Flute songs of lust

by Tootsie Heartstrings

Sad memories of what almost was.

Previous Chapter

Tootsie felt dizzy as her heart was pounding, she was remembering something, and she wishes she hadn't as it only made her feel worse; her eyes lost focus and she fell into a nearby tree as her mind flashed back on her, causing her to trip on her own hooves.

It wasn't even 2 years ago, but it felt like it was just yesterday, a young sky blue filly was happily skipping off to school, carrying a few small books and papers in her saddlebags, she had good grades, always finished her work on time, and never missed a single day of class; on this morning when she was putting her books in her desk, a young colt walked into the room whom she'd never saw before, he was a light teal with shiny brown hair. At her first glance, she was lovestruck, the sight of the colt made her blush and giggle with delight, she wanted to introduce herself with him, but her giddiness caused her rear to glue itself to her seat metaphorically out of shyness. The colt slowly walked over to an empty desk and seat, looking around the room meekly.


During midday, it was lunch time, Tootsie always sat by herself at lunch so she could eat at her own pace and not have to listen to other foals' noise, only this time, a certain new colt sat by himself too, shy by the new ponies he never knew. Tootsie took a deep breath and stood herself up, she wanted to face her fear of being shy, and stand up for want she wanted; she slowly trotted to the young colt and opened her mouth, a little shaky with her words "H-Hello there, m-my name is Tootsie, h-how about you?" the colt looked to be in shock by the words from the strange new filly, "S-sompony t-talked to me?! But I'm new here!" he looked at Tootsie with a blank expression "Umm, my name is Minty Chocolate...but I'd rather be called Mint..." Tootsie responded with a giggle and a smile as her body gave him a hug without her even noticing, but neither of them minded.


A few months later, Tootsie and Mint became close friends, and while them being foals, romance wasn't something they thought about too much, at first, but as the weeks went by, the two became more lovey-dovey with eachother, and Tootsie was the happiest she'd ever been in her life. They held hooves all the time, hugged often, and even kissed eachother on occasion. One Friday evening, Tootsie went over to Mint's house for a sleepover, though her curious little mind was thinking less innocently than she thought it would as she asked Mint an awkward question "Can I see what's between your legs?" he gave her a confused look "Umm...what? Isn't that rather personal...?" she tilted her head "Well, I'm just curious, I mean, I heard fillies and colts are diffrent there, and I wanted to see how you looked!" Mint sat down on the floor, unable to comprehend what she was asking "Umm, Tootsie... I have something I want to tell you..." he looked down like he was going to say something bad. Tootsie innocently smiled at him "Yes, Minty?" Mint smiled back and scratched his ear in response "Oh, umm, just that I... I... I...Love you?" he said this like he was asking himself if it was true "I love you too!" replied Tootsie excitedly as she lept at him with a big hug as she nuzzled him softly "Mmm, I was waiting for a good time to say it..." he thought for a second how stupid that sounded, giving her previous question of looking at his genitals "...But I couldn't figure one out so I just, uhh, did it?" he sounded unsure in his responses, but sounded genuine enough to make Tootsie happy.


A few more weeks of happiness later and it was time for another sleepover at Mint's, Tootsie was cuddling up next to him as he sat on his bed to show her some of his things. "Umm, Tootsie, you've been rubbing up against me for too long, it's making me uncomfortable... Actually, you'd been doing this too much recently... Sorry..." she retreated back and frowned "Oh, sorry... I just... I... I just really love you and I love showing it and saying it... But you don't say it back much anymore... I was hoping more affection would make you say it...?" she said hopefully, with a bit of sadness in her voice "Oh, umm..." Mint looked down on the plain blue blanket to ponder his thoughts and put them out in words, he didn't want to, but he had to say it eventually "Well, Tootsie, I have something to say to you... And I'm not gonna hesitate, I... I..." he choked himself to say it "I don't love you anymore! In fact, I find you to be annoying, what with you rubbing up on me all the time and asking to see what I have between my legs! I had my doubts of my true feelings for you since a month ago, but the first time you asked to see my private parts is when my mind was made up, I don't really love you, you don't really love me, you just want my p-penis! I can't love somepony who just wants me for one part of me!" Mint was growling at Tootsie out of all the anger in his words he just let out; he took a deep breath and finished calmly "I'm sorry I led you on for a month and pretended I still loved you... I just didn;t want to hurt your feelings... But you did this to me... It's your fault... My love would have stayed true if yours' did..." Tootsie was in complete shock at his words, unable to even cry or utter a word until she gasped "You...You...You lied to me...?" he nodded his head "Yes... But because you lied to me, you only wanted me for your own personal pleasure..." Tootsie held out her hooves on him "But that's not true! I'm just curious! I really really love you for you! Not for what you have! I love...you..."

Tootsie fell to the bed, crying heavily, Mint only turned his head "I have no reason to apologize anymore, I can't love a liar, I can't love a slut." he jumped off the bed "I don't want you in my room anymore, or my LIFE, you're just a creep, now get out." he said calmly, but sternly, as he grabbed her hoof to pull her off the bed "Go. NOW, before I get my mom involved." He looked at her with a serious expression, she simply give him a small kiss on his cheek and ran out, down the stairs, through the kitchen, and out the front door, running to her place as fast as she could, her tears flying off her face. "You want a SLUT? FINE, I'll give you a SLUT! You're such a jerk! You don't even know me! You don't even give me a chance to speak my mind! Yet...I still love you... I'll do anything to have you back... Even if it takes time... Maybe we're just too young..."


Since that night, Mint moved to a different school in the same area so Tootsie wouldn't be able to contact him, he said he would get adults involved if she had the nerve to even look at him again. Tootsie was hurt to the point where she began to fall in her studies, she knew it was bad to let herself fail over a broken heart, but she just knew it wasn't right and she wanted a chance to prove herself, but she couldn't. Over time her extreme heartbreak mutated and made her imagination corrupt her thoughts into feelings of pure lust over the one thing that broke them apart, a penis.


Waking up with drool on her pillow, Tootsie saw she was in her bed, and that it was morning, she wondered why, but didn't question it, she was just glad she was out of her flashback, though also sad because she wanted to good parts to never end. SIghing, she got herself out of bed to go and eat breakfast, surly Bon-bon had already finished cooking by now.