Just like before there was nothing in my dream and just as I felt like I was about to wake up again, I felt the atmosphere around change form a comfortable and yet warm atmosphere to cold and depressing one.
I thought I could hear galloping hooves from behind me and as I turned around I saw something far away rapidly approaching me, it took me a minute to recognize who it was and as I did I tried to turn and make a break for it ,only to have the galloping stop and to see her staring at me right in the face with her dark blue slit eyes.
She strike me down to the ground with a quick jab of her left hoof to my chest, before I could even move she pinged me to the ground with her hoof's as she stood over prey staring me in the face with only a few inches of between our faces.
"What's wrong?" She said in a calm and yet threatening voice "I thought you wanted to see me?" she finished in a crooked smile to where I could see one of her sharp teeth sticking out.
"I'm here to see," I started to say but stopped when I realize just like before I was muted and yet she could understand what I asked and answered my question "I'm right here." she said although at the same time pushing her weight into my limbs a little harder making me unable to move my limbs at all.
"You know I have to admit," she said in a somewhat bored tone "I never thought that you would come back to see me again." and continued as she started to rub her cheek against mine "it just warms my heart to see someone appreciate me as much as you do."
"You don't have a heart!" I yelled at her "and you're an beast." she replied coldly as she pressed her muzzle next to my ear and whispered "how long are you going to keep pretending 'that' part of you doesn't exist?" Her light blue staring at me I tried to turn away, trying to think of some way to deny the claim and yet knowing it was true.
"Think carefully about this we can you do this the hard way," she then pressed her muzzle to my lips for a brief warm kiss then pulled away and said "or the easy way." then going back in for another kiss and at the end of this one she bit the side of my lip with her sharp teeth and felt like she had injected something into me.
She pulled her face away from me still looking down at me as I was starting to feel pain in my head and it quickly spreading and feeling like my body was on fire as I was twisting under her trying to get away and at the same time letting out screams of pain as the venom was affecting me.
"Shhh, It's okay my pet." she said in a somewhat gentle voice "just let 'it' all out." I felt like my bones were melting then twisting into place, the pain was so intense I could barely whimper.
After what felt like an eternity it stopped and I laid there panting, numb, and hungry, I felt so empty slowly looking at what I could see of my new body, which she had done to me, "you turned yourself into this," she said "my venom just reveals the inside's and make it show on the outside." I didn't say anything to her so why, she then used her magic to move my head forward "You wanted this kind of power all your life," then chuckling to herself she continuing "I can give you all that you could ever want and all I want from you is loyalty."
"You'll never have to worry about dying as long as your loyal to me, and the power that you wield will only be second to mine as well as one my personal servant." then stretching out her wings towards me "you be forever protected from the light, all you have to do is ask."
"Say it," she whispered to me as I was trying to look away but her magic forcing my head to look forward as she was waiting for my response, biting the inside of my lip kind of hard until I started to taste blood then "give it to me." I said quietly but she forced more pressure on me "louder!" she commanded me taking a shallow breath "give it to me, gives me power!" I said to her no longer holding back the desperation and pain in my voice.
Brushing some of my hair out of my face she leaned in close with her muzzle just an inch or two away from my lips "that's my pet." she whispered to me then using her magic forcing to open my mouth a little bit she pressed her muzzle to mine again then her eyes were starting to glow as I could feel power going from her mouth to mine, feeling like I was swallowing freezing cold water as it send shivers of excitement and pain through me as she was feeding her power Into my body.
At the end of the dream slowly opening my eyes and yet feeling as if I never woke up feeling something cold yet warm on top of my chest, turning my head to seeing her looking back at me and asking "was it worth going through all that just to see me again?" a small smile and tears running down my eyes as I reached out and was able to gently touched the side of her face and answered "yes, it was worth it to see you."
I was dreaming and there was nothing and just before I was going to wake up I saw somepony I want to see for a very long time Princess Luna, I felt so happy by just being near her presence and as I slowly approached behind her and try to reach my hand out that she turned her head and saw me looking sad then slowly started backed away from me.
"Why," I said but what came out of my mouth was nothing as I still stepped forward she backed away again "Why are you doing this?" I asked her even though my mouth is moving there was no sound but she seemed to understand as she was still backed away tears were starting to form in my eyes as I was slowly trying to wake up but I forced myself to stay asleep.
"I don't care about the real world." I said to her "I want to stay with you, somepony that understands me" I said as I fell onto my knees started to cry In frustration, then hearing gentle hoof's on the soft ground heading towards me I looked up to see her sad face and maybe one or two tear's in her eyes.
"I don't care!" I said and lapped at her, a flash of magic from her horn kept me in place while within reach of her and yet no matter how much I struggled against her magic I couldn't get closer "I'm tired of being alone please!" I said tears falling from my face, she still looking sad said to me "I'm sorry but you have to wake up now." "No" I said quietly as she slowly turning herself into Nightmare Moon.
Another flash of magic from her horn created a black looking sphere and it slowly moved towards me as it was growing at first I saw nothing then caught my breath when I heard a sound then something show it's face in the sphere then reached out at me, I yelled out trying to look away trying to get away from it but her magic keep me in place and it yelled at me one of my fears.
I woke up with a start then realize what happened getting angry and trying to force myself to go back to sleep but as soon as I try to close my eyes to sleep I saw the face of one of my fears and it jerked me back awake I tried a few times but it was to no avail, I was so angry that I couldn't dream that I couldn't stay in my dreams and forced again in reality.
And most of all I was very angry at what Luna did to me, maybe tonight I can dream a little bit longer and see her again, in spite of what I said to her and how I feel, I still love her, and I hope to see her and maybe even her sister too.
It's a dream of a dream that I hope I can have once again.
If she'll let me see her again that is.
