which the timeline is defused meaning that this story fills a time gap between twilight time and 24 Equestria games.

some episodes may have happened while rarity was isolated and greaving but I'm not that far into the story yet so I might change it.

so continuity ends after twilight time:

sweetie died 9 days after and rarity has been greaving since...:raritydespair:

and since I believe that just because the episodes are in order doesn't mean they happened directly after each other so that's the continuity deference.

continuity timelines merge during twilights kingdom I hope to have sweetie bot operational before teirek attacks:pinkiecrazy:

Published 2016-11-26 01:50:01 UTC
Last updated 2018-04-18 18:10:40 UTC

Regret

Rarity Sat in the turquoise and ruby recliner couch reminiscing about the life of her sister and her, her regrets, what she missed.

"Well miss Belle let's try to stay positive this is for recovery, after all, let's start with the incident what do you recall,"

"OK," Rarity said sighing.

"It was Saturday I was working on an order 'as usual' Sweetie had just gotten back from Twilights she had a few books in her saddlebags......."

"Rarity I'm home!" Announced Sweetie coming in the boutique.

"Darling please don't yell I'm right here" I had chided haven not been but five paces away.

"Um, Rarity is it ok if I did my chores later, I want to look at a few of the book's I got from Twilight," asked Sweetie nervously unsure about what her sister would say.

"So long as you do them before bed darling," I responded as I looked at her I knew the spell books she had were too advanced for her but I disregarded it. I was so intent on finishing up my work I ignored it,"

"Um, Rarity is it ok if you come and watch me I don't know if I.....Sigh," asked Sweetie cutting herself short as her sister turned back to her work.

"I didn't hear what she said and when I looked up she was gone so I just continued working on that stupid dress,"

"And then what happened?" Asked the therapist.

"Well, I just kept working and few minutes latter I.......Sh.....scre.....mng..."

"It's ok, take your time," said Dr appt comfortingly.

"Then I heard her screaming before the whole boutique shook by an explosion I ran to her I never heard her screaming like that before in my life it was so painful so desperate, I just feel so guilty. I should've been paying attention to what she...it's my fault it would've never happened if I had been with her if i..."

'rarity it's not your fault I wasn't thinking' said the voice.

"...not now!"

"Not now what?" Asked the therapist confused by my sudden change in conversation if only he knew what was really getting to me.

"Oh hehe nothing just uh we're ehem can we be done for today I feel like my head is in a vice?" She said nervously.

"Sure I'll see you next week after all this is only your second visit try to stay positive, I know this is hard but I'm sure you'll find a way," I said, That was the last time I saw her for the next two weeks I was beginning to get worried she was putting too much on herself.

Rarity walked down the path from Dr appt therapies recalling the rest of the memory.

'Rarity please don't beat yourself up it was my fault you were just busy"

"The voice in my head was getting stronger each day it hadn't accrued to me what it was until a few days after."

Author's Note

Multi point of view story style constructive criticism is appreciated:moustache: and if you thumbs down a reason is appreciated I cant fix it if you don't state it:facehoof:

A lost voice

"Rarity please stop ignoring me it's not good for you to put so much blame on yourself. it really wasn't your fault, I cast it wrong, please?" said the voice comfortingly.

"Maybe I just need to get some sleep and I'll feel better in the morning," said Rarity trying to ignore the voice it was just a little-passed two-thirty in the afternoon but she was used to an out of toon schedule now that she wasn't taking any more orders and the boutique was closed, had been for five months now. letting go of a sigh she got into bed and closed the door, blinds and curtains with her magic darkening the room and in a few minutes, she was sleeping.

"RAAARRIITBOOM-Sweetie!" Rarity ran fast as lighting to her sisters screaming, smoke was pouring out of the room only one thing on her mind her sisters screaming for help. "Sweetie I'm com-slam hmph" She slid to a stop ready to open the surprisingly freezing cold door before there was a flash of bright amber light and she was blown back by a pale purple and pink blast slamming her with her sister's door. The room was completely engulfed in magic flames. "RAARiT-iiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiaaah!!!" Came her sister's blood curtailing scream before she explodes in a furious ball of white purple and pink flames. Rarity could do nothing but stare into the room before she snapped up and ran into it "sweetie!!? Sweetie belle!!!??" Shouted Rarity as she desperately tries to find her sister in a scorched and freezing cold room.

"sweetie! No!" Screamed Rarity as she shoots upright, the room was completely black she couldn't even see her own hooves.
"Where am I?...You're asleep in your room sis you were having a nightmare so I tried stopping it, but I'm not sure if I did it right...Why are you haunting me I said I was sorry?...And I told you it wasn't your fault sis, but that's not important for now it seems like I at least got something right now that you and I can have a coherent conversation......But why won't you just leave?...Do you really want that sis?................But why haunt me?.....RARITY I'm not haunting you......Sis have you ever heard of the unicorn mage named soul fire?.....No why?...I don't have time to explain you're waking up try twilights library; Rarity they miss you, you can't shut yourself out like this anymore, ill always be here for you, try not to panic when you find it..find what?" Asked Rarity as the voice of her sister faded.

"Sweetie, what find what?" Said Rarity before she snapped upright. "Sweetie Belle!!" She practically screamed "but that's not possi...it doesn't matter ill figure it out later," she said looking at the clock. " it's only just passed one a.m. I guess I'll get a drink and sigh ugh -go back to sleep- sigh so it's you, your the voice that's been haunting me, I suppose I deserve it," Said Rarity as she got out of her bed and turned on the lights only to find they weren't working. sighing she casts a simple charm lighting her horn and simultaneously opens the blinds as she makes her way to her door listening to the unique groan and creek it made while she opened it letting the light from the window and hall into her room.

"Oh Sweetie I just don't know what to do anymore everything so bleak without you around," voiced Rarity as she walked towards the stairs. "Rarity ?" Rarity slows down as she hears the voice and felt a strange pull towards her sister's room she thought she saw a glow but disregarded it as just being tired and went down the stairs.

"It's awfully quiet" stated Rarity as she made her way to the kitchen. if she was paying attention she would have noticed that she couldn't even hear her own hoofsteps as she made her way to the sink.

"Sweetie used to love to watch the stars" reminisced Rarity as she looks out of the window seeing a brilliant night sky and the most beautiful full moon to match as she grabbed a glass out of the cupboard an went about getting her drink.

"Better," said Rarity as she finished the glass and refilled it. "now sigh- 'back to bed' -sigh" she sighed as she made her way back to her room and headed up the stairs.

"Huh, whah ng" Rarity nearly drops her glass as she feels a strong and eerie pull towards her sister's room. "What is that?" She thought as the pull continued "Rarity?. 'hmg!" stammered Rarity almost dropping her glass a second time at hearing her sisters call. "sweetie?" Spoke Rarity nervously slowly moving towards her sister's room.

Rarity stood by her sister's door it had been leaning on part of the frame since the incident. "Sweetie?" stammered Rarity waiting by the broken and scorched door.

"Rarity" come her sister's voice. There was a light glow coming through the cracks in her sister's door and around the edges.

"Sweetie Belle?" Asked Rarity voice shaking as she used her magic to move the police tape and her sister's door dropping her glass; she stood there staring, the sound of the glass shattering not even registering.

"..............Sw.....e.e.t...Sweetie?" Stammered Rarity as she made her way in.

"Rarity" came the voice as it echoed in her ears.

"Sweetie?" Questioned Rarity as the glow changed from illuminating the room in a warm white to a faded white, purple and pink glow focused in the mid center of the room.

"Rarity" the call came again.

Rarity stares at the source of the glow something so familiar yet different in some way she couldn't tell.

"Rarity" the call was clear as Crystal.

Rarity stood over what she could only identify as a three gem pendant she had given sweetie last year. Only instead of seeing the gems, she used to make it there were five completely different gems in their place. In the center where the amber ruby used to be rested an extremely rare white Safire embedded inside an elegant polished heart-shaped green emerald. Surrounding the circumference of it was series of gold and silver weaves inside each loop were perfectly faceted pink cats eyes. Below the emerald drooping and perfectly centered was a brilliant crested crystal with a pink purple and white glow hanging below the emerald hanging on each side of the crystal was a pale blue moonstone and on each side of the top of the emerald was a purple ruby each one having crossing swirls of gold and silver, before merging with a bright gold engraved silver filamented chain necklace. Every fragment of metal was covered in intricate designs and symbols of some kind, the entire thing was glowing and illuminating the room.

Rarity stood starring at the most vibrant and intricate charm she'd ever seen the pull she'd felt was almost overwhelming at this point.

"Rarity" came the voice it felt warmer than it did before.

"Ahh mng uh" shuttered Rarity as the voice sounded again she shy's away as the pendants glow fades and increases in sync with the syllables of the voice.

"Sweetie?" Stammered Rarity shaking in the cold room as she stares wide-eyed at the glowing pendant.

"Rarity?" Called the voice it sounded a bit more questioning now rather than a call.

"Sweetie?" Questioned Rarity not sure what she should do as the charm pulsed light in rhythm to the voice.

"Rarity?!" Came a more curious response.

Rarity Sat there before nervously moving towards the familiar charm.

"Rarity??" Asked the voice as Rarity got next to the pendant and takes a closer look the pull of it was getting stronger the closer she got.

"Sweetie?" Questioned Rarity as she reached out to pick it up.

"Sweetie Belle?" Asked Rarity as she made contact with the charm "sweetiiiiiiiiiiiiiiah!!!?" Rarity screams as her foreleg lock up and her entire body froze stiff, her entire life started flashing before her eyes some memories that she didn't recognize tell she realized that they were her sister's.

"Ngrrrmmmm aaaaaahh ng mnn nnnmg mhm aaaaaahh ng sweeetiiiiiiiiiiiiiiahhh!!!" Rarity screams in pure agony as she feels like she's being cut open and her insides pulled out, torched and shredded through a freezing cold cheese grader before blacking out.

"Mngh Ah-oww," said Rarity moving to get up rubbing her head feeling like she had been through a blender.

"Sweetie?" Asked Rarity in the freezing room yet she was warm, on the inside at least.

"Rarity" replied the voice solemnly.

"Swe..mng," said Rarity stopping her sentence cold as she opened her eyes the room was black and gray and everything was illuminated it reminded her of undeveloped negatives.

"Rarity" came the voice.

"Swe...sweatie en.nough games wh..ere are you?!" Stammered Rarity not sure what to think.

"Rarity?...Rarity! you- " started Sweatie as she finished materializing happy to be reunited with her sister before said sister screams bloody murder.

"Aaaaaaaaaaa!!" Screamed Rarity noticing her glowing, ethereal, and floating sister.

"Found me? ...sigh" sighed Sweatie as she watched her sister scream tell she was blue before fainting. "Maybe I should've told her first heh heh"

❊ ❊ ❊

"Ugh whah uhmmnng" moaned Rarity

Author's Note

:moustache: creative criticism is appreciated and if you thumbs down a reason is appreciated I cant fix it if you don't state it

Hope within a nightmare

"Ugh whah uhmmnng" moaned Rarity

'oh, what do I do if she faints again ...gasp perfect!' thinks Sweatie as an idea on how to explain things to her sister begins to pan out as she made her move.

'oh, where? Huh?' Rarity moans as she sits up opening her eyes and closing them as she hears something familiar but calming. "Sweatie?" she finally spoke as she focused on the sound more closely a smell of salt and moisture hitting her senses while she opens her eyes as they slowly adjusted to the light. 'huh, au sigh' she sighs finding herself on a beautiful sparkling beach the waves gently crashing on the banks.

"Hey sis," said Sweatie softly as not again to startle her sister. As she stares out at the beautiful beach she fabricated from her memory's.

"Huh?!" let out Rarity a light jump as she looks to find her healthy not at all dead sister sitting next to her. "..."

"...." tried Sweatie not sure where to start as she looks at her sister.

"Sweatie?" questioned Rarity as she saw her sister's mouth open and close a few soft murmurs coming out. "Is it really you is this re. Am I dreaming?" she contemplates as she began feeling overwhelmed not wanting to raise any false hopes as she looks at a beautiful and healthy Sweatie.

"I ...sigh Rarity it wasn't your fault I just want you to be happy," began Sweatie Belle, finally finding the words as she sees a tear fall from her sister's eye.

'but it was, there's so much I could have done. !should have done!' thought Rarity trying to understand how her sister could be talking to her. "Luna please this isn't fair!" she thought, deciding to take things from a dreamers point of view.

"I sigh ...you can't blame yourself I... I'm the one that ...sigh," lamented Sweatie as she moved closer to her sister to try and comfort her putting a hoof on her sister her sister jumping a little at it. "Sorry I'm not used to ...you know sigh," said Sweatie as she pulled back a little before concentrating and gently grasping her sister's hoof.

"Sweatie I'm so sorry I emh....uh" thought Rarity as she hears her sister talking again and listens before something cold touches her left hoof as her shoulders jump at the sudden contact pulling away, a little on reflex. before a warm touch takes its place. "Sweatie belle?!" said Rarity inaudibly as she lets her sister guide her hoof.

"I ...sigh" sighed Sweatie as she gently guides her sister's hoof as she holds it to her chest while she looks at her sister trying not to cry. 'I should never have cast it not without supervision' she thinks as she concentrates trying to pour as much love into it as she could focus.

'Oh, darling please don't do this to me au-' "-Sweatie? Sniffle" she began her thought interrupted as recognizes something unmistakable as it fills an aching empty spot in her own chest ending in a barely audible questioning whisper.

"Umm, hmmm sniffle sigh" let out Sweatie as she felt a familiar wetness to her cheek's as a soft smile got bigger. "Sis, its ok I. Sigh I love you I. It's me sis" she got out looking away before looking back as she sees her sisters eyes light up with a familiar joy cheering up a little at seeing her sister smile again.

"Sweatie your but you're I saw you-you exploded. I was right there you- oh what does it mater sniffle." began Rarity as she tries to wrap her head around it as she began to cry.

" But I am...and I'm not gone either; sis... I need your help" said Sweatie as she moved her sister's hoof to wrap her sister's foreleg around her as her sister takes to the gesture bringing her in close as she concentrates on staying solid.

"Sweet. Sweatie, of course, anything-anything," said Rarity as she holds something she'd been longing to hold for what felt like decades. " I. I missed you so much whatever happened?" she asks as she lets her sister rest in her lap refusing to let go for anything.

"Its the spell I cast, it did... I made you something, something with my magic but it's not what I intended; but, sigh, you can't let anything happen to it, it's very powerful and it's hard to explain; but in a way, it's me, sis, the pendant, It's all that's left of me that spell I cast it did something to me I was trying to use an enchantment that would take a piece of me so I could give it to you. It was suposta be a hug you could take wherever you go, sis, you need to keep it safe promise me you'll keep it...me safe. Rarity the pendant is me I'm inside it!" explained Sweatie holding back tears as she looked her sister in the eyes as deeply as she could.

"Of course darling i...huh" responds Rarity on autopilot confused. 'what did she just say?' she thinks going over it in her head. 'part of her...hug...enchantment...all that's left?!' she tries mentally fitting as much as she can but not having enough.

"Swea- I know its complicated but please ill talk with you in the morning I don't have much energy left. It needs to be worn look" cut in Sweatie before drawing her sister's attention to her right hoof the other still firmly holding her sister's hoof to her energy pulsing chest as she concentrates, a small but brilliant light emanating from it. Before forming a beautifully crafted pendant.

"Ua, Sweatie`i... I'm listing" said Rarity pushing all but her sister aside and soaking up as much as she could. Looking at a mesmerizing work of craft.

"You can't tell anyone automatically this is a secret you must keep now that you know I'm alive you mustn't tell anypony.
And second, you must never ever take it off at all whatever I do know I know, this in a way I'm dependent on an external source of certain forms of energy."

"..."

" I have my own energy and magic but somethings weird its safe to shower in. I want and need you to wear it at all times, and third like this I have a lot of magic its how I'm able to well do this... um talk with you, its really important you dont tell anyone not just ponies any entity emphasis on entity Rarity something out here in this place, this side of existence something wants to hurt me use me and wearing me will help keep me safe and while wearing me ill be able to help you in ways I'm still learning, its really hard to explain mngh."

"....."

"Listen I'm sorry I'm not going anywhere but when you come too, you need to be careful there are ponies good and bad with strange gifts that will know I'm with you without you telling them. I'll help you figure out who you can trust mnngh ua ok Rarity I love you I'll fill you in on whats going on in full, but for now dont trust anyone with me and as before aside from you knowing the truth, I don't exist ok that's really important tell no one not even mom or dad."

"......."

"I know that's going to hurt, but for now 'sister sealed' ok no one especially Twilight unghmmgh hmph ok remember to put me on the pendant I mean me, the jewel I'm stuck inside, I love don't worry I'm not going anywhere. This is going to feel strange but bear with me I love you and ill see, er talk to you in the morning your going to be exhausted, night sis always trust your heart your gut can only tell you what you already know" said Sweatie as she feels herself weakening deciding to wrap things up the best she could.

"........." 'what does she mean oh wait I...I don't,' thought Rarity in silence contemplating what her sister was telling her all other things forgotten and completely devoted to her younger sibling.

"Don't worry I'm fine, remember to put it on and don't be scared I made specifically for you and you personally" finished Sweatie as her voice fades in and out but remains clearly spoken watching as she moves to hug her sister as the world around them faded and a screaming could be herd.

"But Sweatie wait please don't go I'm sorry I'm... I didn't realize it was you I oh please I'm not ready!- 'Rarity its ok haha I'm not leaving not in a million years I'll talk to you soon remember put it on, it'le feel very familiar here remember never take it off for anyone or anything I love you. Night sis I'm just taking a nap yawn mmn good night" stated Sweatie as she moves her sister's hoof to her own heart and down placing the glowing vibrant and warm jewel in her sister's hoof as the world fades leaving nothing but the two of them and a jewel for a light source.

"But how will i- you'll know Iyou always do te he" tried Rarity before her sister finished it pushing the jewel in her hoof to rest against her heart before the whole place shifted and she felt like she was falling as she held onto her sister tightly her closed her eyes.

Author's Note

creative criticism is appreciated and if you thumbs down a reason is appreciated I cant fix it if you don't state it oh and if you don't wont to give it a thumbs up just don't rate it which is even better thank you

a locket of dreams

Author's Note

if you don't wont to give it a thumbs up just don't rate it which is even better thank you
I don't yet have a proofreader so if you read and point out what I missed especially all of you that are reading I might not have to fuss about it so much

a locket of dreams

"I'm not letting go ever," said Rarity holding as tight and snugly as she could to her beloved sister eyes tightly shut a part of her scared that if she opened them she'd be gone. Whilst another said she would be all the while her heart filled with warmth until she registered the physical warmth.

'huh' she thinks taking a peak not seeing anything she takes a slower one her heart sinking as she see's her sister's absence before an insurmountable and recognized warm presence makes itself known to her accompanied by a warm try colored glow as she looks to see what she held so subconsciously tight not easing up as the well recognized and welcomed feeling filled her with saddened joy and a satisfiable peace.

"Sweatie" the words slowly roll off the tongue like a lost memory as she dares to eas up and take a peak almost blinded by it as she quickly tightened back up as a rush of cold began to invade her rapidly filling chest as memories played out as she feels herself crying but smiling losing her composure and falling to her side curling as tightly as she could manage without cramping up as she rolls over to face the other direction noticing a frame yet chard and dirty still intact after the fire and tragedy.

'your ok" she wheezed out in a shaky breath as she took the frame in her magic a corner of the small treasures crome framing still with a faded yet light sparkle.

"Its ok I'm here sisy's here," she gasped out whipping the glass cleared of residue as an all to long-forgotten pushed back memory shines through of two sister's playing in the puddles as she looks to the chard and scorched vanity slowly grabing another frame and brining it close holding ever tighter one the warm pendant in her hooves as feels herself pressing hard to where her chest started to hurt not careing the only thing on her mind one beloved sister and a long needed venture down memory lane as another photo becomes clear of two siblings at an icecream parlore.

"Sisy's here its alright" she choked taking in another shaky breath a bit more shalow and qiuker as she held the frames in her magic grasp as she feels somthing familiure yet diforent in some way well up inside as as her eyes bured fearcly not blinking for a second as as the rest of the frames are swiftly and tenderly swept up in her magic as litle holographic representations of each memory played out infront of her as her emotions seamed to take over a part of her magic she wasnt familier with feeling an inergy flow freely from her chest.

"Don..t cry sis cause if y..you do I'll hold you untell you stop" sobbed Rarity as two familier misty figures played and danced with each other in her magic before coming close and hugleing each other with two eqialy bright smiles to mach waching as the two misty siblings faded as they both fall into her chest and a warmth like no other explods flouding her memorys and emotions to the bersting point as energy warm and fuzy with a tinglyness in her gut envelups her as she feels waghtless rivaling in reverie.

As she herd the air around her begin to crackle to life as a sudden buzz of unmatched bliss electrifies its way through her as memories ignite a deep fire in her chest shed been longing to feel since she had lost her as the memories finally come around to the present remembering her sisters words as they ring out in her head in a long missed and fully recognized voice warm with emotions long sought. " I made it for you, it's very powerful it's suposta be a hug you can take with you wherever you go don't lose never take it off it's me, sis, I'm inside it the pendant I mean but you cant let anypony or anything anyone entity especially any entity know that I'm alive there is something... It wants to hurt me keep me safe I love you ill talk to you in the morning sis I'm not leaving not in a million years I'm just taking a nap night sis it's very powerful,"

"...." she began contemplating as she felt the energy inside her erupt out words before wrapping snugly and comfortingly around her as the feeling of a long forgotten celebration shines through her and she smiles "sweatie belle!?' what did you do ha AH ha Ha! Sniffle ha ua sob sniffle ha ha ha ahhaa gasp-sob sniffle ha ha ah aha ha gasp-sob ha ha SWEATIE BELLE!?" she lets out no longer able to contain the emotional energies flooding through her at an increasing rate as a twinge of concern peaks through as she realizes 'im flouting no! " I'm flying ah haaa ha what are you doing ha ha" not caring as she feels the unmistakable presence of her sister and magic on a scale never before felt rivaling her own element itself as she lazily flouts leaning into it as feels her sister hug her around the neck firmly and warmly realizing it was the pendant but recognizing her sister in her entirety before everything goes white.

of wonder and sadness

“Uhm-yawn” Rarity yawned she felt well rested yet exhausted at the same time.

“Morning sis are you feeling ok?” asked Sweatie worried she might freak her sister out at hearing her voice.

‘huh, mnnnngh auh ?......? huh sigh’ stretched Rarity a blank thought hitting her as she lets her senses wake alongside her. ‘Yawn, sigh’ she let out as the sound of birdsong came through feeling like she was being swathed in a warm blanket as she went to get up feeling weak in the legs. -Oomph- oh whoa yeesh ok take your time darling no rush’ she thought to herself as she immediately falls back to the floor?

‘Huh, why am I on the floor I thought I went to bed? Have I been sleepwalking?’ she questions herself as her eyes began to adjust to the current lighting as she freezes stiff ‘?....?’ why am I here?... Of all places, it has to b… uh, sniffle-giggle Sweatie belle auh mm’ she thought before noticing a frame in front of her as things come back to her. ‘You came to visit me oh darling auh and gave me a gift sniffle’ she contemplates as she begins to remember. ‘but you left me and now I’m all alone’-sob- gasp?!’ She lamented before she’s startled by an all too familiar voice and embrace.

“Morning sis I was wondering when you’d wake you looked so peaceful I didn’t want to disturb you how are you feeling giggle?” asked Sweatie ending with a nervous giggle as she waited to see what her reaction would be hoping for the positive. ‘What am I doing she’s not ready she’s going to freak out’ she thought as she used her magic to hold her sister snuggly.

“Whaah!?” came Rarity as she’s startled upright only to strain herself as she collapses on her side with immediate rapid breath.

“Easy easy it’s me I’m still here remember I said I’m not leaving you not in a million years Rarity please it’s me It’s ok?!” Said Sweatie quickly trying to get her sister to calm and be still as Rarity wears herself out with labored breath. ‘Oh come on! I should have known she’d react like that’ she berated herself as she sees no other option.

“what’s happening I can’t get up?!’ thought Rarity getting a bit frantic as she continues to try and stand but to no avail before familiar voice and warm calming presence came to her senses. ‘Sweatie?’ she questions herself as recollection sets in of the night prior.

“…” uh whah how?” she questions herself as she felt her sisters unmistakable warm calming embrace.

“Rarity it’s me it’s just me it’s ok” tried Sweatie feeling her sister calm a little as she used magic new and old to wrap her sister in a warm firm embrace trying to keep her from pulling a muscle or worse. ‘oh wow, this is… something?’ she thinks going over things as she suddenly feels like she’s sliding into her sister a little bit getting a fleshy feeling around herself.

"In-ex-in-ex-inhale-exhale breathed Rarity in slight hyperventilation. ‘whah, huh, Sweatie? Sweatie Belle?!` thought Rarity as she began to relax as she felt her sister’s presence wash through her. “sweatie?” she murmurs as she lets herself lay limply feeling no reason for mistrust.

“easy it’s ok it’s just me I didn’t mean to startle you I’m sorry um what do you remember from last night?” began Sweatie as she felt her sister curl up and place her hooves on her even though she knew it was her new jewel body she could still feel the tender touch of flesh hooves and fur the sensations bringing a little comfort at the fact that she still could as she listened and waited for her sister to respond hearing her murmuring.

“Sweatie?’ You’re alive oh sweatie I missed you” mumbles Rarity as she recalled the visit last night her sisters words ringing through like a well-missed lullaby as she held what was now identified as her most cherished and loved sister as close and as tight to her heart as she could get it curling up around it in a fetal position.

"are you alright sis?" tried Sweatie as she tries to offer as much comfort as she could.

"Sweatie?" said Rarity unsure of herself as she rolls onto her back and holds the pendant around her neck firmly feeling it's warmth as she recognized her sisters magic and worming presence.

“its ok sis do you remember last night?” began Sweatie as she contemplates where she should take things. ‘ok so I’m talking to my sister my distressed mournful sister alright just take things slow’ she tells herself as she listens for a response.

‘How; was it real; am I still dreaming?’ tries Rarity as she began going over the night prior. “Sweatie belle what did I get you on your fifth birthday?” said Rarity as she thinks. ‘I have to be sure I’m not crazy’ she thought as she waited for an answer.

‘…’ “That’s easy a plushy of you it should be in my bed or oh under my pillow giggle at least that’s where I usually find it or under my bed.” Said Sweatie thinking of the memory as it made her feel warm on the inside.

“...”

“Are you ok sis? It’s me sis; it’s ok it wasn’t your fault I cast it wrong.” Asked Sweatie concerned at her sister's silence as she gently holds her sister in a cradling embrace.

“Sweatie? Sweatie Belle… Sweatie Belle?!” Rarity Began, in doubted hope as she tries to wrap her head around it all. ‘but she-` pondered Rarity her thoughts interrupted by a concerned-sounding voice all to recognize as she struggles to understand.

“-sis?... Are you ok?” Sweatie Asked beginning to grow worried at her sister’s silence.

“Uh, I don’t know?! Sniffle-Sweatie- sniffle?” Rarity began starting to get overwhelmed as hot tears started to flow; she stars at the ceiling. ‘It’s me, sis, I’m inside it; I need your help.’ She remembered.

“It’s ok sis I know this is hard to understand if it helps I’m a bit confused myself; Sis, it took me a while to figure out how to reach you and I’m still learning; I’m sorry it’s all my fault, it’s my fault you had to go through this, it's my fault you closed the boutique my fault it’s all my fault-sniffle au mug auh- IM SORRY?!” Began Sweatie before feeling guilty at what she put her sister through. ‘I should never have cast it; this is a mess, my mess’ she thought going over the traumatic memory.

“…” ‘Sweatie oh Sweetie no it’s not it’s my fault there’s so much it was my responsibility to keep you safe and I… oh darling’ thinks Rarity putting off understanding as she listened to her sister. “No no darling it’s ok I’m here it’s alright please your safe now; home and I’m not going to let anything harm you sweetie ok never I won’t lose you again” began Rarity as she realized it was her by some miracle she had her sister again. ‘I can’t lose you I won’t let it happen!’ she thought defiantly as she hears her sister start mumbling. “Shhh shhh I’m here sissy’s here hmmm mmm mmm mmmm mmm –shhh” soothes Rarity as she felt her sister's energy’s fluctuations recognizing the emotions that seemed to come with them.

“but- Shhh sissy’s here” let out Sweetie as she listened to her sister letting out bottled emotions and fears. As she cried in her sisters embrace. ” it’s all my fault- no Sweetie shhh it doesn’t matter to me so long as I have you I’m happy” countered rarity trying to sooth her sister as best she knew how as she as she set the framed photo she was looking at of her sister and her giving eachother makeovers as she remembers catching her sister with a bang up attempt at makeup remembering the silly and humorable moment before putting it with the others surrounding herself in a precocious moment frozen in time.

“But it does matt-shhh not now it doesn’t” cut in Rarity trying to direct the conversation positively. As she held as snuggly as she could to her sister/jewel, Feeling her sister calm down a little bit. ‘It’s as much my fault for not paying attention as it is yours for casting it, oh darling I’m so sorry I wasn’t there with you’ she thinks as she lays on her side rolling over to look at her sisters bed still standing but black a deep contrast to the white painted frame and colorful furnishings. “I should’ve been there with you I’m sorry,” said Rarity slowly sitting up ‘I can’t believe it, it’s really you; it’s ok sissy’s here and I’m not going to let anything hurt you’ she thought As she subconsciously strokes the pendant she identified as her sister.
“Sob-but… I’m sorry too sis I shouldn’t have cast it without supervision” began Sweetie beginning to feel a little bit better now that everything was out in the open. As she felt about her sister enjoying the warm embrace as she returned it with her own wrapping her sister in her magic and as much love as she could muster the feeling of her sister stroking her, helping her calm down.

“Shhh shhh, what happened?” Asked Rarity trying to steer the conversation more towards figuring things out as she holds her sister trying not to think of how painful being burned alive and exploding was.

“sis I…I’m sorry I- it’s ok darling take your time” tried Sweetie her sister offering her encouragements as flashes of light fire and pain slammed into her causing her to tighten her grasp for a moment feeling her sister rest her hoof on her before stroking her again. “Sis I was…it mngh I can’t I…I don’t know I don’t want to re-remember mgh sniffle it …it hurt… pain… fire and then you then I…I black… voices shadow” tried Sweetie mumbling as flashes of pain and visions began clouding her mind.

“It was… I cast but fire I-shhh-I’m on fire help Rarity! Help meeeee!-shhh sweetie it-RARITY HELP MEEEEE AAAAAAAAAAAHHHH IT HURTS RARITY! AAAAAAAHH-Sweetie Sweetie Belle I’m right here shhh sissy’s here” Tried Rarity finally getting through as her sister seemed to fall into some sort of relapse. Rarity!? Rarity! I sob I’m sorry I sniffle- shhh it’s ok shhh I’m here sissy’s here shhh shhh-I mngh ah sob sniffle ah sniffle sob I ah i ah sob mnng mnng mngh ah sob-shhh shh sissy’s here your alright it’s over now I’m here” said Rarity as her sister fell apart into a mess of sobs and sniffle the mere feeling of her sisters pain that had transferred to her enough to that her every muscle in her body gained a burning ache as she tries to calm her sister down. “shh easy easy it’s ok I’m here sissy’s here you ok now shh relax shhh just relax it’s all over now I’m here sissy’s here-I’m sorry-I know I know shhh easy it’s ok shhh” continued Rarity as her sister seemed to tighten her grip like she would when she woke her from a fussing bad dream trying to offer as much comfort as she could and wrapping her own magic around her sister in a warming embrace as it seemed to be working.

‘RARITY HELP IT HURTS! FIRE RARITY Rarity Rarity I I’m sorry it’s all my fault I mmmmmhhhh sigh I ah sigh’ thought Sweetie as she heard her sisters voice telling her everything was ok she looks around the fire slowly fading as she feels a warming embrace before recognizing her sisters magic as thing fad into reality again a finale flash as she closes her eyes before opening them to find herself in her sisters embrace slowly remembering where she is and what she was doing sighing as she lets herself fall into it.

‘Shhh oh Sweetie I…I didn’t know oh darling so much pain to go through that and refuse to give up oh Sweetie I swear nothing no shadow things no pain no more’ thought Rarity as she gained some feeling back in her body. “oh darling it’s ok oh Sweetie I had no idea I’m so sorry it’s ok shh shhh I’m here oh my darling Sweetie Belle your alive sniffle” let out Rarity holding back tears as she gave up her doubts a mix of painfully happy tears streaking her face before a long missed warmth began ebbing away the pain as she wrapped herself in it and just held her sister for how long she didn’t care feeling herself relax.

“Mnng sob I love you” got out Sweetie feeling a bit better within her sister's warmth as she held her own offering as much warmth in return as she could.

“Oh darling I missed you so much I love you so much giggle sob sniffle mnng sigh Sweetie Belle auh sigh” let out rarity as she allowed herself to just melt away in her sister's warmth limpening in her sister soft and comforting embrace sigh as the feeling of being reunited with her sister brought her solace.

“I missed you too sis sigh I love you,” said, sweetie, as she felt her sister's warmth as she seemed to be falling into some form of torpor deciding to rest along with her as they both fell into silence wrapped in each other’s warmth, magic, and love.

Author's Note

hey so yeah been awhile haven't had a computer for some time but now I've got a laptop.
so 1 limited internet
2 have to go to the library to get sufficient access
3 I need an editor but if you read and point out what I missed especially all of you that are reading I might not have to fuss about it so much

solace and a new beginning

"Mng sigh" let out Rarity feeling her sister's warmth as she got up feeling little to no more than bit dizzy as she sits up putting her hoof to her sisters home admiring the way it glowed. "Well, darling, I'm feeling a bit better -groan gurgle- giggle and a bit hungry how are you in there no really how?" she continued as she looked around. A little saddened by her sisters ruined room remembering how beautiful it was as she waits to hear her sisters voice. "How are you feeling sweetie?" asked Rarity still not getting any reply growing a bit concerned at it. "Sweetie Belle?! Are you ok!" she let out quickly as she grasped the pendant in her hooves and raised her voice at it getting nothing but a mumble of something- mnngh wwhah-sweetie!?" as she began shaking nervously before calling one last time bringing it up to her muzzle

"Sweetie!-whaa what I'm up I'm up II sigh rarity I'm sorry I guess I fell asleep sorry" let out Sweetie startled sighing as she re-familiarized herself with what where and in between.

"Sweetie please don't scare me like that. I thought oh darling please," said Rarity bringing the pendant to her chest and nuzzling it as she held her sister close.

"I'm sorry I guess I was tired, yawn," said Sweetie yawning as she went to stretch getting an odd feeling before remembering her new jewel body saddened at having lost her own.

"It's alright darling yawn wait tired how can you get tired aren't you well dea-" began Rarity cutting herself short at an uncomfortable thought hit her.

"You mean dead well actually no at least I don't think so I'm here aren't well um or I am at least," said Sweetie letting the idea sink in.

"Sweetie, I'm concerned I don't understand" replayed Rarity as she held the pendant in her hooves feeling her sisters energy puls lightly with the voice and mood.

"Its ok sis I feel fine really wait, but I cant be dead sis can I?" began Sweetie feeling a little less confident in herself asking a nervous question.

"... I don't know darling but you oh it doesn't matter right now Sweetie but darling what do you mean by it, getting tired I mean?" asked Rarity concerned and curious as to what her sister had meant.

"Well um uh I don't understand what do you mean I just felt tired so I took a nap you know like when you go to bed like Z's sis I was just snoozing but I don't usually dream but this time I did I was with my friends again, oh do they have cutie marks yet oh I hope so um so I just don't know how you meant it sis like am I not supposed to sleep or something?" said Sweetie answering with a question much to her sisters dismay.

"...but you Sweetie you don't have a body how I guess I just don't understand why; do you even need it?" said Rarity as the cycle of questions continued as she looked around the scene and state of her sister's bedroom the memory making her uncomfortable.

"..." "....i...i I guess I never really thought of it sis I just get tired and it feels good to rest some time um I don't know sniffle but I'm alive aren't I?" said sweetie feeling insecure as she felt her heart sink.

" Uh, darling of-of course you are um you're here aren't you... You're talking to me and I can feel you your here Sweetie, I I can feel it you I mean sweet um oh darling this I know this isn't easy but oh darling it's alright I might have a hard time with it but I know in my heart it's you, your here sweetie by some mericle you are alive, alive in-in spirit dorling though this does make me a bit nervous ghost or not Sweetie your alive I just feel it I know you are I just know it becouse its what my heart tells me" sade rarity relizzing she was just upseting her already tromatized sister trying to say something that will help before feeling a well-recignized warmth in her heart and instintly knew just what to say hearing and feeling her sisters spirits lift.

"Sob sniffle... I sob... I am?" said Sweetie with a slight whimper.

"Oh, of course, darling I just know you are how can you be here otherwise" reassured Rarity as she brought the pendant to her chest an hugged it wrapping it in her magic and resting her chin on it.

"You really think so I never really thought about it I mean I think I am but I don't mind if I'm stuck as a ghost in some jewel as long as I have you," said Sweetie feeling a bit more secure in her sisters embrace.

"...sniffle"

"Rarity are you ok?" asked Sweetie hearing her sister sniffling.

"Mm-hmm I'm fine darling," said Rarity whipping the tear from her eye. 'Oh darling that you oh sweetie I've missed you' she thought, at hearing her sister's innocent voice reminding her of the more youthful days they'd spend playing together.

"Sis whats wrong why are you crying, um did I do something?" asked Sweetie innocently as she heard her sister sniffle a bit more.

"Oh darling I'm fine I I've just missed you so so much," said Rarity whipping the last few warm tears from her eyes.

"I missed you too sis," said Sweetie now understanding why her sister was crying as she offered as much of herself as she could, using her magic to hold and hug her sister.

'sigh ii just don't know Sweetie iii I just its- shhh" began rarity finding herself shh-ed allowing her sister to bath her with warm feelings.

"-shhh giggle I'm ok sis and I don't care I know sis but I forgive you it's both are faults its mine for being well me and all you were was Bessie even if you knew its ok I'm just happy to be with you again" said Sweetie understanding how her sister was feeling.

"..oh darling I'm so sorry ii -sniffle- thank you I love you, Sweetie, I love you I don't think I've said that enough and an- hmmmmm sigh- I love you sweetie belle- sniffle auh sigh" let out Rarity in a mix of anxiety and relief.

"I love you too sis I don't think I can tell you how much," said Sweetie with full confidence.

"Hm-hm-hm hmmm-giggle sigh I know" let out Rarity the mear feeling of her sister's warmth and presence saying enough she didn't need to hear it. 'I can't believe I have you again' she thought as she decided to just relax and listen.
"I love you too sweetie," she said still sitting the pendant resting in her embrace.

"Giggle its ok sis I'm just happy to be with you," said Sweetie light-heartedly as she felt her sisters hooves resting beneath her supporting her new home in a welcoming embrace.

"Hm-heh giggle... Darling?" asked Rarity giggling at her sister's usual sweetness posing.

"Ya sis?" said Sweetie wishing her sister could see her smile as she felt warm on the inside.

"I was oh darling I'm um I gurgle groan uh" began rarity before her gut interrupts her train of thought.

"Giggle well somepony missed breakfast" giggled sweetie as she heard her sisters stomach complain.

"Giggle quite"

"well, why don't you make breakfast it's not like I'm not going anywhere giggle sigh" said Sweetie ending on a silent sad note trying to not to pity herself. 'it's your own fault sweetie' she told herself. 'no this is her day not mine its whatever she wants to do!' she thought determined to cheer her sister up any way she could.

"Oh um alright... we'll talk more over breakfast then," said Rarity a little unsure of herself. ''whats on you're mind darling' she wonders as she gets up and begins walking to her sister's door. 'she's keeping something I know her voice to well not to know' she thought as she exits her sister's room and made her way to the kitchen

Author's Note

I need a proofreader if you know one please let me know but again if you read and point out what I missed especially all of you that are reading I might not have to fuss about it so much

breakfast

so um you said you can feel tired but what do you mean by napping how do you sleep I mean?" asked Rarity finishing her bagel and putting strawberries and cream on another as she took a drink of milk straight from the carton.

"well I just do um I guess the only difference is he-heh well you know sigh" answered sweetie trying hard to not let her sister know how she felt about talking about it all. 'whoa she is hungry' she thinks as her sister horph down another bagel and takes a large drink hearing her sister's stomach churn and gurgle pleasingly at the nourishment.

'Oh um, I guess what I'm trying to understand is well why don't you tell me what happens when you um sleep err what do you do I mean?" asked rarity before taking a large bite out of her bagel as felt a bit anxious at the answers she might hear.

"Oh um, you mean what it's like uh, well it's not that different; I just close my eyes and let myself relax. it's... it kind'a feels like going limp before I wake up again that is unless..." began Sweetie trying not to say anything that she thought might worry her sister cutting herself short not sure where to go.

"Oh um so just like me?" asked Rarity a bit confused at how simple her sister made it sound. 'somethings bothering her but what auh am I making her uncomfortable' she ponders noticing her sister’s tone lacking it's earlier luster and cheer. 'Oh come on darling you know you can tell me anything don't you' she thought as she took a pose from eating before hunger changed her mind. "Wait, eyes but uh," she thought out loud her own voice breaking her chain of thoughts.

"uh, ya eyes how else would I be able to see you, sis?" came Sweetie confused by what her sister could've meant by it as she watches her sister finish her third bagel.

“But how you don’t have eyes you’re body Sweetie you’re in a jewel darling how can you see?”Asked Rarity confused.

“…. Uh um you know now that I think about it I’m not entirely sure,” answered Sweetie questioning herself as she began thinking it over. ‘Huh, how do I wait she has a point’ she thought as she looked around wondering how she could in the first place. ‘But I can’ she thought as she looked down at the table and her sisters choice of breakfast.

“…Oh well um, what do you see darling” asked Rarity trying to understand how her sister wouldn’t know or have thought about it as she sets down her fourth bagel.

“Oh uh, I can see the table and that you’re eating bagels and I can see your hooves and what’s in front of you” answered Sweetie wondering herself how she could.

‘How on earth oh my Celestia she can see it’s a miracle!?’ thought Rarity looking at herself, her own breakfast and hooves. ‘But how’ she thought as she wonders just how much her sister could see. “But darling how…can you see color darling what's at the center of the table?” She questions getting a bit excited and anxious at finding out more wanting to learn everything she could.

“Oh um just a vase with some dead rosés” answered Sweetie as she looked around again.

“…” ‘but oh darling this is but I thought... that's wonderful darling’ thought Rarity as she tried to make sense of things happy that her sister wasn’t robbed of seeing the world around her ‘but what about touch, taste, smell but you can hear but what else’ pondered rarity as her mind started to race.

”Um, sis?” began Sweetie wondering why her sister had gone quiet.

“Oh it’s alright darling I just um can you see color darling?” responded Rarity as she tried to figure things out.

“Oh uh yeah I guess but not as vibrant as before just color I guess,” said Sweetie as she looked around seeing a table with a white tablecloth and a light blue vase dead brownish red roses and an assortment of bagels from wheat to white to raisin.

“Oh ok um what do you see now darling the colors I mean?” asked Rarity curious to what her sister would say.

“Um the tablecloth is white the vase is a light blue and the roses are a brownish red,” said Sweetie as she looked at everything again.

“…” ‘She’s right, though the tablecloth is pearl and the vase is maroon’ thought Rarity puzzling as she looked over everything her sister mentioned. ‘I wonder if she can smell’ she pondered anxiously as he felt a bit Getty at the fact her sister could still see. “Um what about smell darling can you smell anything sweetie?” she asked hopefully.

“….uh I never really tried to uh….um no not really um sigh no I can’t smell wait… no, I don’t know its weird when I try I just get a headache” answered Sweetie as she tried to smell only getting a strange feeling as her head started hurting a bit disappointed.

“Oh ok um oh what about taste can you taste anything no wait can you?”Rarity asked a bit disappointed but perking up as she thinks of another possible sense.

“Um no, how could I, I don’t have a mouth anymore sis,” said Sweetie getting a bit annoyed her sister's questions just reminding her of how much she’d lost.

“Oh um alright….” Said Rarity her sister's tone making her a bit worried.‘Something’s bothering her but what?’ she thought as she hears her sister’s tone become a bit snippy. “Uh um what about touch?” she asked hoping her sister wouldn’t get upset.

“oh uh huh I feel uh like when you touch me or when I feel around and stuff,” said Sweetie as she felt her sisters fur on her back an occasional warm breath reaching her the sensations making her smile.

“Oh wonderful so you um what’s it like?”Asked Rarity on impulse happy to hear her sister cheery tone noticing the pendant glows a bit at it.

"Oh um your fur feels good and I can feel the muscles in your throat move when you talk and your breath is nice and warm” said sweetie happily as she let herself fall into the sensations.

“…ok um can you feel this?” responded Rarity as she brought her hoof to rest on her sister’s new home.

“oh yeah your hoof feels warm and the fur tickles a little oh hay um could um, press me into your chest it feels good to um it kinda’ feels like a hug uh he heh’” said Sweetie shyly as she wondered how her sister would respond.

“Oh um, of course, darling giggle sigh” answered Rarity as she takes her hoof and gently pushes her sister’s home into her chest feeling her sister's energy wash through her more warmly. ‘Of course darling I’m always open for hugs I can’t remember the last time I hugged you’ she thought, as she felt the energy in the pendant pulse like a heartbeat warm with her sister’s presence sighing.

‘giggle sigh I really missed you sis I just wish I hadn’t of cast it if I’d just waited ohh sigh at least we're together again’ thought Sweetie as she listened to her sisters heartbeat and felt her sister’s warmth wash over her “giggle fuzzy” she let out as she felt her sisters fur tickle her a bit feeling the chest rise and fall.

“…sigh” Rarity sighed as she felt what to her was her sisters heart beat with her own as she brought her remaining hoof up and cradled her sister warmly a small familiar giggle drawing a smile to cheeks as she rested her chin on the pendant before giving her sister a kiss and holding her snugly.

“…I love you sis” said sweetie as she felt warm on the inside ‘maybe it’s not all bad I’m with my sister again oh and know she’ll be warring me auh which means I get to spend all the time in the world with her maybe she can finally teach me how to sow and then we could play games and…’ she thought excitedly before cutting herself short. ‘Or I could just hang around her neck all day’ she thought solemnly as she remembers she no longer had a body. ‘…no this isn’t about me it’s about making rarity happy again it’s my own fault I won’t be able to do those things.’ She contemplates vowing to make her sister happy regardless of her own happiness.

“Giggle I love you too darling…” said Rarity giggling feeling her sister’s warmth. “How do you feel Sweetie?” she asked as she held her sister warmly and as snuggly as she was comfortable with not entirely sure of her sister’s fragility.

‘…’ “I feel… fine” answered sweetie unsure of herself as she thinks about how she really felt. ‘It’s your own fault don’t ruin it “she’s happy, keep it that way’ thought Sweetie as she let herself hang loosely.

"Oh alright, are you sure darling I could draw a bath…” began Rarity cutting herself short. ‘Oh dear’ she thought hoping she didn’t upset her sister knowing something had been bothering her as she begins to realize what it might be.

“….sniffle”

“Oh um I…” tried Rarity realizing she’d hurt her sister feeling the warmth of the gem turning a bit cold. ‘Now now look what you’ve gone and done’ she scorned herself as she tried thinking of something to cheer her up.

“…sob”

‘Darling I” began rarity before her sister interrupts.

“What does matter I’m just a screw-up!” let out sweetie frustratedly

“Oh no no darling…” tried Rarity interrupted again as her sister started crying.

“Yes I am I couldn’t even get one spell right and now look at me I’m nothing!-sniffle sob” yelled Sweetie through sobs.

"Sweetie, you're being re-" Rarity tried again.

“-no I am I’m a wrathless trinket I wouldn’t even make it as an accessory- Sweetie- I’m nothing sis nothing, nothing, nothing, nothing sob sniffle –sweetie belle-NOTHING I’M A WORTHLESS PIECE OF TRASH sob sniffle all I’ve done is made you miserable –sweetie belle please- and upset you, I ruined your dresses I shouldn’t even be here I’m only here because I’m selfish all I think about is myself I SHOULD BE DEAD! SWEETIE OPHELIA BELLE!-choke sob gulp mnng sniffle” continued Sweetie before her sister yells.‘great now look what you’ve done she’ll through you out for sure now’ she berated herself.

Author's Note

again if you read and point out what I missed especially all of you that are reading I might not have to fuss about it so much so if you could wait to rate me or if you still do I ask that it not be by grammar nor spelling

revaluations emotions and gems

"Darling, please calm down your not worthless or a piece of trash to me or to yourself you're just upset Sweetie just relax is this about the bath, not able to do what I can Sweetie I still could darling just because you don’t have a body doesn’t mean you can’t enjoy what you used to when you did” said Rarity exasperated as she tries to south her sisters spirits.

“…” ugh you don’t get it how can I besides what am I to you now but a small pointless trinket I can’t help you with anything now heh not like I could before anyways’ thought Sweetie not seeing her own worth any more as she lets herself drop putting her weight on her sister.

“Sweetie?” asks Rarity as she felt the pendant seem to get heavier and colder.

“But what can I do now except hang around your neck and weigh you down?” asked Sweetie solemnly as she felt her sister’s heartbeat and furry warmth surround her.

“Oh sweetie no there’s lots you can do,” said Rarity reassuringly tightening her embrace listening to her sister's saddened tone as she held her sister close. ’Sweetie you’re not worthless especially to me you couldn’t weigh me down if you tried’ She thought as she tried to think of something she knew would help.

“Humph like what?” Sweetie Said, sour. ‘She can’t even think of anything huh guess I really am worthless’ thought Sweetie bitterly.

"Oh, lots of thing like keeping me company for one” began Rarity trying to think of what her sister could help her with.

“…” Oh sure like that makes a difference’ thought Sweetie annoyed.

"Oh come now Sweetie it’s not all bad” said Rarity trying her best to cheer her sister up worried she was just making things worse as she felt an energy rise within her sister’s new home concerning her more as it grew.

“…” ‘arrgh what does she know about it before now I could barely do any magic but I at least had a body she doesn’t even know how I feel I couldn't even try and do something nice for her without screwing it up heck I couldn’t even lift a broom without struggling and straining myself and I thought I could do something nice for ONCE! All I’ve done is make a mess all I ever do is make messes THAT! ‘she’ has to clean up arrghh I’m just a burden, a useless failure a nascence mngh arrgh why? Can’t I do anything right!?’ she berated herself feeling hot and knighted up inside.

“sweetie… what are you doing darling?” asked Rarity nervously as her breakfast started floating as well as other things looking at the vase as muddy water started floating out of it in various size pools and droplets looking down to see the pendant glowing an amber red an humming an unfriendly feeling coming from it.

“…” but what does it matter now it’s not like I can grow another body! Arrgh but what else is new oh nothing just me sweetie belle who can’t even tell the difference between red and cinnamon! Arrghh mnggh what's the point why’d I even bother coming back in first place? Arrghh humph, ITS POINTLESS IS WHAT IT IS ALL I DO IS COUSE TROUBLE!” ranted Sweetie angrily as she felt hot and cold at the same time.

"Sweetie Belle?!” asked Rarity scared as everything in front of her was floating about haphazardly from silverware to the milk carton as all liquids were behaving as if gravity didn’t exist before her sister responds the energy in the room spiking as everything explodes away from her.

“WHAT? JUST LEAVE ME ALONE!” yelled Sweetie as a fork impaled the ceiling.

“…sniffle gasp sob mnggh auh Swe...swee.tie?” let out Rarity scared as she breaths heavily looking around the room in shock. 'wha' how did she just, was that magic?' She thought, trying to make sense of what had happened before she notices her sister's sobs.

"Sniffle what’s the point! Sob sniffle” cried out Sweetie sniffling as she felt hot and cold at the same time.

“….?”

“Sweetie?” asked Rarity softly a bit nervous.

‘What?!” asked Sweetie bitterly ‘what's it worth’ she thought giving up.

"…um I don’t know… darling, I love you please sigh Sweetie you’re are not worthless not to me you're upset I can't imagine what you’ve been through” began Rarity before deciding to talk seriously as she thought of what to say. “ but please hang in there we’ll figure something out” she continued nervously. “Darling just because you don’t have a body doesn’t mean you cant enjoy the things you used to when you did,” she said reassuringly “Sweetie um sweetie do you want to talk?” she finished asking as she rested her hooves on her sister the pendant still with a light glow.

“…mnggh”‘But what for?’ thought Sweetie groaning.

‘…um alright oh um Sweetie please just talk I’m sure you’ll feel better darling please,” said Rarity hoping her sister hadn’t given up completely.

“…but I’m, sigh ok,” said Sweetie meekly.

“Alight darling I’m sorry I; if I was insensitive I was just so happy to, sigh darling have I ever told you about what my life was like before you came alone?” Rarity Began trying to find the right angle to take things from.

“NO?” answered Sweetie curious.

Well, Sweetie, it was rather bland” said Rarity her sister's tone perking up and drawing a small smile from her.

“…” ‘But I thought sigh it just doesn’t matter’ thought Sweetie solemnly listening.

"Well sweetie before you came I was alone even my friends had their own agendas’ so there were times where I would spend the day in my room toiling with my fabric but it was pointless I just couldn’t get inspired. so as the days pass I grow bored and lonely tell one day I look out my window and I see a filly and what I thought was her mother but then I heard these words ‘you’re the bestest big sister ever’ and I get this feeling warm yet foreran," Began Rarity as she takes a trip down memory lane.

"a few days go by and I’m so lonely I’m practically ill I can’t bring myself to eat and I start having odd dreams, dreams about you sweetie of a little sister of my own. one lonely day mother and father pull me aside they ask me the obvious questions why I wasn’t eating or playing with my friends I tell them the truth I tell them I’m lonely but they don’t understand I have them they say and my friends again I tell them honestly but I’m still lonely and still they don’t understand and neither did I" she continued the memory bringing comfort and warmth.

"finally, its made clear in my sleep as again I dream about you. I wake up in the middle of the night in a cold sweat. You where being taken from me it's then that I realized what it all meant and I sat there the rest of the night and just listened to my heart pound until I can barely hear it. for the rest of the night a sit in my bed listening to my heart the more I thought about you the more my heart throbbed. When I thought about playing with you my heart fluttered and when I thought about helping you grow my heart skipped. It was then that it was clear I knew exactly what I was missing and what I wanted. The next few days I work up my nerves there was only one way I could get you, a few days later I ask them I ask mom first cause she the one who would have you then I ask father they both avoid it but I don’t give in that easily. said rarity telling her sister something she couldn't remember if she had told her already.

"soon I call a meeting one night and I ask them both directly this time they go on about how there’s more to it than that, that even if they would bring me a sister it would take time but I didn’t care and I told them that I didn’t care I had never been surer of something in my life and hardly ever since. They say they’ll talk about and I couldn’t be more thrilled" she continued feeling warm.

"The following night I can barely sleep I hear my parents talking so I sneak over and eavesdrop I hear them talking about what it would take to rise you and other grown-up things but I’m not as quiet as I had thought I was and mother calls me by my middle name I freeze. I thought for sure I had ruined it I didn’t respond I tried slinking back to my room but she calls again and says she wants to talk with me. I thought for sure I was busted knowing better than push it I submit myself with a silent sulking I trudge my way over to mom’s bedside. She helps me up to snuggle and talk" she said as she held her sister comfortingly.

" I was so nervous I just blurt it out I tell her I’m sorry and beg her not to take you away because I was up past my bedtime that I just couldn’t sleep or stop thinking about you. She and father chuckle at me and mom just said she already knew and that It was fine it was ok. Relieved I ask about you and she says she’ll tell me in the morning before I know it I fast asleep I wake up in mother’s room" said Rarity as a few tears fell from her eyes.

"Rubbing the groggy ness from my eyes I quickly remember the nights prior conversation and rush downstairs. There I find them waiting for me. I’m so excited I nearly fly down the last few steps I find I slept in its the weekend last night was Friday so I had three days where both father and mother would be home. I ask during breakfast and they say yes and I can barely contain myself as I can’t help but bounce around the dining room table but there a catch I freeze cold and my hooves get clammy. I have to be the best big sister I can be and help you grow strong but I also have to do extra chores. I don’t hesitate I make the pact and a few days later mom pulls me aside and shows me this tube and its blue. eleven and a half months later mom has you and it’s the happiest moment of my life I can barely hold myself together and for the first time, I find myself crying and smiling at the same time. Sweetie, you’re here because I want you here” finished Rarity whipping a few tears from her eyes.

“…”

“sweetie?” asks Rarity her sister’s silence worrying her a little.

“sniffle I’m…sob ok,” said Sweetie ‘she asked for me?’ she pondered the thought making her happy as she felt warm again.

“Oh darling it’s alright” soothed Rarity wondering why her sister was still crying.

“I…I LOVE YOU!” Let out Sweetie overwhelmed ‘she asked for me’ she thought filled with joy at it.
“I love you too Sweetie” Responded Rarity as she felt her sister hug her quite firmly feeling her sister’s warmth as the pendant glowed a bright pinkish purple and white

Author's Note

I am feeling satisfied with this story please excuse any grammar as I still don't have a proofreader and can only do so much myself. if you could wait to rate me or if you still do I ask that it not be by grammar nor spelling Grammarly helps but I don't have the full or rather perches version so critical errors as it calls them I cant do much and it's surprising how little word does about proper story literature

revelations more than magic

“You mean I did this?” asked Sweetie unsure of it as she looked at bagels and cream plastered against the walls and what to her looked like a cross between a food fight and a twister had run its course.

“Uh huh,” Rarity answers, not sure herself as she looks to the fork in the ceiling and gulps.

“Huh…really but how I thought I couldn’t…” said Sweetie nervously. ‘but my magic how’d I do it though?’ she ponders as she tries to figure out what happened.

“…couldn't what darling?” asked Rarity confused as her sister went on to mumble something.

“…oh it’s just I thought I couldn’t use my magic like that” answers Sweetie puzzling herself. ‘but I did’ she think in conclusion.

“oh well uh…” let out Rarity not sure where to begin. I can’t just drop this it’s dangerous for the both of us if she does something like that every time she gets upset I can’t have this sort of thing’ she thinks as she tries to come up with something.

“Yeah I’m about as confused as you I thought my magic couldn’t well I know I can touch and even hold you, you know like I am now hugs and stuff but I didn’t know it would do well this,” said sweetie as she looked around more. ‘Well this is a mess but what else is new well actually when have I not made a mess of some sort’ thought Sweetie bemusedly.

“…well what can you do?” asked Rarity curious.‘I think it’s time I knew what’s going on.’ She thought to herself as she held her sister feeling her warmth and unmistakable presence.

Well um… I can hug you and wrap you in my magic and… I uh really whimper…” answered Sweetie unsure ending with a whimper.

“…sweetie what’s wrong?”Asked Rarity concerned. ‘It’s ok darling, just tell me’ she thought as she looked back at the fork in the ceiling before looking down at her sisters warm home.

“Whimper… I almost hurt you! Sniffle” whined out Sweetie scared. ‘I can’t do this why’d I bother her I should have stayed dead.’ She thought, kicking herself.

“Sweetie it’s alright it was an accident darling please I’m fine I’ve faced worse than a little magic outburst like this you just need to relax,” said Rarity comfortingly as she gently stroked and hug-nuzzled her sister feeling her calm by it.

“… Sniffle… I… really… but… giggle” sniffled Sweetie ending with a lighthearted giggle as she felt her sister's warm breath and fur her sisters caressings and words bringing her closure. “But what if I do?” thought sweetie out loud.

“You won’t sweetie… because you… I don’t think you can darling” began Rarity soothingly.

“…”

“And even if you did somehow I’d know it was just an accident,” said Rarity reassuringly.

“… I… I’m sorry I didn’t mean to really I don’t know what happened!?”Sweetie said quickly feeling a bit uneasy.

“Giggle it’s alright darling you’re fine you don’t need to worry so much.” Said Rarity giggling at her sisters unmistakable I’m sorry tone.“Now what do you know you can do what have you tried I mean?” she asks wondering just what her sister really could do.

“… uh he eh um… I if I’m honest sis I’m not really sure aside from hugging and holding you like I did when we were upstairs and you freaked out” said Sweetie a bit nervously.

“Oh Hm… I see so just hugs warming, filled with love from a sister whom never gives up, and is always eager to help however she can” said Rarity lovingly as she felt her sister’s warmth wash through her again.

“Giggle he ha yeah I I guess so hmm-giggle-heh” let out Sweetie feeling the love radiate from her sister.

“well darling how-bout we clean up and try and see what you can do something tells me you just need to try how’s that sound?” said Rarity ‘if I remember correctly she or her home was lifting me off the floor and filling me with a particular warmth I hadn’t felt in a long time coming’ she thought as she remembered the reunion the night prior.

“Uh-giggle-hmm ok,” said Sweetie with a nervous chuckle as she felt her sister rest a hoof on her.

“ heh-heh alright darling” chortled Rarity happy to have her sister cheery again as she got up and started to clean things up feeling her sister hold onto her rather than just resting around her neck like before pulling the fork out of the ceiling with a bit of effort.

“Auh sigh I love you” let out Sweetie softly as she listing to her sister strong heartbeat. ‘It kind of sounds like an ocean and drums’ she thought as she listened to the symphony within her sister’s body before she felt her own. ‘Huh?’ she thought as she perked up listing but all she could hear was her sister's heartbeats as she listened to her sisters gut work on her meal yet she could still feel it as she looked around. her sister already heaven removed the tablecloth and using it to whip up the wall as she used her magic to put the bagels in a nearby trash bin. ‘Sigh but I don’t have a body, how can I have a heartbeat?” she pondered as her sister cleaned watching as she did.

“I love you too darling giggle,” said Rarity giggling with warm joy at having her sister again as she went about cleaning. ‘now what are we going to do about your magic my little jewel belle?” she pondered as she got the cream off the walls thinking about her sister’s outburst. ‘Now I… I guess we’ll just try some exercises to see what you can’t do’ she concluded as she threw the last bagel away. ‘ huh is that… oh, darling is that… your heartbeat sniffle sigh oh darling just relax it’ll be ok’ she thought as she felt and almost heard what to hear was her sister’s rabbit of a heartbeat as it brought her joy.

‘Huh But I… where’s it coming from?’ Pondered Sweetie as she felt around herself feeling the energy’s within. ‘This is whoa I… huh?’ she thought before she felt something familiar throbbing and radiating within her chest. ‘wait but I don’t have a chest… but why does it feel like I still do kinda’ like when I was wondering and keeping my sister company uh does this mean it’s my ghost body I’m feeling?’ she asks herself as she felt around more recognizing different parts of herself as she did.

“Sweetie is everything alright you’re awfully quiet?” asked Rarity as she finished cleaning throwing the now dirty tablecloth in a bin.

“…huh oh sorry just thinking,” said Sweetie a little caught off guard by her sister’s voice looking around the now clean dining room table and room.

“…huh oh sorry just thinking,” said Sweetie a little caught off guard by her sister’s voice looking around the now clean dining room table and room.

“Well, whatever were you thinking darling?” asked Rarity as she went into her supply room finding the door locked but finding all she’d need in the nearby closet. ‘these will do’ she thought, grabbing a few thing and carrying them in her magic as she thought about her sisters new found magic.

“Just… lots changed” said sweetie wondering what exactly her sister had grabbed

‘it’s just a few simple test I’m sure twilight had her try them so she’d know where to start with her’ she thought thinking back to how one of her friends had helped her sister learn magic before remembering it was also her fault sweetie had the books that got her killed and getting angry at her for it. *arrgh she knew and she still let her have them* she went one listing the thing twilight could have done differently just getting angrier the more she did Before the sound of her sister brought her out of it.

“Uh um sis are you ok you feel tense?” asked sweetie feeling the tension in her sister's shoulders as she hears sister's heart seemed to beat a bit harder than before.

“Oh… it’s nothing darling just a bad memory, now let see what you can do I’m sure you’ll remember this from ‘twilight’ so let’s get started shall we” said rarity trying to avoid any twilight related conversations as she set down the assortment before sitting down herself.

“Oh…ok,” said sweetie noticing the way her sister said twilight enough that she knew not to press things as she looked at a few pin cushions, wood shapes and a ball of yarn. ‘She’s angry’ she thought in conclusion as she listened to her sister explain monitoring her tone as she did.

“Now darling it’s just as before I think. Now you should know what to do but just to be clear try pulling one of the pins from a cushion and sticking it in another” said Rarity as she moved two pin cushions in front of herself. ‘now let’s see what you can and cant do darling I should have never let twilight teach you I should of myself and what gave her the idea in first place to give you college level material anyway regardless you’re here now so she can be thankful that your ok aside from the fact she cost you a body now how am I supposed to snuggle… you and…. hold you…. and play… with you oh darling I swear she won’t come anywhere near you ever again she doesn’t disserve you as a student and I’m a fool for putting my trust in her’

Um rarity?” asked sweetie though un heard as she used her magic to try and move the pins finding it relatively simple enough that she could manage with just a bit of effort ‘huh I guess I can move things’ she thought as she felt a storm brewing in her sisters chest as her heart seemed to be beating heavily deciding to just keep going as she moves more pins reaching out with her magic and using her awareness to grab the rest of the pin cushions and bring them to her as well opting to give her sister room to think.

‘I mean it’s not like she cares she didn’t even make time to come to her funeral not even the life calibration or whatever pinky trough for her something called a deathday party or something. well whatever I don’t want her to come, in fact she's not invited to my birthday party whenever it is what day is oh who cares at least I have you with me opal ran off somewhere a week ago he hardly shows himself around here anymore and I thought he cared he wouldn’t leave my side after the funeral and I thought he cared. well just goes to show you who your real friends are no one seems to care anymore they all seemed to have forgotten even Rainbow Dash forgot and two days after the funeral to she literally asks where she was and then just says she forgot how did she ever freaking care in the first place and that’s not the worst of it none of them left me alone to grieve. don’t any of them have any respect did they even have it in the first place? not two days and everyone forgets and if not me. couldn’t they have at least had some for her and not just that a few days later I worked up enough strength to go talk to her and her gravestones missing. some creep steels it just because it has a little silver and gold and a few gems in it. I spent half a fortune on it I was there to be sure they got everything exactly right a work of art specially crafted to express my sister’s personality. the music notes represented her love of music to a sterling winged gold halo, three-dimensional angel, Sweetie Belle figure was given to me by someone my sister had inspired. each note was made by weaving gold and silver in a mosaic that spelled a few letters in her name from the fist notes too the bluebells each embedded with baby blue Safire’s and carved emerald stems and topaz leafs. even the heart carved mood stone all emblemizing her and her friend's cutie mark crusaders’ trade mark made of personally carved deep blue gems to the white sterling three dimensional engraved plate figure with faceted pink and purple Safire mane and tail to my sisters emerald eyes. why if it wasn’t for Apple Bloom and Scootaloo and to my surprise Diamond the thief would have gotten away and the police didn’t do anything and boy when I found him seeing what he was doing I didn’t even use the door he had smelted most of it when I saw him tarring one of the notes weaves apart I couldn’t hold myself. with half the wall and window have gone I didn’t hesitate I sent him sailing clean into the next howes. if it wasn’t for the girls I would have sent straight into his own grave not that he didn’t dig it first. all that was left was a few crafted bluebells and daffodils flowers the rest were smashed from his heartless greed two notes ironically the s and b and thankfully the three dimensional hallo and winged sweetie belle top with bright green emerald eyes had survived the fiends greedy onslot at least they cold be used in the second stone and the creep even tried to file a lawsuit for assault! thank Celestia grave rubbings’ a felony and good ridden’s hmph’ ranted Rarity in a whirlwind of sour memories.

‘ I should say something’ thought Sweetie concerned as her sister cried silently not sure what her sister had intended her to do with the stuff she was told to practice and test her magic on. she just continued with whatever idea had struck her imagination. ‘Ok, that’s it your on the fist train to pinkyville now!’ She thought as she literally felt the miserable storm raging within her sister as it started to make feel irritable. “Rarity, are you ok?” asked Sweetie a little loud hoping her sister could hear her as she finished with what to her felt like the ten thousandth pin setting the ball of nearly unfurled yarn down as she focused her magic on trying to soothe her sister's feelings. “Sigh- RARITY!” shouts Sweetie as she prepared her magic ready to help calm her sister down should freak out again.

‘My sisters grave stone ruined and that’s not the worst of it why if diamond hadn’t of grabbed the angle from that cofounded thing of his why it would have been ruined gone it’s was like my sister had died all over again huh-no matter he got what he disserve-‘Whaah!” ranted Rarity before a voice startles her out of her soured reverie “whaa what huh auh” she gasped out caught off guard as takes in her surroundings.

“Shhh its ok it’s just me sis are you ok?” tried Sweetie as she used her magic hold her sister warmly.

“Wha Sweeti…” said Rarity as she got her bearings cutting short as she looks to what was before her. “Auh sniffle” she let out as she finds sweetie to have done more than she’d been asked. ‘it’s auh…’ she thought as she looks at her sister work seeing she had taken the pins and weaved yarn into a picture of them embracing each other feeling like she’s being wrapped in a warm blanket feeling her sister’s warmth envelop her in a snug embrace as she stares speechlessly.

“Rarity, sissy are you ok, you were crying and mumbling about something?” asks Sweetie as she holds her sister snugly.

“…” ‘She even got my nose right’ thought Rarity seeing a loomed representation of her and her sister embracing each other inside a heart made from their tails. ‘…I shouldn’t complain after all I have you and a second chance’ she contemplates as she put her hoof to her chest finding her sister there in more ways than one.

“Rarity?” asked Sweetie a bit worried by her sister’s silence following her sister’s gaze to the table. ‘Is she mad I ruined her table?” she thought as she felt the energy and storm it her sister change and shift.

‘and yet apple bloom and the rest of them helped set things right’ thought Rarity as moved a hoof to touch her sister's craft stoping worried she might ruin it if she did. “huh what's wrong dear?” pondered Rarity aloud as she held her sister warmly.

“huh wrong...me, Rarity you were just crying and mumbling to yourself why are you asking me are you feeling ok sis you being weird?” responds Sweetie confused at why her sister would be asking her as she felt her sisters hoof gently stroke her.

“Oh I um I’m fine did you do this?” asked Rarity softly as she looks at what was on the table seeing a pin cushion with enough pins in it look more like a spike ball instead.

“Um yeah sorry” answered Sweetie feeling a bit uneasy at her sister’s soft tone. ‘Oh no please don’t be mad’ she thought worried she’d upset her. “Are you mad?” she asks shyly.

“Huh, no-no, why, Sweetie it’s beautiful I’m sorry it's just sighing a lot's happened since you’ve been gone darling” sighed rarity as she rests her chin on her sister bringing her as close as she can wondering why her sister would think she was mad. “Did you do this with your magic?” she asks.

Um yeah it wasn’t as hard as I thought either and I think I can do more just um aren't you mad I ruined your table?” said Sweetie. ‘she acting weird’ she thought as she felt her sisters warmth feeling her a bit more secure as it washed through her in some sort of energy exchange.

Author's Note

as I said if you have something to say say it don't spray it by giving me a thumbs down.

revaluations the confesion

‘So she can use average telicanieces and levitation now what else can she do I wonder but I was too busy griping to myself I missed it I’ll just have to ask her to do it again’ thought Rarity as she looked over to her sisters work of art.

“Um, Rarity?” asks Sweetie as she listens to her sister rambling about something. ‘Weird’ she thought of her sister's behavior as she looked at what she’d done to the table.

“Huh oh, yes darling,” said Rarity as came out of her head.

“Are you alright your rambling again?” Asks Sweetie wondering what was bothering her sister so much.

“Oh yes, Sweetie just thinking can you do it again uh um oh could you pick up the pincushion again I um,” began Rarity not sure how to tell her without saying what was going through her head when she wasn’t paying attention.

“You weren’t looking were you?” asked Sweetie ‘figures’ she thinks as she ready’s her magic again.

“Uh um no darling I’m sorry I was just um” tried rarity as she thinks of what she should say.

“It’s ok just watch this time,” said Sweetie as she levitated one of the pincushions so her sister could see it following with the rest of them one after the other.

‘So she really can that's great now how strong are you then’ thought Rarity as she watches her sister send the cushions into an orbit around each other than around herself and her.

“You mean like this?” asked Sweetie as she levitated the pin cushions around her and her sister in a circle wondering what was on her sister mind.

“Oh yes darling wonderful now um how much weight do you think you can move?” said Rarity curious to see what her sister could do.

“Um I don’t know,” said Sweetie why does she want to know these things it’s not like she’s shown any interest in my magic before?’ she wondered as she thought of what she might be able to lift.

“Well, why don’t we just see,” said Rarity as she looked around for something her sister could use.

“Um ok,” said Sweetie as she concentrated on levitating the pin cushions ‘isn’t this enough, what are you looking for’ she wondered as she watched her sister get up and roam about looking high and low.

"Now heavy what can I use, oh this’ thought Rarity going through her boutique as she looked for something to test her sister's strength. ‘Now this will do’ she contemplates as she grabbed an iron from one of the shelves as she made her way back to the table.

‘Huh she can’t expect me to lift that’ thought Sweetie as her sister sat down seeing a large cloths iron in her sister magic grasp. ‘Eh she does’ she concludes as she watched her sister set it on the table.

“Now darling I know you're unsure but just try and see,” said Rarity reassuringly putting her hoof to rest on her sister.

“Uh ok,” said Sweetie a bit nervous as she began wrapping her magic around the iron and tried lifting it.

“Ha sweetie that’s great” let out Rarity exited as she sees her sister easily levitate a ten-pound object. ‘This is good I wonder’ thought rarity getting an idea.

“Huh oh he-heh yeah, yea,” said Sweetie timidly not understanding her sister excitements.

“Oh, darling is something wrong?” asks Rarity hearing her sister’s tone.

“It’s nothing I just don’t know why you’re so excited it’s just a silly old iron” answered Sweetie as she turned said iron in a circle looking at what to her was insignificant.

“Sweetie, darling it’s more than just that you haven’t even dropped a single pincushion dear are you feeling ok?” asked Rarity as she put her hoof to her sister.

"NO I mean yeah it’s just I miss my friends that’s all,” said Sweetie a bit defensively as she dropped the iron with a thud before catching the cushions as they stopped rotating.

“…” ‘I never thought about how she might feel oh darling just relax we’ll figure this out’ thought Rarity realizing her sister might be in as much anguish as she was.

“Rarity it’s ok sis do you know what they’ve been up to?” asks Sweetie trying to distract herself from how she felt devoting herself to her sister.

‘oh, why does this have to be so complicated huh’ thought Rarity before hearing her sister. “Oh um no darling I… I haven't been out much lately,” said Rarity.

‘he-heh Rarity it’s ok I know you’ve been cooped up here for awhile but you can’t shut yourself out from them and you cant shut yourself out from them forever it’s what I’ve been trying to tell you since I woke up” said sweetie calmly.

“Oh?...” ‘….” Let out rarity not sure how to respond.

“Rarity I think I’ve had enough practice for one day besides you still need to get a book or two from Twilight,” said Sweetie explaining. “Grrrr hmph” “think I don’t know” came back Sweetie knowing her sister well enough to know she was angry at Twilight. Can I ask why you’re upset with her?” she finished.

“….groan Sweetie Belle how could you not know she might as well as be responsible for your de… you’re condition!?” half chided Rarity her voice with a dark edge to it as she tried to understand how her sister wasn’t angry as well.

“Giggle Rarity do you know the main rule of the blame game and why it exists?” asked Sweetie giggling at her sister's pouty attitude.

“Huh-uh what do you mean?” questions Rarity not understanding.

“I mean this, it works because there’s always something the other could have done differently just like I could have, should have waited for you and just like you know what you think might have well, prevented it. you don’t think she feels the same?” explained Sweetie confidently
“she's probably been beating herself up over it like you’ve been doing over the false assumption she could have done something to stop it like ...sigh the fact is sis she didn’t exactly give all of them to me I used spike as a distraction and took a book I knew was too high for me; but she caught me. long story short I tell her that I’m just going to look at it I played her like a harp and she let me take it. giving me another book she said was some kind of dictionary that would help me understand what did what and what meant what and she makes me pinky swear not to even try casting a single spell from it. but the thing is it was all premeditated I had found a spell that would let me take a piece of myself and put it into something else. the other books were the same I didn’t ask for any of them but I had been reading and marking pages with the spells that went with what I had in mind. Rarity the thing your warring around your neck that’s now essentially me my new home it took me three months to make and enchant it wasn’t Intel I had made the final enchantments that I thought about asking for help. I did really, really want it to be a surprise; but I thought about asking you to help me cast the spell that would take a piece of me and put it in it and it’s that spell that…’killed’ me sis no matter what you or she could have done. she couldn’t have done anything because she didn’t know neither did you the only one that could have prevented this is me sis so the blame game always points to me. it’s my fault I’m, well I think I’m dead-ish no I’m not dead I just don’t have a body anymore it according to what the spell says it turned into raw magic and got absorbed by the amulet like it was supposed to. it just wasn’t supposed to be all of me so aside from not having a body I'm fine maybe not in your eyes but I am alive aren’t I and this pendant is my body now,” finished Sweetie softly as she thinks of what she should have done differently.

“Well darling I think that’s enough for today,” said Rarity as she looked at all the things her sister was holding in her magic. ‘huh now I can say my boutique is haunted heh-heh quite’ she thought as she looked about her home seeing almost everything in her home floating about from the silverware, pots, and pans in her kitchen to the table, chairs, and China to her furniture, marrequin’s dresses and fabric.

“Ohh good I’m tired uh…um rarity could you help me um put it dawn I just don’t want to break anything” said sweetie relieved as she went to put something down only to have everything go with it.

“Oh sure darling I’ll handle the plates and knives you deal with the fabric,” said Rarity as she grabbed the plates one by one and put them in the china cabinet.

“Thank you,” said, Sweetie, as she concentrated on not breaking anything.

“Of course darling,” said Rarity finding that she couldn’t take anything out of her sisters magic grasp but could rather move them as if they were all tied to balloons. ‘ she has too much oh darling there’s only so much you can grab before you lose the ability to selectively control them dear’ thought Rarity picking up on her sister’s problem as she went about guiding everything to where it belonged. “So um Sweetie dear what’s on your mind?” She asked as she finished putting the china away, following suit with the silverware and pans.

“huh oh um sigh a lot actually like how long has it been and why I wouldn’t wait so you could help me or why I didn’t ask twilight and what are my friends up to oh do they have their marks yet?” began Sweetie as she looked around at everything she was holding.

“…well sniffle to answer your first, five months” answered Rarity getting emotional as she held back tears.

“What!-crash bang clang shatter bonk rumble-” let out Sweetie losing her concentration as everything came down with a crash.

“Whaah!” let out Rarity trying frantically to catch as much as she could using the already floating fabric as makeshift nets.

“I’m sorry. I. I... Please don’t be mad” let out Sweetie as she expected her sister to yell at her.’ Ugh why’d I just lose it like that?’ she questions herself.

“Unghmmgh sigh giggle” let out Rarity as she got angry before swallowing it giggling remembering what it felt like as she remembers the little things she used to get upset about smiling as she set the fabric containing most of her stuff down seeing the furniture in a mess and just giggling at it in a sort futures to presents past reverie.

‘Now look what you’ve done you ruin everything huh’ thought Sweetie berating herself before she heard what she thought was a light chuckle followed by a giggle or two. Shouldn’t she be made I just broke everything?’ she thought confused as she listened.

“Oh giggle, darling, your fine look I caught it,” said Rarity comfortingly as she started putting things where they belonged.

“Huh but I thought I…” began Sweetie looking around to find the only thing to have gone awry was the furniture

"sorry?" said sweetie 'why isn't she mad with me?' she wondered as she watched her sister just giggle at the mess she'd mad of things.

giggle darling honestly this is nothing but could you repeat what you said about this being your fault I thought you said you tricked twilight into giving you what got you killed thought I think I'm just hearing things" said rarity calmly. 'easy she just didn't know any better heheh gulp' she thought uneasily.

"heheh 'sure' its my fault gulp" let out sweetie nervously. 'please don't kill me well at least I cant I hop I cant gulp' she thought at recognizing her sister inquiring tone.

revelations the confession part two the fight

"Rarity... I'm sorry I just wanted- to what kill yourself?!" began sweetie before her sister interjects.

"..."

"Do you have any idea what I've been through?" asked rarity aggressively as she felt hot tears run down her face.

"Rarity i-no you cant imagine what it's like" tried sweetie but getting nowhere as she felt awful.

"No, I cant just forgive nor can I forget it" continued rarity as she tried not to yell. ' I almost committed suicide... Twice' she thought as she felt herself shake.

"Sis please i-how could you" came sweetie cut short again as her sister continued.

"Rarity! It's not like I knew it would-sniffle-KILL ME I JUST WANTED TO MAKE SOMETHING NICE FOR YOU!" let out sweetie no longer able to contain her emotions as random objects started floating about.

"Oh, really well I didn't think you were that nieve, of course, it could kill you any amount of magic can! What are you stupid?" let out rarity hot faced.

"Rarity stop-sniffle-sob-oh what like you have any reason to cry how do you think I feel" tried sweetie as her sister just yelled at her.

"Rarity? I cant do this with you i... Love you" cried, sweetie as she felt like she would shatter.

"Then leave! All you have done is make me feel awful again, you ruin everything!" cried rarity bitterly.

"....well-sniffle-FINE MAYBE I WILL LEAVE... IF YOUR GOING TO BE LIKE THIS!" sweetie shouted as she felt her heart breaking.

"Fine! At least I can be left alone without you destroying my things and making me feel worse" bit back rarity as the worst of the past three and half months came back.

"Urrrrgh...GOOD BY!... I love you-sniffle" let out sweetie a she felt herself shatter feeling something explode outward letting the dark wash over her as she closed her eyes.

"Humph at least I can clean up your mess in peace!" said Rarity with a heruph as she sat watching as thing's feel to the ground while other's where flong this way and that. "Oh sure through a fit, like that helps" she finished as she looked at the mess around her. "Why must you be difficult with me?" she asked grumpily as she got up and started to clean reorganizing the furniture the way it had been.

'why would she yell at me? I thought she wanted to see me again,' thought sweetie as she felt herself drifting. 'maybe I was wrong humph, it's not like I've ever been right anyway' she thought, feeling her heart ache. 'maybe I... Oh, why does it have it be so hard all I want is to make her happy!' thought sweetie frustratedly as she felt cold. 'maybe I should just... Sigh what's the point I shouldn't even be here and yet somehow I a'm but what for... If she doesn't want me then I cant stay maybe I should... Let go maybe then i'll... Ng gulp sleep?

"Why would she cast something like that and what to come back and make me feel worse?" questioned rarity as she went about cleaning the boutique. 'no rarity that's wrong she was just checking on me... And you send her away*'she thought her bitterness turning towards herself as she posed. 'she wouldn't really leave... Would she?' she wondered starting to worry. 'she's...fine rarity there's no need to get yourself worked up... I mean where would she go where could she go! Wait, sweetie, I didn't mean it!' she thought as she realized her mistake.

"Sweetie dont go i'm sorry...sweetie" let out rarity as she grabbed the pendant in her hooves.

'well, I guess I just go but wouldn't that be like... Dying again! But I dont want to it hurts, rarity please dont... why?' thought sweetie as she looked herself over. 'what wait, my body' she let out as she stared at her glowing hooves. 'huh, whats happening to me? I feel warm and fuzzy and I can feel... I know this feeling' she thought as she turned around in a circle grabbing her tail. "Rarity?" she whispered questioningly as she hugged her tail. "Pweeze?" let out sweetie hopeful.

"Sweetie...please i'm sorry-sniffle dont leave i. I. I need you... I want you sob here with me, please?" let out rarity as she cried wrapping her magic around the pendant. 'oh, your an idiot! You know how sensitive she can be. Why'd you just yell at her like that?' she thought, berating herself. 'no I won't let you go! You get back here this instant,' she let out as she grabbed the pendant in her magic and held it as close to her heart as she could farce it.

"-sniffle sob mngh i. i'm sorry-sniffle sob mnngh auh sob sniffle-" sobbed rarity as she held the pendant to her chest looking out the window seeing it was nightfall again. "sniffle well I guess I go to bed now sob sniffle i'm so sorry sniffle I didn't mean it sniffle" let out rarity crying as she got up and held the pendant with her hoof while she moped her way to her room.

hope

'why did I yell at her' thought rarity questioning herself as she sat in her bed continuing to wrap as much warmth around herself and the pendant as she could. 'please don't go' she thought beggingly holding on to as much hope as she could muster. "Why cant I understand her why would she do something like that but she didn't know and you still yelled at her* oh darling I'm sorry please come home" she whispered to herself and what she hoped still held her sister as she allowed herself to fall into her bed not bothering to cover herself up as she cry's herself to sleep.

"Where am I?" questioned sweetie as she looked around before continuing to wander. 'what is this place?' she thought as she sat down seeing nothing but empty white space until something distracts her.

-giggle-

"Huh?" 'did I no then who?' thought sweetie as she questions whether she had heard something or not.

-giggle heh ha-

"..." 'there it is again" she thought questioningly as a playful and child like giggling resounded around her again, diceding to get up and look around, finding nothing.

-tee hee giggle-

"?!" 'ok um its just in your head its just in your head whimper gulp" she let out in a soft whimper as she walked in a random direction.

-giggle-

" What huh?" let out sweetie as she walked before feeling something wet on her hooves and looking down. 'huh but where's my reflection?' she thought as she saw ripples where her hooves touched the surface but couldn't find any sign of her mirrored self.

-giggle-

"Whimper hello?" let out sweetie nervously as she took a step foreword. 'I feel weird like I've been here before' she thought not sure how she felt.

'why'd I yell-because your were upset I know that but why' thought rarity as she walked down a poorly lit hallway.

"Sweetie please don't go I'm sorry I yelled at you please come back" she called out as her voice echoed down the empty halls.

'I'm such an idiot I shouldn't of yelled why wasn't I just happy that I had her again?' pondered rarity regretfully as she passed a few more doors.

"Au sigh sweetie this isn't funny where are you!" let out rarity cross as she looked around the hall she was moping through.

-sniffle-sob-

"sweetie?" questioned rarity as she heard a familiar sound. 'is that oh please but is she crying' she thought as she made her why to a particular door.

'I think I know this place but i cant remember' thought sweetie as she fallowed the sound of giggling.

-giggle tee hee ha ha giggle hi-

'huh gasp" let out sweetie as she looked down noticing her reflection suddenly smile while greeting her 'did... did I, it just huh?' she thought stumbling an falling on her rump as her reflection disappeared.

meanwhile with her sister.

-sub sniffle-

"..." "?" 'do I go in, but does she even want to see me?' thought rarity standing in front of a familiar door. "sweetie bell?" she questioned before the urge to comfort her sister overwhelms her and she goes in.

Rarity tossed and turned as she woke up finding the light that made it through her jet black curtains to be right in her face she sniffled hopping her sister would come back to her as she sat feeling no motives to get up as she fell into a depression.