The Cursed Tale of Phantoka

by Phantoka

Rating: teen
Tags: Tragedy, Slice of Life, Dark, Alternate Universe, Drama, Horror
Length: 6805

Phantoka, a young, adult mare who is on a quest for answers to know about her family and why its so divided, She will face many obstacles along the way, Find out how she will either succeed by going out her comfort zone or fail miserably.

Phantoka is a young adult mare who has a very bad filly hood. All her life shes been searching for a difference.

Her family is divided to locations unknown. She wants to search for a new hope, to turn her life right side-up.

She barely has any friends and hardly any social experience that is positive or relevant. She must develop and use
what she has and will gain to persevere through this corrupt hell in her life and reconstruct it a new.

She will meet obstacles and friends along her quest. some trickier than others. Find out how she will succeed or fail at her task and what happens along the way as you are taken through several years of her aging life.

There is a scary element to her life she will have to bear as well as outside enemies. What and who will she encounter, and most importantly, what will she learn? How will she learn? How will she persevere through these enemies that are even worse than the dangers of the ever-free forest?

Find out how in: The Cursed Tale of a Damned Pony.

Published 1970-01-01 00:00:00 UTC
Last updated 2017-01-04 14:49:51 UTC

Chapter %1% The Beginning

You walk down the streets of Fillydelphia, you've heard about her, read her books that explain her wild adventures  in her life of both moments that describe heaven or hell. You though to yourself.

"Why would a mare this strong, this bold, write books about her life like its some sort of fairy tale?" Finding  your destination, you move down the road the house is located on, after about 3 minutes you've approached the house. You pause.

"Well she appears to  be home noticing the dim orange lighting inside. You take one short but heavy breath and say to yourself. "Okay I can do this, cant be some crazy bitch can it or is she some dark web crazy mare?" The only way finding out is knocking on the front door.

Bracing yourself, you approach up to the door steps and walk up them. You knock 3 times to signal your presence clearly. After about 10 seconds the door makes a "click" and you hear the knob twisting as it opens up slowly.

A form of a old mare appears in front of you. "Hello?" She says with timid slightly scratchy tone. To your perspective of her she looks about in her mid fifties maybe sixty and looked very fit for her body.

You reply. "Hello ma'am,  I was told to come to you by one of your secret friends named Rory." Her face grows straight and bold with small concern.

"I'm here to know about the story behind your books that you published in the Library, the reason why you decided to record your life in a book." She looked both ways cautiously and gave a head motion signal to quickly come in.

You step inside and she shuts the door and gestures to the couch.

"So, your probably wondering... who am I? Why am I so known for who I am? And what my life is really like?" "Well I guess since your here in my house, I will tell you why I'm so grey and grim of my words and tone."

It all started long ago, right when I was first born. My mother was giving birth to me in the hospitals of Fillydelphia. Ah yes the smell of the air in the town was priceless, everything was so ...peeeerfect!

Late that night on a Friday, what was the date? If I recall it was the thirteenth? Yes, yes it was! Friday the 13th of 1979. Mother gave birth to me. Sadly, things weren't so bright.

I was born yes but there were consequences for me living. I could still feel the remainders of my mothers hooves holding me tightly, I couldn't stop crying.

My head really hurt, its probably one of the worst births I've ever was told about in my life. Yes it is true, I was born on my mothers death bed. My horn was very badly damaged.

The doctors thought I wouldn't be able to use magic. The front of my horn snapped. However, I still had the ability to use magic, but not so well.

Every time I'd used it, my vision would glitch and static and fade like a TV screen slowly dying, sometimes I even blacked out afterward at times.

However, I had this special talent no other filly or foal had. I had the ability to see a mirror of this world.

Your probably thinking if your in the real world, no no no that's not how it works, you see, everything would remain the same except I would see a fabric looking see through blanket cover the surroundings of my vision and it was like as if I was in a world of decay.

Everything and every pony was the same, but it was all black and white, but not like you would see on a TV. Their would be flashes, as if there was a storm but I saw no lighting, this would randomly occur frequently.

Others would still see me but, whenever it would happen, I couldn't physically interact with anything. Although it was weird because everything was still solid, it was like being a ghost.

I wouldn't phase through anything. My filly hood was hard growing up, foals bullying me just because I have a messed up horn. If I'd ever flaunt my wings no pony talked about me because they secretly know deep down, I'm an Alicorn and I'm better than them.

Although I'm a Alicorn, my mental state was screwed up and I couldn't use magic for a bit. I could fly decently, but not as good as that famous Rainbow Dash you hear about on the news.

I was raised at a adoption home in Cloudsdale. Although at times I would always go to Fillydelphia to hang out with unicorns and pegasi,

and earth ponies alike. Still as a filly, I had friends. I didn't see them much. When I was in my teenage years things got very complicated.

I started doing activities more. I'd have to take a flying class everyday and always come home with a heavy bag full of homework that weighed

over 10 pounds. none the less I still did what i was told and did my homework like I needed to. My social skills were good in standard terms but

it was as if I had learned nothing when i tried to get a mare friend or a friend.

Every pony now a days are being total dumb asses now, you got people on the internet shitting on the weak, acting as if life is meant to be for

shitting on the weak.

I wasnt treated any differently, the only mares that wanted me were low class hookers or prostitutes, not that I hate mares. Its just when you have guys that call mares bitches or horses or hoes, you start to hate those kinds of groups.

why cant any pony here learn about what the real definition of friendship means, take a look at the mane 6, they have tones of friends but oh when they leave every pony acts like they don't even exist except for some groups of the social life.

Sometimes I have bad dreams about this shitty society, wishing every pony would just die, and by every pony mean most of the punks I know hate me.

I wish I could just take a knife cut they're lungs open and take out they're still beating heart. Being a mare in my filly hood was never exciting, I had day dream nightmares that will occur if I space out for to long.

I'm starting to think this all has to do with my horn because every pony treats me like shit because its all broken and shattered when they don't even know I have the power to escape from them in what I call the void.

I'd use it when ever some pony jumps me and oh I would sit there taking all the punches, the reason why is... pain was never a feeling. When in the void and the real world, it was if the feeling sense was taken out but everything else is still there. strange is it not?

Now I probably got you thinking,why do I sound so violent with my life? Because this is how I am, but I do have moments where its "sunshine and Rainbows". You see my life isn't all grim...

Chapter %2% Seeing The Lighter Side

That one morning, I lay fast asleep in bed. It was 9:00am, the time where the sun rises at its quarter point.

It was then that I heard my alarm.

Which had the song of Epic Wub Time by Vinyl Scratch. I lay in bed trying to wake up. I felt lazy and weak, like most mornings.

Realizing I needed a taste for some Mr. Cakes breakfast egg sausage and cheese sandwich to start the day.

I had then felt like my head was throbbing, so I went back home to grab some pain killers. "Must be my horn." I said to myself.

Although usually this would happen from time to time as it was a birth defect. My shift for work was around 11:00am to 6:00pm.

Seeing as I needed to get motivated and get ready soon. I grab my IBOT touch and get ready to do my morning 30 minute jog around

8 blocks from my house.

I noticed something didn't feel quite right though. My legs began shaking as if i wasn't sturdy. Suddenly I fall before I take another step with a sharp thud and a "ow" coming from my lips.

Then that's when I realized what happened last night.

Last night i went to one of Vinyl's bar parties and got very hammered, funny how i don't remember trotting home, I remember Vinyl

grabbing a bottle of Big Mac's Gin, to only force it down my throat.

That's where i don't remember anything, my vision faded black. I finally have the strength to get back up on my hooves, wasting five minutes i begin to do slow but straining stretches as I begin to feel slightly more sturdy.

Finally I was ready for my jog, taking a whole 10 minutes wasting time and stretching I begin to trot rather quickly and pace fully, as I get more adrenaline I start to get ready to sprint. Getting faster and faster, I realize I was 5 out of 8 blocks complete and I had 7 minutes to spare.

It didn't take long but i was pumped enough that i didn't feel to tired.

My heart was aching, Funny how I had forgotten to pace myself when sprinting. I walk in my house to pack my bags, and move quickly

to the transit stop. I notice that others were at the stop already so I relaxed, waiting there I noticed Octavia, Pipsqueak,

Lyra and Bon Bon were there. I said hello and got many welcomes back, today was a great day, but it felt a tiny bit off in the

back of my mind. I brush it off when noticing at the corner of my eye that the bus was already pulling into the stop. I took my seat near the midpoint of the bus.

My stop would be a half hours time away, i pull out my IBOT and noticed it was exactly as i thought. It read 10:32am, so i flipped the screen

open and changed to music to some chill-step. i began thinking in deep thought about typical things in my life.

I felt so relaxed on the bus, i almost fell asleep but thankfully pipsqueak was sitting next to me and woke me up. "hey You ok?"

Stumbling back into reality, I jump in being startled and reply. "Oh hi Pipsqueak, yea I'm fine, its just i got this weird swirling feeling

in my head, as if it were a different type of headache with no pain, makes me almost fall asleep." Pipsqueak gets a confused but conflicted

look on his face. "Um i never had that happen to me Phan, but from what i can tell it seems like you dont get enough sleep daily." I look at him

in confusion. "i get 8-9 hours of sleep almost every night." i reply as he starts to think about what my problem could be. Pip replies. "well maybe

talk to your doctor, he might have a solution with medication." I finish the conversation by saying ok to him, but little does he know... i dont have

a doctor the fact that I'm different.

Once i got to work everything felt a lot better. Someone held the door open for me. It was Silver Spoon, the person i am partners with when we help costumers with

finding the author and book they're looking for, we switch positions occasionally. I work at a bookstore called Barns and No Bales. I switch from cashier

to helping costumers, to helping shipments going in and out. I get paid about 49 bits every couple hours, just enough to keep myself under my own roof.

Once i had my first shift done i switched places with Silver Spoon. Then after my second i switched with Diamond Tiara, which put me to help with new book shipments.

it wasn't a very active part of the job but when they're were shipments, then i needed to organize and put them in author order. Luckily there weren't much shipments in

today but a few did come in every week. one that came in today was called "Daring do and the temple of doom." I put it in the A. K. Yearling section of the library.

After organizing it i look up to see diamond looking at me in a strange way. "Is something about me that special to you DT, cuz your a bit creepy."

she looked at me continuously. she gave what looked like a very evil and seductive grin. seeing this i show alot of disintrest and give a "dont even try it" look.

she looks away still a smirk on her face. I look at my IBOT, It was already 5:57pm and i needed to get ready to pack up and leave. I got to my boss to get paid and leave.

i Told him thanks and to take care as i walk out of his door i noticed DT had left a few minutes early with Silver spoon. I sigh and continue out the door. i put my

earbuds in and play my music as i trotted down to the bus stop. When i got there i realized Bon Bon and Lyra were there waiting since the music store was across the street.

I was met with hellos and hi's when i saw them with a group of they're friends i didn't know about. then i saw two ponies moving from the direction i came down to here,

i couldn't see what they looked like but they seemed to have black hoodies over they're face and a black mask where they're eyes were only shown.

The bus soon came and i got on with every pony and sat down, Lyra and bon bon behind me  with they're friends rowed in the back, then the 2 mysterious ponies came and sat

in the seat next to me. i felt secure the fact that other ponies were on the bus with me other then the 2 mysterious ones, they were about the same height as two familiar

ponies i worked with, DT and sliver. The bus began moving as the bus was silent  except for a couple conversations in the back that were mumbles to my hearing. i look

beside me to see the 2 ponies, they are on their phones texting what looked like each other, then suddenly they stop noticing my stare and looked at me with a confused expression.

I looked away and said sorry, realizing i was being creepy. but not as creepy as them. then the bus stopped picking up Pipsqueak from a costume shop along with Octavia

and some others. they all got off before me as time passed. when i was at my stop i got off and realized the 2 ponies got behind me but i ignored them slightly. they got off

with me and we split apart each others space between the road. As the bus disappeared and the dark night sky of autumn was rising, i had noticed one of them got in front of

me blocking my path and the other behind me so i couldn't run.

I shouted "HEY WHAT DO YOU THINK YOUR DOING!" But i got no response. with several grunts and erks  they both grabbed me and lead me to a dark alley way between 2 buildings.

they quickly trotted they're way in it with me being held captive. Then i was thrown to the ground taking all the force from the fall. "ouch." i blurted out, as i try getting

on my feet. I couldn't move so i used my ability to go in the rift and move off them, but seeing a ring on my horn i couldn't do anything, they tied me up putting tape around my

muzzle. that was then they took off they're masks, it was DT and silver with the most evil seductive grins I've seen. I tried to yell but to no avail. They Then removed all they're

clothes and strip of my belongings as well. "They were going to rape me!" i thought in my head. And I am hopeless. I start to form a tear in my eye and then look around to hear SS

digging through her bag pulling out a long stick, i couldn't tell what it was because of the tears in my eyes, it looked like a toy rod. They both looked at me in they're naked forms

i had noticed DT's legs, she had a real one between her legs. A rod that was long and perfectly hard as it throbbed with juices forming around the tip.

I heard them talking, debating who will take what hole of mine first. finally i see DT put a condom on as i heard the words "ill take her plot first." SS then put a strap around the rod

I couldn't bear to see this happen to me, i sat there tears forming in my eyes. I'm helpless. As they pulled in closer, i heard sirens go off in the distance not too far away.

The sound came ever quickly closer. I see DT and SS pack up and book it for the road, leaving me locked in place behind. the sirens came to the area as i hear cars stop and move over

to the alley way. a officer came to my rescue as he unstrapped me of my bondage, he grabbed my clothes as i quickly put them back on. He then asks if I'm okay as 2 more officers

came in the alley. I said I'm okay as he got a more concerned look on his face. he then asked me who attacked me. I responded the names "Dt" and "SS". After the conversation he told me

that he'd rather drive me home just to be safe. I gladly abligded and said thank you with a hug as tears flooded down my eyes. deep in my mind as i began riding home in the back seat

of a cop car i started to think. Why would DT plan such a thing? It all happened so fast i couldn't even quickly go into my rift because of the weird feeling i got today. not realizing

the officer was asking me if i was ok and where I lived. until i shook my head and apologized. i told them my location and that i am fine, just in minor thought about what happened.

I managed to get home safely as the officers followed me inside to chat and discuss what exactly happened. So i told them what happened, but as soon as i said that they stripped me

and themselves, he stopped me. i agreed. no need in going into detail from there. they asked me where i worked. I had told them "barns and no bales", up in Canterlot. The main officer

looked at me and told me that they would go and investigate the shop tomorrow and that i should stay away from the book store for a few days until everything was preformed in court.

I was told before they left that court would begin at the end of the weekend and i was expected to be there at noon on Monday. I agreed to be there. Before they left closing the door,

the second officer gave me a worried "stay safe" glance. I waved back with a warm thank you smile as he shut the door.

As the night took over the world, the house was very silent, as i lay on the couch eating my late dinner while i watch T.V. time soon flew by as 7:30pm went to 8:45pm It was getting late.

I get up after turning off the TV and take a shower to get ready to go to bed. I grab a towel from the shelf in the cabinet and headed to the bathroom as i closed the door and began to strip of my clothing.

I check out my body for any bruises or scratches and i found many of them, i notice one circling my whole thigh and i felt one on my neck. as i turned the shower head on and step in, the water turned warm very quickly.

i began to was my whole body as i think in deep thought about what happened today. I lost track of time noticing I had been in the shower for almost a half hour.

I quickly wash my mane and turn off the shower and step out drying myself off. I take a blow drier to the mirror and let the mist on it fade.

Finishing up in the bathroom I open the door to let out all the steam, hang the towel up on the shower curtain and exit the bathroom going to my room. I sleep naked, its most comfortable that way and it was natural to do so.

I let out a sigh as i set my IBOT on the dresser and put my body in bed as I sneak up the blankets over me, put on a sound proof spell, lock the front door and lock my body in the rift for protection.

I was still stressed and couldn't go to sleep, my body was a little excited as I knew that fondling myself to climax was my only solution.

I began rubbing my pink slit slowly as my wrist of my hoof rubs and fondles my nipples below me. a few minutes later and I begin to feel my peek drawing close.

I let out a cry in relief and let my juices spill out  as my vision slowly begins to fade away into the calm silent night.

Chapter 3 The Moment That Changes a Life

The morning Sun, the smooth wind breeze, the chill air.

It was a soft sensible morning, the calm relaxing sounds

of birds chirping tunes of melodies filled the morning.

I awoke to the still morning sun of previous dawn feeling

a good sensation i had never felt before, the feeling like i

wasn't drowsy, my head felt fresh, it was a very warming feeling

that thought to have been The heavenly Celestia light grazing

on the fur of my grey coat. I smiled with satisfaction as i got

up eagerly from my bed full of butterfly sewn sheets. Yes I have

a very heavy crush on fluttershy, every time i see her and she

glances at me, i always blush with a warm smile and she smiles

admirably back, sometimes we talk at her hut. I guess you could

say she was like my therapy, but also the love of my life. I

get the feeling that my whole life can be switched around if im

with her. One day i will ask her if we could confess our

love for each other, I had a couple days off of work, and

that my bills would be covered completely with no cost.

I move downstairs to the kitchen to pour a bowl of honey oats,

as I move to the living room to go watch some Dr. Whooves. I

wonder what Derpy might do this time in the show. I pondered in

my head as i sat an just watched. A few minutes passed and as

I'm only in a few minutes into the show the power completely

goes out. "son of a bitch!" i vulgarly yelled as my vocal cords

grinned the sound of my voice. I set the bowl on the table and

moved out to look at the front door where i could go to the

power box, i flip the back up switches on and then went back

inside to call Ponecast to see what the hell the problem was.

Technical and minor issues they told me. I hung up right after

they told me the problem would be fixed later this afternoon.

Seeing as i had the few days off and I've been saving a few bits

for a special occasion. before i know it im already out the door

and on my way to a special store. i had over 13k worth of bits

in my saving for this one special day, and the best part is.....

this is where everything changes, I'm officially independent, no

more bus. As i approach the shop called "REvExStallion motors" to

purchase the one and only Xj375 Puma prefueled. The sports cycle

I've been saving for at least 5 years, and its still not only one

of the fastest but one of the most pristine good looking cycles

you could find here in Equestria.

"your'all set ma'am." The dealer colt said as all the payments

were met, they lead me to the design of my dreams. Then a door

appeared around a corner in the building, the colt looking

stallion turned sideways and opened the door introducing me to

the heavenly model of the pristine, shiny, aerodynamic prize

that will lead up to a new start of a better life. The Dealer

tosses the keys and the suit that goes with it to me, the suit was

black and with 2 color coats of pink, it looked like my colors

that i had on my mane and skin, the helmet had a odd but nice

look to it, the detail of led lights that shimmered neon green

as it had the face of a black puma like the bike itself. I

slowly but honorably strap on the suit  and put the helmet on.

I look back at the dealer to tell him thanks, in return he opens

the garage door as a sliver grey pristine puma walks out of its

den with an eager roar.

"time to take this fucker out for one hell of a test drive."

thinking about what i said I'm reminded of how most are

inexperienced to driving, i on the other hand, have lots of

experience, I've had a 2 years of practice on how to drive until

i knew exactly what to do when driving, ill be a bit rusty but i

remember mostly what to do, besides, its not as hard as you'd think

when you have 2 years of practice. I pull out into the street of

mid day and i had a a few hundred dollars left so i head toward

the paint shop to get this to have a color change. On my way their

i didn't notice any issues with the bike other than the fact its a

bit sensitive, but that's normal. As I'm driving, i pass by my work,

i notice that their indeed royal cop cars parked in the front.

"they must be checking it out" i thought sighing to shake off what

exactly happened.

I soon arrive at the paint shop, I pull in very slow and smoothly. The

feeling of doing so felt as if i was not moving at all, i only felt the

small moving breeze, it felt good. Getting off felt easy enough as i kick

down the stand and walked to to the door to go inside. i notice a mare behind

the counter, i soon take my order. I wait for a while, then i notice out the

window a worker took my puma inside the garage for paint customization.

Everything was done and paid for, one of the mares there gave me a ride home.

As soon as we got to my house i thanked her and waved goodbye, she told me

that my order would be due by tomorrow at the earliest since they had no

commissions before me. Soon afterward as im going through my front door and

step inside. closing the door i move to my bedroom.

I grab my I-Bot and go to Equestria Abino to talk to some people, when the community

loads up i go to my chats. That's when i notice something was missing. My public chat

was missing. I got to contact a friend of mine called Spoon Hai through a private

message, he told me that no pony really cared about me anymore when a few people still

cared for me deep down, i then later noticed that when he gave me the link to rejoin, i

was blocked by the owner, i cant communicate to the owner in any way. "if no one cares

about me then I'm not coming back, this is why I don't make much friends, society is shit."

i thought. Deep down i feel betrayed, sure I accidentally offended some one when i didn't mean

to. that was a wrong deed, but then i contacted the victim and she still wanted me to be

in the chat, yet some idiot told red, the owner of the chat. what a bunch of

miscommunication.

I lay there thinking on my bed, coming back isn't what i want, that's my choice.

Suddenly, i remembered something that i had when i was a kid. I move to my closet

door, i rummage through it. "ah here it is!" i spoke out loud. their it was, it was

my old wind up music box my father game to me as a gift from my mother. I sat in the

corner of my room and wind it up. As soon as i let go of the handle to wind it up

it plays this calm soft melody. I called it my mothers lullaby. i always use it when

feel broken inside. as it winds back to normal, i felt a tear drip down my eye. I

take it to my bed and ly down as i wind it up and try to wipe away the pain from the

good times i had in that chat. before passing out my last thoughts were. "Why did i

think they were better than this, than to kick me out when they were pretty much

what felt like the only family i had.

for a brief moment it was all black, I was consious, I pop open my eyes, it felt like

waking up in the future, like i fell asleep only to find myself waking up hours later.

I was still on my bed and it was dawn. I had slept for 10 hours. "That's never happened."

i thought to myself. a few moments after waking up, i heard something else make a noise,

then i felt it, i look down and realize as it hits me. I NEED FOOD I'M STARVING!!! getting

up out of my bed, my hooves touch the ground as my weight tried to support. i try to keep

my balance, but i didn't feel sturdy. I almost instantly collapse as I make face first to

the floor. "note to self, don't cry yourself to a deep sleep." I tilt my body to the side

so i can stretch all 4 hooves, then out came a usual yawn. now i could get up but i didn't

feel sturdy. fortunately after taking step after step, the blood was reaching my hooves as

it felt easier to maneuver my body. I go downstairs and make myself a food dish of apples.

as i sat down eating my breakfast i thought to myself that this would be the day i'd come

to her. after eating i put on a hoodie and bring my I-Bot and listen to some music while i

trot my way to her cottage, it was only half a mile from where i lived, it was still very

early so i do know for a fact she will be home. Just like 2 mornings ago when i was going

to work i felt that odd adrenaline kick in gear, next thing i Knew i was off the ground

dashing and soaring through the air, my altitude was escalating. with this id get to her

cottage in no time.

The wind, it felt good, it felt as if I wasn't even trying that hard at all. I could see

the ever-free forest in sight, i knew i was getting closer. a few minutes later i could

see the cottage in sight. I soon then had to try and slow myself down, that's when my

adrenaline began to fade. I calmly and slowly land on her front lawn. I then said to myself,

"what am i going to say? I mean if this where my life changes for the better then this is

definitely the place to continue, ill just be assertive about what i tell her. Relax Phantoka,

you can do this, just think how to say things the right way." I move up to the porch and give

the door a good bold knock. a few minutes later the door unlocks and opens. "Phan, what are

you doing here at this hour?" Fluttershy spoke. "oh--good morning Fluttershy, listen i really

need to talk to you about somethings if you don't mind. Can I come in?" i said with a confident

presence in my voice. "um sure that's okay, come on in and lets talk." Fluttershy said as she

gestured to move behind the door to give me room to walk in. I stepped inside and started my

direction to the couch. being a friend of her for a few years meant i was more than welcome

to her house. She soon shut the door behind me as i sat down on the couch.

She started the conversation by asking "would you care for some coffee?" I reply "thanks

but I'm good." i wait for Fluttershy's return. after about 30 seconds i notice a movement

from my left eye that caught my attention, i glance as i realize i get a clear view of her

flank without her noticing. I whisper "Yes!" as i lift and pull back my hoof like i just

scored a point on a sports team. She came back to the couch with 2 apples and 2 cups of herbal

scented coffee. "thank you Fluttershy, I've been meditating lately and herbal tea helps focus and

calm the mind." "Oh, No problem, i get the herbs home made right out of the garden." I smile

proudly and relax my muscles. My face then grows to look serious and important. "hey shy i wanted

to talk to you about something important that happened not long ago." she looked at me in wonder.

"and Its very bad news, so bad, you might want to try to refrain from gasping or freaking out." I

shut my eyes and tilt my head down and my frown turns to sadness. Closing my eyes and preparing

To hug her, I struggle to speak but manage to say it with a lump in my throat. "I-I wa-as almost raped."

My eyes shed tears like a quiet fountain of water as I wrap my hooves around her. I don't know how

long I was wrapped around her but it felt like hours."Hey it's alright." I hear a soft voice say to my ears.

Fluttershy wrapped her hooves around me  and pulled me close for a warm hug.

It was silent, very silent.... So silent in fact that it woke me up . I was laying on the couch. It wasn't just

any couch. It was my house. I recognize the pattern of the couch, was it only a dream? I lift my head

up and blink, trying to gain consciousness. Then I notice a yellow figure sitting on the chair next to me.

I take my last blink and rub my eyes. She was asleep, laying next to me. I just stood there, looking at

her not knowing what I should do. About a minute later, my hooves flip her on to my back. I stopped

for a moment hearing a tired gasp of what sounded like yawning. I turned my head and saw that she

was still softly asleep. I quietly trot my way up the stairs, making tiny pounces of my hooves and letting

the momentum carry my weight.

I turn my way to the door of my room and approach  my bedroom. I opened the door and trotted inside. I moved to the bed and gently sprawling her out on the bed. I was lucky enough that she was still asleep. I had grabbed a pen and paper to write her a note. It said, " I noticed you had brought me to my house, thank you for doing so. I noticed you feel asleep waiting for me to wake up, So I brought you my bed room so you can rest easy. Also, this may sound like a crappy way of asking, so I'll just tell you instead. Fluttershy, it's been been about 3 years since we've been friends and I was wondering...

Well you see, I love you and I want to go out with you. So I hope you feel the same way. Anyway, when you

wake up I'll be out out for a ride, so I'm leaving you a choice, you can go home, or you can stay and wait for

me to get back home. I left an apple for you on the table downstairs in the living room along with the T.V. remote

in case if you get bored. I'll be home in about an hour." I set down the pen and paper on my desk right next to the bed. I walk out of the room and head down the stairs grabbing my jacket as I quickly go to the pantry to grab an apple, setting it on the  living room table. Next thing I know I bolt out the door, but I slowly shut the door.

I gallop down the road and wait for a taxi or bus. "Come on...come on!" I whisper to myself. Ten minutes was how long it

took for a taxi to show up. I wave my hoof trying to get its attention. It notices and stops, parking itself near the side

walk. I hop in and pull my wallet out, giving him 10 bits as I tell him my destination. "Take me to the car workshop on

Highway 56, shortest route please." "Of course mad'am." The driver said. It was a quiet ride, but it took no less than

about 12 minutes. I opened the door as soon as I arrived and said "Thanks" before shutting the door and seeing him

take off.

I turn about face and notice one of the engineers was next to my new orange black painted puma. as soon as I got to him, he started talking about their bullshit policies, but I just pretended like I was listening.

I pretend as I signal that I'm getting my biker suit on and putting the helmet on, putting my jacket in the puma's cargo hold bag. Being in this thing never felt so awesome.

I get on and rev it up. I've never felt more awake  in my life. It was at this point that I was just ignoring the colt. It was then I just here him say "Have a nice day."

I just shake my head and  push the bike forward with my hooves. Theirs a place I'm gonna try this thing out. My destination, the Ponyville outskirts.

I take off with a very intense scratchy rev from the hind wheel, all of this took my mind off of the incident that happened a couple days ago.

Being out on the streets seems very noisy,I don't find it too comforting but I can tell that its only the feeling. Before I realize it I'm already at the border between the grass of the outskirts and the cobblestone road that I'm standing on.

Pausing for a minute I take a sharp breath, slow my breathing as my helmet is put into the cargo bag where their is barely any room for it to fit, but I make due with what space is left.

I look back forward pressing my whole body up against the metallic machinery of my puma, giving it a hard rev. I notice I'm making a lot of smoke so with a striking release I let go of the break and I just felt like I was about ready to fly.

But then something exciting occurred, as if everything was moving in slow motion.